Sorry i've been MIA for like a couple months now, I've been working overnights at Walmart and I'm just so tired that I have no motivation to draw...I have a few sketches but nothing worth posting haha

I am hosting another Raffle! Rules are as followed

-You must be watching me
-You must comment with your reference sheet (Sfw/Nsfw)
*Traditional reference sheet is allowed but colors might not be accurate


What is allowed in this Raffle
SFW and NSFW is allowed
Gay or Straight is fine
Baby furs are most welcomed as well!
Humans are as well x3

Nsfw rules:
-Solo character/Showing off only
-Extreme Fetishes (Scat,Watersport,Messy diaper etc) IS NOT ALLOWED
-Feral is accepted!
-YOU HAVE TO BE OF AGE!!!!

Having and Idea you have will be preferred but if you don't have one I will come up with 3 ideas and you will choose from them ^^

2 weeks is the time limit! I hope to see you guys there ^^

Sooo this is my first time doing this xD

Reward: A free art piece of whatever character you want!


Rules:
You have to be watching me and comment on this journal so it can be easier to contact you
Do not give me changes at the last minute I will send you a sketch.
Put your ref sheet
Your number will be chosen for you

Things I will draw:

Babyfurs
NSFW (Straight or gay)
*Group sex is also acceptable and you are able to pick one of my characters if you want just not Blake xD.
Chibi
SFW

Things I will NOT draw

Dirty diapers
Scat
gore porn
necrophilia

You are able to ask questions if you like ^^

Good luck to yall! and thank you for participating <3

No one is going to see it but might as well xD

1) To get a tweet from Cryotic and Elizabeth Gillies on Twitter, they are precious.

2) Be able to commission even though they don't take commissions...and I don't have money one can dream though

3) get a cintiq wacom tablet, ahh yes this is my dream tablet I really want it,

Pretty sure there is more but I can't think of anything else xD

I know I don't have that much people that follow me but this is just take it in for advance

-Headshot
-sketch- 3 dollars

-line art- 3 dollars

-Colored- 4 dollars

-Colored,Shaded and a colored canvas- 6 dollars

-Bust
-sketch- 4 dollars

-line art- 5 dollars

-Colored- 6 dollars

-Colored, Shaded and a colored canvas- 7 dollars

-Full body
-Sketch- 6 dollars

-line art-7 dollars

-Colored- 8 dollars

-Colored,Shaded, and a colored canvas-10 dollars

-Full image(w/ background)
-sketch- 25 dollars
-Line art- 30 dollars
-Colored- 35 dollars
-Colored and Shaded- 45 dollars

ADDITIONAL INFO[/b]

Multiple characters are 3 dollars extra
Complicated characters are 5 dollars extra

I do Fan art as well but don't expect to be drawn in the exact style not trying to copy the artist
Fan art
Headshot: 10 dollars
Full body: 15 dollars
Full image: 25 dollars (I will change it if I think the background or pose will take a while)



Reminder: If you have me choose what to do with the pose and or background I will give you three choices to choose from.


In advance, I'm really appreciative for wanting me to do business with you ^^
-Jaron Espinoza(Blake Hasukii)

Since I'm not getting any sort of commissions might as well do this~

I'm not a super picky person with art x3

these are the characters I'm willing to get art for!

You can do nsfw or sfw

You can draw them all together, groups or solo.

I'll do the same back! :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17954914/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15484880/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15480686/

Example of art:
http://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/blakehasukii/

Slots:
1.
2.
3.

I really hate seeing my mom cry...We're losing the car on monday, unemployment is a dick, and my dad is just a jerk in general.....

I've tried to find a job, no call backs or anything near me thats not require me to have experience....

This is really my only option right now until I find a job...

B A S I C S
> legal name: Jaron Lee Espinoza
> acceptable names: Jaron and Blake
> preferred names: Jaron and or Blake
> d.o.b.: July 5th 1997
> gender: Male
> acceptable pronouns: I don't care xD
> preferred pronouns: I don't care x3
> sexual preference: Gay as fuck
> relationship status: Happily taken :heart:
> religious standing: Agnostic

A P P E A R A N C E
> species: PURPLE husky owo
> race: Hispanic
> height: I actually don't know xD 5'10??
> weight: 237 pounds =w=
> body build: Chubby/fat
> complexion: tannish
> scars/birthmarks: Besides acne scars
> hair color: Dark brown
> hair style: Hair swoop...like a bowl cut
>glasses: Yes!
> typical clothing: T-shirt and basketball shorts...too fat for pants :'c
> jewelry: Only my engagment ring (whenever I get it xD)

P E R S O N A L
> current residence: Corpus Christi,TX
> occupation: Bum
> personality type: I dunno what you're asking xD
> personality: I'm reserved in person, online I'm a bit more hyper
> family: My mom and my little brother x3 (these are the people I live with)

F A V O U R I T E
> animes: Higurashi No Naku Koro ni is always going to be my favorite <3
> youtubers: I just watch whoever
> music: I love my Zen music but I'm not picky x3
> animals: Dogs, bears,rats,raccoons,wolfs,lions,tigers,pandas,red pandas,horses
> sounds: Rain hitting the ground,sizzling on a pan,shoes on gravel,popping bones,cats purring,moans >//w//>
> smells: Berries, flowers,baby powder,candles,certain perfumes,schools,vacuum,sex,FOOD <3

A R T I N F O
> commission info: I'm not open for commissions because...My art isn't that good xD
> art trades: Sure! I don't mind :3
> requests: Maybe, the best you'll get is a head shot drawing
> gifts: I love making gifts for my friends! and for characters the I really love~ <3

C O N T A C T I N F O
> skype: Close friends only
> tumblr: Don't have Tumblr
> email: Not saying cause I don't use it xD
> twitch: Don't have
> youtube: I dont have good content on it xD
> line: Don't use it anymore

So like suggested that FA should have folder to help people be more organized in their gallery o3o and like I'm wanting this to spread around so when FA does another maintenance update that they can add that feature :3

I'm just....feeling really guilty and just thinking about a lot of things.......

This is for a fur that is in need of a bit of money! check out their art its really cutes x3

So....Today I got news that my loves apartment has burned down and now homeless again...

I'm worried about him living on the streets...

Please if you can't pay, you can at least spread the word....


YOU SET THE PRICE

Well...I haven't been able to post on FA for a long time is because i hit a block in art...and its a block that i can't seem to ever get over no matter how hard i try...

Whenever i start drawing i start to lose the motivation when i start doing a character...The farthest i ever go to a drawing now is to the neck and thats it...before i was able to draw the body and arms but now i can't..

I look on youtube for tutorials: but they just confuse me when they start explaining something

For coloring is the same..all these mulitple layers and the modes for the layers is just really confusing it frustrates me...

I have no more patience to learn anymore for art...before i was determined and willing to make this a dream of mine to draw but i can't anymore...

I've wasted 4-5 years drawing and now i think it's just time for me to find something else to do....

I'm probably not going to be posting or bother with FA or deviantart anymore....

Sorry that i haven;t been posting so much on here...Just been having artist depression and not feeling up on drawing uwu...

-Animation Class at my school is really bumming me out...mostly because my teacher is shit and i didn't learn anything for flash making me fustrated...and i had to draw with a mouse...

-Game Design been doing nothing but just simple crummy art for the game i'm making so not enough effort.

-School has me tired out

-Been playing Persona Q a lot to help me relax

-Crying because art is turning into shit

I'm doing a comic collaboration with and we're running out of ideas for a title

Our comic consists of our kids NOT OF US ONLY CAMEOS

What the comic genre's will have
Slice of Life
Drama
Comedy (not so much but will be present)
Suspense
Chiller

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15484880/ (Ruby =My child)

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15480686/ (Styler and Xanthes=my childern)

Collette is the twin to Ruby, Collette has a cute innocent personality she's a bit naive and absent minded like her father Blake Hasukii but none the less she's a loving sister/daughter

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15585128/ (Pierce and Bloo=Leti's childern)

== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
100% Primal (Prey)
100% Switch
98% Brat
96% Submissive
90% Primal (Predator)
88% Exhibitionist
88% Voyeur
84% Daddy/Mommy
84% Experimentalist
83% Slave
79% Girl/Boy
75% Bondage Giver
75% Bondage Receiver
75% Degradation Receiver
64% Brat Tamer
63% Master/Mistress
57% Pervert
50% Dominant
50% Vanilla
46% Degradation Giver
29% Non-monogamist
29% Sadist
25% All-Rounder
25% Masochist
See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=110484

The thing they got wrong was the pervert thing..if you know me well enough i love to make sexual jokes and tease xDDDDD > w >

so...For the past week my laptop has been acting werid, icons keep having a rave party making it not only annoying but lags my computer so much...I've turned it off about twice already, restarted it three times and even did a dang system reboot and its still derping...

I'm unable to draw,it freezes my computer...

I don't like asking for money like this but eh ; - ;....

This is all up to you but it would be appreciated

My goal is 250-300 ; v ;

The title says it all ; - ; the software that my dad got me ended corrupting many of my files including paint tool sai ; - ;...so now when i go on paint tool sai i can not use the transformation tool ; - ;

Relationship Meme

Tagged by:


1. Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend? Jeremy <3

2. How did you two meet? On facebook

3. When did y'all officially start dating? August 6th 2014

4. Did you meet online? Idk not like number 3 answers it

5. What attracted you the most to him/her? How much of a sweetheart and loving guy he is <3 <3 his personality is what won me over <3

6. Is he/she what you expected? I would say yes :3

7. Did you kiss on your first date? We haven't met irl yet ;;

8. When did you first have sex? ///w/// not yet

9. Do you live with them? Sadly no ;;

10. Are they snugglers? Big time

11. What was the last compliment they gave you? *kisses your muzzle smiling* You're the most adorable husky ever ❤

12. How long have you been dating? 5 months~

13. Would you spend the rest of your life with them? I can't see myself with anyone else <3

14. When will you see them next? I'm not sure ;; i hope really soon though

15. What interests do you share? Video games, music,romance,kids and our sense of humor x3

16. Is there something you regret? Making a big deal about an RP and going on break for a week...

17. What was the last thing he gave you? His loves <3

18. What was the last thing you gave them? My loves <3

19. Are they willing to sacrifice for you? I'm pretty sure yes <3

20. Have they given you a ring? N..No ./////. But i did give him a ring x3

21. Are you taller or shorter than them? Shorter!! I can use this to my advantage e w e

22. What is their personality? Loving, caring, protective and really affectionate <3

23. Are they a furry? Yes

24. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Not sure yet but i bet somewhere near the wall or away from the door

I tag anyone that has a love :3

These are the top ones that irritate me the most
(5-Not as bad...1-ew fuck off pls)
5: :P(mostly cause its just a bit boring for me x3)
4: x.x (i understand this one...but i hate when its alone)
3: :) (its just egh)
2: xwx (Can't even explain why i hate it so much)
1: :n (.....Fuck you)

so i created a paypal (yay!) and now all i need help on doing is pricing = w =....

well it says it in the title u w u....

Usually i don't care about comments or so but i'm really insecure about my arts u w u..
So when i hear someones the best artist in front of me i get a bit hurt and sad sounds really fucking stupid i know but yey u w u...

I know i'll be better soon but no anytime right now u w u...And for those that requested something from me i'm a put it on hold until further notice...u w u

Sorry for any inconvenience u w u

So i got tags by  letipup so ye~

♔ If we lived together... ♔
[ ] argue all the time
[ ] watch movies
[ ] prank call
[ ] chat
[ ] play fight
[ ] cuddle
[ ] kiss~
[ ] throw a mean party
[ ] make out
[ ] whatever you want
[ ] I wouldn't want to live with you

♔ If we kissed by accident, I would... ♔
[ ] bite your lip softly
[ ] kiss you back
[ ] slap you
[ ] laugh about it
[ ] stand there wondering if I should kiss you again
[ ] it wouldn't happen
[ ] it'll never ever ever ever happen, so don't get your hopes up

♔ If you held my hand, I would... ♔
[ ] lock my fingers in between yours
[ ] stand there like what the corn muffins are you doing
[ ] let you keep it
[ ] pull away
[ ] idk

♔ If you hugged me, I would... ♔
[ ] hug you back
[ ] push away
[ ] be shocked
[ ] i wouldn't hug you

♔ Would I date you? ♔
[ ] yeah
[ ] maybe
[ ] nahhhhh
[ ] idk
[ ] nah we're basically brother/sister
[ ] already have

♔ If we walked home together, I'd... ♔
[ ] hold your hand
[ ] push you in a bush
[ ] trip you and run
[ ] give you a biiiiiiig hug
[ ] have a heart to heart conversation
[ ] act like idiots

♔ I can see us... ♔
[ ] living together
[ ] being close
[ ] not talking
[ ] married
[ ] chilling
[ ] partying together

♔ You should... ♔
[ ] talk to me more
[ ] chill with me
[ ] write on my page
[ ] stop being a stranger
[ ] text me
[ ] call me
[ ] skype with me
[ ] put this as your journal so i can comment on it (or just reply back)

So yeah just comment if ya wants to know~