I really don't want to bring anyone down today though. Have a cat video. It won't compensate for sheer negativity but I guess it might make you smile. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=njSyHmcEdkw

Also, as a side note, I would like to make a little Christmas wish list but I've been a naughty boy this whole year...

I found out that Jasonafex retired a bunch of old projects and patreon accounts, and even went as far as to give us a new build of his dating sim. And I'm starting to think I may very well be responsible for this, as I proudly attacked his girlfriend's Pateron, given that Jason would never do something like this, ever. Could my actions have been the catalyst for this? If so, I'm one proud panda right now. I knew I could not condemn Jason's many patreon accounts, so I of course attacked the one belonging to his trophy instead. Bingo. He now knows never to fuck with me and my Death to Patreon movement. And he's a god in this community for no fucking reason, so to force him to stop panhandling is a massive step forward. I bet he thinks I'm evil. Anyone with a one-way ticket to the slammer is gonna think that, for sure.

It's time we made a stand against Panhandling in this fandom once and for all. Are you with me?

And so am I

We wont discuss those on my profile okay?

And that's it for this journal. Acctually I never talked to her, maybe she hit the button by accident? Maybe its because I hate patreon? Either way, I cant fave her stuff anymore...

Really, really want to do something sexy.

I'm starting to wonder if I truly am unlucky when it comes to getting art. I threw 40 bucks at  Hessonite nearly a month ago for a YCH animation. And of course I have not heard from him in a few weeks. He has not been responding to my notes and I have yet to even receive a WIP from him.

Is this normal? Because I don't think so.

Edit: Turns out there was terrible flooding in Lousiana, where the artist lives, implying he is dealing with possible flood damage.

Someone please send me a PM. I want to play. =)

Is my birthday.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/207.....#cid:110921728

This guy does good animations at a price so cheap, that even I bought one! Yes, I, BlazeRedPanda, bought an animation from this guy. He's got several YCHs available, all customisable to your needs.

My birthday is on the 27th this coming month. Would really love it if I got some sexy porn of my character. That's all I honestly want this year. Just draw me some good-quality porn, alrighty?

NSFW only, send me a note if you wanna have some fun.

If you do freebies send me a note (and only a note) and I'll give ya some suggestions. Kinda tired of not getting art lately.

Sadly, I'm just going though a somewhat difficult time now. Father finally stopped working about a week ago, leaving me the only employed member of my family. Spirits have been kinda down since then, and I just havn't been myself lately.

Obviously life has its downs, and perhaps I'm just going through a tough period in my life right now. No, you don't have to give me sympathy or pity, because I am simply not looking for that. I simply feel the need to address my current situation. After all, what if I were to disappear from the radar for a long time?

I don't want any of you to worry, I love you. <3 If you do with to talk to me further either comment or note me, for now I'm still somewhat active.

https://beta.furrynetwork.com/blazeredpanda/

Will I move there? Not on my life! But still I have one anyway. Why not?

So many guys are moving to furry network out of pure fustration with FA. For now though, I'm staying. At least until I can see if the site repopulates or not. So many guys seem to be outright locked out of their accounts, it just feels empty here. It also means I wont be winning any raffles anytime soon, which sucks.

I feel lucky, but at the same time, did it come at a cost?

A password reset for every user on his website? That's serious...I can at least check to see if I won any raffles but man...It just makes me cringe...

And none of my art got deleted! :D

But of course that's because finding free art is such a challenge...

I'm sick and tired of having too much in my life. I wanna be with you guys, and be on kik more often

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:49511560

Step right up to the journal above!

...Don't be surprised if I ask you for requests.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7454215/

Enter now for your chance to win FREEEE!!!!! AAAAAAARRRRRTTTTTSSSSSS!!!!!!!

No, I'm not dead, please calm down. I simply do not have much free time on my paws anymore, so sadly this means that uploads won't be too frequent; I will at least attempt to hunt down artists who dare to take NSFW requests, but I don't have the time to do some searching around FA. It's been like this for months now, I know, but the few furs who do know me know I pretty much pack my weeks to capacity. Thanks for understanding.

Yours, Saxton.