I wasn't online in like ages. My life didn't get easier, but anyway.

I decided if I was going to submit anything ever again to FA I needed a fresh start. So I moved accounts.

If you want to watch me again, my new account is here:
 bloodsoaked

I will also slowly delete my old art from this account.

But still don't expect too much activity from me. I kinda got alelrgic to being online. lol

I'm kinda back.

Kinda.

Still frustrated about the thing over at dA.
Didn't draw for two weeks.
Have to get used to the new Comp (which I named Ixyll for very obvious reasons, I may add).
Wish me luck the next years will be better with Ixyll than the last few days, were he managed to get the same stupid boot problem four times within three days, two stays in the repair shop, where they couldn't find the problem, three complete system recoveries, one data recovery, three times a really upset me, because five hours of work of getting all my data from the old comp to the new one was done for nothing, and this comp is barely a week and a half old.

So, I think Ixyll is a pretty fitting name.
(people who know the book, may know what I am talking about,)

Anyway, I now work longer in the morning, which means less time for drawing and going online.

Hope to see you soon.

-So long, your still upset and finally tired little housedragon, who still needs to learn to give a damn.

Anyway, I won't be on for the next few days I guess, because my new two days old Vista comp died five minutes ago and I cannot reboot him since I never did get the OS CDs.

Well, I didn't buy it myself, so I first have to contact the person who bought it.

WHy and where I did get it from I will tell you later. It's not that ncie as it sounds. -.-

I'm currently sitting on my old comp, but since he stands on the floor where it's pretty cold I won't be on on him often.

So, see ya.

Due to laziness, crosspost from dA:

I'm again really displeased with my art AND with my style. I see people here that are better. I know I only draw for a few years and it's all about practice but you know what? I am the most impatient person alive. So I will be good and I will it now.
I know that's impossible and so I get back to be a whiney bitch.

Anyway, since I fail at drawing realistic at the moment I will work with a bit more comic-like style, testing lineartstyles and stuff.

Also, I got sick again only one week after overcoming my last cold. I'm feeling f**ing great.

I want to thank you all who commented and critizised my stuff although I am such a whiney bitch and fail to reply to all of you.
Oh, and you can be sure, that even when I don't comment on your pics I look through all of them.(my mom always told me, when you don't have to say something nice or something worth saying, then don't say anything at all. I'm not a fan of "Great!" or "Cuttteeee!" oneliners and when I can't make something better, I don't say anything. Besides you directly ask me to critisize soemthing for you. THen I will gladly help.)

I fucked up my back at work. Retarded sciatic nerve. (Ha, the german translation of this nerve is nearly an anagram of its english name. oh well, I should stop reading Dan Brown *shakeshead*)

Back to business.
I'm currently working on chapter 2 and 3 of my story "Wrong Intentions". In case anyone is interested. For that I started reading some good stories again to get back to writing. (well, it doesn't pay of now, I see, so many typos and msitakes)
It's an inituionally done story, and I really tried to work in a direct order, but I ended up doing it the other way round. I work my way from both sides to finish it.

Anywho. Also "Unwritten chapter", my fav chapter so far, is nearly done. I'm currently waiting for a co-writer to finish a part I needed help with. Also, I need to beta-read it myself (well, yeah, I don't want my beta-reader to read it if she doesn't want).
Well, yeah, I never did soemthing like that before and actually I didn't write the certain text passages myself. I won't be able to upload the fullversion here, but you will be able to find it over at FA (you'll need an account there to see it). Or you can send me your email address and I will send it to you. But if I think you're not mature enough I might be change my mind.

Long story short, me feels like utter crap right now. But atleas my back is warm for the moment, which is a relief, because it stops the pain a bit. (thank god for hat-water bags)

Well, see ya sometime soon. I try to get back and reply to some comments and notes.



dA folks may know (made a poll over at dA, but please comment hee too if you want any kind of tutorial from me, maybe, incase anyone yould need one from me):

I know I already made a poll about if and what kind of tutorials you want to see from me. But I want to ask again. Since I want to try to make as many tutorials people ask me for as possible and I am currently in a strange mood I want to ask if you have a specific tutorial you want to see from me the next time. (I already made a new tutorial about PS basics a ew days ago.)

 landingzone sent me a link a day ago, asking me if I knew this site: http://galleries.adult-empire.com/5.....3443/index.php
Because there are a few of my pics on it and it is a site you pay to be able to see the high res versions of adult art pics and even more. I never gave them permission nor have I been ask for it.
I even recognized at least one more artist's work here: http://sites.adult-empire.com/5719/-index.html

I think I remember a similiar (or even the same case) I read about a few month ago.

Does anyone know who runs the site? I don't like it when other people than me make money with my pics.

Crossposted from my dA account, just to let you know, if you're interested:

I'm back to square one. Looks like everything I worked for the last month went down the drain today.
My computer decided to slowly die on me. Without my comp I cannot earn some money or do my study, without that I cannot buy a new comp. Also my only possibility to get 100 bucks extra per month for food is gone today too.
And it seems like I will never get those commissions done. And I doesn't seem to make any progress with my distance learning anymore. It already took me too much time. Looks like I will never get my A-levels.

The best part is that the person who fucked up my entire childhood decided to stab me in the back. He acts like I had done anything wrong when I wasn't even able to do anything. I didn't even noticed anything. Damn, I was asleep. And sick. And now everything is my fault? Thanks asshole.

Don't expect much from me the next days (in case my comp doesn't decide to die on me completely).

Sooooo, I am so out of ideas. After making the Promotion poster for "Wrong Intentions": http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1587796/ I want to do more, but I am so out of ideas. I totally lost my mojo. I need to get back into the swing of things. So if you have a good idea for a movie poster or you now a nice poster that I can use as a ref please tell me. I need some ideas. Especially since I am in dire need to finish some commissions.


EDIT: Darn, you know what I figured out? I am not good at drawing porn. I always thought it would be nice, and actually I like it. But just not now. I don't have any good idea and I guess I'm not so much of a porn artist.

Stop thanking me for watching you or fav+ any of your work. It gets annowing after awhile.


--> And yes, I am pissed of right now (not because of the thanking-thing. Just because of personal things.)

This sucks. I don't want to write an emo journal but I thought I should at least let you know that I won't be able to comment that much. Not because I am away, but because I'm in a mood I don't really want to write a comment. I am afraid I will only write some stupid things and rant about things and be maybe offensive. I'm a prick in such a mood and don't want to insult anyone.

Hmm, so yeah, I need some time to think. I really had some kind of breakdown two days ago. I hadn't slept for over 36 hours. And I really don't talk about some childish "My classmates hate me"-problems. I am talking about real problems, problems concerning my whole life and future. Being what I am and living where I live, I have not many possibilities and chances in life and when I fail at the few chances I get, I'm screwed.

Three times I tried to achieve the same goal and it seems like I failed also the third time.

Anyway, I'm off for awhile. I may or may not drop by again at the weekend.
In the meantime I work a bit more on my pic, it's quiet relaxing and I can think about some stuff while doing it.

This also means I will delay the coms I'm working on. But not for long.

So, people who check their inbox will maybe already have seen it. But anyway I will announce it here again. I need some reviews for my first chapter. Till now I nearly completely redid the first half page of it (now the first half page are two whole pages long ^^'). Please read it and tell me what you think.

You can find it here (in the artists description): http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1379062/

June is nearly there and that means I have to pay the bills again. Since money is short I will take a small commission. I finally got used to gradient shading so I take one gradient shading commission. Single char, fantasy background, ONLY QUADRUPED ANIMALS and no dragons (can't draw them).

Examples here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1327349/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1330894/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1214128/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1224739/

Price: 40 € (at the moment 65 $) NOT A FIXED PRICE. YOu can negotiate with me.
If you wonder why such a price, than let me tell you that 1. such a piece takes a fair amount of time and 2. 40 € is nothing in Germany and since the crisis on the american real estate market took their toll on the dollar. So it is not my fault that the dollar isn't worth that much anymore.

I can only accept paypal. For people who live in Europe also bank transfer.

I was wondering if anyone of you is selling prints. Not that I wanna buy anything (I would if I could >.>) I was jsut curious how you make them.
Do you use an own printer and print them at home? Or do you use a printing service (like some online printing services)?

I made a few prints already, I used online printing services. But for printing portfolios they are not that good, are they?
Is printing at home cheaper than such a printing service? (consider the fact that with an online printing service I have to pay shipping costs, since we don't have a them here where I live).

When printing with an own scanner do you use special paper and how expensive would that be? (I asking that, because I have no idea about printing. I still try to figure the whole resolution/dpi thing out.)

And when printing digital images do you work with a high resolution or a high dpi? Or both? (in case there is a difference, as I said, still try to figure that out myself :/)

Uhm, yeah, I really need help here.

Since I have not enough time to contact everyone who offered to volunteer, I make a journal.

I picked two authors for my co-writer.

 rahne will be my first co-writer. I like his style, the way he describes the scenery is really great and detailed.
He also manages to make you even "feel" what is going on. Exactly what I was looking for.

 anailaigh should be my second co-writer (if she wants). Reading the scene from a girls point of view will help me to find the perfect composition (at least I hope so).

Well, everyone else, thanks for offering your help. I never thought that so many people would anse. XD

Yeah, I'm not dead. Yet.

People on dA saw me posting some stuff the last couple of days. Not much, just previews.

Note on my commissioners: I'm working on the coms. I had a serious artblock and overworked my anatomy skills/style. Now I have to get back into the swing of things. Please be patient.

In the meantime I began writing Chapter 2 (!) of "Wrong Intentions".

While writing it and working on a warm-up pic I noticed something. Now for that I need a co-writer. It will be adult stuff, an unwritten part of the story, important but not for a wide audience. It will only be posted here on FA.

What is it? It will be an important part of the relationshipt between the mainchar and a certain char (one that didn't appear in the story so far). It will be adult, yeah. What exactly? Actually rape. :/ Ok, now I need to explain it. it is not like you think, well maybe it is. It's one of those things, like lions hump eachother to show dominance. Oh well, that sounds weird. But believe me. It is. I thought about it for awhile, if I really can put it into the story. But is is an important part.

Now you know eglish isn't my firstlanguage. So I have a rather small vocabulary concerning sex and stuff. Now I need someone who is willing to help me writing it.

Maybe even someone who already wrote such a story.
Write a comment or send me a note.
The person who wants to help gets a little gift from me too. Like a little sketch (even with mature content).

Does anyone know some good spanish songs and bands? Like Ill nino. It's the only band I know that has spanish songs and that I like.
I like this language and it helps me to learn it better (mostly)

If anyone knows something leave a comment.

Stole this from  ecmajor cause I got bored after figuring out that my internet connection AGAIN is slower than dial-up. (I do have high speed but my provider sucks), and although I should do my homework and write some emails I am to lazy to do it and instead making this. ANd I kept this 'O' thing  ecmajor invented. ('X' means 'yes', 'O' means 'kinda, maybe'


Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[o] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[o] I wish my hair was a different colour.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have/have had piercing in places besides my ears.
[o] I have freckles. (a few)

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[o] I'm in school
[x] I have a job
[o] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job (Time, i guess...)
[ ] I've been fired

Embarrassment
[o] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[ ] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada. (US if you live in Canada)
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[x] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[o] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing
[ ] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from myspace/nexopia/facebook/furaffinity/etc..
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[o] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I am or was anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[o] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[x] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well. (not really...)
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it.
[x] I watch the news.
[o] I don't kill bugs.
[o] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid/have paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[ ] I bake well.
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[o] I know how to shoot a gun
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[ ] I laugh at my own jokes.
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] I love cooking.


-.- poor me, me gots a terrible boring life...

I know I wasn't on for quite some time but I was sick for over a week and now I have to work even more for distance learning. I have some problems with my spanish homework and hope to get some help here. Have to translate a text into spanish. It's a bout grammar. I have to work with reflexive verbs but the book I have is stupid. In this lection I did not learn anything about it. luckily I own my old one from school but I wanna be sure I don't make any mistakes.

Anyone there who can help me? It's really not much.

I am in dire need of money. No, I have no reason like my pet is ill or anything like that. Just one: I F***ING STARVE! Yeah, bills per month 513 €, money we get per month 511 €. You do the math. -.- So I need money for food. My dogs are ok so far, we bought a huge bag of food last month. But my mom and I need it. Till now my sis helped us, but from this month on she gets 150 €; less, so she hardly can pay her bills.

So, also I have not much free time, I will offer ONE traditonal commission.

Things I won't do: anthros, humans, dragons and reptiles, dolphins, adult art

Things I will do: canines, maybe horses, nearly everything feral (mostly canines and felines)

Examples of how my shading looks:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/943028/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/800390/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/790830/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1117072/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1099304/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/790832/


I work with colored pencils (Polychromos and Prismacolors), I ink with Micron pens. Paper: either 180 g/qm Bristol paper or 190g/qm quality sketch paper.
If prefered I also can work without inked outlines. I will make upto two characters, maybe more, no background. Price varies between 40 - 60 €. Shipping costs varies, depends on the size of the picture and since I hardly know how large I work you can get something betwen A4 and A3 size (also I hardly work on A4, I work mostly bigger).

I DO PREFER EUROPEAN COMMISSIONERS SINCE FOR A PIC LARGER THAN A4 SHIPPING COSTS TO THE USA ARE HIGH.
But I will see what I can do if you want.

I WON'T TAKE MONEY BEFORE I FINISHED THE PICTURE.




You can also donate money for me if you want. I have a paypal account and I am really in dire need.

Paypal: yedaji_nikopol[at]yahoo.com
But please when you donate remember that I also have to pay a charge for every payment I receive.

Had to bump the old journal from my frontpage. Stop commenting on them, I have enoguh volunteers. And normally I meant ONE volunteer. Did I forget to mention it? dunno. But I'll maybe draw a few more sketches. maybe

Otherwise, I am pretty stressed right now. My sister visits us for six weeks. So even less free time.

Try to catch up with all the comments.

Since I am the most uncreative person alive I need someone who will give me permission to use their character for sketch practice. I wanna draw some naughty stuff and try some new styles. Just sketches. Like this: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1099384/ and I may change my mind.

But still I need a volunteer.

But no first come - first serve. I need a nice, interesting and cute char. Something I like to work with.

Anyone interested? Than comment on this journal with a link to a ref.

YEAH, finally Chapter one is up.
Read it here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1059072/

Deutsche Version: http://icekrystal.deviantart.com/ar.....1-GER-76624720

Illustration to the first chapter: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1059080/

and the Teaser Comic page: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1057813/



Now I am exhausted and need a long hot shower. *faints*

Well after the nice little insane rant I got plenty of comments from you. I really wanna say thank you again. You all helped me. Don’t expect too much from me, I still have a bunch of work to do and I begin to work on my patience when I work on picture, especially on backgrounds.
I will soon upload the picture to my first chapter of “Wrong Intentions”. YEAH YOU HEARD RIGHT! I FINALLY FINISHED THE FIRST CHAPPI! XD There will be a German version too.
So everything together means: Less time to work on pics that consume due to more details more time, which means I will be uploading stuff slower. I also try to be online more often and comment on your pics and reply to your comments. And you can always ask me for help (in case I can be of any help). I am also currently often online in ICQ and YIM. So add me if you wanna talk to me. But please don’t spam, I have better things to do. A random “Hi” is always nice.

As for the commission thing
Since I always forget everything I wanna call every one who commissioned me. Also people who are on my waiting list. Please send me a note or respond to this journal. I need to update my list.

<COMPLETELY INSANE RANT>
I am sitting to my head in a bunch of work. I have to work six mornings a week. I am still sick, my dogs are completely insane right now, my back hurts and so does my right knee. Still. Every f***ing time I bend it it hurts and when I stretch it I have to wait several minutes before I can put weight on it and stand again. God.

Since I drew the "Into the abyss" and "Wrong Intentiones" pics I got at least four new commissions. To the 5 I still have to finish... I lost track already. Maybe there are more. I don't f***ing know. And I have to make two-four pics for a website. I get an own homepage in exchange but dammit, I have no time. And this other job. That will consume much time too. And I am way behind my plan for the distance learning. FOUR F***ING MONTH at least. I work at least five hours a day only on my distance learning stuff. And I fell into a hole of depression. I don't even have a bit time for myself. To watch tv or draw. For myself.

I DON'T EVEN HAVE A WEEKEND!!! *cries*


And I already have to finish about three trades. People still asking me for trades or requests. I HAVE NO F***ING TIME ANYMORE. I WILL NOT TAKE MORE TRADES. DON'T ASK!
I don't even have eough time to take a long hot shower. I AM SO F***ING FULL OF EVERYTHING. And I say the word f**k way too much.

I am so afraid right now that I won't make it. This whole thing I worked for. God, dammit


If there would be a person (other then me) responsible for all of this, I would beg on my knees to stop it. I am not in the condition to handle everything. I never was. But now I feel like everything is slipping away from me and I just want to drown myself in self-pity. -.-

To ask you all, people I trade with and commissioners, to be patient with me would be maybe too much, since many of you already waited so long. But please be patient. People always think I am better than I am really. I have trouble with drawing. It takes me sometimes a really long time. I cannot sit down and say "Well, now I draw a pic" and just draw something. Sometimes it only takes five minutes. But never when it SHOULD. Than I work weeks on it. Please bear with me.
</COMPLETELY INSANE RANT>

God, you know what happened the last few days? I will tell you.

First of all, I got so damn better at drawing and coloring. I got so many favs and new watches and comments my head begins to spin.

Second, finally my parcel from  Satosuke arrived. Already on Saturday but I had to drive all the way to the custom office. All by bike. He sent me a few things, and I am so happy, especially because he sent me Candy corn and candy canes. You don't get them here.

Oh, finally I don't have to offer commissions anymore. People ask me for a com. I feel so good now. XD (Although I am kinda busy because I am a lazy ass and took way to many coms at the time >.> )

Aaaaaaand, I maybe get some kind of (little) job. A friend of my sister runs an advertising company and he is interested in printing some of my stuff on tee-shirts and mugs and I also have to make little commissions. And because he knows that I am just a beginner and never did something like that before he made a test. I had to make a pic for Fujitsu-Siemens. A little caricature of a computer. And he was completely satisfied with what I did. Lucky me. XD

And I made candied kumquats. You know those little orange-like fruits. They are now so tasty.

Best thing, I got my homework for German grammar back yesterday. The one I completely failed, at least I thought so. You know what? I got a "A". Now I am lucky, because I never was good at german.

My English is getting slightly better (thanks to reading so many fanfiction and my little smartass of friend Tales X3).

CANDYCORN IS SO TASTY. I am so addicted now.

Ok, thought this was fun since it went along rather good with my last question about guessing my gender. XD Stole it from  natsuke



Your Boy Side
[X] You love hoodies.
[X] You love jeans.
[X] Dogs are better than cats.
[] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[X] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[X] Shopping is torture.
[X] Sad movies suck.
[X] You own an X-Box. (Ok, not exactly an X-Box, but I thought since I own a GameCube, PSX and a N64 and I don't like to play games like The Sims or stuff (I am a total RE and Silent Hill adict) I should check this box to)
[X] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[X] You watch sports on TV. (sometimes)
[X] Gory movies are cool
[] You go to your dad for advice.(ok, I cannot answer this, because my father doesn't live with us anymore, but I still remember that I went to both of them for advice)
[] You own like a trillion baseball caps. (only one)
[] You like going to football games.
[] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[X] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[X] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[X] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[X] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (on a regular basis)
[X] Sports are fun.
[X] Talk with food in your mouth.
[] Wear boxers.

Total = 16 points

Your Girl Side
[] You wear lip gloss.
[] You love to shop.
[] You wear eyeliner.
[] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[] You wear the color pink.
[] Go to your mom for advice.
[] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[] You hate wearing the color black.
[] You like hanging out at the mall. *hates people*
[] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures. (I will bite everyone who dares to touch my hands or feet)
[] You like wearing jewelry.
[] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[] You smile a lot more than you should.
[] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes. (exactly two, one for the street and one for the work)
[] You care about what you look like.
[] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[X] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne. (I like smelling good, I am a clean one. *nods* but only a bit of perfume)
[] You wear girl underwear.
[] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored. (I don't even have a cellphone)

Total = 1 point

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Does that answer your question? *widegrin*