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General | Posted 14 years agoAny of you doods own it? D:
This is the only 2PM song I'll ever like...
General | Posted 14 years agohttps://youtu.be/5QDgOca9FYc
... And it's all Ao No Exorcist's fault. xD Learn this dance with me!
READY READY READY FOR THE TAKE OFF!
... And it's all Ao No Exorcist's fault. xD Learn this dance with me!
READY READY READY FOR THE TAKE OFF!
I fixed my PSP...
General | Posted 14 years ago... And I realized that KEFKA CHEATS LIKE A BITCH.
I HATE PLAYING AS VAAN!
I HATE PLAYING AS VAAN!
Things are looking up!
General | Posted 14 years agoWell... A real life update instead of a video.
The truth is, I am still depressed. It's not been long since I've come back. I've seen and met a couple people. Tried to make a few connections, and I've even finally gotten back on FFXI. I'm a lot better than I was before, I will say. There's a few bits of lingering depression I'm hoping to get over. But on to the better news. I do miss my boyfriend terribly. I think about him a lot when I'm in NYC and I see all the gay couples holding hands... I just keep thinking.
I got another internship, this time at a commercial company! My brother basically got me this gig. It's a paid internship, and I work all through the week until the weekends, so I'll be sure to be almost constantly busy. Sure, it's minimum wage, but from 9AM - 6.30PM. I'm not complaining. Even better; if I do really well, they'll hire me on as a fulltime employee! I am overwhelmed with this. And I'll be sure to do my absolute best.
Maybe one day, I'll be making the commercials you guys'll love. Hahaha. It's a dream. I'm going to try and be successful like, my brother.
Over this weekend, I also ordered a new monitor, and it'll be delivered by Wednesday or Thursday! Along with getting my dad's old desk! I can start drawing a lot again! It's wonderful! (I can also play my PS3 on it... XD)
On top of that. I did a lot of work for my dad today, so he bought me parts to ressurect my PSP. I'll be so glad to get this all fixed and be able to play my video games again!
It's been looking up. I'm glad. I hope I'll become successful.
Problem
On another note... I weighed myself... I've lost too much weight from being depressed. I am 136 lbs... And I don't know any sort of way to gain weight... I'm really scared. I AM Underweight. It's a horrific problem for me. I have little to no body fat. At my height (6'0"), it's unhealthy. Can anyone please help me?
The truth is, I am still depressed. It's not been long since I've come back. I've seen and met a couple people. Tried to make a few connections, and I've even finally gotten back on FFXI. I'm a lot better than I was before, I will say. There's a few bits of lingering depression I'm hoping to get over. But on to the better news. I do miss my boyfriend terribly. I think about him a lot when I'm in NYC and I see all the gay couples holding hands... I just keep thinking.
I got another internship, this time at a commercial company! My brother basically got me this gig. It's a paid internship, and I work all through the week until the weekends, so I'll be sure to be almost constantly busy. Sure, it's minimum wage, but from 9AM - 6.30PM. I'm not complaining. Even better; if I do really well, they'll hire me on as a fulltime employee! I am overwhelmed with this. And I'll be sure to do my absolute best.
Maybe one day, I'll be making the commercials you guys'll love. Hahaha. It's a dream. I'm going to try and be successful like, my brother.
Over this weekend, I also ordered a new monitor, and it'll be delivered by Wednesday or Thursday! Along with getting my dad's old desk! I can start drawing a lot again! It's wonderful! (I can also play my PS3 on it... XD)
On top of that. I did a lot of work for my dad today, so he bought me parts to ressurect my PSP. I'll be so glad to get this all fixed and be able to play my video games again!
It's been looking up. I'm glad. I hope I'll become successful.
Problem
On another note... I weighed myself... I've lost too much weight from being depressed. I am 136 lbs... And I don't know any sort of way to gain weight... I'm really scared. I AM Underweight. It's a horrific problem for me. I have little to no body fat. At my height (6'0"), it's unhealthy. Can anyone please help me?
Why?
General | Posted 14 years agoI am torn...
General | Posted 14 years agoI don't really like Glee as it is. Well... It's not that Idislike it, but I don't like it either. But this got really strange... When Glee made a cover of FRIDAY... UAGH
It... dare I say... actually sounds good... But the lyrics still suck.
https://youtu.be/Ey-VNes5YQs
It... dare I say... actually sounds good... But the lyrics still suck.
https://youtu.be/Ey-VNes5YQs
Streaming! (Done)
General | Posted 14 years agoIf anyone wants to join. I'm finishing up my FFXI 9th Anniversary Fan Art Picture.
http://www.livestream.com/Blibblesart
Have fun!
EDIT:
Thanks for coming everyone!! Short as it was.
http://www.livestream.com/Blibblesart
Have fun!
EDIT:
Thanks for coming everyone!! Short as it was.
Time for something cute...
General | Posted 14 years agoI apologize for all the creepy videos. They're just funny to watch. xD Anyway... I give my fans a brief relief from my insanity.
https://youtu.be/y6GaPkkGZGw
Oh, and being meguca is suffering.
https://youtu.be/y6GaPkkGZGw
Oh, and being meguca is suffering.
Bayolante~
General | Posted 14 years agoI think I've shown this before... but...
https://youtu.be/FYflJhKQztI
Fuck yeah this is hilarious. xDDDDD
https://youtu.be/FYflJhKQztI
Fuck yeah this is hilarious. xDDDDD
So... I'm thoroughly disturbed.
General | Posted 14 years agoFLASH CS3 QUESTION!!
General | Posted 14 years agoDoes ANYONE, JUST ANYONE know how to use Gradients in Flash like in Photoshop? Layer Settings?
I'm so stumped trying to figure out how to do any kind of coloring in Flash other than it being really basic. Or importing the images from say... Flash, and trying to animate that, but that's not working to my advantage.
Even moreso, I have Adobe AfterEffects and I'm trying to learn how to edit videos in it. (Mind, it runs at snail's pace on my dinky little Leliel (My MacMini.)) So can anyone tell me what I'm doing wrong or explain a few things to me?
I'm trying to make stuff like the thing I had literally just posted up. I need help.
I'm so stumped trying to figure out how to do any kind of coloring in Flash other than it being really basic. Or importing the images from say... Flash, and trying to animate that, but that's not working to my advantage.
Even moreso, I have Adobe AfterEffects and I'm trying to learn how to edit videos in it. (Mind, it runs at snail's pace on my dinky little Leliel (My MacMini.)) So can anyone tell me what I'm doing wrong or explain a few things to me?
I'm trying to make stuff like the thing I had literally just posted up. I need help.
I have ze German Accent so of course I love beer
General | Posted 14 years agoEVERYBODY POOPS AND IF THEY DON'T THEY'RE AN ANDROID
General | Posted 14 years agoHow to overcome depression
General | Posted 14 years agoHey FA... I'm a bit depressed these days. Not about anything in particular, but it always turns into something a little more than it should, and I know I cause a lot of issues. It's something that's a part of me, and I'm trying very hard to not let it get to me. Ultimately, what happens is that I kind of cry to myself on my bed. No lie. I don't feel much better after it either.
Usually, what it comes down to is that I want a lot of people to be proud of me when I do something. And I know I sound like an attention whore, I probably am, but I also know that I'm not the only person out there looking for recognition. But what I'm really looking for, is not recognition from anyone, but from people around me, who I mean something special to. I wish it wasn't the case, but I feel like I constantly need to be told that I'm doing great, or to keep at something. And it makes me feel a little bit better. Like I can press on.
For the few friends I have, I just want to make them proud. That's my biggest thing... but I want to stop. I wanna start thinking more for myself, instead of depending on other people to give me the strength to move on. I feel a bit weak that I can't. Admitting this is kind of tough, because I know I get really competitive for attention from people who mean something to me, but I want to find a way to stop being depressed and letting myself think way too much.
Can you guys help me?
Usually, what it comes down to is that I want a lot of people to be proud of me when I do something. And I know I sound like an attention whore, I probably am, but I also know that I'm not the only person out there looking for recognition. But what I'm really looking for, is not recognition from anyone, but from people around me, who I mean something special to. I wish it wasn't the case, but I feel like I constantly need to be told that I'm doing great, or to keep at something. And it makes me feel a little bit better. Like I can press on.
For the few friends I have, I just want to make them proud. That's my biggest thing... but I want to stop. I wanna start thinking more for myself, instead of depending on other people to give me the strength to move on. I feel a bit weak that I can't. Admitting this is kind of tough, because I know I get really competitive for attention from people who mean something to me, but I want to find a way to stop being depressed and letting myself think way too much.
Can you guys help me?
Late Night Streaming (Done)
General | Posted 14 years agoGANG FIGHT by Rebecca Black and some Livestream Rules
General | Posted 14 years agohttps://youtu.be/1GaKaGwch0U
OY EE OH GOTTA BRING MAH CHICKEN.
Anyway, I've had my first livestream a couple days ago... I'm gonna have my next livestream soon, and I have a few things that have irked since the first one. so here. Listen up, or I WILL ban you. I am not nice to people who won't follow the rules.
Livestream Rules:
1. Do not pester me for free artwork. This is the most common rule that must be followed.
2. Do not ask for free art and then leave once you've gotten your request. I find that very inconsiderate. And rude. A certain person has done that to me, and I will not allow him in ever again.
3. Do not post anything graphic or otherwise in the chat log. I'm squeamish, I admit it. But I know other people are as well. If not for my sake, for theirs too. Got it?
4. Be kind and courteous to fellow viewers. This goes without saying. But I feel I must, because I know there's the occasional brat that decides to fuck the rules and say what they want.
5. Try to keep the chat coherent and happy. I don't mind mindless humor, but it's annoying when I can't always read what you guys are talking about.
6. DON'T TOUCH MY MUSIC! It's sacred.
7. Have fun, and laugh. My channel is here to make people laugh. Okay? I mean it. I want to make people smile.
OY EE OH GOTTA BRING MAH CHICKEN.
Anyway, I've had my first livestream a couple days ago... I'm gonna have my next livestream soon, and I have a few things that have irked since the first one. so here. Listen up, or I WILL ban you. I am not nice to people who won't follow the rules.
Livestream Rules:
1. Do not pester me for free artwork. This is the most common rule that must be followed.
2. Do not ask for free art and then leave once you've gotten your request. I find that very inconsiderate. And rude. A certain person has done that to me, and I will not allow him in ever again.
3. Do not post anything graphic or otherwise in the chat log. I'm squeamish, I admit it. But I know other people are as well. If not for my sake, for theirs too. Got it?
4. Be kind and courteous to fellow viewers. This goes without saying. But I feel I must, because I know there's the occasional brat that decides to fuck the rules and say what they want.
5. Try to keep the chat coherent and happy. I don't mind mindless humor, but it's annoying when I can't always read what you guys are talking about.
6. DON'T TOUCH MY MUSIC! It's sacred.
7. Have fun, and laugh. My channel is here to make people laugh. Okay? I mean it. I want to make people smile.
Got an HTC Surround...
General | Posted 14 years agoAND YOU CAN'T MAKE CUSTOM RINGTONES YET!! >8[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[
I AM DISAPPOINT.
But overall it's nice and sleek. I like it.
I AM DISAPPOINT.
But overall it's nice and sleek. I like it.
Live Streaming now? (DONE)
General | Posted 14 years agoI figure I might as well try this live stream now.
I'll be doing sketches for people, but only one at a time.
And I'll only choose the one that I think is appropriate. So... With that...
Let's begin.
Click Here for the Channel.
It's my first time. So let's try this.
EDIT:
Next time, I'll be putting up some rules, because at the very start, someone did something that I really do not appreciate. Not just me, but I'm sure others would not appreciate it.
I'll be doing sketches for people, but only one at a time.
And I'll only choose the one that I think is appropriate. So... With that...
Let's begin.
Click Here for the Channel.
It's my first time. So let's try this.
EDIT:
Next time, I'll be putting up some rules, because at the very start, someone did something that I really do not appreciate. Not just me, but I'm sure others would not appreciate it.
ARIA the Animation & Natural Soundtracks
General | Posted 15 years agoSo, getting away from that angry rant, I've not watched this anime yet, and I've been meaning to since it's one of the most slice of lifeiest slice of life anime ever, according to my friend. But I've been listening to the soundtrack, which is SUPER soothing.
https://youtu.be/wMSAkmKB0BE
I haven't been so relaxed listening to music since that Hawaiin Singer, Teresa Bright. (Which she is also good, I really loved her music. Highly recommend her music.)
But ARIA's soundtracks but the Choro Club is just... beyond beautiful and serene. For those that don't know me... I prefer things that are happy and lighthearted, and often relaxing. No, pop doesn't actually cut it for me. Too exciting and not much is conveyed through it... Aria's soundtrack manages to convey a lot of emotion through just a Mandolin, Guitar, and a Double Bass.
It's gorgeous. Like I'm laying in a crystal blue ocean on the beach. It's deserted for miles. The bright sun washing over me like a thin blanket of warm silk. The wind blowing over your body to cool you at the same time. That's what the ARIA Soundtrack feels like.
Unfortunately, the animation's quality is average at best, and sometimes slips into mediocre... But the music more than makes up for it. And the voice acting quality, from what I've heard is pretty good as well. I'll read the manga too.
So here.
Relax.
https://youtu.be/Tk10Y-q1SeY
Expect most of this kind of stuff in the soundtrack.
I wish Mars flooded already so we can start living there and I can visit Neo Venezia. Hahaha.
https://youtu.be/8Ybj6jN-Qj8
I'm not a hardcore person, and I never will be. I'm soft to the touch, and that's the way I'll remain.
(But even knowing this, I still know about today's hardcore media... xD)
https://youtu.be/wMSAkmKB0BE
I haven't been so relaxed listening to music since that Hawaiin Singer, Teresa Bright. (Which she is also good, I really loved her music. Highly recommend her music.)
But ARIA's soundtracks but the Choro Club is just... beyond beautiful and serene. For those that don't know me... I prefer things that are happy and lighthearted, and often relaxing. No, pop doesn't actually cut it for me. Too exciting and not much is conveyed through it... Aria's soundtrack manages to convey a lot of emotion through just a Mandolin, Guitar, and a Double Bass.
It's gorgeous. Like I'm laying in a crystal blue ocean on the beach. It's deserted for miles. The bright sun washing over me like a thin blanket of warm silk. The wind blowing over your body to cool you at the same time. That's what the ARIA Soundtrack feels like.
Unfortunately, the animation's quality is average at best, and sometimes slips into mediocre... But the music more than makes up for it. And the voice acting quality, from what I've heard is pretty good as well. I'll read the manga too.
So here.
Relax.
https://youtu.be/Tk10Y-q1SeY
Expect most of this kind of stuff in the soundtrack.
I wish Mars flooded already so we can start living there and I can visit Neo Venezia. Hahaha.
https://youtu.be/8Ybj6jN-Qj8
I'm not a hardcore person, and I never will be. I'm soft to the touch, and that's the way I'll remain.
(But even knowing this, I still know about today's hardcore media... xD)
WAT TE FUK CARTOON NETWORK?!
General | Posted 15 years agohttps://youtu.be/Mj0oZroQHmo
WTF IS THIS NIGHTMARISH SHIT YOU'RE PUTTING ON NEXT MONTH?!
WHY DO WE EVEN BOTHER HAVING ANIMATORS?! I COULD MAKE THIS IN TOILET!
WTF IS THIS NIGHTMARISH SHIT YOU'RE PUTTING ON NEXT MONTH?!
WHY DO WE EVEN BOTHER HAVING ANIMATORS?! I COULD MAKE THIS IN TOILET!
Livestream maybe?
General | Posted 15 years agoI dunnooo... I'm thinking about doing a livestream and doing really quick sketches for people. Suggested to me by -Alexx-.
What do you guys think?
What do you guys think?
Giving a Shout out!
General | Posted 15 years agoOK, I've felt for a while that this guy doesn't get enough props for what he draws.
He's an amazing cartoonist with much potential and I have not seen him get much notoriety. Go look at
scathelocke. I mean really. C'mon people!
He's an amazing cartoonist with much potential and I have not seen him get much notoriety. Go look at
scathelocke. I mean really. C'mon people!TOMOE MAMI'S THEME COVER?! OH... SHIT...
General | Posted 15 years agoArt Block, Meet Powerful Music.
General | Posted 15 years agohttps://youtu.be/LAB54Kb8dSk
Soothing and constantly moving, like water.
https://youtu.be/4OBrWYWurU0
Powerful! More Power!
https://youtu.be/LTDAVnFXWsg
The first song to scare me and almost make me cry...
I need to make something... >T
Soothing and constantly moving, like water.
https://youtu.be/4OBrWYWurU0
Powerful! More Power!
https://youtu.be/LTDAVnFXWsg
The first song to scare me and almost make me cry...
I need to make something... >T
Oh my god, my friends are there! ;A ; EDIT: THEY'RE OKAY.
General | Posted 15 years agoEDIT: Good news! They're okay. I'm so happy. I'm gonna take a moment to cry.
3 of my friends were caught in the Japan Earthquake this morning... last night... I don't care! I just wanna make sure they're safe! If anything happened to them, I swear to god...
2 of them are my best friends. I couldn't bear to lose them. I hope they're alright. I don't know how to call to Japan, or even if numbers from the UK going to Japan works. I've still heard nothing from nasamuka and it's freaking me out. I'm so scared.
How do I call Japan from the US?!
3 of my friends were caught in the Japan Earthquake this morning... last night... I don't care! I just wanna make sure they're safe! If anything happened to them, I swear to god...
2 of them are my best friends. I couldn't bear to lose them. I hope they're alright. I don't know how to call to Japan, or even if numbers from the UK going to Japan works. I've still heard nothing from nasamuka and it's freaking me out. I'm so scared.
How do I call Japan from the US?!
