https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11118343/

He’s been fighting with depression… please support duncantheyoshi…

I must warn you that this is based on manga comics. It is in English so no fear there. Second warning is that it will contain characters from movies and cartoons! It will also contain characters from friends! Third warning is that there are humans in the story! The main protagonist is a human!

I did not make these decisions! Willy is the one responsible for the project! I’m just the artist!

I got a surprise from a user who included me in their series! I’m hired as their artist! I’m honored to have been selected! I hope to thank them properly someday.

My display name is now Blizzard and Friends! I chose that due to having quit a lot of friends so far.

I lost the password for my alts… so… I’m back to being a sheep!

I’m going to move accounts. The new one I’m making will be my new main. But that’s not all! I’m going to make Daniel my new main character! Blizzard will still exist, but now as a side character. It was fun being a sheep, but I feel Daniel is more unique in a way. I have a new art style too! This account will remain open as a museum of how far I’ve developed as an artist! Love y’all! Can’t wait to see you over at my new account!

yup! im making another account! this is for an alternate art style i like doing and i dont want it going to waste! ill post the new account when i make it!

I’m seeing my psychiatrist today. Nothing too serious, but I will ask him about if stress is related to me not sleeping well some nights.

OC list
Blizzard the sheep
Daniel the mutant grape nerd
Agua the water dragon
Bert the turtle
Simon the raptor
Mark the four armed chocolate labrador
Carl the gray fox
Cheddar the kangaroo
Oswald the armadillo
Maldestro the ring tailed lemur
Morris the rat
Travis the ice wolf
Carl the panda
Leroy the tiger house cat hybrid
Aron the rhino (not drawn yet!)
Oscar the rabbit (not drawn yet!)

ask any question you wish!

I’m reworking the whole audio! I’ll be using a voice changer for my characters!  TheFoxPrince11 will voice his character however he wants! I’ll need to find a way to send him the script though… my voices are:

Blizzard: SpongeBob
Daniel: Patrick
Agua: Tails
Bert: Bugs Bunny

im using voice.ai for this. here is an invite!

https://voice.ai/r/Uewmw

I’m much calmer! Im also close to completing Bert!

I’m upset yes, but I’m willing to rebuild my confidence in some way… I just don’t know how yet…

I’m still thinking about what my character biographies will say. My character is completed, but my other characters are still being worked on. I’ll have them ready soon though!

Guess my number one inspiration has cut ties with me… so I’m going to have to find another somewhere…

I was thinking about posting my character bios in a journal. I might do them as I draw them. Is that ok, or should I upload all of them at once?

I think my luck with technology has once again taken effect… my procreate acted strangely this morning. I went to re export my recent pic due to the ear disappearing. I clearly drew it, but forgot to merge the layers. The disappearing act usually happens when I don’t merge the layers… so I opened the file and the ear was visible, but the app crashed… so I reopened it and now the ear layer was gone… so I’m going to have to redraw the ear… please bear with me!

Break is over! I have a schedule written down and I’m ready!

Also, I’m going to run some tests again on my art. Well actually an old experiment that died quickly. Reason for reviving the experiment is that I have procreate instead of my older drawing program. I doubt I will leave my current style, but I gotta try this again.

As said in my recent pic, I went to sleep around 3 am… I’ll be offline for I hope a few hours. If more than that then I’m probably doing something around the house or I’m away somewhere. I dunno what life has in store yet.

I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE HATING ON MY FRIENDS! I BLOCKED SOMEONE WHO USED TO BE MY FRIEND BECAUSE THE BULLIED ANOTHER ONE OF MY FRIENDS!

everyone... Grover Grizzly is innocent! the hate Mario is giving about him is not true! Mario may say things about me, and just know he's not being truthful... i tried showing Mario mercy, but he taken it a step too far with continued bullying! so i had no choice but to block Mario... Im sorry this happened Grover... You did not deserve the hate... You need respect. and im willing to offer support when needed.

My Dalmatian friend with the same name… I visited him this afternoon… he gave me all of his characters and told me to deactivate his accounts and gave me his passwords for FA and DA as well as discord… I didn’t know why… but I now know… his dad sent me a message… they were making him comfortable until he died… his leg was amputated too late… he got sepsis though his whole body… he died at 10:00 pm July 5th 2023… I will carry out his wishes and deactivate his accounts… I’ll miss him dearly… goodbye my friend… rest in peace…

I’m upset… mainly because I’m feeling like I’m alone in life… I feel like I’m a failure…

My family decided to have an early Fourth of July party due to certain family members working on the actual holiday. I might be offline for a small while, but I’m unsure about that… art fight starts today and I need to keep my guard up!

I signed up for Art Fight and… I can’t do anything yet because my iPad is being a jerk…

Turns out its very difficult for me to use... so my tablet will be my main art factory.

im trying to learn about how Danmaku (bullet hell) works. i spent all day yesterday looking over the basics. im slowly gaining knowledge, but i still have a lot to learn before i get started. in other words, i am struggling to find balance between art and the major project at hand... ill see what i can do though.