Slaughts

i really think the repetition of design in this one will be interesting test wise for me in ps

so. to all those that didnt win KEEP your eyes out i think i will do a few more of these they are fun and they help me keep myself and tigress busy, and out of our own heads for a little while, which right now is what me and my tiggy really need :/

The prettiest roses 
have the sharpest thorns
Rest assured if you try to capture me
Oh what marks you shall receive

With luster on my petals
And acid in my core
All alone shall I ever be
For none would DARE touch me.

I shall devour
The world around
And cause you to wither
For Im no precious flower
But still I beckon you, come hither

My petals never fall, 
My leaves always strong
But in the core ever so weak
Will any gardener ever tend me?

Will any happy hands ever stroke my leaves
Would any ever water my soul
And make me feel truly whole
Or would all turn away from me,
At first glance of what I truly be
Would ever you love me for what I really am?
Or is it all in shambles,
Am I fallen to pieces on bloody hands?


For in the end I am a sinner disguised a saint.
A warrior wrapped in a dress
A Venus fly trap
Passed off as a rose.

I'd like to show that I am far different  from any petty face with a pair of legs. 
I am not like any ordinAry sheep.

 I do not follow the flock. 
For simple sheep I am not.
 But a wolf in disguise you see.
I love in selfishness 
All for ME
and none in this world shall see 

The dificulty it takes
To sleep each night and know
That I am all alone
All on my own
For none shall ever love me
The way I dream it to be

For fairy tales are full of shit
Happy endings all a lie

I am a sinner in disguise you see
I Believe myself to be
Above and beyond all the rest
But I'm a simple poison ivy you see
Passed off as a rose,

Poor 
little 
weak me

To hide as something im not, 
to curl up in the guise of a red red rose
And know
I am dead to the world
Dead at my core
A bleeding heart
And bruising eyesore

Will any happy hands ever stroke my leaves
Would any ever water my soul
And make me feel truly whole
Would ever you love me 
For what I truly be
Would any gardener ever tend me?


By me ^


Ps I'll post the freebie winner soon
Just not in a very zen zone ATM

Rules:
-you must slap a link to this journal in a journal of yours, and put a link to the proof in your comment.
- under that link I need a link to the ref of the character you want
i will announce the winner, when i have enough submissions to choose from, and then i will announce it within the hour of choosing. of course this announcement could happen tmr, or tonight whenever i have enough submits

SO jump in! im looking for something new and exciting to draw!

Okay so I really don't feel like going through all that trouble XD
Rules:
-you must slap a link to this journal in a journal of yours, and put a link to the proof in your comment.
- under that link I need a link to the ref of the character you want

So currently, now that I am done doing the freebie from my art give away, I'm going to do some personal art ( a mix of traditional and digital) to play around with my skills in coloring and shading in both medias,
I'm going to get a few personal art pieces out such as:

- Rylen needs an actual ref sheet and possibly a picture with his wife, because its been too god damn long ><
-Rowdy muffin actually needs a clean ref sheet, and i need a good example of my awesome ref sheet design skills for commissions)
-I miss drawing my raptor character(who's been renamed Rylen, rather than niero) and his wife silverbells, who I recently gave to TIGGEH!!!
-I haven't drawn a pinup in AAAAAAAAAGESSSSS. So I think I'll do one of BiTTEN <3
-There's a really cute picture of bitten and rowdy muffin that i would like to flat color in prismas
-There's a naught image of bitten and rowdy muffin, whose inks i would like to put on FA
-I want to draw a gift art for a friend on here and FA
-I want to draw another gift art of Tiggy's char/sona Noku, and my newer Char Apollo together getting pretty close n shit XD
-I want to auction off a few designs for 2 and 3$ a piece on here and on FA

somewhere in between or maybe after all this nonsense i will probably do another freebie giveaway ^U^

please, if you would like to check out my more docile work: http://bittenwolf.deviantart.com/

MY TABLET

ITS

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OMGT AUWUGHBJHLKWEFKJHN WHUT


YES


FUCKING EPICSAUCEWINTIMEYES
I CANT OMG

EVEN BEGIN TO DESCRIBE
HOW MUCH IM JOYGASMING

also, almost done that freebie for Ladon_Umia
kthnxbyeguise

HEY! now that i'm off work and i had enough time to decide, i really wanted to thank everyone who actually wanted in on this :D and i WILL be doing more freebies in the future. KEEP YOUR EYES OUT

thanks again to all those that came out of the woodwork for me :D

but the winner is Ladon_Umia

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/ladonumia/

So I was thinking about doing a freebie :)
(Iam already doing something for an old friend but I want to be doing something when my parents get home that ISN'T mature)

Here are the rules:
- 1 character
- you must be watching me
- you must make a journal referencing this one so that others may no about it
- nothing mature
- I want your char ref sheet , and my journal linked in the comment you post about this journal!

I may do more of these soon so keep your eyes out :)

*************I will announce the winner TOMORROW after work in a journal :)

pretty miserable right now, drawing still though and i have a lot to dump onto here. so just be patient.

long story short i just see all these relationships around me that i thought were so good and they're all FALLING APART. It's horrible, its shattering what happy-go-lucky hopes and dreams i have for love and marriage... and i feel like my own relationship is begining to suffer and i have no idea whats going on :/

been listening to that song payphone alot too by maroon 5... so i guess its helping me cope. i love hearing adam levine sing its soothing, like savage garden..

i wanted to let all of my watchers know that i have been busy WITH ART! so thats really the only reason nothing has been uploaded yet! but the last thing i will upload will be a bunch of the adoptables i will be putting up for sale, they will be 2 or 3$ each depending on the design! i already have one drawn but i have a couple giftart pieces and one request to do

no i am not open for requests. I happen to be doing one for an old friend :D which is also helping me get back into the regular habit of drawing genitalia XD

ALSO!!!!
i am shopping around as we speak for a tablet, i found a very cheap intuos 3 that looks like its in great GREAT condition. and if the seller tells me that its compatible for windows 7 then we may have a winner, and you could possibly see the return of DIGITAL work in my gallery :D which deeply excites me since my close furfriend tigress draws digitally on a regular basis, and can help reintegrate me into the digital drawing tools and such XD

I'm going to be selling character designs for 2 and three dollars a piece. PayPal only! If you would like a design you need to note me your information and vice versa.

I'm typing this while at work so please ignore spelling mistakes

-I need to save money for a week long trip to louissianna to see my best friend
-also need to save money for a new tablet
-maybe save up for an apartment. You know save to get my life started

2,000+ submissions i had to sift through....i will never be away that long again. HOMG.

also this weeks project will be to have a ref sheet up and ready of my mate, Rowdy <3
and then hopefully have a request up for an old friend, and images of new characters up! i am redisgning my entire harem of characters with lots of help and inspiration from my mate and tigress :D

im back. trying to get my name out there so i can take comisions now! would like to make some extra cash on the side besides working my ass of at bk nearly 40 hours a week, i will OFFICIALLY be open for comissions after ive saved enough money to buy a brand new tablet! and possibly a computer. which will all have to come after my trip to Louisianna with my bestie and our bfs. we are traveling by car to visit my best friend of all time <3 but never the less have to save a shit ton of money man...and even the littlest bit can help... so after

tigress shows me how to take paypal shit down and such LOL then i can start taking basic comissions as far as TRADITIONAL style. then after the tablet and comp is taken care of i can take digital comissions too ^U^

so i've stocked up on inking tools which was basically all that stood in my way of submitting a LOT of art. a lot of which is very mature o///o but you all can handle it. so SOME of my naughtier sketches will be turned into inks & all of them will be posted on here. lucky you guys :D I'm going to post a temporary reff sheet for myself until the massive final board is done

e I'm fucking exhausted. I work all week except for weds. And I'm currently burnt out on the fact that i really want to have social time with friends and with my mate, I'm a pack animal, and I NEED to be social. But working all the time is literally killing me. at least im able to get down thumbnail sketches. maybe a full on picture soon not too sure. i still need to finish my GIANT ref sheet my FINAL ref sheet. So that is equally as important as work, I also have a lot of requests to fill too. All in all too much shit do do and not enough time. So in the meant time im going to watch episodes of Buffy the Vampire Slayer <3

Finally got to the episode where they introduce spike. I love him and Xander, they were always my favorites

Hopefully when i finish all seven season (again) I can go watch Angel (which I haven't seen yet)

HOLY FUCKING SHIT. im in a really good mood. i visited my mate, twice in a one week span that makes me extremely happy. in the tattoo request depo i have alot of shit to do. but im being me and pushin it aside and procrastinating...because thats what im good at.

i wouldnt be BiTTEN if i didnt...

having plans to see someone youve missed and wanted to be with for over a month. having your car perfectly fixed for two weeks and the day you get paid. the day before you are to see them. and spend every waking second for the next three days by their side. the day you are so pumped. so excited. so happy. to know you are only a few hours from booking it south to see them. and you go out to the parking lot while you're on break at your double shift at work, to go to the bank and get gas...and your breakline is busted. and your car is once again in the shop...

the day before you were supposed to see the person youve only seen three times in the last three months.



miserable. no way to see him. hate this. all of it. -curls in a ball and screams- no art for a while

fucking OBVIOUSLY

im constantly working, so now that i have a day off im doing my laundry and a few other assorted chores. i need to do more art and i have a few requests to work on that are tattoo related and will go into my portfolio. i also have to finish ghost's reference...and eventuallly i will put up my own. but probably not any time soon as the next few days off i will be spending with my boyfriend or my aunt. as of this upcoming tuesday i will finally be able to afford my bills and shit <3

It's 7:30 am and I'm at work, in drive through, bored out of my fucking mind... And bc I'm at work I can't work on any art. Fml. And this coworker of mine who's not all there in the cranium department will not leave me alone and makes any excuse to talk to me despite knowing I'm taken and NOT interested. I want to go the fuck back to sleep I was having duh a wonderful dream of my mate ;n; alas when I get home I have to work on the next project for the portfolio seeing as I finiged the snake and skull tattoo design and rght now FA wont let me upload anything via iPod. Also fantastic news about the new job. I am currently making enough to go back to usin my Droid in a few weeks. And I have Ben writing songs and poetry that I've been debating submitting. Thts it for updates. Hopefully more furry art soon after this port is done...

It's 7:30 am and I'm at work, in drive through, bored out of my fucking mind... And bc I'm at work I can't work on any art. Fml. And this coworker of mine who's not all there in the cranium department will not leave me alone and makes any excuse to talk to me despite knowing I'm taken and NOT interested. I want to go the fuck back to sleep I was having duh a wonderful dream of my mate ;n; alas when I get home I have to work on the next project for the portfolio seeing as I finiged the snake and skull tattoo design and rght now FA wont let me upload anything via iPod. Also fantastic news about the new job. I am currently making enough to go back to usin my Droid in a few weeks. And I have Ben writing songs and poetry that I've been debating submitting. Thts it for updates. Hopefully more furry art soon after this port is done...

deffinitely been working too hard...need a break so on my day off im gona clean the bathroom and then work on things for the portfolio and practise putting together my tattoo machine(that ive had for ages) and then im going to probably do a little more personal art and a halloween doodle or something :D go me!

First off.... Rules!
1. You must post these rules (Very Important indeed).
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty) have to tag 11 people.

My questions to the people I tagged:

1) What was your favorite disney movie as a child?
2) Who is your favorite band?
3) What is your OS?
4) Who is your rolemodel/inspiration(for who you are as a person)?
5) What's your favorite season?
6) What is your favorite T.V. show?
7) your favorite holiday?
8) type of person of the opposite sex you are attracted to?
9) favorite drink?
10) Your favorite book?
11) your favorite movie?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

1. lion king/bambi
2. My Chemical Romance
3. windows 7
4. it used to be avril, but i wised the fuck up. my role model is me. i strive to be the best i can and achieve what i can achieve with no one else to set the rules and guidlines but me.
5. FALL WHICH IS RIGHT FUCKEN NOW. I LOVEEEEE IT.
6. the walkingdead/dexter/trueblood (currently walking dead is no. 1
7. HALLOWEEN!!!
8. the badboy, would be the general description. but my description? someone who doesnt give a fuck what other people think of him, but is respect ful and loving to his gf, and plays the gentleman for her and her parents. so in short...a MALE VERSION OF ME :D which is pretty hard to achieve cuz im so damn unique and wierd. but there is a guy whos actually proving he is just that^ and im lucky to have found him in my lifetime.
9. iced tea, or grape juice <3
10. frostbite and frostbitten(two totally different authors)
11. ferris beuler :D

there's this guy <3 not going to bore you with the details but i really think im falling for him :D hm. the age difference is questionable, but im 18 going on 19, i can make my own decisions.

god he makes me smile like every five god damn seconds. and i really dont know how to bring him up to my parentsss....
but i want to do it soon <3 hes so friggin sweet and goofy and hes not entirely childish hes just the right amount of nerd for me :D and dude eerily enough he wants to name a future kid gabriel. HOLY ASDFGHDFLHDASF OMG. ARE ANY OF YOU AWARE OF HOW ODD THAT IS. BECAUSE THATS WHAT I WANT TO NAME MY 1ST BORN BOY. DO YOU KNOW...HOW WIERD THAT IS?!? awesome sauce.

also. going to hopefully do a colorstudy of bitten so i can see what i really want my ref to look like. =]]
and im thinking about putting up more poems and shittt :D i have a whole book of songs/poems and stuff.

also->total note to self. before i die:
see northern lights,
watch sunset over the pacific ocean
visit ben just once
see actualy wolves in the wild :D

end of the summer.
yey. now time for fall and prettyfull awesomesauce colors. joy to the world ! oh im dead serious. single. completely single. but got my sights set on someone. i got shut down and broken about three times last month...so im trying to recover from the heartbreak. hopefully more art up soon if i have the patience to scan any of it.

ghosty. im sorry. if i scared you away...please come back to msn?

also i love you guys that supported the random fursona color FLOP. but i might flip it back to reds.
opinions? red or blue?

also go listen to this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4UGSPx8nJ-U

"desperate i will crawl, waiting to lose it all,
no love
there is no love"

i love those lyrics. Diary of jane by breaking benjamin.

single. bored. w.e this is life haha. cleaning then maybe over to a friends house. if i can stand to look in the mirror lon enough to clean myself up ahahaha

ughhh morning.