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Posted 19 years ago Okay.. you know what, I hate computers.
My SATA drive is dead, and my video card my be shot, which means no artwork, or real chatting until I can, somehow, raise enough case to get replacements.. or, even better, hopefully they'll still be under warranty... which means It'll be a couple weeks.
I just can't believe my luck recently... it's infuriating...
My SATA drive is dead, and my video card my be shot, which means no artwork, or real chatting until I can, somehow, raise enough case to get replacements.. or, even better, hopefully they'll still be under warranty... which means It'll be a couple weeks.
I just can't believe my luck recently... it's infuriating...
Coming undone a little bit..
Posted 19 years ago Eh.. nothig new, jsut stressand everyhting is causing me to, once again, become a little unstable.. I should concentrate on drawing more, but my rl situation sometimes doens't allow for it.
Anyway.. I wanted to apologies to a few people, My mate first and foremost, since I think I treaded her unfairly a few nights ago. Kolmeck, and Keilaron, whom I snapped at...
*snugs Ashaera* sorry love.. heh. I know you don't need more stress, and I'm trying tnot to be a vast source of it, so if I did cause you any, this is apology for that fact..
And to Keil and Kolmeck, I'm sorry for what Isaid to you both. You're both close frineds of mine, and always will be.
All this is just due to family issues, perosnal stuff, lakc of money.. ect.. It's all piling on, and has been for months. I would go somewhere to get away from it, but the internet is really the only place i've had any viable peace for years...
Anyway, sorry to all, I'm just stressed and stuff, but now, I'm off to draw and ink.
I'll be online in one form or another.. so message me, if you wish to.
Anyway.. I wanted to apologies to a few people, My mate first and foremost, since I think I treaded her unfairly a few nights ago. Kolmeck, and Keilaron, whom I snapped at...
*snugs Ashaera* sorry love.. heh. I know you don't need more stress, and I'm trying tnot to be a vast source of it, so if I did cause you any, this is apology for that fact..
And to Keil and Kolmeck, I'm sorry for what Isaid to you both. You're both close frineds of mine, and always will be.
All this is just due to family issues, perosnal stuff, lakc of money.. ect.. It's all piling on, and has been for months. I would go somewhere to get away from it, but the internet is really the only place i've had any viable peace for years...
Anyway, sorry to all, I'm just stressed and stuff, but now, I'm off to draw and ink.
I'll be online in one form or another.. so message me, if you wish to.
Murr..
Posted 19 years ago Another sleepless night.. but ohhh.. so worht it.. *nuzzles his skunkette, churrring lowly*
In news today, my PC's ram is down to 512, after an unfortuante incident invovling my roommates PC, a friend motherbaord, and the attempt to figure out if it was the Ram or not. ((Read: Diago's computer went wonky, We figured it was RAM, and use one of ym sticks to test, upon which -MY- 512 stick fried itself.))
I can still play WoW and such, no big, but right now I'm looking for a new Mobo capable of running an AMD Athlon 3200+ and a few new Ram sticks ((Read: Will artwhore self out for goods))
Also, I need to make some good cash, so once more, commissions are open, anyone want one, step up to the plate. ^/_^ ((Read: Rent and stuff is due, and I'm low on funds for it >.>))
But, in good news, my Pc is fully operational, I have contacts and glasses, so no more blind badger, and I can draw again :D
This is the end, so I bid you all adieu!
In news today, my PC's ram is down to 512, after an unfortuante incident invovling my roommates PC, a friend motherbaord, and the attempt to figure out if it was the Ram or not. ((Read: Diago's computer went wonky, We figured it was RAM, and use one of ym sticks to test, upon which -MY- 512 stick fried itself.))
I can still play WoW and such, no big, but right now I'm looking for a new Mobo capable of running an AMD Athlon 3200+ and a few new Ram sticks ((Read: Will artwhore self out for goods))
Also, I need to make some good cash, so once more, commissions are open, anyone want one, step up to the plate. ^/_^ ((Read: Rent and stuff is due, and I'm low on funds for it >.>))
But, in good news, my Pc is fully operational, I have contacts and glasses, so no more blind badger, and I can draw again :D
This is the end, so I bid you all adieu!
Sleep is overrated, I say!
Posted 19 years ago My computer... is fully operational!!!!!!!!
What doe sthis mena.. I'll be aorudn on Messengers more often, to help and be wiht my mate, and everyone else. I've spent all night working on it.. and now I've got aobut 2 hours before I wake for work! :D
Yay! Zombietime. but I don't care.. My health is nothing compared to those I care for.
I'll have some picture sof the full set up soon. A monitor, Desk, and a new pair of stero headphone/speaker, for Ventrillo on WoW, or Teamspeak. all for aobut $30. I <3 Goodwill stores and thier little 74% off of electronics sales.
Anywho.. I'll return to post more later. tommorrow, new glasses and such should be in, as well as contacts, Yes, contacts, for work. So I won't have to worry about my glasses fallinginto the Coleslaw! :D
What doe sthis mena.. I'll be aorudn on Messengers more often, to help and be wiht my mate, and everyone else. I've spent all night working on it.. and now I've got aobut 2 hours before I wake for work! :D
Yay! Zombietime. but I don't care.. My health is nothing compared to those I care for.
I'll have some picture sof the full set up soon. A monitor, Desk, and a new pair of stero headphone/speaker, for Ventrillo on WoW, or Teamspeak. all for aobut $30. I <3 Goodwill stores and thier little 74% off of electronics sales.
Anywho.. I'll return to post more later. tommorrow, new glasses and such should be in, as well as contacts, Yes, contacts, for work. So I won't have to worry about my glasses fallinginto the Coleslaw! :D
Irritation..
Posted 19 years ago So, yesterday, I was cleaning my glasses when I noticed a crack in the frame, being their old, I figured, "It's time for me to get a new pair"
KFC has a good insurance plan, but it won't start taking effect until next pay period, in two weeks, so, naturally, guess what happens...?
That's right, the natural law of Murphy kicks in, and my glasses break this morning, thanks to the crack. so, now glasses-less and blind, I stumble through my day >.<
Whoever this Murphy's Law guy is ... I wanna him with fire ^/_^
Anywho, I'll be around, but limitedly, my brother is doing stuff on the laptop right now, Darts organization things, and without a monitor, it means I can't get around, which figures, given my mate will most likely be back online today and such.. I wonder what god I pissed off during a poker match.
Ah, well, things could be worse, I'm gettign a new monitor on Monday, and new glasses ... umm .. sometime. >.> Yes, my priotrities are a bit messed up, some would say, but ... I consider my mate more important. besides, my brother will help me with the glasses, if need be, so I should be good..
Enough of my letting off a little steam before work.. though, there are some customers they I'd lvoe to violate with ann Extra Crispy drumbstick ... >.>
Heheheh, later all ^/_^
*snugs a skunkette* Take Care, Ashy ^^
KFC has a good insurance plan, but it won't start taking effect until next pay period, in two weeks, so, naturally, guess what happens...?
That's right, the natural law of Murphy kicks in, and my glasses break this morning, thanks to the crack. so, now glasses-less and blind, I stumble through my day >.<
Whoever this Murphy's Law guy is ... I wanna him with fire ^/_^
Anywho, I'll be around, but limitedly, my brother is doing stuff on the laptop right now, Darts organization things, and without a monitor, it means I can't get around, which figures, given my mate will most likely be back online today and such.. I wonder what god I pissed off during a poker match.
Ah, well, things could be worse, I'm gettign a new monitor on Monday, and new glasses ... umm .. sometime. >.> Yes, my priotrities are a bit messed up, some would say, but ... I consider my mate more important. besides, my brother will help me with the glasses, if need be, so I should be good..
Enough of my letting off a little steam before work.. though, there are some customers they I'd lvoe to violate with ann Extra Crispy drumbstick ... >.>
Heheheh, later all ^/_^
*snugs a skunkette* Take Care, Ashy ^^
Say hello to my lil' friend...
Posted 19 years ago http://www.furaffinity.net/user/peps6g73
go visit, he's a watcher, but he's one of the reasons I'm an artist today. I've known him for over 15 years, which is saying something since I'm like.. 26 this year.
He's my brother in spirit and reality, closer to me then most of you, skunks notwithstanding.
Be nice.. Or I KEEL YOU DEAD.. :D
go visit, he's a watcher, but he's one of the reasons I'm an artist today. I've known him for over 15 years, which is saying something since I'm like.. 26 this year.
He's my brother in spirit and reality, closer to me then most of you, skunks notwithstanding.
Be nice.. Or I KEEL YOU DEAD.. :D
Rawr! :D
Posted 19 years ago Hello again, everyone.
With any luck I should have more artwork up soon... I sitll need a monitor and a scanner, but My next paycheck should cover that, as well as get me back onto WoW.
And, at the end of this month, I'll be finished wiht my Assitant Manager's training and put into my location. Should be fun.
In my personal life, I'm still unsure of a lot of things, but, meh, that'll blow over in time.. heheh... anyway, take care of your selves.
With any luck I should have more artwork up soon... I sitll need a monitor and a scanner, but My next paycheck should cover that, as well as get me back onto WoW.
And, at the end of this month, I'll be finished wiht my Assitant Manager's training and put into my location. Should be fun.
In my personal life, I'm still unsure of a lot of things, but, meh, that'll blow over in time.. heheh... anyway, take care of your selves.
Promotions
Posted 19 years ago heheh, my first week and they're already consdiering me for Assitant Manager.
I'm fairly happy aobut this development, and I'll keep you all posted..
Incidentally a certain ISP company has me a little Irked, and for ocne it's not mine ^/_^
But, they'll be bombed in due time. anyway, I'm up for a little bit, can't really sleep, so take care all, I'll keep you all posted as much as possible!
*snugs Ashaera, churrring* Take care love.
^/_^
I'm fairly happy aobut this development, and I'll keep you all posted..
Incidentally a certain ISP company has me a little Irked, and for ocne it's not mine ^/_^
But, they'll be bombed in due time. anyway, I'm up for a little bit, can't really sleep, so take care all, I'll keep you all posted as much as possible!
*snugs Ashaera, churrring* Take care love.
^/_^
Welcome ot the jungle...
Posted 19 years ago ehe it dawns on me I never gave an update of my living situation in detail..
Well besides my stress over my skunkette, which is slowly dissapating, there've been other stresses. Let me explain.
My brother, and indeed, the household, doens't like my roommate. And, dicovering something major that happeend ((Ie My brother wasn't expexting my roommate to come..)) it has caused a marjoity of issues. I won't go into detials about this, but needless to say, it's causing a certain amount of strife.
Las Vegas, itself, is awesome. I'm getitng into some fun stuff, and My Friday are currently occupied by a professional Dart tourney ((Down at CD's Lounge, in Las vegas, for any local furs who would like to see me sometime ;) )). Yes, I'm a Darter. I've been practciing, and next yea,r I hope to on stage at the Las Vegas desert classic. I went to the 5th Desert Classic, and got to meet the Canadian Champion John Part. Shook his hand, talked a bit. Also Phil Taylor, the greatest player to ever throw a dart. John Part won agasintr Raymond Van Barneveld in a spectacular match, It was fun.
I'll be moving into a two bedroomed apartment, nice and spacious. should be fun, I'm working on getting a monitor and a scanner, so if anyone knows where I can get one, or just has an extra, let me know. I'll buy them ^/_^
Also, My brother and I have a car. A 2001 Hyundai Sonata, very nice, roomy, and powerful.. I can hit 80 in it in a few seconds. Not that I do that much... >/_> hehe, but it's a nice car for the price, and we needed it, so things are smoothing out.
My life has been stressed, hectic and deeply empty recently... but things are getting better.
*hugs and nuzzles Ashaera* See you later, my skunkie.
And all of you take care as well ^/_^
Well besides my stress over my skunkette, which is slowly dissapating, there've been other stresses. Let me explain.
My brother, and indeed, the household, doens't like my roommate. And, dicovering something major that happeend ((Ie My brother wasn't expexting my roommate to come..)) it has caused a marjoity of issues. I won't go into detials about this, but needless to say, it's causing a certain amount of strife.
Las Vegas, itself, is awesome. I'm getitng into some fun stuff, and My Friday are currently occupied by a professional Dart tourney ((Down at CD's Lounge, in Las vegas, for any local furs who would like to see me sometime ;) )). Yes, I'm a Darter. I've been practciing, and next yea,r I hope to on stage at the Las Vegas desert classic. I went to the 5th Desert Classic, and got to meet the Canadian Champion John Part. Shook his hand, talked a bit. Also Phil Taylor, the greatest player to ever throw a dart. John Part won agasintr Raymond Van Barneveld in a spectacular match, It was fun.
I'll be moving into a two bedroomed apartment, nice and spacious. should be fun, I'm working on getting a monitor and a scanner, so if anyone knows where I can get one, or just has an extra, let me know. I'll buy them ^/_^
Also, My brother and I have a car. A 2001 Hyundai Sonata, very nice, roomy, and powerful.. I can hit 80 in it in a few seconds. Not that I do that much... >/_> hehe, but it's a nice car for the price, and we needed it, so things are smoothing out.
My life has been stressed, hectic and deeply empty recently... but things are getting better.
*hugs and nuzzles Ashaera* See you later, my skunkie.
And all of you take care as well ^/_^
some words must be spoken.
Posted 19 years ago I am not a stalker.
I am not some weirdo who is merely seeking attention.
I am a mate, a lover, and a friend. Someone who feel the need to protect his mate in ways he never was to show his love and devotion to her. I am a misguided badger, at times, thinking danger exists where it, indeed, does not.
A friend has called my attetion to some points I wish to clear, publically, being that some of them have effected many others.
I am overprotective. Why? Lack fo trust in my mate? No. I trust her with all my eing, and I merely want to ensure that she is safe.
My Mate, Ashaera, some of you know her, some do not. I am devoted to her, and her health and well being. This has made me a bear at times, and it wans't until I almsot lost a close frined of mine that I've come to realize just how right they were in saying, "Back off a bit.. don't smother her."
Smothering a mate is never good. Keeping them so clsoe they can't be breath will kill any hope of a good and happy life.
I will be there for her, reguardles.
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Other News-
The move is happening as planned, I went to see the place, it looks nice form the outside, pool, weight room, ect. The apartment is also a decent size, and I've finally got a bed instead of a hard floor. We'll get internet service thorugh COX Cable here shortly after (within a day, possibly the day we move in)) so I won't be offline for long, I do, however, need a monitor and scanner, if anyone knows of cheap ones, I'd be appreciative.
My offical first day id Monday, as a Team member Trainee at the local KFC. Once done wiht that, I got to a Supervisor Trainee and finally Shift Leader. I'm looking forwards to it, it's not much, but it's something.. there are plans in the works however.. big ones.. I'll fill tyou all in in the future.
Now, as for the drama I was spekaing of earlier. It shall no longer exist in my life, I'm just going to let people do as they wish, there is no need to worry about anyhting, sicne I know who is trustworthy.
I think that's about it, my drawings will continue, so I can post a slew of works.
Later All.
Shalom. Or something.
I am not some weirdo who is merely seeking attention.
I am a mate, a lover, and a friend. Someone who feel the need to protect his mate in ways he never was to show his love and devotion to her. I am a misguided badger, at times, thinking danger exists where it, indeed, does not.
A friend has called my attetion to some points I wish to clear, publically, being that some of them have effected many others.
I am overprotective. Why? Lack fo trust in my mate? No. I trust her with all my eing, and I merely want to ensure that she is safe.
My Mate, Ashaera, some of you know her, some do not. I am devoted to her, and her health and well being. This has made me a bear at times, and it wans't until I almsot lost a close frined of mine that I've come to realize just how right they were in saying, "Back off a bit.. don't smother her."
Smothering a mate is never good. Keeping them so clsoe they can't be breath will kill any hope of a good and happy life.
I will be there for her, reguardles.
*******************
Other News-
The move is happening as planned, I went to see the place, it looks nice form the outside, pool, weight room, ect. The apartment is also a decent size, and I've finally got a bed instead of a hard floor. We'll get internet service thorugh COX Cable here shortly after (within a day, possibly the day we move in)) so I won't be offline for long, I do, however, need a monitor and scanner, if anyone knows of cheap ones, I'd be appreciative.
My offical first day id Monday, as a Team member Trainee at the local KFC. Once done wiht that, I got to a Supervisor Trainee and finally Shift Leader. I'm looking forwards to it, it's not much, but it's something.. there are plans in the works however.. big ones.. I'll fill tyou all in in the future.
Now, as for the drama I was spekaing of earlier. It shall no longer exist in my life, I'm just going to let people do as they wish, there is no need to worry about anyhting, sicne I know who is trustworthy.
I think that's about it, my drawings will continue, so I can post a slew of works.
Later All.
Shalom. Or something.
The furry Drama. Yay.
Posted 19 years ago Okay, that's it.
I've had it.. I'm done, this drama shit is past. You all can do whatever the fuck you want to whomever the fuck you want.
I'll still be here for my friedns and loved ones, but, I'm not going to worry about what happens anymore, what comes, simply comes, I can't change a damn thing about it.
I've lost too much to all this drama. I'm slipping into a place in my mind that I don't want to be, and I'm so exhausted, it's not funny.
So, that's all for now. I'm going to try and rest a little bit..
*snugs a skunkette* Love you, Ashaera.
I've had it.. I'm done, this drama shit is past. You all can do whatever the fuck you want to whomever the fuck you want.
I'll still be here for my friedns and loved ones, but, I'm not going to worry about what happens anymore, what comes, simply comes, I can't change a damn thing about it.
I've lost too much to all this drama. I'm slipping into a place in my mind that I don't want to be, and I'm so exhausted, it's not funny.
So, that's all for now. I'm going to try and rest a little bit..
*snugs a skunkette* Love you, Ashaera.
Okay, My mind is beating on me. >.>
Posted 19 years ago I think I'm losing it :D
I've been snapping at people, I attackce d acar, and everyhitng.. and it's all due to several things. I.. Kind of would like to clear the air about things.
First and foremost, is my Mate. I've been worried sick over her, I've been wondering how she is, and what is happening, It's a stress caused by love. I welcome that, and all it's effects. no matter how thigns end up, I'l be there for her, reguardless of her feelings, or others.
Secondly, I'm moving again Next Saturday, into a two bedroomed apartment wiht my roommate and brother. It'll be tihgt, espically financially, as my brother just bought a car for he and I to use.. all in all, it'll be tight. I'm hoping everyhitng turns out well.
Thirdly, I'm starting a job at KFC on monday, a little job, but a job none the less. I'm just stressed about keeping it.
In closing.. I must offer a sincere apology to Era Dragon, I snapped at him, in the worst way possible, for no reason toher then my own petty insecurities and false mindset. I can easily understand why some poeple chose not to be my friends, or why I have lost good firneds like Furball, DevX, and others. I'm sorry for eerything..
And finally, I want to say that I feel a measure of guilt about what happened to my mate. I feel somehow responsible for what has happened to her, she's the love of my heart, and no amtter what, I'll be there for her. no matter how long this takes. Psychology isn't an easy thign to grasp.. I've bene on the couch before, telling a stranger about how a family friend fucked me, literally, and what I wanted to do in responce. The whole idea of losing yourself is someting I never came to terms wiht... and I'll be damned if that will happen to my mate. I'm here for you, honey, anyitme you need your adger.
That's all I really have to say. I'm on AIM and such if anyone needs me.
badgerbackpaw.
Take care, everyone.
I've been snapping at people, I attackce d acar, and everyhitng.. and it's all due to several things. I.. Kind of would like to clear the air about things.
First and foremost, is my Mate. I've been worried sick over her, I've been wondering how she is, and what is happening, It's a stress caused by love. I welcome that, and all it's effects. no matter how thigns end up, I'l be there for her, reguardless of her feelings, or others.
Secondly, I'm moving again Next Saturday, into a two bedroomed apartment wiht my roommate and brother. It'll be tihgt, espically financially, as my brother just bought a car for he and I to use.. all in all, it'll be tight. I'm hoping everyhitng turns out well.
Thirdly, I'm starting a job at KFC on monday, a little job, but a job none the less. I'm just stressed about keeping it.
In closing.. I must offer a sincere apology to Era Dragon, I snapped at him, in the worst way possible, for no reason toher then my own petty insecurities and false mindset. I can easily understand why some poeple chose not to be my friends, or why I have lost good firneds like Furball, DevX, and others. I'm sorry for eerything..
And finally, I want to say that I feel a measure of guilt about what happened to my mate. I feel somehow responsible for what has happened to her, she's the love of my heart, and no amtter what, I'll be there for her. no matter how long this takes. Psychology isn't an easy thign to grasp.. I've bene on the couch before, telling a stranger about how a family friend fucked me, literally, and what I wanted to do in responce. The whole idea of losing yourself is someting I never came to terms wiht... and I'll be damned if that will happen to my mate. I'm here for you, honey, anyitme you need your adger.
That's all I really have to say. I'm on AIM and such if anyone needs me.
badgerbackpaw.
Take care, everyone.
*rawer*
Posted 19 years ago Okay.. first things first.
I start a job tommorrow! :D Working KFC ... not the best, but.. it's something until I can get somethign better. I also move into a new place on the 29th. so, my computer will (hopefully) be set back up then.
Overall, my life is going as well as can be. to be honest, I'm beside myself with worry over someone I love with my heart. I hoping she's okay. So, in the end, if I've seemed mean, irritable or down rihgt rude to anyone.. sorry. Worry over my mate, as well as certain RL events.. I'm slowing losing what little sanity I've had to being with ^/_^
Ah well, I've got the idiots in this town to take it out on ^/_^ nothing like alsmost getting hit by a car and punching someones hood a few times to make one feel better!
Anyway, things should be looking up. New home, new job, and soon a flood of artwork. I've been busy, hehe.
Take care all.
*nuzzles Ashaera soflty, churrring* Love you, my beautiful skunkette.
I start a job tommorrow! :D Working KFC ... not the best, but.. it's something until I can get somethign better. I also move into a new place on the 29th. so, my computer will (hopefully) be set back up then.
Overall, my life is going as well as can be. to be honest, I'm beside myself with worry over someone I love with my heart. I hoping she's okay. So, in the end, if I've seemed mean, irritable or down rihgt rude to anyone.. sorry. Worry over my mate, as well as certain RL events.. I'm slowing losing what little sanity I've had to being with ^/_^
Ah well, I've got the idiots in this town to take it out on ^/_^ nothing like alsmost getting hit by a car and punching someones hood a few times to make one feel better!
Anyway, things should be looking up. New home, new job, and soon a flood of artwork. I've been busy, hehe.
Take care all.
*nuzzles Ashaera soflty, churrring* Love you, my beautiful skunkette.
The Fourth of July.
Posted 19 years ago Happy Fourth of July, everyone.
I want to take a moment to pay respects to those who have died for our country, including my cousin, who died in military action in the city of Baghdad, 2 years ago.
I support our troops, and I support this war, and yes, even Bush. No president in the history of our country has had to deal with a tradegy like this, and I doubt any one of us would know exactly what to to appease everyone. Were we just supposed to say it's our fualt we lost tens of thousands of lives? Or are we supposed to fight back and let the Terrorists know we won't take it anymore...
Personally, I would vote for the second too, thought.. I would've gotten Osama before Saddam.. but hey.. I'm not incharge :D
Anyway, those are just my opinions, and everyone is equally entitled to thiers, I hope you all don't see fit to flame me for it, but if you do, then you opinions will be known as well.. which is what make this country great, and what we fought for agaisnt the British during that war, and what we uphold in this one.
Take care, and have a safe and happy July 4th.
*nuzzles his skunkeette, churrring soflty* Thinking of you, my beauty.
I want to take a moment to pay respects to those who have died for our country, including my cousin, who died in military action in the city of Baghdad, 2 years ago.
I support our troops, and I support this war, and yes, even Bush. No president in the history of our country has had to deal with a tradegy like this, and I doubt any one of us would know exactly what to to appease everyone. Were we just supposed to say it's our fualt we lost tens of thousands of lives? Or are we supposed to fight back and let the Terrorists know we won't take it anymore...
Personally, I would vote for the second too, thought.. I would've gotten Osama before Saddam.. but hey.. I'm not incharge :D
Anyway, those are just my opinions, and everyone is equally entitled to thiers, I hope you all don't see fit to flame me for it, but if you do, then you opinions will be known as well.. which is what make this country great, and what we fought for agaisnt the British during that war, and what we uphold in this one.
Take care, and have a safe and happy July 4th.
*nuzzles his skunkeette, churrring soflty* Thinking of you, my beauty.
*churrrls*
Posted 19 years ago Well.. I've bene a little on edge due not only to worry for my mat,e but some Rl situations as well, tension between my brother and my roommate, Diago. Lack of a job.. ect..
Things are gettingn a bit better, in rl, so I want to say something. Ashaera is my mate, and she deserve all the support and love she can get, espically from me. She is something of a model for me.. strong and pretty, graceful and funny. She's given me so much, and now, I'm going to give some back in spades. ^/_^
So, sorry for the little bits of emo I've had towards some of your recently.. EraDragon, Kawauso, Duo and others.. My venting no only over petty concerns reguarding relationships and real life, but the fact that I've been snappy recently.
And Ashaera, while it may be a time before you read this, I want you to knonw that I love you, and I always will, if you need me, you knwo where to find me. Anytime, anyplace.
Well, it's back to the grindstone for me, I've got a few interveiws coming up, as well as few drawing to finihs up, and awebsite to build.
No matter what happens, I have faiht that things will turn out rihgt in the end. ^/_^ And no matter what, I'll stand by the woman I love, and my friends.
Things are gettingn a bit better, in rl, so I want to say something. Ashaera is my mate, and she deserve all the support and love she can get, espically from me. She is something of a model for me.. strong and pretty, graceful and funny. She's given me so much, and now, I'm going to give some back in spades. ^/_^
So, sorry for the little bits of emo I've had towards some of your recently.. EraDragon, Kawauso, Duo and others.. My venting no only over petty concerns reguarding relationships and real life, but the fact that I've been snappy recently.
And Ashaera, while it may be a time before you read this, I want you to knonw that I love you, and I always will, if you need me, you knwo where to find me. Anytime, anyplace.
Well, it's back to the grindstone for me, I've got a few interveiws coming up, as well as few drawing to finihs up, and awebsite to build.
No matter what happens, I have faiht that things will turn out rihgt in the end. ^/_^ And no matter what, I'll stand by the woman I love, and my friends.
Ugh...
Posted 19 years ago Beside myself with worry over my mate, and everything...
I love you Ashaera, I hope I'll be able to see you soon, even if only for a moment.
I love you Ashaera, I hope I'll be able to see you soon, even if only for a moment.
Job hunting and the like
Posted 19 years ago Ugh..
The worst part of moving to a new area, Job hunting.
I had a good thing going with an airline company, Air America (which also services Air Britian and Air Canada.. would've been awesome) But thanks to a slow bus driver and the incompetance of some employess, I'm now ineligable for it. >.>
You see, they chedule you for a drug test on a certain day, if you can't make it, I was told, merely reschedule, come ot discover, you can't reschedule the drug test, due to some lame company policy, So, I sat on a but for 6 hours on day, for nothing, literally. Someone would've done well to tell me correctly in the first instead of wasting my time with the run around.. ah well...
Good things comes to those who wait, however, I am now in the running for a Security Position at a local Casino, Santa Fe Station, part of Station Casino's properties. Should be a good job, I get the uniform, badge, and a billy club :D
I've got a few more lined up too, but, reguardless, it's gonna be a good year for me, I'll be making some furcons, hopefully one I would like to later this year.
As far as my housing goes, I'm currently living with my brother, and his friend's family, in a two bedroom apartment, until my Brother, myself and my roommate Diago, can raise the money to get a place, my bro's already got a down payment on a 3 bedroom apartment here in Vegas, but nit'll take a bit o cash to get into it. And Lacking my Pc up and running due to space constrictions, I can't do commisions and such at the moment.
But I should returns soon! ^/_^
*snugs a skunkette* Take care love, and the rest of you as well!
The worst part of moving to a new area, Job hunting.
I had a good thing going with an airline company, Air America (which also services Air Britian and Air Canada.. would've been awesome) But thanks to a slow bus driver and the incompetance of some employess, I'm now ineligable for it. >.>
You see, they chedule you for a drug test on a certain day, if you can't make it, I was told, merely reschedule, come ot discover, you can't reschedule the drug test, due to some lame company policy, So, I sat on a but for 6 hours on day, for nothing, literally. Someone would've done well to tell me correctly in the first instead of wasting my time with the run around.. ah well...
Good things comes to those who wait, however, I am now in the running for a Security Position at a local Casino, Santa Fe Station, part of Station Casino's properties. Should be a good job, I get the uniform, badge, and a billy club :D
I've got a few more lined up too, but, reguardless, it's gonna be a good year for me, I'll be making some furcons, hopefully one I would like to later this year.
As far as my housing goes, I'm currently living with my brother, and his friend's family, in a two bedroom apartment, until my Brother, myself and my roommate Diago, can raise the money to get a place, my bro's already got a down payment on a 3 bedroom apartment here in Vegas, but nit'll take a bit o cash to get into it. And Lacking my Pc up and running due to space constrictions, I can't do commisions and such at the moment.
But I should returns soon! ^/_^
*snugs a skunkette* Take care love, and the rest of you as well!
GREETINGS! :D
Posted 19 years agoFrom Sunny, and hot Las Vegas Nevada!!
Well, my trip was only supposed to last about 2 days.. however, detours, weather and my gpd guiding me into TEXAS as opposed to Colorado.. yeah.. fun shits. but I'm here and I'm alive.
I won't be online much due to other circumstances.... however, in about 2 weeks to a month, things will be back to normal!
in closing, I must hug a skunk.. *hugs Ashaera tightly, kissing her cheek* I'll be back soon, love.. take care ^^
and the rest of you as well ^/_^
Well, my trip was only supposed to last about 2 days.. however, detours, weather and my gpd guiding me into TEXAS as opposed to Colorado.. yeah.. fun shits. but I'm here and I'm alive.
I won't be online much due to other circumstances.... however, in about 2 weeks to a month, things will be back to normal!
in closing, I must hug a skunk.. *hugs Ashaera tightly, kissing her cheek* I'll be back soon, love.. take care ^^
and the rest of you as well ^/_^
Wow..
Posted 19 years ago 4800 Pageviews...
250+ Watches...
1 Happy badger!
Thanks, everyone! ^/_^
Thanks to all my friends and watchers for the support,
Thanks to Ashaera for being there, and for her love and support. *hugs and nuzzles, churrring*
Era, EbonScaled, FoxyShim, Duo, Zanny, Alaria, Kolmeck, and everyone else for liking my work enough to put up with it ^/_^;
And, in closing, Thanks to NithaFae, whom i care about, and is a wonderful friend of mine, RL. I'll miss her, and Kolmeck Kithron a lot, as I won't be seeing them in Vegas anymore. I'll miss my old pets, Harry, Foxy, Shadow, Conner, Sly.. and, in many ways, my old life here, but as the world turns, life must move on, and we are all subject to the flow.
So, now begins my journey. I'll see you all in a few days. I'll be careful, and cautious. And I'll perhaps see some of you at Howloween this year, and maybe soemthign bigger next.
Take car,e everyone, until I return ^/_^
250+ Watches...
1 Happy badger!
Thanks, everyone! ^/_^
Thanks to all my friends and watchers for the support,
Thanks to Ashaera for being there, and for her love and support. *hugs and nuzzles, churrring*
Era, EbonScaled, FoxyShim, Duo, Zanny, Alaria, Kolmeck, and everyone else for liking my work enough to put up with it ^/_^;
And, in closing, Thanks to NithaFae, whom i care about, and is a wonderful friend of mine, RL. I'll miss her, and Kolmeck Kithron a lot, as I won't be seeing them in Vegas anymore. I'll miss my old pets, Harry, Foxy, Shadow, Conner, Sly.. and, in many ways, my old life here, but as the world turns, life must move on, and we are all subject to the flow.
So, now begins my journey. I'll see you all in a few days. I'll be careful, and cautious. And I'll perhaps see some of you at Howloween this year, and maybe soemthign bigger next.
Take car,e everyone, until I return ^/_^
*bows*
Posted 19 years ago Saturday will be my last long day on the internets. sunday i'll be pakcing and such, and Monday is my big trip to Vegas. Wish me luck everyone!
I'll be driving all the way there, stopping to see a friend or two, and basically taking my time to get there as quickly, but also as safely as possible.
Anyway.. take care while I'm gone everyone.. ^^
I'll be driving all the way there, stopping to see a friend or two, and basically taking my time to get there as quickly, but also as safely as possible.
Anyway.. take care while I'm gone everyone.. ^^
LOL'D
Posted 19 years agohttp://video.google.com/videoplay?d.....12200&q=ds
....
this.. is funny...
It's on the news! The PSP burned down half a town!
LOL'D!
This.. is extremism of the highest nsort in the Video Gaming world.. I love poeple like this who take things too far...
What next?
"Playing wiht your Wii is the greatest past-time ever!"
.... tell us soemthing we don't know!
((Note... this really is a false kind of site thingy.. but it's funny to hear.. because, sadly.. I KNOW PEOPLE LIKE THIS... ^^ So enjoy ^^ ))
....
this.. is funny...
It's on the news! The PSP burned down half a town!
LOL'D!
This.. is extremism of the highest nsort in the Video Gaming world.. I love poeple like this who take things too far...
What next?
"Playing wiht your Wii is the greatest past-time ever!"
.... tell us soemthing we don't know!
((Note... this really is a false kind of site thingy.. but it's funny to hear.. because, sadly.. I KNOW PEOPLE LIKE THIS... ^^ So enjoy ^^ ))
Right.
Posted 19 years ago The air is clear now.
Thigns are moving according to plan. I hope they keep going this way, within two week.. I'll be in Vegas. Hopefully soemthing will change soon, however, so i can keep my puppy, and everything. Reguardless... things will he looking up.
This year, also, I will attempting to attend Howloween (( http://www.howloween.org/2006/ )) In Vancouver, BC, Canada. hopefully things will work out well enough that I can, indeed, go. It will be a blast, I hope. My first Furcon... yay. ^^ Along with certain other... possible... benefits... *smiles a bit*
I've got a good feeling aobut this new direction... I'll do everyhting in my power to make it come to fruition. My future is begining now.. no longer will I make a blind leap. This is planned.. and will be set into moition.
And... *Hugs a skunkette* ^/_^
Thigns are moving according to plan. I hope they keep going this way, within two week.. I'll be in Vegas. Hopefully soemthing will change soon, however, so i can keep my puppy, and everything. Reguardless... things will he looking up.
This year, also, I will attempting to attend Howloween (( http://www.howloween.org/2006/ )) In Vancouver, BC, Canada. hopefully things will work out well enough that I can, indeed, go. It will be a blast, I hope. My first Furcon... yay. ^^ Along with certain other... possible... benefits... *smiles a bit*
I've got a good feeling aobut this new direction... I'll do everyhting in my power to make it come to fruition. My future is begining now.. no longer will I make a blind leap. This is planned.. and will be set into moition.
And... *Hugs a skunkette* ^/_^
Rawr
Posted 19 years ago Take my Advice.
Never let petty jealousy get in the way of friendships and such.. it'll make you feel like crap after a while, once the concious catches up wiht you..
This is online.. people can yiff whomever they please.. don't make a big deal about it all, seriously, it causes more harm than good. I'm realizing this now form a first hand persepctive. So, with this said.. I'll just tell you all, if you love someone.. let them be free without petty jealousy, even if you end up feeling not good enough.. even if that feeling is all in your head. Don't push things too far out into the open.. it'll hurt a lot more than it'll heal.
The important thing is the happiness of your mate. And nothing will change my mind about that, honestly. So, go, be happy and yiff freely.
Life is too short to really worry aobut things.
^/_^
Never let petty jealousy get in the way of friendships and such.. it'll make you feel like crap after a while, once the concious catches up wiht you..
This is online.. people can yiff whomever they please.. don't make a big deal about it all, seriously, it causes more harm than good. I'm realizing this now form a first hand persepctive. So, with this said.. I'll just tell you all, if you love someone.. let them be free without petty jealousy, even if you end up feeling not good enough.. even if that feeling is all in your head. Don't push things too far out into the open.. it'll hurt a lot more than it'll heal.
The important thing is the happiness of your mate. And nothing will change my mind about that, honestly. So, go, be happy and yiff freely.
Life is too short to really worry aobut things.
^/_^
Yo! :D
Posted 19 years ago Okay.. since everyone's doing it. .why not..
Ask me soemthing.. I'll answer you ^/_^
Ask me soemthing.. I'll answer you ^/_^
Well, it's offical
Posted 19 years ago I'm moving to LAs Vegas in a few weeks, at least. Once I get a few thigns lined out, I'll be heading off.
It should be fun, and it puts me closer to a few furcon, as well as ... well... other things.. *smiles a bit, murrring* but wiht any luck, this will a major turning point for me.. finally a chance to get on my feet and finally make my life what I want it to be.
^/_^
This should be another great adventure, and i cna't wait to start it. Driving cross country and such.... will be very fun.
It should be fun, and it puts me closer to a few furcon, as well as ... well... other things.. *smiles a bit, murrring* but wiht any luck, this will a major turning point for me.. finally a chance to get on my feet and finally make my life what I want it to be.
^/_^
This should be another great adventure, and i cna't wait to start it. Driving cross country and such.... will be very fun.
