I'M NOT DEAD.

A lot has happened. Went through an identity change, misplaced various contacts, lost internet a few times, went through heartbreak and had to kick an abusive ex out of my home.

NOW.

I'm living with Joran, Jinu, and some Cassie chick who gets on my nerves. ;D

I'm on my mom's computer mooching her internet.

I'm building my reputation over again.

I'm checking on here to see what I do owe people. I owe some sketches and the like. IF I OWE YOU ARTWORK, PLEASE NOTE MY NEW ACCOUNT WHICH I WILL BE LISTING. I ALWAYS MEANT TO FORWARD MY WATCHERS, BUT ACTUALLY FORGOT TO. ANYWAYS, I plan on compensating what I owe plus goodies, since I want to make it up to you guys. My commissioners were always so patient and loyal.

I DON'T HAVE INTERNET. I highly doubt I will for another week or two. I'm trying as hard as I can but money's tight right now.

I DID TO GO ANTHROCON. I DID TOUCH FURRIES. I TOUCHED THEM SO HARD. AND MURRED. EVERYWHERE.

I'M GOING TO BE DUMPING ART ONCE I GET ONLINE AGAIN SO WATCH OUT.

I RELOCATED TO  jaguarpaws

LOVE YOU ALLLLLL. -Implodes-

PLUS. PLEASE. NOTE ME ON MY OTHER ACCOUNT IF WE'RE CLOSE AND YOU'D LIKE TO KEEP IN TOUCH VIA TEXT OR SOMETHING. I'D LOVE TO TALK TO YOU PEEPS!

So I haven't been online in a few days. Aside my lack of motivation, my mom's kept me fairly busy around the house. The convention was great while it lasted, now to get back to living in the middle of nowhere. Commissions are taking longer to get done than I thought considering my mom also gave me two projects to help out with. 1) The website for her business, 2) The invitations for my aunt's baby shower. I'm running around frantic ripping my hair out because not only does it feel like there's not enough hours in the day anymore, it takes a few hours after I wake up before I feel motivated enough to get anything done. Anxiety perhaps? Psh. :P

I hate to put commissions off but this stuff is kind of a bit more urgent. x_x

In other news my phone is like 'LOL FUCK YOU BLINQUE' and is glitching out...again. I don't know if I need to update it again or what, but it's starting to piss me off. Texts are getting to me later and later, and sometimes I don't get them at all. Sometimes they won't send either. So if I haven't been responding or texting, you guys know why.

I've gotten back into the habit of playing DDR. Only then did I realize how out of shape I've become over the past few months. >-> Time to rid myself of this hibernation fat, I need to get back into shape! God I feel like an inflated version of my former self at the moment. Self esteem boost, anyone? ANYONE? AHH!

So yes. I'll be posting stuff to FA soon. :] Why? Because you touch yourself at night, that's why.

Hey guys! I'm back! Well not completely, I"m not home yet, I'm crashing at a friend's place in pittsburgh and I'll be home home tomorrow night. Ive got some stuff to submit, a few things to finish, but all in all it was an amazing con.

I was so happy to meet more smiling faces, make a few friends, draw with a few artists...I really do miss everybody already. ;_; I'm looking forward to AC just that much more now.

I'll give a more detailed description of the con once I'm home and not on a laptop. But for now, just know I had a great time...i miss you guys! -clings-

<3 Blinque

I'm there right now. :o I'll be in the alley today.

Wow I really need to submit more of my own stuff, like personal art. >.> Anyways, doing lots of sketches/badges.

Prolly won't be online again, but anyways if you see me feel free to run up to me and be like 'WTF HEY BLINQUE -hug-'

Catch you later. <3

So after visiting Pandy I was sitting in the airport waiting for my ride, bored out of my mind.

I sketched. Then inked later. He decided to color, then we decided it would be cool if we did a collab account. :]

 shortbus_studios

Haha, hope you all enjoy!

I'm still getting commissions done, I've just been busy and getting ready for FWA. Stay tuned guys! :D

Sorry I've been vanished for a while. I haven't had the energy to get online for anything. x3 I had the most amazing weekend ever. Got to see Pandy <3, Suka, and Aether, and meet a few new people too.

Work has been tough. I've been working anywhere between 6-8 hours a day, and then coming home and having to keep up with house work as well as family drama. Haha, my favorite.

Anyways.

I haven't forgotten about commissions. I'm still doing the animated icons. I thank everybody for your support and I'm gonna be slow replying to people's comments and shouts and watches. Just know everything is appreciated! Right now I need sleep, my feet are killing me!

-Collapses-

BTW, anybody living in Pittsburgh or around the Robinson area, we're having a furmeet, and you should go. :]

Sorry I was away from the computer all day. I know I had a few icons to edit and I HOPED to have a commission colored today. Today was just...

I wasn't at my computer, and I was dealing with a lot of real life drama, let's just leave it at that.

Tomorrow I start work. Let's hope it's a good day, and afterwords I can get stuff done. :]

-Dances-

 Kitsunefoxman is doing sketches for $6!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/622918/

And to help him raise the money he needs, I'm taking a few emergency animated flash icons. They can't be rediculously complex, since they WILL be icons, after all. Simple things such as a wink, blink, tongue wag, ear twitch, are do-able.

You will be receiving the 250 x 250 flash movie, and the 100 x 100 icon. Colors will be flat!

I'm charging $8 each, and will be taking 5, and 5 ONLY. It's been close to a year since I've opened commissions for anything animated.

Here are some Examples:
- Mmm french fry.
- Blinking 1, Blinking 2
- Chibi-esque 1
- Chibi-esque 2
- Chibi-esque 3

Keep in mind all but the first are relatively old. I'm willing to do a chibi animation, but please request it.

1) ashleyfableblack
2) LegionRed
3)
4)
5)

Plus, I've also got one $7 color OC bust to do, if anybody's interested in that either.

Please DO NOT SEND MONEY TO MY PAYPAL ACCOUNT. I'll give you Kitsunefoxman's paypal account if you get a slot, since this is all going to him after all.

Payment must be made within a day of claiming a slot.

Thank you.

I'm doing my next commission's sketch digitally, and I'm finishing Bayru's commission tonight. :] I need some warm up work, and to compensate for what I've spent today at the grocery store.

So yes, 2 flat color busts, done in OC. For the price I charge of a one color sketch.

1)  SteveDu
2)

Payment needs to sent via paypal ASAP. I'm doing these right now. I'm not doing any more than 2, so please no asking after that. ( Paypal is blinqie[at]yahoo.com )

Thanks!

P.S - Orientation went smoothly! I start work Thursday! Everybody wish me luck! :D

 kitsunefoxman still needs a room for FWA. :] If anybody has some space, let him know.

So yeah I've been working on Bayru's commission here and there. I'm just having trouble though with the outfit. I've never shaded leather and actually been satisfied. Does anybody have good reference, tutorials, tips, anything?

Thanks! Now to get ready for orientation! -Bounces around the room all excited like-

THE BEST PERSON EVER  kitsunefoxman is looking for a room for FWA. I'd offer space but I'm not exactly staying in a room room myself.

So yes. Anybody that has space available, PLEASE NOTE HIM.

Thanks!

This looked fun. :]

1. Are you single or taken?
- Eh...it's complicated. Dx

2. Chocolate or flowers?
- Chocolate flowers? :D

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
- Meh...

4.Do you like anyone?
- :] Quite possibly.

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
- Uhm... I think so yes.

6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
- Dinner -> Get stoned out of my mind (not that I smoke DRUGS ARE BAD) -> Watch movies at home -> Sex -> Sleep

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
- No but the person I'm with at the time usually does. e_e

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
- Yeah.

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
- I can't be romantic with words.

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
- I hope there aren't flying midget-baby-things that shoot people with arrows. o.O

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
- When I was a little tyke I'd get a chocolate heart or something lame like that.

12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
- Not really.

13. Do you like candy hearts?
- MMMM.

15. Is Valentines depressing?
- No. I mean I admit when I was single and v-day would pass I'd get envious that everybody but me had someone, but it wasn't to the point of bringing me down.

16. How do you feel about PDA?
- Anything but kissing should be behind closed doors. FOR THE CHILRDEN.

17. How is your love life?
- Eh...I don't know.

18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
- No but I've broken up with somebody the day after before. DON'T GIVE ME THAT EVIL LOOK, he didn't even TALK to me on v-day. >_>

19. How many roses would you want?
- One.

20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next Valentines?
- Don't know.

The meaning of a kiss.

+ Kiss on the stomach = "I'm ready to kiss lower"
+ Kiss on the Forehead = "I'm here for you"
+ Kiss on the Ear = "I want to hear you beg for it"
+ Kiss on the Cheek = "We're close friends"
+ Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you"
+ Kiss on the Neck = "We belong together"
+ Kiss on the Shoulder = "Stay with me"
+ Kiss on the Lips = "I love you"

What the gestures mean.

+ Holding Hands = "I want to show others just how much I love you"
+ Slap on the Butt = "That's mine"
+ Holding on tight = "Your the one I want to hold"
+ Looking into each other's Eyes = "I just plain love you"
+ Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me"
+ Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go"
+ Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you"
+ picking someone up off their feet = "that they love them fully and would do anything for them"

--Advice--

+ Don't ask for a kiss, take one
+ If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.

I love her to bits, but I NEED money to buy my plane ticket for FWA ASAP. Any and everything helps. :]

Here she is on FA:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1969877

Here she is on Furbuy:
http://www.furbuy.com/auctions/1008071.html

Please excuse the rather crappy photo. I took it just to show where she was on the page and all that.

Starting bid is at $10.

Let me know if you have any questions. Thanks!

:] Hey all. Almost all of the icons are done, I only have a few ones left. I haven't submitted anything because I want to submit them all at once.

If they aren't done tonight (because I'm leaving the house soon and don't know when I'll be back), they'll surely be done tomorrow. Please send payment if you haven't already! Thanks!

So valentine's day is coming up. I was considering an auction special, for those who have seen Ruby the dominating canine in my gallery, would any of you be interested in being dominated by her?

I was going to do something traditional, in markers and colored pencils most likely, of Ruby doing what she does best. Whether you'd be licking her boots, be bound and gagged, or even begging, I'd have it done as my valentine's day picture. :] I'd probably start bidding at $10. But I'm not going to know for sure, it depends on how long it takes for me to get through my current load of work.

Would anybody be interested in that?

Any feedback is appreciated. I've got some cleaning to get done so I'll see ya later guys! And thanks for reading!

Almost done with icons, I want to submit them all at once. :] ON ANOTHER NOTE, MEME.

A / Great​ Kisse​r
B / is a nerd at times​
C / can kick your ASS
D / kick ass frien​d
E / has beaut​iful eyes
F / very judgm​ental​
G / HOTT
H / likes​ someo​ne
I / is the best boyfr​iend/girlf​riend​
J / is reall​y sweet​
K / Gorge​ous
L / wild and crazy​
M / can be funny​ and dumb at times​
N / easy to fall in love with
O / has one of the best perso​nalit​ies ever
P / popul​ar with all types​ of peopl​e
Q / makes​ peopl​e laugh​
R / can kick your butt
S / has a nice ass
T / Very sexy
U / is reall​y sweet​
V / not judgm​ental​
W / cute smile​
X / never​ let peopl​e tell you what to do
Y / falls​ in love easil​y
Z / makes​ datin​g fun

====

B / is a nerd at times
L / wild and crazy
I / is the best boyfr​iend/girlf​riend​
N / easy to fall in love with
Q / makes​ peopl​e laugh​
U / is reall​y sweet​
E / has beaut​iful eyes

8D I'd like to think this is fairly accurate, haha.

These are the last ones I'm doing for a while. If these fill I'll have what I needed ASAP and will continue working on regular commissions.

There are two people that are waiting on yesterday's batch, so I've moved their names over here and will be doing their icons shortly. :]

These are sketchy icons, done in 2 colors. They're 'emotion' or 'emoticon' icons, I'll do any expression you give me. I've done a few for myself in Livejournal and they work quite nicely.

$2 each, 3 for $5.

Finished
- Satosuke - x
- Drayk - x
- Endenden - x
- Mazz x2 - x, x
- dark_kyra_08 - x
- Signet_The_Roo - x, x, x

Last Batch (in progress):
1) Sofur
2) dukat2978 (x3)

Slots:
1) theworldfamousic (x3)
2) Leons1 (x3)
3) IsabellaPrice (x3)

I'll be doing all of these throughout today. MUST HAVE PAYPAL, and be ready to pay if not tonight than tomorrow!

blinqie[at]yahoo.com

Please post reference and what expressions you want done when you put in your request! Just ask for a border if you would like one!

Thanks peeps!

I need some quick money in my paypal. Working on commissions, don't worry, this is just sort of urgent.

Doing SKETCHY 'emotion' or 'emoticon' based icons. I made a few for myself for my livejournal. Using 2 colors. If you don't specify what colors you want, I'll use what seems to match your character best.

$2 each, 3 for $5.

Here are my samples:
- FFFFFFF
- :)
- :(

Finished
- Satosuke - x
- Drayk - x
- Endenden - x
- Mazz x2 - x, x
- dark_kyra_08 - x
- Signet_The_Roo - x, x, x

Finishing in the morning! -Crashes-

Slots
1) Sofur
2) dukat2978 x3

I'm doing them as they're ordered. MUST HAVE PAYPAL, and be ready to pay if not tonight than tomorrow!

blinqie[at]yahoo.com

Please post reference when you put in your request! Just ask for a border if you would like one!

Thanks peeps!

FFFFFFFFFFFF!

-Combusts-

Life is good!

One of my best buddies  Nif had surgery recently, she hasn't been online much but I'm sure she'd love it if she logged onto FA and a few people were wishing her well.

;3 -Wink wink nudge nudge- Go furries, Go!

 vanillaslice showed me this video:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exMrMcHpPLo

That little girl's brows go APESHIT.

On another note:

I FUCKING LOVE COLORING

So yep, getting caugh up on commissions. :] And thanks to all who supported my hatred for Will Ferrel in my previous entry.

http://www.collider.com/uploads/ima.....ll_ferrell.jpg

This makes me so angry. >:[ I freaking hate Will Ferrel.

I HATE IT SO MUCH FKJDSLFJSDK:FJDL:SKJ

Everybody go yell at  kitsunefoxman for sending it to me. He needs to DIE.

Update
>:x Click lolplz

For those who remember I work at an Arby's. The Arby's I work at is an at outlet mall, meaning people have a lot of walking around to do outside to get to where they wanna go. Due to the failing economy AND the fact that nobody wants to walk around in the snow to shop, my hours have been cut back down to one a week, and lately it's been so slow that I've been getting called off and not working at all.

I overdrew my account a few weeks ago, and PNC just loved to rape me with the overdraft fees. Over a few days of me not even knowing I had no money in my account, my account was -$200. My parents bailed me out, but of course I'm paying them back. My last paycheck was a little under $100, and that combined with $20 from christmas and the the money I have saved up for AC, should be enough to pay them back.

Then I see that not this month, but last month (December) I ran my phone bill up without even knowing. I understand it's my own fault, but it's very upsetting when I have a limited amount of time to schedule the room for AC, and book a flight to FWA.

I'm going to keep doing commissions, but also look around my room for anything anybody would be willing to bid on on eBay. Hopefully that will bring in some extra money.

Plus, I'm opening digital chibi badge commissions. Something along the lines of this: x
They'll be printed onto note cards and mailed out, I'm charging $7 each, possibly $8 if your character's more complex. As my other commissions, payment is not due until after it's complete.

Chibi Slots

1) Sabertoothlynx
2)
3)

Regular Commissions

Prices (All prices are single character)
$7 - 1 Color OC Sketches - x
$15 - OC Flat Color - x, x
$20+ - OC Full Digital Piece - x, x

1) Leons1 (Sketching)
2) Bayru
3) Halfshelltheturtle
4) FirHax

Even for those who are broke themselves, any helpful suggestions? As I said I'm gonna try and see if I have anything sell-worthy. I'm going to be filling out applications like mad this week, I really need a new job.

Thanks all.

<3 Blinque

Okay guys. I've been working day and night to get caught up on what I owe. And as far as I'm concerned I'm basically done. Just one or two more small things that I'm waiting for information on, working on the orgy pic here and there, then a few trades I owe and I'm done. :)

Here's the beauty of what I'm doing right now, for commissions.
No payment required until your commission is complete. (But it must be paypal.)

I doubt anything's going to come up, and I've been drawing like there's no tomorrow, but still, hopefully that will make people feel a bit more comfortable to commission me after just returning from a long hiatus.

I'm not overloading myself, and I'm only taking what I'm pretty sure I'll be able to finish by the end of the week. :3

Any and all money helps, considering I was just told I'm booking for AC this year, and I need money for a ticket to FWA and for both con's registrations. I'm working one day a week due to bad business, I really need the cash.

Prices (All prices are single character)
$7 - 1 Color OC Sketches - x
$15 - OC Flat Color - x, x
$20+ - OC Full Digital Piece - x, x

Slots
1) (Sketch) theredcatdances - Done
2) (Full Digital) leons1
3) (Full Digital) Bayru
3) Halfshelltheturtle

I was going to open up commissions for my chibi badges, but I'm going to wait until I have better traditional supplies. :)

Thanks everyone!

A buddy of mine is sorta new to taking commissions, he's a really talented artist with a unique style. :D

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/pretzel/

$25 a pop, you guys need to go check him out! Even if you're broke he's worth watching, I promise!

Well first off I'd like to say I haven't forgotten about FA, I haven't forgotten about the art I owe or the friends I've made. I know I've got a lot of catching up to do. To be honest with you it took a few days of prep to finally get back on here and talk to you guys..

A few months back I dealt with some rather traumatizing events in real life... Let's just say I was afraid to get online, I was put into a state of depression, and not only did I cut off connections with a lot of those closest to me online, I stopped paying attention to my real life friends and lost a few I swore I'd never lose. I failed all of my classes last semester but one, and now I've dropped out to get my act together.

All throughout my life I've dealt with minor forms of depression. This has been the largest, most difficult-to-deal-with slump I've encountered thus far in my life. I'd like to thank Suka for being there with me through everything. Through all of the tears, sleepless nights, and inner demons.

I've come to the realization that I can't let it run my life anymore.

For the first time in months, I've started drawing again last week. I'm pushing myself harder and harder in attempt to improve myself. Motivation has been hard to find but I've had a small handful of close friends to push me. I've forced myself to get out more, spend more time with other artists and try to get back into it. And surprisingly, I've almost forgotten how therapeutic drawing itself can be.

So I'm back, Furaffinity, and I'm willing to give anybody my cell phone number so they can call and yell at me if I'm ever gone for more than a week at a time again. I can't let go of the fandom again, not like this.

Firstly, I realize I still owe a few commissions. To my disgrace, a few small badges way back from Anthrocon. Anything that is ridiculously overdue, I am offering a full refund as well as the finished piece. I am at fault for not keeping you guys up to date, and I take full responsibility for my actions.

As far as the Orgy Sketch goes, don't worry, I haven't forgotten about it. I'll be keeping everybody up to date, and for my reference I was sure to not delete the journal with all of the references attatched.

I need to mail out some trades, I'll also be getting on that. Some things need touched up, others finished, a lot of work needs to be done but it's okay, with no school to worry about I have more time to focus on my work.

I'm also having Suka and Nif visit me sometime during the week to keep me motivated and draw with me. :)

I am okay now, though. I mean I'm still having some anxiety being online, but I can't just let my fears rule my life. I appreciate those who have stayed to watch, and those who have continued to try and get a hold of me just to say hey. I really love you guys.

So tonight, I'm scrapping everything for a new beginning. And after I get some sleep, I'll scan some things I owe as well as art I've done just to get back into the swing of things.

Again I appreciate all of your support. I'm hoping to rekindle old friendships, I really do miss everyone here.