okay so the five winners are:

 0plm
 Zarus195
 Evilmarmelade
 Pontos
 Valkyr1a

Thank you everyone else for taking part. I shall definatly be doing more of these in the future so next time it could be you!

I shall get all of the images sketched out and then send them to you through PM/dropbox aswell as uploading them to FA, hope that is okay. Now time to get drawing haha ^_^!

I'm offering a free sketch to 5 people so if you want to post like you references to any sonas/characters and I shall have an rng thing decide which 5 get selected. It is going to be a full body pose thing so if you also have any key words or phrases that you think might influence what kind of pose I should draw them in kinda thing. That could even be a theme say if you want me to dress them up as a pirate or a superhero or something(this can be a tf too.) . I shall look to picking which one by about 23:30 today gmt and I will let you know who's got what then.

We'd been sat in silence for a while after that. He'd gone back to his phone whilst I'd picked up my sketch book and made a study of him with a ball point. The atramentous lines made me feel good, like I was marking the page into something older than myself, like it'd become some Artefact of some long forgotten history. Each mark affirmed it's existence and gave some breath of life into an unforeseeable legacy that only my day-dreamer of a mind could fathom.

- a thing I wrote once... It was a part or a larger passage of a small interaction between two characters from a project I play a part in every so often... It is likely it will never be used for anything but I kinda just re-read this and thought hey I really like it why not share it kinda thing.

So I dunno, I feel like I'm getting nowhere in life. I'm finding it impossible to get a job and I think my art style is stale and miserable... And that only matters because of the superficial buzz I get from seeing the veiwe counter go up. (I do not mean that I don't appreciate it that you take time to look at my work. But when there is fuck all going on in my life, seeing that number go up makes me feel like life is just that little bit more worth it...) which if you read the brackets might not seem so superficial... My home life and people within are presuring me to find work in a place where it dose not exist, my older sibling wants me to find £300 for a deposit on a place by the summer, my uncle wants me to have my drivers licence because I told him I would try get it done... Mean while this is all just typing and I feel as cool as a cucumber. It doesn't help that this past week I've managed to alienate a friend and another friend has put themselves in great danger and I can't do anything for them because my family moved to the back end of nowhere, where jobs are few and far between... I just fail to see the point in most things and at the moment I can't remember why I really bother with drawing... Sorry I don't like doing these but meh, it might help.

IT now has some info about me and stuff so that is good! I hope in some ways it kinda adds something to me as a presence on FA kinda thing.

hey there so like I'm getting close to finishing up the 4th part to my comic reality check, it is 20 pages long and I'm just like adding the finishing touches and hoping to have it out sometime this week kinda thing. it is going to uploaded as a flash file, an iteractive page turner thing so it will feel like a comic kinda thing haha.

I'm still open for comissions if anyone is interested :)

Thanks to  andy reality check is back on track sorry if I worried anyone earlier and I guess we all just learnt a little something about me for better or for worse but yeah there is always a tasty silver sandwich to be had!

So I was about to start work on reality check again, I go looking for the file and it is not there. All that is, is a corrupted JPEG with the name of the psd file, and another psd file which was a cropped edit of something else I drew on the same psd file... The crop means I've lost 70% of the comic as I was a damn fool and worked on it on the same file, stupidly something I usually do, bad habits die hard. So yeah it is fucked, I can salvage it but I'm rather upset right now as I kinda broke a thing in dumb rage about the file just having gone, there was quite a bit of work I'd put into something and to have it all gone for seemingly no reason that is likely somehow my fault... I lost my temper. A thing got broke. My god damned Frederick that was a gift from my dad... Which is doubly bad as he's dead and so what little sentimental value that I do place over objects has just hit me with a massive pang of 'your a cunt for losing your temper' and now as per usual I've gone back to the full state of feeling nothing at all because I should really get diagnosed with some mild form of bipolar because that's all I got. Bland nothing or extremes of happy, sad or angry whenever I should be blessed enough that mind permits me to have such vivid emotions.... Did I mention I was pissed off? So now that it is in this state it is going to take a lot of sighing before I can face redoing a comic I got half way through completing. Like a lot of sighing, like you'd think my soul was trying to escape amount of sighing. I realise that I have contradicted myself saying I'm pissed off then saying I feel nothing... Well I feel nothing but I know what it is supposed to sound like when you want to sound pissed off which is why the wall of text. Either way fuck my sorry insignificant spec of a life... Reality check part 4 WILL happen eventually! Just going to need to spend some time hating myself first.

AND here is a nifty interactive page turning catalouge thing for you to see all the kinds of things I am offering :) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18997991/

Okay hello there this is going to be a long one so I'm going to try start with the most important stuff first?

Commissions will be reopening soon for what maybe a good month or two.

This means that I will once again be revising the price of the works I will be producing to make it more reasonable and fair for me and hopefully agreeable to you.

It also means I will be able to work for longer on pieces and thus provide better quality work. (Those of you who have got work from me in the past will know that I work very quickly. So I guess it can only be a better thing if I allow for more time.)

I will be able to offer a lager range of things at different prices like most other artists might. From sketches being the lowest to things like comics, paintings and reference sheets being on the high end.

I shall later in the coming week likely have a price list up.

I'm able to open up commissions again because I shall be returning home from the last two weeks of work experience. At home I have my own room and a level of privacy that permits me the chance to make work which is awesome because I've missed drawing. The time I have at home I'm going to try and get my drivers license to then travel back down to where I am presently in order to find a job to work towards getting onto a journalism course so I can put my work experience to good use and gain some skills that can be applied to to so much more. The problem with where I live at home is there isn't much in ways of work for me and it is very much a nesscity that I have a car. And so what I am hoping is that by doing commissions I can raise money to start paying my way at home so I can move forward and eventually move out. I know that a months worth of work isn't going to get me amazingly far but it is a positive start.

So I hope people are interested and that I'm able to make a ton of work :)

I'm sorry that I can't be more open than I am about all these things, my trouble is that I don't want to put too much information and somehow risk compromising myself to anyone who might know me outside of this community. This is not because I am ashamed or anything of the sort. I just fear the repocussions of being found out as it were. Too much to deal with kinda thing and it would likely be the death of me... And I do not say that lightly. I honestly don't think I could cope with the drama that would befall me not matter how small it may seem to the outside world.

But I like to be honest which is why I apologise. Because to a degree being all mysterious isn't helpful when trying to make friends and developing relations. So please if you would be awesome enough to bear with me, one day soon I may be in a position where all of the above isn't so important and I can relax and be more open.

If you got this far thank you for reading... I'm not the kind of person to expect or demand that people should care, I just like to be real I guess and yeah...

yup, this time tomorrow I shall be off and meeting my new potential emplyoer and living in a space where, personal space is next to nonexistant and thus my ability to produce art for this site once again come screaming to a hualt. xD; thinking about it I don't really suppose that is much of a problem for anyone... just means that once again things like reality check have to be placed on hold... >.> and I kinda got quite far into making the next one. Anyway yeah, got to get my life into some state that the world deems acceptable... I will still be around... just not really producing art.

thanks for reading!

HI there, once again I am in need of some funds and I need to make the money in a relativly short amount of time. I have 8 days to make as much as I can and I am will to work my butt off to get it. I have called them Emergency commissions because of the urgent nature of my situation. I basically have the chance of getting a job BUT I need money in order to travle to it and eat day to day before I can get paid... I'm in no position to ask for an advance or to borrow money from anyone and so once again the only kind of option I have is to ask if anyone would like to commission me.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18715945/ that is a link to the add this journal is just kinda a err booster kinda thing anyway tanks for reading

SLOTS

1.  run-nbw - le Fin http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18736339/
2.  SylfvoreSharpclaw - le fin http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18771508/
3.  run-nbw -le fin http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18791153/
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

Okay so that is a bit of an open ended question but hopefully it is a welcome one. To expand and explain a little more, I would like to know what you- dear reader, would you like to see me producing in terms or art work out put... Aside from my sporadic submission every now and then which is mostly done one whim... I recently received a note of someone asking if I might return to my gw2 tf themed comic 'reality check' which is something that is totally possible. But like would anyone like to see me open up commission slots sorta thing or is there any kinda themes or animals you think you'd like to see me draw or have people tf'd into... I'm not going to be able to guarantee anything but any and all suggestions given, I will take on board. But yeah was just kind of curious I suppose...

Thanks for reading.

I think I’ve figured out why I don’t like writing journals but it makes me feel like a very insular person (bear with me I will get to the point… eventually). I figure it is because in writing a journal, you have to assume that people care, because a journal’s intent is to be read by people. People, that you must presume have some pre conceived interest in you and thus want to know about you. So what it boils down to for me is, “why should people care about me?” a huge self-esteem issue that I’m likely never to conquer. I find it hard to understand why anyone should want to invest their time on me because I’m nothing special. The reason why I won’t conquer this, because I think it is perfectly reasonable. However it is a negative thing because for example it means I feel unimportant and 'in the way', my journals being wasted cyber space.

BUT the reason I am making this journal is to inform anyone who is interested xD; that form this Saturday I will be in America, working over the summer times. So my FA and indeed any kind of online presence that I have will fade into obscurity until I get back sometime in August. It sucks, as I feel like I’ve really shown some momentum these last two weeks, meeting new people and producing commissions. Something of a huge personal mile stone, to which I can only thank the commissioners, seriously guys you’ve really helped me overcome a huge anxiety block. Something I can’t thank you enough for.

I would also like to thank all watchers, old and new and everyone who faves my work. For one I am awful for getting around and doing it personally on peoples profiles. And also you all bolster my confidence massively and I suppose that without that, this profile would have died when I had intended to make it so.

I have a lot to be thankful for… so thank you!

(In regards to the commissions I have thus far produced 7 out of the 10 I was hoping and will likely be working on number 8 sometime soon. However, I will be closing them on the Friday 19th as it is unlikely I will be able to complete anything after that date until my return. Once again I can only humbly thank you guys, you’ve kept me fed! (XD; I’m in a rather complex financial situation))

;D thank you for reading!

Hello… I’m going to be taking commissions. I’m offering 3R (W 89 mm x L 127 mm) Line art pieces. With 10 slots going as first come first serve.

An example of my line work/add: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16752324/

They will be £10 each… and I will be using pay pal as a means to deal with the money exchange.
This will be the first time ever that I have done this and honestly it is causing me quite the bit of anxiety over it. However I am very much in need of the money as I’ve got myself into a predicament. As I need to eat. I shan’t lament but basically at the moment this is my only option.

The idea of selling my art has always been something that I’ve always been on the fence about doing. Simply because on some level I think art should be free and on others, I don’t feel like my art is worth anything. After all it is just lines and shapes. BUT the world demands that it should be otherwise.

In terms of content I’m willing to draw most things. I feel I should say that if you are not over 18, then asking for adult stuff is a no go… But I guess that is rudimentary. I can offer a maximum of two characters in each or if say you request a TF with one character, there can also be illustrated aspects of the change about the figure.

Once the commission is complete and you have received your file, I must ask that you do not reproduce the image for monetary or commercial gain. However it is yours to upload FA and other such social forums at your discretion. Please, site me if you do. I will not upload the image to my account on FA unless you have expressed permission otherwise. Also, any characters I draw will be the IP of the commissioner, as such I will at no point claim ownership over them.
I can’t think if there is anything I missed with the terms stuff. But please be aware that buying a commission will obligate you to these terms.

I hope that is okay… like I said I’ve never done anything like this before. SO deep breath and fingers crossed!
Please note me if you are interested.
Thank you for your time! :)

Hello dear readers, I'm not very good at these types of things but I shall give it my all… So I guess I’m not exactly new to this site however, I’m not exactly 100% confident- just in general, I guess. And so my presence so far could be likened to that of the narrator of the Tell Tale Heart, of course without the murderous intent xD (I have a dry sense of humour, can you tell?) but just peeking in every now and then. This though, is very much in poor taste and bad practice. As the works I’ve uploaded have been, what I would consider, very well received. (Kind of to my surprise, I’m very flattered.) However, due to my sporadic activity, I’ve not thanked people who’ve favourited or watched me since… well for a while and the positive response has kind been overwhelming. So I would like to take this time to firstly apologise for not getting around to it sooner, secondly to thank very one for taking the time to look at my work and either watch or favourite it. Thank you, it really does mean a lot to me.
Err… I am going to try and upload more work and have a bit more diversification in terms of theme? So I guess I mean more than just TF stuff. Once I feel like my gallery is a bit more… filled, I may ask if anyone would like to commission me, kind of thing. First I need to like summon the strength to relearn how to use pay-pal and then the courage to actually ask for money for something I’ve made. The entire thing makes me nervous but hey, that is time away. Anyway once again thank you very much, for both your attention and your time.