ok so lifes a little jankey but things will be back on track soon
im moving like across country in two weeks so thats ben taking up like a metric ton of my time as of late so apologies.
Upon moving i need to sort out my medication and stuff like asap..my last perscription made my paranoia and anxiety peak and i legit was convinced while on it
that everyone secretly hated me and dident want to talk to me
good stuff.

also it made my suicidal thoughts worse so needless to say being exausted and depressed is better than being paranoid, and manic depressed..like damn i wasent thinkin right and half the time thought that id leave my room and be greated by my current room mate and her mother berating me like i was living garbage and a degenerate.

which my rl family ended up dooin last week so yeaa....

tell someone your depressed and suicidal and they pretty much invalidate the entirity of your work by stating that drawing 'nsfw' is disgusting and depraved and that i was pandering to scum for dooing so and pretty much and i quote 'defiling my art'

i wasent having any of that shit and cleared up that while i do draw nsfw stuff that can get spicy for pay
I draw downright kinky shit for myself like damn..i like it extra spicy and a little freaky.

and that shaming me for drawing what i want is the literal dumbest thing ever..


i phrased it better..essentially that drawing the human form is difficult and takes skill, if they are naked i cant cheat on anatomy..and there is nothing shameful with the human form and refuse to be shamed for drawing it.


i laughed while texting my responce because they dont know that i draw primarily furry nsfw XDDD



so tldr,

my irl family is shit
my meds have ben making life beyond horrific
im moving across the country in two weeks
i havent forgotten commissions im dooing, i just havent had much time to complete them and am stressed af.


thanks for stickin with me and being understanding, you guys are the literal best <3
ill prolly do some really cute free adoptables and linearts ect for yall to enjoy after im settled in to my new place.gotta give back to those who have ben beyond patient with me <3 lookin at you ashley bby

heck may do saucy coloring book pages as well

and yes i will be doing tutorials like i promised, got new program and jazz so gotta get that sorted ;3


also i will not be re making a face book its a pain in the ass and i keep getting the alternate accounts i make reported for copying my actual name..like..how do i even prove im not copying myself?

you can message me on mah twitter here https://twitter.com/BlindChan

I check it often and will post completed work there and here
im also getting my phone sorted out so i can tweet on mobile so ill be able to communicate with peoples when im not home and give updates on the regular without a mass interface cluttering mah space.

https://twitter.com/BlindChan
follow me on twitter for updates and wips :3

So I cant access my facebook anymore and am dealing with that at the moment hooray...I also started taking anti depressants

Alright then guys stream will be live in 10 mins! wot!

Todays stream special is 25 dollar flat color sketches!! they will be made live! NSFW is enabled so go nuts my friends hope to see you all there

picarto.tv/Blindblackcat

special offer for reference sheets! Hey dere im making full reference sheets for the one time price of 40$ theese include 4 views,detail closeups and for 15$ more will include a 10 headshot expression chart
I need one as an example so its half off of what id normally charge for it! (they are alot of time invested therefore the price)
I will also open commissions for fursuiter specific reference sheets where i make a ref chart in the fursuit style theese would be cheaper but save you alot of trouble when looking to get a fursuit made or making one yourself.
the fursuiter one would include a sheet where I hunted down the fabric colors required thus making it more efficent and simple..if theese sound like a good idea let me know.

so right now im sick,I feel drained and hardly have the energy to sit up..not to mention my back screaming when a bend in the slightest...hooray for injuries!

so as it stands tommorah im getting a new internet card so streams will be back on tuesday and ill be able to actually load a webpage..neato!

Im trying to get traffic to my patreon to relieve some of the stress im under..If anyone has any ideas Id love to hear them ;3

https://www.patreon.com/Blindblackcat

Hello there my name is blind, Im an animator,artist,plush maker and video game junkie.
Above all else I want to create free content for my watchers,viewers ect regardless of where i post.
However due to my injury Its very difficult for me to find a job and hold it, as it stands I face an ultimatum.
Make the same amount a month someone with a part time job would get or become homeless...
yea its frightening.

I need to make 25$ a day every day to not be booted(700$ a month). The issue with this is I dont charge alot for my art and will work myself to the point of sickness,something I cannot afford now and I feel it happening as I type.
I hope through patreon support it can help alleviate the stress Im under and allow me to take a day off a week at some point in the future so I can rest and recuperate.

I really want to make free content like comics,animations,art and games for everyone to enjoy.
The more support I get via patreon the more time I can dedicate to free content for everyone.

ok then ladies and gents today ill be streaming in spurts for your viewing pleasure including a special quick commission stream at 8pm. the rules for the qcs stream is simple..you pay 5$ and request a sketch..the sky is the limit! the qcs stream may contain nsfw so viewer discretion is advised..
The regular streams for today will consist of the following.
-stream 1 - Begins at 12:00pm -duration 4 hrs (max)
warm up quick sketch commission relay...4-30 min time alloted commission slots. These slots are available for 10$ each, for thoose who have watched me draw 30 mins dosent sound like alot of time but its enough for me to do some crazy things..comment below for a slot.
completion of archer picture
completion of leauge of legends tarot card
completion of solstice dancing fox gif
completion of panda king chibi
-break time-
-stream 2- Begins at 4:00pm-5pm (depending on when break was taken)
beginning lol pinups X2
beginning dancing gifs for alexandra,freeya and docisco
- ekko in time painting
back to the future ekko
-stream 3- Begins at 8:00pm
Qcs stream

for thoose wondering, ordering the dancing icon gif will take roughly a week to complete your order at the latest usually within 3-5 days depending if i get sick ect.
I will livestream me making your art every single time unless requested to be a surprise gift in which i will work on offline.

I am working on making a set stream scheduel and my set weekly commission slots so i dont burn myself out.

If your piece is taking too long its usually because i took liberties with something and began to make it more complex than i should have weve all ben there intended cel shading becomes painting XDD

Chu chu eggs will be released tonight in 18 minuets! there are 5 slots!

you buy your wishing star,design the egg and nest..the chu is born a week after the wish is made!

the official slots will be available at midnight so sign up and get your stars!

its 15 for a bronze star that allows you to use the normal traits and warm or pastel pallets (limit 3 colors) and can only have the stripped pattern

20 dollars for a silver star which allows you to use cool shades and the rare traits, theese may have a spotted pattern and have a chance to be born as a chugga (large chu)

30 dollars for the gold star which is free reign of all traits and pattern