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General | Posted 13 years agotheres alot to say but my apprenticeship over the last six months has taken alot out of me including some sanity
im holing on by a thread
and still losing all of my shit while im hanging in there
im trying to draw
but everything that comes out looks like shit to me
i cant sleep
i want to draw
so i try...but it all looks so fucking stupid
and then i get angry and frustrated and after crumpling up about 7 pages i just lose it and cry at my desk, and then stare at the paper and want to scream...but the family is asleep....
if you feel you are wasting your time watching me i will understand if i am dewatched. but i am really emotionally distressed right now
and am suffering so badly from fucking artblock..maybe ill just draw bitten that usually calms me down
idk that will probably piss me off too....
just FUCK...shoot me..
im holing on by a thread
and still losing all of my shit while im hanging in there
im trying to draw
but everything that comes out looks like shit to me
i cant sleep
i want to draw
so i try...but it all looks so fucking stupid
and then i get angry and frustrated and after crumpling up about 7 pages i just lose it and cry at my desk, and then stare at the paper and want to scream...but the family is asleep....
if you feel you are wasting your time watching me i will understand if i am dewatched. but i am really emotionally distressed right now
and am suffering so badly from fucking artblock..maybe ill just draw bitten that usually calms me down
idk that will probably piss me off too....
just FUCK...shoot me..
HEY READ ME just real quick
General | Posted 13 years agough i know its been forever but ive been working in the am at bk (5:30 am) then when im done my shift there i run up to the tattoo shop to open up set up and clean. so ive been pretty insanely busy.
just got a new job at whole foods so i can stop the insane waking up early. which will actually put my whole life back in balance. i wont be so tired or rundown all the time. and when im not busy drawing to improve myself I WILL be drawing furry art again. but for now...
anyone watching. missing me. wondering where i am...i am just trying to build myself a better future
and im fighting tooth and nail for it. against all odds.
just got a new job at whole foods so i can stop the insane waking up early. which will actually put my whole life back in balance. i wont be so tired or rundown all the time. and when im not busy drawing to improve myself I WILL be drawing furry art again. but for now...
anyone watching. missing me. wondering where i am...i am just trying to build myself a better future
and im fighting tooth and nail for it. against all odds.
I'm Not Dead!
General | Posted 13 years agoI swear! D:
To all of those that are watching, waiting for new art, I am sorry.
I have been inactive for a while.
It seems that life is taking over. I have less time to myself, to spend with family or with friends. And, working at the tattoo shop I have even less time to even draw anything for myself.
My sincerest of apologies!
Thank you for your patience and understanding! <3
With love,
BNo Subject
General | Posted 13 years agoSo I've got a lot of drawing to do in a short time :) this is a quick to do list;
-project for the shop
-kyo/Kyle reference
-bleeding into me(vent piece)
-few images of new characters
-cuddles(gift to the bf and his friend)
-make some kind of playlist to help motivate greater art production
-and do a freebie giveaway since its been a while...
That's about all I can think of. I just need to keep a few things in mind that's all. It's going to be an interesting week. I'm finally tending to myself and less to needs of others. Which means more art, less bullshit. And more time at home so I can accomplish both things :)
Go me
-project for the shop
-kyo/Kyle reference
-bleeding into me(vent piece)
-few images of new characters
-cuddles(gift to the bf and his friend)
-make some kind of playlist to help motivate greater art production
-and do a freebie giveaway since its been a while...
That's about all I can think of. I just need to keep a few things in mind that's all. It's going to be an interesting week. I'm finally tending to myself and less to needs of others. Which means more art, less bullshit. And more time at home so I can accomplish both things :)
Go me
Well
General | Posted 13 years agoSo much for submissions last night. I got home and passed out...
Sorry just so tired.
Shop. The. Work...
Sorry just so tired.
Shop. The. Work...
Woof motherfuckers
General | Posted 13 years agoHey guys! Sorry it's been forever, between the tattoo apprenticeship, work, trying to have a social and love life, it's been hard for me to fit in Internet time, or drawing time!
Good news? I have a very lax project this week for the shop, and tonight provided I'm not wiped out after work tonight I can post my most recent projects(there's a lot of them!)
Ontop of this I had a bit of time recently to draw a BiTTEN pinup. When all is said and done maybe I can even get a bit more done tonight on that gift for twitch ^^'
God I need to be able to pause time to get shit done now a days XD
Good news? I have a very lax project this week for the shop, and tonight provided I'm not wiped out after work tonight I can post my most recent projects(there's a lot of them!)
Ontop of this I had a bit of time recently to draw a BiTTEN pinup. When all is said and done maybe I can even get a bit more done tonight on that gift for twitch ^^'
God I need to be able to pause time to get shit done now a days XD
NEWS
General | Posted 13 years agoso. new relationship.
bout to have diff color hair...something red maybe?
i need a change
ive been working my ass off lately and now im enjoying my sun-monday days off <3
i am enjoying the time spent with the new bf, and today until my sister comes over, i will just be enjoying me time...maybe some coffee, cutting my hair (the ends are a bit dead)
and about those gifts, yes i will be working on them but this past weds, i layed in bed after work and was just looking at my ceiling on the phone with the bf...like....ffff i dont want to get up my legs are killing me....
lol im sorry its been a busy few weeks.
also i will have a bunch of shit up on ebay soon to help me save for an apt, and my best friend is falling into serious trouble, been evicted twice this week got into a major car accident, has no car and had to take time off of work for injuries, so shes running low on cash has no transport and her family arent helping her what so ever, if you want to help me raise money for her and for myself i will link the ebay shit once its up later ^U^ many thanks for watching me, for reading this, for donating if you do, for listening if you dont
and for just plain sticking with me even though ive been on a little hiatus
~B
bout to have diff color hair...something red maybe?
i need a change
ive been working my ass off lately and now im enjoying my sun-monday days off <3
i am enjoying the time spent with the new bf, and today until my sister comes over, i will just be enjoying me time...maybe some coffee, cutting my hair (the ends are a bit dead)
and about those gifts, yes i will be working on them but this past weds, i layed in bed after work and was just looking at my ceiling on the phone with the bf...like....ffff i dont want to get up my legs are killing me....
lol im sorry its been a busy few weeks.
also i will have a bunch of shit up on ebay soon to help me save for an apt, and my best friend is falling into serious trouble, been evicted twice this week got into a major car accident, has no car and had to take time off of work for injuries, so shes running low on cash has no transport and her family arent helping her what so ever, if you want to help me raise money for her and for myself i will link the ebay shit once its up later ^U^ many thanks for watching me, for reading this, for donating if you do, for listening if you dont
and for just plain sticking with me even though ive been on a little hiatus
~B
pulled the plug ;_; ....
General | Posted 13 years agoon my relationship today. just couldnt take it anymore...
i'm kinda in this mood right now;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0G3_kG5FFfQ&feature=BFa&list=PLA5B9F2B54BAF49E4
that's a playlist i made the last time i felt like this
i have to work on homework for the tattoo shop right now, so that's why im up at 1:30. i want to sleep. to rest and ignore what i had to do tonight...
but sometimes the most painful decisions we have to make in our lives...are really what's best for us...
welcome to my world-by sick puppies. is also a pretty good image of the outrage and depression. message or text if you really feel the need. but im just going to be hardass sam and pretend im okay and nothings wrong. that im not dieing inside. thanks to anyone in advance who is there for me through this. really. its what i need. but ill never admit it...
i'm kinda in this mood right now;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0G3_kG5FFfQ&feature=BFa&list=PLA5B9F2B54BAF49E4
that's a playlist i made the last time i felt like this
i have to work on homework for the tattoo shop right now, so that's why im up at 1:30. i want to sleep. to rest and ignore what i had to do tonight...
but sometimes the most painful decisions we have to make in our lives...are really what's best for us...
welcome to my world-by sick puppies. is also a pretty good image of the outrage and depression. message or text if you really feel the need. but im just going to be hardass sam and pretend im okay and nothings wrong. that im not dieing inside. thanks to anyone in advance who is there for me through this. really. its what i need. but ill never admit it...
just a real quick update on those gifts!
General | Posted 13 years agoSo I'm off to work for the night. probably wont be out until ten, not that anyone really cares, but I will (hopefully if I'm not to antisocial/tired) be working on the XXX image gifts I wanted to get done..I may change the subjects around. I fancy drawing BiTTEN in place of the female character who's name still escapes me....
twitch's image is further along than the one of silverbells and niero or whatever the hell his name is XD the blue raptor. And i have an idea for their child :D
and as tigress owns silverbells (the mother) she'll be the first to see the love child whenever I fancy time to draw it. for now I will be off to work and during any downtime I have I will be working on my current project for the shop. I have to map out colors so that way I don't fuck up the lineart that took me four days to complete.
yes. shit is really that complicated when you are learning to draw a style that is ages old... it is my last chance to make sure the image is IMPRESSIVE. so if I don't map out the right coloring process the tattoo will be irreversable destroyed... stressful shit. BK time...wee -_-
twitch's image is further along than the one of silverbells and niero or whatever the hell his name is XD the blue raptor. And i have an idea for their child :D
and as tigress owns silverbells (the mother) she'll be the first to see the love child whenever I fancy time to draw it. for now I will be off to work and during any downtime I have I will be working on my current project for the shop. I have to map out colors so that way I don't fuck up the lineart that took me four days to complete.
yes. shit is really that complicated when you are learning to draw a style that is ages old... it is my last chance to make sure the image is IMPRESSIVE. so if I don't map out the right coloring process the tattoo will be irreversable destroyed... stressful shit. BK time...wee -_-
ugh a sort of rant/explanation.
General | Posted 13 years agoIt's been a really long week. I still want to sit down and finish those gifts for my friends, but the tattoo shop has been SWALLOWING my time with my last two projects, and in the evenings im devoured by working at the shitting Burger hell. That and my relationship is basically being put on hold or whatever when he moves to florida for schooling..which will probably take a max of 5 years, bc A) this kid still doesnt have his shit together to pay for the schooling B) has prior loans to pay off, C) has prior fines tickets and insurance to pay off D) needs to be employed when he gets down there and E) needs to split rent with a friend on an apartment. There's nothing I can do...and at this point I don't even care. bc that all right there^ is way too many odds stacked high above me ever getting to see, hold, love, kiss, or be with this guy ever again...
we're just really delaying the pain right now.
oh did i mention that all that time he spends getting his shit together...we're supposed to be just friends? Yeah. what the hell ever. I'm pissed off. happy. upset. oh and irritated. All in one, but I give off such a strong energy field that I need to mask it...or everyone around me will start being crazy moody... (the majority of people I know are what I call feeders. when i put out good vibes they get super happy and upbeat...but negative ones turn them into monstrosities, like myself. when i was much younger i practised sending false energies toward people to see what the effects were...I now know that I am a badass at it...except when Im completely distraught....like so^ then I need to hide it and keep it in check)
I don't know what to do anymore...I don't even care. Whatever. I'm losing him...
this love bullshit is more fucking overrated than growing up. whatever. Bitten is now open to sexually explicit images to the public(meaning ill whore her out idc anymore)
her image has also changed bc I am already back in my armor. and I will keep the rights and ownership of the old design...when i feel safe again with anyone Ill go back to that design. But for now. everyone fucking bite me. I don't need your bullshit "i love yous' bc eventually you wont be saying them anymore, youll be leaving me for someone else, something better, or youll just be a plain fucking bore
i really think maybe im just meant to be single or something. im good as a pack alpha... but i fucking hate everything that comes with being mated right now ><I GO TO WORK NAO
we're just really delaying the pain right now.
oh did i mention that all that time he spends getting his shit together...we're supposed to be just friends? Yeah. what the hell ever. I'm pissed off. happy. upset. oh and irritated. All in one, but I give off such a strong energy field that I need to mask it...or everyone around me will start being crazy moody... (the majority of people I know are what I call feeders. when i put out good vibes they get super happy and upbeat...but negative ones turn them into monstrosities, like myself. when i was much younger i practised sending false energies toward people to see what the effects were...I now know that I am a badass at it...except when Im completely distraught....like so^ then I need to hide it and keep it in check)
I don't know what to do anymore...I don't even care. Whatever. I'm losing him...
this love bullshit is more fucking overrated than growing up. whatever. Bitten is now open to sexually explicit images to the public(meaning ill whore her out idc anymore)
her image has also changed bc I am already back in my armor. and I will keep the rights and ownership of the old design...when i feel safe again with anyone Ill go back to that design. But for now. everyone fucking bite me. I don't need your bullshit "i love yous' bc eventually you wont be saying them anymore, youll be leaving me for someone else, something better, or youll just be a plain fucking bore
i really think maybe im just meant to be single or something. im good as a pack alpha... but i fucking hate everything that comes with being mated right now ><I GO TO WORK NAO
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General | Posted 13 years agoMy world literally just collapsed in on itself. I got the apprenticeship I always wanted I'm working 24 seven at the tattoo shop and at my job I feel like I'm finally getting somewhere now. and now my boyfriend who lives and hour south from my home, will be moving to Florida with his friend and his dad so he can go to school for his dream I want him to reach his goals as much as I want to reach mine. but right now I don't know how to deal with this. I just wanted be numbed to the world. And do nothing but read I can't even sleep and I have to be up later at seven. I hate emotion so much I just want to be something animal so I don't have to worry about pain I just have to worry about food and sleep and reproduction. And death. I hurt everywhere. I don't know how I'm going to do with you apprenticeship tomorrow or at work. My head hurts so bad from crying.
quickly scribbling art
General | Posted 13 years agookay so i got done at the shop at 3 today and i now have maybe fifteen mins before i have to walk the dogs and leave for work! time to hurry up and scribble some more on the sketches i drew late last night, these next to pics ill be putting up are gifts for friends who really deserve the love :D
tigress
and
twitch_hellhound
are lucky enough to get awesome sexy giftart :D
tigress
and
twitch_hellhound
are lucky enough to get awesome sexy giftart :D
best animation ever!
General | Posted 13 years agoI JUST LOLED IN MY PANTS
General | Posted 13 years agosorry for the inactivity!
General | Posted 13 years agoBEEN VERY BUSY between waking up and going to the tattoo shop for hours then getting home for ten minutes then getting to work, coming home at ten and being BLEHHH. i really havent had time for any of my online activity.
If you ever do anything right READ THIS
General | Posted 13 years agoI WANTED TO ANNOUNCE TO THE WORLD THAT I FINALLY GOT THE APPRENTICESHIP I ALWAYS WANTED, IN THE SHOP I'VE ALWAYS WANTED!
I am so happy, and I learned a ton in just today alone(and I thought i knew just about everything)
I really couldnt be any happier. Expect more often updates, more art, and a much happier me!
I was living in the shadow of fear of failure for so long. And now I have a purpose! And a reason to push myself! Plus I now have weekly "homework assignments" to draw something original, fullcolor, or solidly shaded original work. something that someone would want for a tattoo!
So along with more art you will get to see my weeks assignment when it's finally finished.
I am so happy, and I learned a ton in just today alone(and I thought i knew just about everything)
I really couldnt be any happier. Expect more often updates, more art, and a much happier me!
I was living in the shadow of fear of failure for so long. And now I have a purpose! And a reason to push myself! Plus I now have weekly "homework assignments" to draw something original, fullcolor, or solidly shaded original work. something that someone would want for a tattoo!
So along with more art you will get to see my weeks assignment when it's finally finished.
2012 comission information
General | Posted 13 years agoCHEAP ADOPATABLES BEING SOLD HERE; http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8040504/
Please contact me via notes for commissions. It is easier for me to keep track of!
TRADITIONAL WORK;
sketch- 2$
lines- 5$
flat color- 10$
shading- 15$ = this includes a non-watermarked image and a watermarked image, one for your personal use and one for site re submission.
DIGITAL WORK;
sketch- 5$
lines- 10$ = this includes image with a very small watermark.
flat color- 15$ = this includes a non-watermarked image and a watermarked image, one for your personal use and one for site re submission.
shading- 25$ = this includes a non-watermarked image and a watermarked image, one for your personal use and one for site re submission.
ICONS;
400x400- 5$
Please contact me via notes for commissions. It is easier for me to keep track of!
TRADITIONAL WORK;
sketch- 2$
lines- 5$
flat color- 10$
shading- 15$ = this includes a non-watermarked image and a watermarked image, one for your personal use and one for site re submission.
DIGITAL WORK;
sketch- 5$
lines- 10$ = this includes image with a very small watermark.
flat color- 15$ = this includes a non-watermarked image and a watermarked image, one for your personal use and one for site re submission.
shading- 25$ = this includes a non-watermarked image and a watermarked image, one for your personal use and one for site re submission.
ICONS;
400x400- 5$
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General | Posted 13 years agoSo I'm scrapping the icon idea. Got bored of trying to create something original anyway... Seriously >< but I will sill hold up my adopts! And I will be putting up a character auction. :)
SAVE OUR SAMICH!!! (please read this i am in desperate need)
General | Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/fav/8040.....8eca319c465962
CHEAP ADOPTS ON SALE HERE ^
okay. so i got my trial run of the apprenticeship, if i dont irritate the artist, or he thinks im someone he can work with then I've got it.
and on the way home i got a ticket. my tank hit E. and i realized the day the artist wants me to come back was the day I'm supposed to go see my bf... who i havent seen in three weeks and have since barely talked to, and fought viciously with. this is all on top of the fact that I'm supposed to go on a three day trip to Mass with a friend of mine for a baby shower next weekend, and going to Philly this weekend for a tattoo convention with my two favorite kitties..... -_-' FML.
oh yeah btw. did i mention i just got paid this saturday, and have only 100$ left for myself, am not supposed to dip into my savings, and have a weeklong trip at the end of the month that i still havent mapped out?
shit.
so i have to cancel the trip to Mass, pay this ticket, fill my tank, impress a tattooist, convince my boss to switch my days off to tuesday and weds, and find away to heal the little cracks in my relationship.
so in short. i really need money. so i will be opening up slots for icons I WILL HAVE AN EXAMPLE UP within this week...so basically ill be working on it tonight. and will have a journal up with slots immediately after! these icons will be 400x400
and THEY ARE ONLY 2 DOLLARS~!!!! 2 DOLLARS PEOPLE!!! SERIOUSLY~!! THATS ALL I NEED!
CHEAP ADOPTS ON SALE HERE ^
okay. so i got my trial run of the apprenticeship, if i dont irritate the artist, or he thinks im someone he can work with then I've got it.
and on the way home i got a ticket. my tank hit E. and i realized the day the artist wants me to come back was the day I'm supposed to go see my bf... who i havent seen in three weeks and have since barely talked to, and fought viciously with. this is all on top of the fact that I'm supposed to go on a three day trip to Mass with a friend of mine for a baby shower next weekend, and going to Philly this weekend for a tattoo convention with my two favorite kitties..... -_-' FML.
oh yeah btw. did i mention i just got paid this saturday, and have only 100$ left for myself, am not supposed to dip into my savings, and have a weeklong trip at the end of the month that i still havent mapped out?
shit.
so i have to cancel the trip to Mass, pay this ticket, fill my tank, impress a tattooist, convince my boss to switch my days off to tuesday and weds, and find away to heal the little cracks in my relationship.
so in short. i really need money. so i will be opening up slots for icons I WILL HAVE AN EXAMPLE UP within this week...so basically ill be working on it tonight. and will have a journal up with slots immediately after! these icons will be 400x400
and THEY ARE ONLY 2 DOLLARS~!!!! 2 DOLLARS PEOPLE!!! SERIOUSLY~!! THATS ALL I NEED!
hey would you be interested in...
General | Posted 13 years agobidding for a character ive created?
i was thinking about doing a character auction. but i was wondering if there was any interest? especially since there wasnt too much interest in this cheap batch of adoptables i created;
http://www.furaffinity.net/fav/8040.....8eca319c465962
i need to start saving money for an apartment and/or an apprenticeship
speaking of which i find out if ive got the apprenticeship tomorrow after work
very nervous
im so sick of being told no, and falling just short of my dreams. ive worked so hard. and im tired of dangling on the string of hope that someone will want to teach me. i just need someone to have enough faith on me to go out on a limb and TEACH ME!
yeah im a bit frustrated too >< but please take a look at those adoptables? thank you!
i was thinking about doing a character auction. but i was wondering if there was any interest? especially since there wasnt too much interest in this cheap batch of adoptables i created;
http://www.furaffinity.net/fav/8040.....8eca319c465962
i need to start saving money for an apartment and/or an apprenticeship
speaking of which i find out if ive got the apprenticeship tomorrow after work
very nervous
im so sick of being told no, and falling just short of my dreams. ive worked so hard. and im tired of dangling on the string of hope that someone will want to teach me. i just need someone to have enough faith on me to go out on a limb and TEACH ME!
yeah im a bit frustrated too >< but please take a look at those adoptables? thank you!
tattooin?
General | Posted 13 years agoomg...
Just got off the phone with a tattooist at the shop i want to apprentice at...Im really excited.
they took a look at my portfolio. but the artist that viewed it stepped out for a week to go on vacation, and he didnt tell anyone his decision. so i have to wait until tuesday to hear from them. i really love this shop, half of the tatoos i have are from them. and i will be going back again in august to get my large back piece done...i really want this. I WANT THIS WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND SOUL
this is honestly the only thing besides a good partner that i have ever wanted in my life. i NEED this.
im hanging by a thread...and i will be until next tuesday or so ><
im so nervous.
and anxious...
ashdfkjglwqae4
blah. wheres tiggy T_T Rowdy's phone is cut off for a while and i am so jittery :s
gona go art some more >>'
Just got off the phone with a tattooist at the shop i want to apprentice at...Im really excited.
they took a look at my portfolio. but the artist that viewed it stepped out for a week to go on vacation, and he didnt tell anyone his decision. so i have to wait until tuesday to hear from them. i really love this shop, half of the tatoos i have are from them. and i will be going back again in august to get my large back piece done...i really want this. I WANT THIS WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND SOUL
this is honestly the only thing besides a good partner that i have ever wanted in my life. i NEED this.
im hanging by a thread...and i will be until next tuesday or so ><
im so nervous.
and anxious...
ashdfkjglwqae4
blah. wheres tiggy T_T Rowdy's phone is cut off for a while and i am so jittery :s
gona go art some more >>'
tattooin?
General | Posted 13 years agoomg...
Just got off the phone with a tattooist at the shop i want to apprentice at...Im really excited.
they took a look at my portfolio. but the artist that viewed it stepped out for a week to go on vacation, and he didnt tell anyone his decision. so i have to wait until tuesday to hear from them. i really love this shop, half of the tatoos i have are from them. and i will be going back again in august to get my large back piece done...i really want this. I WANT THIS WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND SOUL
this is honestly the only thing besides a good partner that i have ever wanted in my life. i NEED this.
im hanging by a thread...and i will be until next tuesday or so ><
im so nervous.
and anxious...
ashdfkjglwqae4
blah. wheres tiggy T_T Rowdy's phone is cut off for a while and i am so jittery :s
gona go art some more >>'
Just got off the phone with a tattooist at the shop i want to apprentice at...Im really excited.
they took a look at my portfolio. but the artist that viewed it stepped out for a week to go on vacation, and he didnt tell anyone his decision. so i have to wait until tuesday to hear from them. i really love this shop, half of the tatoos i have are from them. and i will be going back again in august to get my large back piece done...i really want this. I WANT THIS WITH ALL OF MY HEART AND SOUL
this is honestly the only thing besides a good partner that i have ever wanted in my life. i NEED this.
im hanging by a thread...and i will be until next tuesday or so ><
im so nervous.
and anxious...
ashdfkjglwqae4
blah. wheres tiggy T_T Rowdy's phone is cut off for a while and i am so jittery :s
gona go art some more >>'
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General | Posted 13 years agoSo I' m done the freebie art ^^ I had a long busy week and ended it with a concert to see my favorite band and quite afew new ones with my mate and sissy tigress
Had a blast. Got a limited edition shirt, and some free shit, and ANOTHER bandana.
But now back to work, and back to business. I'm going to be making adoptables, for two an three dollars a piece(or basically a couple hundred points each). They will be posted on my DA account, but I WILL post up the link here in case you have a DA and would like to purchase one but have yet to watch me. I'd like some feedback on this. Any thoughts?
Had a blast. Got a limited edition shirt, and some free shit, and ANOTHER bandana.
But now back to work, and back to business. I'm going to be making adoptables, for two an three dollars a piece(or basically a couple hundred points each). They will be posted on my DA account, but I WILL post up the link here in case you have a DA and would like to purchase one but have yet to watch me. I'd like some feedback on this. Any thoughts?
Miniature milkshakes at 7:30?
General | Posted 13 years agoI THINK SO!
Sorry. This is a work update XD
I has Sai painter. Standby for epic explosion of increasingly awesome arts :D
They don't make an emoticon with a happy, wide enough smile
:) happy day
-runs off an sucks down the rest of heritable strawberry shake-
Sorry. This is a work update XD
I has Sai painter. Standby for epic explosion of increasingly awesome arts :D
They don't make an emoticon with a happy, wide enough smile
:) happy day
-runs off an sucks down the rest of heritable strawberry shake-
to my loyal watchers...
General | Posted 13 years agoi would have had the freebie art done up already but between working, seeing my mate, and spending mothers day with my parents at a tattoo convention, i have been rather preoccupied, and you will have to excuse me for this, and my lack of updates.
also been trying to center myself a bit more with meditation and get my fiery anger under control once and for all, as it is negatively affecting the relationship between my and my love.
for the remainder of my evening i will be catching up on game of thrones episodes, and playing with the colors of a tattoo i am designing for myself...which is much more difficult than it sounds.
with much love,
and my deepest wishes that all my loyal watchers understand,
~B
also been trying to center myself a bit more with meditation and get my fiery anger under control once and for all, as it is negatively affecting the relationship between my and my love.
for the remainder of my evening i will be catching up on game of thrones episodes, and playing with the colors of a tattoo i am designing for myself...which is much more difficult than it sounds.
with much love,
and my deepest wishes that all my loyal watchers understand,
~B
