Don't expect to see much of me... I am ill with the flu and in so much pain

I wanna wish everyone a fantastic Christmas and happy holidays to you all! I hope that you are all filled with joy and happiness!

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Yep, it has been 3 whole years since I have joined this website and I must say I have thoroughly enjoyed my time here. I have made so many fantastic friends and met some fantastic artists.

In no particular order…

, I am so grateful to call you my boyfriend for the past 3 and a half years now. I have no idea how you have managed to put up with this crazy Vee for so long but I love you so much. Thank you so much for being my rock through the rough times and sticking by me.

has been a fantastic friend and continues to support me whenever I have my ups and downs. She is a fantastic artist too and I love commissioning her to draw stuff for my own closed species. I'd love to say thank you so much for being here for me and putting up with me throughout the years.

has been just awesome! He has introduced me to so many awesome friends like the Leezords ( & ), Chris () and even his amazing girlfriend, Shiba (). All of you have been amazing and I am so grateful to be one of your friends. Thank you all so much!

, you are an amazing Leafeon and I am so grateful to call you my amazing friend! You are adorable and you make me laugh a lot. I love spending time with you online and I hope we spend more time being silly together throughout the new year too.

, you are an awesome Umbreon that I am more than happy to call you my big bro. You have helped me through some tough times and I am very grateful to you. I hope we can continue to support each other throughout the coming future and we remain as close as ever.

is an awesome Vaporeon who I love spending time with and being silly with. You make me laugh and smile a lot which I am truly grateful for and I certainly enjoy being your silly Vee friend. I hope that we can continue our silliness into the new year and spend more time together.

has been an awesome friend who I love to talk to throughout the year. He has comforted me through some tough times and given me great advice on how to deal with certain things. I love spending time with this Bre and I certainly hope we can continue this into the new year.

has been a huge bundle of joy that I am so happy to have met this year. She is a brilliant artist and a bundle of laughs to chat with. I enjoy talking to you via notes and Twitter and being there for each other. I hope we can continue to interact in the new year and have more silly times together.

has been my friend since I joined FA and I am ever so grateful to have you as my friend. You are an awesome fox and I love chatting to you on Skype when we can. I hope we can continue to be friends into the new year as well. Hope you have a fantastic Christmas and a fantastic new year.
To all my friends, I am so grateful to all of you. Even if I haven't mentioned your names I still very much love each and every one of you. You all are awesome and I hope we can continue being friends within the coming future. I am truly grateful to each and every one of you. Never forget that you all need to stay being awesome!

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As for my holiday question....

What has been your most memorable moment throughout your who lives on Christmas/this holiday season?

As for mine, mine was when me and my dad brought my mum a old Dutch bike for her and she was brought to tears of joy. She had always wanted one since she was a little girl and seeing her face well up with happiness brought tears and laughter to the whole house.

Saw that my friend, do this a while ago so I am giving it a shot.

[X] You have an OC that resembles yourself
Yeah, a few ogf my OCs are actually parts of my personality taken form.

[] One of your OC's has your name


[X] You have OC's that are siblings
Yep, Blaze & Flame

[] You are constantly drawing your OC's
I'm not one to draw much so sadly I don't. ^^;

[X] You constantly receive positive feedback about one or more of your OC's
A lot of people do love my character, Mystic.

Total: 3


[X] You have more than five OC's
*Whistles innocently*

[X] Your OC's are varied
I do try to keep their designs varied

[X] You have a main OC whom you love the most out of all your OC's
I do but they'll remain nameless for now ^^;

[] Your OC's are mostly mythical
Most of them are Pokemon ^^;

[] A lot of your OC's were adoptables
I have a few adopted ones but I wouldn't say a whole lot of them are.

Total: 3


[] You have a 'bad boy' or 'bad girl' OC


[X] You have a girly OC
Leon can be quiet girly ^^;

[] You have a 'cool' or 'sly' OC


[] You have a sporty OC


[X] You have a fun OC
I have a few fun OCs ^^

Total: 2


[ ] You have a lot of 'perfect' OC's


[X] You have a lot of 'imperfect' OC's


[X] Most of your OC's are part of a fandom
I love Pokemon ^^;

[] Most of your OC's are non-fandom


[X] You have an OC that isn't straight.
I have a few non-straight characters

Total: 3


[] You have had a polished toy, framed art, ect. made of your OC
I really want to get plushies made of a lot of my characters <3

[X] You are constantly talking about your OC's to friends
Only a couple of my friends gets that from me

[X] The first thing you did on DA/FA was make an OC
Its why I joined FA actually. ^^;

[X] Your OCs participates in a role play
From time to time. Been kinda burnt out lately.

[X] You have made your OC in a game
Kinda... ^^; Made Blaze, Flame & a new character in DB XV1 & 2

Total: 4


Grand Total: 15


Now multiply your grand total by 4

I'm 60% obsessed with my OC's. X3

My boyfriend, is in desperate need of funds to get his laptop repaired. Please, any help would be greatly appreciated. Please spread the word too.

Zero needs around $60 for repairs & analysis.

More info here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7905678/

My friend, is in dire need of money as her guinea pig needs to see a vet ASAP! Please, try to donate as much as you can. Also, please spread the word to reach out to others. Rei's guinea pigs mean the world to her and it would be FANTASTIC if you can help out.

Its been a while since I've done this, go ahead, ask away. ^^

Some of you may have noticed that I have been really inactive on here lately. Well, I decided to take a bit of a break from FA to focus on other stuff. I have gotten a few things planned but they will be left as a surprise for when they happen. But I am now making my way back to being regularly active on here again. I just need to look through everything in my inbox and catch up on things and then I'll be back on FA regularly again. Sorry for the sudden absence I took.

There is a Nintendo Direct today and it starts in 25 minutes. Just so you know there will NOT be any NX news sadly.

UK Stream link: https://www.twitch.tv/nintendouk

USA Stream link: https://www.twitch.tv/nintendo

I was tagged by my good friend,

Answer the questions as your OC.
For those of you who are, or can turn into super smol furries.
Fill out the questions and tag 5 people.
Created by wolfymewmew

I am answering these as BlazeVee at his regular size... Toy size <3

1. Have you ever jumped into a pot of coffee?
A. I have not at this moment in time.

2. Have you ever fallen into a tub of butter?
A. Nope, but that sounds like a good way to become a slippery puff ball. OwO

3. Have you ever been sucked up by a vacuum cleaner?
A. Yes... Its scawy in there. T^T

4. Do you like to hide in pockets?
A. Of course, its fun to startle friends when you jump out and yell "Boo"!

5. Do you like to hide in ears?
A. I've never thought about it, I could give it a try.

6. Have you ever built a castle out of pencils?
A. Oooh, I haven't but I know what I am doing after this. OwO

7. Do you like to paddle around in the sink?
A. *Fills up sink and jumps in* I have now! Veeeeeee! <3

8. Do people almost accidentally step on you?
A. Yes and one has stepped on my tail. >.<

9. Have you ever hid in a glove compartment and jumped out to scare someone?
A. Oooooh, no but thanks for the idea. >:3

10. Do people mistake you for a stuffed toy?
A. I wouldn't say they have mistaken me as I offer myself as a stuffed bedtime toy.

11. Have you ever hidden in a shoe?
A. >:3 You are giving me so many devious ideas.

12. Have you ever jumped in a cookie jar and been unable to escape?
A. Never gitten stuck. I always escape with my prize(s). X3

13. Has anyone ever tried to flush you?
A. Never! They'll have a Vee biting their wittle fingers if they try. >.<

14. Ever gotten your head stuck in a toilet paper roll?
A. No but I know someone who has. >.>

15. Ever scurried up someone's pant leg like a squirrel?
A. Yuss! And I'll do it again and again.

16. Do big shoes frighten you?
A. Nyaa, yes! Me no wants to be stepped on again. T^T

17. Ever gotten lost in a pile of laundry?
A. I found the lost city of Launderettes in a pile of washing. \^o^/

18. Do you get chased by dogs?
A. *Is running from dogs* HEEEEEELP!

19. Ever clung to a ceiling fanblade while it was spinning?
A. *Stares up at the ceiling fan and imagines himself on it* Mmmm, not yet!

20. Do you get lost in bushes?
A. Yes and there are scawy creatures lurking in those big green plants.

21. Do people sometimes put you on their head and pretend you're a hat?
A. Not really as I climb on to their heads and pretend to be their hat even against their wishes at times. X3

22. Have you ever hid in someone's wallet and bounced away with said wallet while still inside?
A. Yes and I made the joke that their wallet grew legs and ran off. XD

23. Do you need ninja gear to access the kitchen counters and shelves?
A. *Is wearing his Ninja Gi* Any excuse to wear my Ninja Gi!

24. Do you almost get squished by "giant butts of doom" while you're playing on the couch?
A. YES! Me no wants to be sitted on! Why no peoples look where they sit before sitting! >.<

25. Do you randomly get "scruffed" right off the floor?
A. Nyaaa! Me does and me tries to escape my nabbers.

TAGGED: I tag the Bre and all my other smol fwiends.

As the title says... Don't expect much from me tonight as I have had a rotten evening and I feel like I am in a very dark place right now... I'll get to notes and everything else tomorrow...

My friend, has decided to open up shop and sell cute Pika plushies that he makes himself. It would be amazing if you could go and check him out and let him know you might be interested in some. Also, please help spread the word around so more people can see for themselves.

Link here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7744514/

One of my friends (who wishes to remain anonymous) has sadly been diagnosed with Bronchiolitis Obliterans which is also known as popcorn lungs. Sadly it is most of the time fatal and he could possibly go in about 5 years time. I am wanting to be there for him and try to keep his mind off of this while I hope he survives this. I am really upset to hear that he has caught such a terrible illness but I am glad he told me.

Hello, everyone. I know its been a while since I have said anything and I am trying to get back in the swing of things. So, please, bare with me and I'll be sure to get back into doing what I do on FA regularly again soon.

But, I do want you to know that I am in a fun website called PokéFarm which is a site where you adopt eggs and other Pokemon and build them up. Its a fun game where all you do is go around other people's pages and click on options to help their Pokemon grow and their eggs hatch. People will then see your page and a lot of the time will come and help build your Pokémon up.

There is even non-canon Pokémon like Mega Lugia, Mega Umbreon and all of that plus there is even fusion and different forms of Pokemon. Its quite fun to see and play on the side when you can. I've just joined and had a ton of fun.

Come and check it out if you want: https://pokefarm.com/user/BlazeWaterSage

My dear friend, is in desperate need of money and she has now started selling some of her beloved characters. It would mean a lot to her if you can go and check her out and possibly help her in her time of need. She is also open for commissions too if you wanted to get any pics done that she'll do. Please check her out or at least help spread the word to help her out.

More info here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7694708/

Hello, all, I want to help a couple of my friends out who are open for commissions and in need of money.

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My friend, has just gotten a new beautiful cat but will need some help for vet bills and she has opened up for cmmissions. It would mean the world to her if you'd be so kind as to go and check out her work and possibly commission her or at least help spread the word.

More info can be found here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7685025/

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My other friend, is also open for commissions and she is in need of money. It would be amazing if you could go and check her out and possibly commission her too. Helping spread the word would also make us very grateful as well.

I just wanted to make a journal to let my watchers know that I have updated the description of one of my characters to add a bit more backstory. It is a tragic one but one that has a big impact on said character.

Character in question is Lilly: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19899008/

Remember all that good news I spouted on how things will get back to normal... The universe sure loves making a liar out of me... yep... Took me a week and a half to FINALLY get my laptop back from Curry's as they are fucking terrible. They first gave up on repairing my one so they at least gave me a voucher to get a brand new replacement for free... Which they said I'll get the following Sunday but it never came and we had to chase them up for it.

As for my PC tower... Our lovely family friend keeps ignoring our messages about it and will not respond. I think he is more interested in bloody football over anything else right now... So That's not getting looked at until that's over and done with (god, I hate football).

But now that I have my laptop back I can now start to get things back in order... slowly. I still won't be as active as I used to be until my PC is fixed so please bare with me. I still have some pictures to upload as well as I have been neglecting FA quite a bit lately. That might be due to my moods lately as my dad has been a right jerk lately. He has been getting angry over the dumbest things...

I am also feeling a whole lot better and no longer sick thankfully. I did lose a bit of weight from that illness which is good but I still need to lose more so I have been cutting my food take-ins down and trying to go swimming for exercise.

I'd like to thank everyone for their kind words in my past few journals as I went for annoying times and sickness times. I am feeling a lot better now and hopefully I'll fully recover soon. I just need to be careful with what I eat for a while and avoid spicy food (which sucks as I LOVE spicy food).

Also, I'll be getting the replacement of my laptop on Sunday which'll mean I can FINALLY no longer use this headache-inducing piece of technology. God! This thing is slow as heck and crashes so much. But enough of all the complaining, I am also having someone come in and try to fix my PC tower for me so that'll be awesome as well.

So, yes, lots of good news this time around. I do have 3 pictures I need to upload buuuuut... Me been too lazy to do right now ^^;. I'll get to them eventually though.

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I'd also like to help signal boost my friend, who is open for commissions. She does fantastic art and she could really use the help right now. It would mean a lot if you could go and check out her work and possibly get a commission from her.

More info can be found here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7644782/

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I'd also like to help spread the word about my friend, who is also open for commissions too. She does fantastic art as well and I'd love it you would check out her out too. She also does YCH pictures as well as transformation (TF) art too and she loves drawing Pokemon art.

's prices can be found here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19867839/

I have become very ill sadly and I won't go into details but all I'll say is its not good (NOTHING LIFE-THREATENING SO DON'T WORRY) but this will definately put a lot of things on hold sadly. I am certainly hating things right now but nothing can be done.

[ ] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness
[x] Acrophobia - Fear of heights
[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain
[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds
[ ] Agyrophobia - Fear of crossing the street
[x] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects
[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car
[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men
[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking
[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers
[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society
[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched
[x] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders
[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers
[ ] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning
[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness
[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection
[ ] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure
[ ] Aulophobia - Fear of flutes
[ ] Autophobia - Fear of being alone

TOTAL: 3
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B

[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria
[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity
[ ] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep
[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians
[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books
[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants

TOTAL: 0
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C

[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness
[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors
[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow
[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors
[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks
[x] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces
[ ] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns
[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers
[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs

TOTAL: 1
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D

[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees
[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists
[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses
[ ] Dtychiphobia - Fear of accidents

TOTAL: 0
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E

[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home
[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats
[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers
[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses

TOTAL: 1
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G

[ ] Gophobia - Fear of marriage
[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees
[ ] Globophobia - Fear of balloons
[x] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public
[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women

TOTAL: 1
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H

[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun
[x] Hemophobia - Fear of blood
[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles
[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water (deep water / the ocean)

TOTAL: 1
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I

[ ] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors
[ ] Insectophobia - Fear of insects
[ ] Ichithyophobia - Fear of fish

TOTAL: 0
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K

[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms

TOTAL: 0
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L - M

[ ] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white
[x] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes
[ ] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth
[x] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking
[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black
[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things
[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs

TOTAL: 2
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N

[x] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things (fear of death)
[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night
[ ] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals

TOTAL: 1
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O

[ ] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight
[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8
[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain
[ ] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes
[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds

TOTAL: 0
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P

[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper
[ ] Pathophobia - Fear of disease
[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children
[ ] Philophobia - Fear of love
[ ] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid
[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet
[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple
[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns
[x] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying
[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire

TOTAL: 1
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R

[ ] Rajalophobia - Fear of Apes

TOTAL: 0
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S

[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school
[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon
[ ] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation
[ ] Somniphobia - Fear of sleep

TOTAL: 0
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T

[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed
[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology
[ ] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder
[x] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections

TOTAL: 1
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V-Z

[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women
[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs
[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft
[x] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers
[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals

TOTAL: 1
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Final result: 13


[ ] More than 50, Why aren't you in a psyche-ward yet?
[ ] More than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
[ ] More then 20, you're paranoid.
[x] 10-20, you are normal.
[ ] 10 or less, you're fearless.
[ ] 0 - You're lying

Okay, first of all, I am sorry for drama and what I put i the last journal. I still need to learn to not let anger take control. So I want to apologyse to all.

Okay, now to the update, against my better judgement and sanity I have decided to dig out the old headache-inducing laptop I used before I got my new one. Yes, the one with Windows XP, slow as hell and missing the A key on the keyboard. So yes, I will get back to everything including notes and I'll try to download Telegram too. Hopefully this time it will be a temporary laptop rather than a permanant one.

Now my desktop has now bit the dust and it will never be fixed as I nor my mum can afford it and my dad will just tell me to pay for it and give me no help like normal....

My laptop looks like it'll be fixed when life feels like it so that'll be in 6 months time...

Overall... consider me gone for now

I honestly now feel like I have lost everything...

Laptop is still in repairs, Skype crashing on my phone and mow my desktop is breaking... I might be gone for a long time till things get better... And after getting good news today too... I am suppose to book an appointment for a possible job interview but with no computer then that's out the window.... Lord kill me now...

Dragon Ball Xenoverse 2 has benn... OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCED!!!

Let the hype be real!

Trailer: https://t.co/e44lQfr1Fz

My mate, is looking for an artist that can draw vent art and is good with glass.