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Hey Guys!

I'm opening my Commissions!
My prices and terms can be found here: https://blaideblack-commission.weeb.....om/prices.html or here: https://www.furaffinity.net/commissions/blaideii/

Payment via Paypal or Steam.


Feel free to note me here on FA, comment on the journal or add me on Discord Blaide#0509 to order one!

I wasn't sure if I should make a journal like this or not, but I know some people are still waiting on responses and I also still have a few commission slots open as of now.
I'm going to message you all in private as well, but for now, I'm going this route.

2021 has been a really mixed bag for me already. I fell into a depression and as of now I'm not sure how to handle that. On top of that, I made a dumb job decission out of desperation that will stick with me for a while. I also fell off my bike and nearly broke my arm, which means I cannot draw at the moment, as I can barely move my arm. And if all of that wasn't enough, I suffered acute hearing loss to all the stress and may be facing a week in the hospital soon, if it doesn't improve with the medication I was given.

I have been trying to message some of you privately, but I just lack the strengh. Physically and mentally. But I promise I will do this very very soon.
The commissions of course are all going to get finished as soon as my arm has recovered and I can draw again. If you want an update on your commission in the meanwhile, check my Trello or send me a note. I can always show you a work in progress.

I hope all of you are well out there. I'll report back with good news next time.
~Blaide

My good friend needs money for an operation on her 14 year old dog and opened Commissions for it.
Please support her by buying something from her, or send something her way via her KOFI!!

She's got amazing art, so you're missing out if you're not getting a commission from her!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37444719/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37444719/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/37444719/

I thought it might be nice to just catch up on some people and their experiences with Corona.
Are you all safe and healthy? Do you still work?

I've lost my job because of Corona, but considering how much I hated it, it wasn't a bad thing. Sucks trying to find a new job during this economic disaster though.

Stay safe guys.

I need a little extra cash right now, so I'm opening 2 commissions slots!

Here are my prices: https://blaideblack-commission.weeb.....m/prices1.html
I can draw any feral animal, no anthros though, sorry.

1.  JulianOwl
2.

If more people are interessted, I will open Slots again, when I finished the first two!

Hey Guys!

A little less than half a year ago I made myself an Instagram. I didn't really know if I would like it or not, but I think I'm really warming up to it!
For now, I'm just uploading old art and also only selective pieces, but once that's done, I'll be uploading new art as well.

But you get to see cool insights of my life, through my story, if you're interessted!

I'd apprecciate it, if you followed me!

https://www.instagram.com/blaideblack/

Please tell me!
I would love to do some art, that you want to see!

So I've decided I want to host a small advent calender this year.
This means, I'm going to upload one >>small<< Picture everyday, starting from the 1st till the 23th. (24th has a special picture as every year)

But I want this to be about my watchers, so drop your reference sheet down below and I'll pick out people to appear in the calender. I will not tell who is choosen or on what date, so it's a suprise to all of you!
Every person is only allowed to enter once.

So yea, drop your refs :)

In order to improve I would like to make a 100 Theme Challenge with my birds. But I don't wanna take any random topics from the internet, I think it's funner when other people suggest topics for you!

So if you have any ideas for topics you'd like me to try out, just spill them all out in here! As many as you want!




100 Themes:
1: Rainbow
2: Elements
3: Dance
4: Phoenix
5: Cyber
6: Steampunk
7: Black&White
8: Weather
9: Pop-culture
10: Mutated
11: Heroic
12: Messenger
13: Hurt
14: Scheming
15: Lost
16: Asia
17: Africa
18: Food
19: Outdoors
20: Flight
21: City
22: Gore
23: Sunshine
24: Outback
25: Mountain
26: Night
27: Time
28: Fog
29: Sassy
30:Sly
31: Sleepy
32: Silly
33: Skeptical
34: Suspicious
35: Sappy
36: Sliding
37: Startled
38: Supper
39: Salivating
40: Studying
41: Space
42: Racing
43: magic
44: Post apocalypse
45: Pheegls
46: Town
47: Sea
48: Abandoned
49: Treasurehunting
50: Karn
51:Camping
52: School
53: Castle
54: Siege
55: Combat
56: Pillows
57: Food

I've got into a little pickle with money and because of that, every cent counts right now.
It would be awesome if anyone is interessted in Commissions!

Here is my pricelist!
https://blaideblack-commission.weeb.....m/prices1.html

Comment here or note me if you're interessted.

I don't mean to sound arrogant or dumb or entitled when I ask this, but what is wrong with this YCH? https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26032013/

I see people buying a YCH of a cock, literally just a cock, and they pay 25$ or above for it. I see people paying 20$ for a pair of paws. And for anything in this quality I'm offering, most people take above 40$.

So what is it, that makes my YCH so unattactive to other people? I honestly want to know, so I can improve.
Is it the fact there is no sex? Is it because they are feral? Do people just not care for friendly pictures or husky? Is my art style not good enough?

I really really want to know, I feel very very discouraged by this whole thing. Especially seeing people demanding six times the amount of money for much smaller YCHs that are far more successfull than mine is. It makes me feel like my art is worth nothing. Too ugly to be sold, I don't want to believe that however.

I'm not thinking about anything super special, just a simple nice Feral Picture trade, if someone would like!

Meaning all comments, favs, journals.. pretty much everything I had untouched in here.
For a clean start~

My mom gifted Trine 2 to me, the problem is, I already have that game.

So is anyone of you in the mood to draw a little commission for me and get the game for it?
Or do you know something who could be interested? D:

I don't know why I write this journal, I feel like I really need to talk to someone but don't know to who.
I'm so afraid at the moment, I don't know what to do.

I'm not really great at life, my mom and I are poor, we don't have this much money. But it was okay, we could eat every day and we could feed our cats.

But my life is getting worse and worse. I almost finished school. I didn't reached anything with it. I don't fucking know what to do after that. I'm not able to find a job, I'm searching so long now.

And today I got the worst message: they told us we have to leave the apartment.
They told us, we hadn't paid for two months (we paid for the first, only the second is still open, but we always pay a bit later, that was never a problem until now)

I'm so afraid. I don't know what to do.

Sorry if I'm so whiny right now, I just don't know how I'm going to clean up this huge mess. Wanted to talk somehow..

Sorry :/

Can somebody tell me? I keep forgetting what it is and how it works.

Please help me. How do you sleep? :D

I think all artists know that feeling. It's horrible..

You see the pictures you draw by yourself and you're proud. Then you see Pictures of Friends and others artist and you think you'll never be as good as them, and that you'll never reach for your target when others with better art reach for them as well.

I know, comparing to other artists is wrong, everyone says that and it's even what I think. Everyone began drawing some day and everyone has its unique style, you can't know how much time someone invest in their picture but it still feels so bad if you see someone, younger, just started drawing who is a million times better than you.


Argh I don't know why I'm writing this.. I guess I hope someone will tell me that my art isn't that bad or something. :c

Sorry for whining so hard. I just feel bad about my art and I have the feeling that no one really cares about my art as well. D:


I promise, I stop whining after this journal <3

Yea, I'm in the mood for questions right now :3

Maybe I'll do a voice meme and maybe I'll just answer them here :3

Hey Guys.
I have a question.

I think you all know that a lot of people are doing species and some of them say "This species is closed" and I think it's totally ok if they made them themselves.
But sometimes I see people who takes 2 species like wolf and cat, mix them and give them a new name (like I did myself with Blaide) but they say also "This is a closed species".

So, what do you think? Can they do this when there are just mixing up 2 existing species? Or do you think it's ok?

Blah. Ignore this :D
Just testing something.

Prices and everything can be found here: http://blaideii.weebly.com/

Hey there!

I found a really nice halloween costume on Ebay that I really want to have.
But I don't have the money for it so I wanted to do Halloween Commissions :)

Here is a example:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9016824/

You can have a recolor of one of them for 5€
or a custom for 10€

I hope I get enough money for the costume :)

Blah, I'm just interested what are you thinking about me :3

Blah.
I was wondering if someone is open for request, and can draw my Character Cerebrosus: http://fc00.deviantart.net/fs71/f/2.....ck-d4z7uc9.png

Blah, maybe I can draw a little picture too for it. :3