I just need to be alone iv had something happen that i will not talk about i just feel hurt about what has happened and with me already being stressed out this has kind of pushed me over the edge where i am no longer able to deal with my emotions. Iv been made angry from my stress now with this i have been crying for what has happened so im kind of done with things and with the fact i will be starting on a probably 2 year road of having my emotions being messed up by being a female will not help at all

So iv been playing destiny pretty much none stop got a warlock level 25 which is my best one and hoping that maybe people would want to play with me on Destiny though i play it on the xbox 360 but it does get sometimes lonely during the day when playing it

Gamertag is Blaze Vesper

So yer i'm alone pretty much 24/7 and quite depressed as well a lot of the time even tho i don't show it i am really i'm also a nervous wreck if only i was my Blaze Vesper (my fursona) IRL all of these wouldn't be me.

So todays the day for destiny beta and well im excited for when mine is downloaded. And well basicly if anyone else is getting today on xbox if they want to start a team together if it is possible which it should be for pvp and of course pve fights if possible my name on xbl is Blaze Vesper (of course my fursona : 3) just so giddy now that also with the fact of the new dlc for dark souls 2 i suffered quite a bit before today and its worth it now.

so furrys are meant to get Con depression well i don't seem to be getting that what so ever think i'm probably the only one to not get it though maybe someone else might not have it either i just find it really strange tbh

So i wish i could record me playing on my xbox 360 id be defently recording me playing dark souls 2 or other things like that i have way to many things going on with it and with nameco being pains with how apparently banning me for nothing im just mad at them

Confuzzled 2014 was so much fun will never forget it ever.

To say it was my first ever Con i think i missed doing quite a few things i'd of wanted to do though i got to meet quite a few new furs and i'm going to try and try and either convert more people around where i live to furs or try to get some already converted to come next year which will be fun.

what i managed to do this year tho some i don't want to include

Turned Mario in super smash bros brawl into and pervert
First ever fursuit head which i love
Scalies took hostage a bird which was fun
And i can't actually remember much else which doesn't help as im feeling tired

Well i want to say that i am working with a few friends of mine playing games and recording us playing the team at the moment is as follows of what im sure of is
Me - Blaze (Hagon which is a dragon and husky combined)
Leo - Hellhound with wings and clockwork arm
Callum - human with mechanical arm and leg

the first videos are of Leo and Callum playing portal 2 and there is also all three of us playing minecraft together

We had a dream of doing this back when we was in high school now its beginning

ok now ill stop talking about it and ill put a link to our youtube channel if you like it please subscribe

http://www.youtube.com/user/ProjectRogueEMS

Yer so friends made me get gta5 few days ago I'm not liking it at all and just hating it more and more as I play it I'd need to be convinced to keep playing it or I'm getting rid of it