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Posted 11 years agoToday I just feel misery and nothing else. I feel like no one wants me around or is bothered/annoyed by me. I feel like it's stupid for me to care as much as I do about people because it feels like they don't care the same way for me. Oh well...guess I'll just go back to getting art...Press f5 for...
Posted 11 years agoUmi's boobies!
Thought it was time for angry Cyanide to go away for a bit.
Meh
Posted 11 years agoStarting to feel alone again and like no one cares about me. It feels like the ones I thought did, don't really seem to. Oh well. I wish I could erase these feelings, but I can't.Support support support!
Posted 11 years ago Everyone please go donate to this artist! Help them out!
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http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13892057/Ever wonder
Posted 11 years ago Ever wonder if sometimes things just aren't worth it? Like all the effort you put into something is just pointless? That's exactly how I feel right now.Artwork ideas
Posted 11 years agoLast night I was mulling over ideas of things I want drawn eventually, so I decided I should make a list.
Kaida in a kimono holding a fishbowl with Kohana inside it. He'd be peaking out over the edge of the fishbowl and looking a little angry because somehow he became really tiny.
A sisters piece of my Zexyion, 
fursona.
Kohana swimming in the ocean.
Kaida flying over a Japanese garden.
Cyanide in feral form protecting a kill with his napalm blood.
Sugar in a tree being super lazy and really cute.
Umi dressed in a Harley Quinn cosplay or another cosplay of my choice.
More Egyptian stylized pieces of Khepri.
Kaida in a Kimono with Japanese Cherry Blossom trees surrounding her and by a lake.
Umi drawn as a 1950's style pin up model.
Kohana surfing.
Umi curled up in a shower looking very depressed.
Cadogan with a big creepy grin on his face looking well...creepy.
Umi dressed in Stitch pajamas cuddling a giant Stitch plush. (Stitch from Lilo and Stitch.)
Umi feeding her tail.
Umi dressed the the various styles of Harley Quinn that I like. (Classic Costume, Nurse, Arkham City, Injustice, Injustice Alt costume, DC Bombshell, Arkham Knights, Harley's Holiday, Dr. Harleen Quinnzel)
Daven holding an over stuffed bunny rabbit patchwork plush and looking cute.
Umi cosplaying as Party Poison.
Umi, 
, and all in Kigurumis of our choice! (Mine is Stitch)
Vesta cosplaying as a Sith.
This is disgusting
Posted 11 years agoTo every single one of my watchers, if any of you are attending Anthrocon please give this guy a swift kick in the pants for me.
https://twitter.com/EbonySheppy/sta.....073409/photo/1
He is impersonating a member of the community who passed away by the name of Lemonade Coyote. For those of you unaware of the story of Lemonade Coyote, please reference this wikifur article. I think this is disgusting and desecration to the memory of someone so beloved.
https://twitter.com/EbonySheppy/sta.....073409/photo/1
He is impersonating a member of the community who passed away by the name of Lemonade Coyote. For those of you unaware of the story of Lemonade Coyote, please reference this wikifur article. I think this is disgusting and desecration to the memory of someone so beloved.
Halp
Posted 11 years agoI need some help from a computer wiz who is smarter than I. I have recently installed my new tablet to my laptop. I opened paint tool sai to mess around in and it was working just fine. Then I adjusted the sensitivity to a lower setting so I could work better in sai with it. Now sai won't respond to any kind of click/press of my pen or my mouse to draw. I uninstalled and reinstalled sai and it didn't work. I decided to see if it was my tablet by opening GIMP and using that to draw, GIMP responded just fine. Any ideas what is wrong? Help please! I want to start working on being a better artist!!!
Bleh
Posted 11 years agoSo, I got a question. Lets say you have a friend or a child and you know that they are suffering from severe depression issues. You made plans to go hang out with some guy who strings you along pretending your his girlfriend all the while he's married. He won't even consider divorcing his wife for you. You've been at work all day and come home from a 9 to 5 day. Your child/friend says to you, Hey I wanted to go see a movie with you. Then you say, "Oh I promised so and so I'd go spend time with him." Your child/friend is visibly hurt and upset. Instead of thinking that maybe your child/friend really needs you, you yell at them, make them feel bad, and then leave to go be with the guy.
Would you instead of leaving, say to your kid/friend, hang on let me call this guy and we can go? Or would you sit there and basically say screw you to your kid/friend and that you'll do shit with them later on?
Honestly, I'd be more concerned with the kid/friend rather than the guy... But that's just me...
Would you instead of leaving, say to your kid/friend, hang on let me call this guy and we can go? Or would you sit there and basically say screw you to your kid/friend and that you'll do shit with them later on?
Honestly, I'd be more concerned with the kid/friend rather than the guy... But that's just me...
You ever felt
Posted 11 years agoYou ever felt like people don't support you? You know there are those that do and those people who do matter. However, there are people who you really wish would and you just feel they don't. I wish I could shake these feelings. I'm glad however I have some people who I hold dear that support decisions I make and will continue to do so.Feelings barf
Posted 11 years agoSo tonight I discovered my self-esteem is shot to hell. I don't feel confident in anything that I do. I feel like everything I do I fail at. I feel that I can't do anything right no matter how hard I try or how long I "keep at it." I always hear keep practicing you'll get better, but I never see improvement. I can work years at something and never seem to get better. I've tried different art mediums and never got better at them, meanwhile others improve so much compared to me. I've literally watched people I go to school with do better than me at things I've been working at for ages and they just started doing. It's like I have zero talent for anything...least that's how I feel. Bleh...stupid feelings, stupid self-esteem, stupid depression, stupid everything.I HAS A PUPPY!
Posted 11 years agoI adopted a puppy in real life on the 15th! Her name is Belle and she is two years old. She is part chihuahua and part terrier. (or so my mom and I were told.) She is really sweet and loving. She is super docile and loves being around people. She also loves to demand pets!
Below are a few pictures of her!
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Below are a few pictures of her!
http://i298.photobucket.com/albums/.....ps39c7ccd0.jpg
http://i298.photobucket.com/albums/.....psc642656b.jpg
http://i298.photobucket.com/albums/.....ps11a83399.jpg
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Posted 11 years agoLife fucking sucks. That is all.
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