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General | Posted 17 years ago

Physique:
weight: 253 lb
height: 6'4''
skin color: #ffe0bd
hair color: #2a1809
eye color: #0072bc
characteristical traits: i wear hooddies and jeans and never brush my hair lol

Extraversion |||||||||||||| 54%
Stability |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Orderliness |||||| 30%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||| 38%
Mystical |||||||||||| 43%
Artistic |||||||||||||| 56%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 50%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||| 30%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 43%
Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56%
Humanitarian |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||||||||||| 43%

Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 56%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||| 56%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency |||||| 30%
Change averse |||||||||||||| 56%
Cautiousness |||||||||||| 43%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Sexuality |||||||||| 36%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 63%
Family drive |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical Activity |||||||||||| 50%
Histrionic |||||| 23%
Paranoia |||||||||||| 43%
Vanity |||||| 30%
Honor |||||||||||||||| 63%
Thriftiness |||||| 30%

Stability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic..

Orderliness results were low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were medium which suggests you are moderately talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting.

trait snapshot:
messy, tough, disorganized, fearless, not rule conscious, likes the unknown, rarely worries, rash, attracted to the counter culture, rarely irritated, positive, resilient, abstract, not a perfectionist, risk taker, strange, weird, self reliant, leisurely, dangerous, anti-authority, trusting, optimistic, positive, thrill seeker, likes bizarre things, sarcastic

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Tail tell sign of loss of mental stability?

General | Posted 17 years ago

I seem to have fallen under some type of work deprivation and thus have entered a state of great angst and the poverty soon to come...*ie like every one in the us* but in my state as it may be I have also stumbled into a void of were there was once thought and worry it is perplexing as it is enjoyable. It is a sort of strange high and feeling of unnatural joy and peace with the world around almost giddy if you will or loss of all feeling or a strange combo of the two. Try if you will for a moment to imagine all of you thoughts and worries fears and so forth as a buz not a loud one but just a gentle buzz. At first when you are a young child it is not heard above the laughter of your young life then you start to slowly get annoyed by it. As time moves forward as it often does it get more and more complex and finds ways to be head above the rest in which we often try to drown it with good times or booze but ultimately just making the liquid into not more then an amp for this buzzing. Then one day this racket tuns from a buzz to what will sound like apolo launching from its launch pad and just as you think you are going to loose it bam no sound.....

what just happened did I die...no....did I just loose touch with sanity.......no..........what is this......as you feel a strange sensation in your spine travel ever more persistently tward your head omg no I dont want to die here it comes............................................................................................................... *LAUGHTER* i laugh until my sides feel as if they had been battered by a new bread make at a pizza palace... why am I happy should I be

what is this feeling can you tell me is it normal and does it last

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