In case you want to follow my content from other social medias:
I'm mostly active on youtube and discord. I'm less active on other places.

I do also have a ko-fi, in case you're interested =P
https://linktr.ee/alphaent2

Such an interesting series of events that happened recently.
Idk what to think about it as i'm not a frequent user of the page, so it actually didn't affected me personally, that being said, a major attack to the main page is like, I remember the last time that happened, someone posted a bunch of gore/vore pics that locked up the whole page, and one of my friend's art got stucked on the main page for a day, leading to a huge boost in followers for him.

A different situation here, as it was the whole page hijacked and no one had access to the site.
If anything that should prove you that life is just more than being online on a webpage that may dissapear overnight in a blick of an eye.



Anyways, currently working on my titan mod, about to complete all centered weapon upgrades, and added one multiplayer mutator with a modified static rifle.

May consider the possibility to add another multiplayer mutator that swaps weapons pickups, but i'm a bit short on time to fully implement it.

So, titan update should be ready for sometime september, idk the actual date.
Then, blorc update in october (I mean, the game, not the user)

November and december? Idk.

I'll try to be short, major doom update this week.
They added boom map suport, changed the unity wrapper with kex engine, multiplayer up to 16 players, id vault filled with never before seen sprites and files.

And this one I find specially interesting: DSDHacked support with few extra flags/pointers
And bethesda themselves suggested an text editor to make mod's with it, called decohack (part of doom tools)

Now, that's where the magic begins, decohack is a tool that allows pseudo decorate-like language to be easily converted into Dehacked

it requires some minor tweaks, as there are 20 years of programming that's not compatible with dehacked, but the dsdhacked language is strong enough to support unlimited amount of things/states/sounds/sprites, or until computer memory runs out, which is enormous, so not really unlimited, but in pratcical terms, no way anyone can use 2147842401 states in one mod, or so I think.
I've tested to do some smooth rips and no even managed to scratch 2000 states.

So, yeah, i'm quite looking forward to see what kind of stuff people will be able to do on the official rerelease, and may consider porting some of my stuff into it as well.

Also, official mod support for doom eternal!
Doom people eating good.
No quake news, but still, quite some good stuff.

The sudden death of an important member of the community kinda makes me think or question some priorities of mine.

Like, i'm closer to reach my mid 30's, haven't visited another country, had a girlfriend, finished a comic, improved my drawing skill, or even then, not visiting enough my nephew.
My legacy is weird, I know that if I die, there will still be people enjoying my doom mod's and stuff.
But, also, I don't feel like i'll be leaving any legacy on the real world as in, couple, friends, family.

Like, I do wonder if anyone will miss me, and at the same time, there are mutuals that I kinda wish I were more open to them to say to them how much I appreciate them (and to some of them, how much I love them, either as artists or platonically)

I am curious what would happen if I die, what would be people's reaction to it, and if anyone would drop a tear over my departure (excluding family).
The part that hate the most, is being aware that the brain is conscious of its passing for half an hour, so even if I do want to die sometimes, I don't want to experience those final 30 minutes.

I want to believe in reincarnation, but at the same time I feel weird thinking that assuming reincarnation exists, my whole mind and personality would be erased on the new body as well, so even if i'm on a new body, I won't be me.

So, yeah, although I do have some cool digital friends, I don't have enough irl friends, you know, those that you can go to their houses and talk about stuff.
I do have some, but they are very few, and they live far away, so it's not like if i can visit them any time I want.


Soooo, yeah, I kinda wish I weere a bit more open to my feelings, I'm afraid to say I love you to people I know, that word sounds weird to me, and I had such terrible experiences as a child while using that word, that i'm afraid to use it and drive people I appreciate away from me, just because i tried to show some affection.

Soo yeah, mutuals I follow, I want you all to know that I really appreciate you and your work, I hope the best in your life and good luck in your future endeavours.
And yeah, there are few mutuals I kida love in a platonic way, sorry I don't have enough courage to tell you what I feel.
I can't identify if the feeling is mutual, I'm hurt and afraid, don't want to lose you, even if we barely talk, i tried, but i don't feel like i'm worthy, my brain boycotts me, so how can you fight an enemy when it lives inside you?

Love you, sorry I won't tell it to you. Sorry that i'm afraid. I want you to be happy, either with or without me, so, yup.

I doubt she would read this, and even then, didn't mentioned her name, so I feel like I was cryptic enough for them to don't know who I am talking about. I'll say I still have a drawing you did of one of my characters on my door for almost a decade. And been using another comission i did as desktop background for the past 5 years.
So yeah, that's the platonic one.

There's also another one, that I kinda wish I were able to be with her like, forever.
We've already met several times irl, went to movies, talked on plazas and stuff, so nice and such a cool person. And cool artist as well.
Yet again, my past experiences and my injured heart, i'm afraid to be more open with her.
So, to you. I have some deep feelings for you, i have a hard time thinking the words to express them.
I don't know, do silly stuff like hugs and hold hands and look at their eyes and tell her she's beautiful without fear.
Feeling her cheek with my hands, silly stuff.
Look at the sky, maybe the clouds or the stars. A breakfast on winter with hot chocolate milk.
Silly stuff.
Anyways, I like your stuff and I hope i get strength to be more vocal about it anyday in the future. Maybe not.

And for my peruvian friend that visited the country for a month and visited him once: I already miss you.
I wish I had more chances to see you while you were here, and I wish I hugged you for longer and told you personally how much I appreciated you (and perhaps kiss you in front of your partner hahaha, totally normal friend stuff)

Anyways, i rambled a lot already.
have a good day everyone, and try to be less afraid to say stuff, you don't know when you will die.

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Rest in peace. I never knew you existed until now, but checking some of your previous post in both of your twitter accounts, can't imagine the physical and emotional pain you had felt these last weeks.

Good luck in the afterlife. Thank you for so much, sorry for so little.

Welp, that's how it is. Already coped with my losses.

A mixture of incresing creative/political differences over time, the request to learn a brand new programming language within the span of 2 months, rewrite the whole game with such language and having my social media and what do I like / who do I follow, overcontrolled by one specific person made me left the project.
It was my choice, I was given time to learn the language, but two months to learn stuff and implement it on a steam game was super risky, as it would had meant that was going to be my first project with a brand new language, that also means, even larger chances to mess things up.

So, alas, i'm back on my original projects, it's odd to intentionally step aside the spotlight, as i've seen that project I worked on for years being covered by so many youtubers, including civvie, which was hyped about it, but welp.

My projects won't have such large spotlights, but i'm ok with the small amount of people that follows me.
Also, the new stuff i'll be doing on later years will be mostly things for my nephew, so ye, smaller stuff, but more meaningful. (The steam game I worked on wasn't mine anyways)

So, yup. Geometrical hitman sequel, werefrenzy sequel, maybe? I want to make an egyptian themed fps game, but idk, that's hard and I was hoping to get the money from the game to pay some friends to get some art, that option is gone, so it's either make them myself, scratch the idea, or find some shortcut.

Hoi, i'm not that active on this place, i wish I had the option to change names, as I no longer want a game I did link to this account that has the same name as the game, but welp, that's how it is. If you're here because of the game, hi!


IDK if i'll be any active in here, but i quite like the journal feature.

Well, sort of.
Technically it's not my game, more like, i was hired as a programmer.
The art is not mine, neither the story or the levels, but i'm the one programming the weapons, hud interface and monsters behaviour.

Soooo, if you're in the mood of checking out what i've worked on the past 2 years, then feel free to check out hellslinger.
Ye, it has your basic furry titty character design (not my choice) but the gameplay is fun as fuk.

Anyways, there's a demo, and you gessed it, the demo is free, so feel free to give the game a try, even if it's way too early in development.

https://store.steampowered.com/app/.....0/Hellslinger/

I've also been making mini games with my own art, but those won't come on steam.
Here a trailer for two of them.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l2Qh1OnSSUw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fCHUibqd7VM

Those were done for gamejams, so that explain the quick silly artstyle.

Anyways, that's it for now. I'm still alive. If that's a good or a bad thing, i don't know.

Either way, titan update coming later on august, then doosk/blorc/csdmo/q4rip update, then maybe some hiatus?

idk. No short term plans for now.

Also, unrelated but i'm an uncle now. =P

Perhaps it was a mistake making a doom mod for almost 8 years which i've called the same way as this user account XD

Like, if you try to search the blorc mod for doom, it is more likely to found the furaffinity account instead and it would be like: wait, that's not a doom mod, that's some furry/scalie account =P

Technically speaking I didn't called the mod or this account blorc because i've wanted to match them, but instead i was trying to catch some different personality than the alphaent thing, which I was tired of at that time. I've eventually went back to alphaent after the blorc project was remade from scratch, but you can't change names on furaffinity, so this user it's still called blorc, even though it doesn't represent me anymore (the mod have more personality than this userpage. i've used to post some drawing, but then i've stopped doing it.)

So, whatever, i still use this account, but only to fave some shit I like. And I don't want to delete the account, despite the things mentioned above. So, if some doom modder finds out about this page, expecting to find a doom mod instead, then welcome to hell! XD

Go check my stuff at Moddb or Youtube instead. You'll only find lewd stuff in here.
unless you wanted to find lewd stuff. In that case, you're welcome =P

I hope to don't forget my new password XD

Just in case: remember the 2.

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https://mega.nz/#!7coF3CAK!LJGgKIeSa1l9TdEOSD1-Be3OmfH8q8hd2TKAsZU71Vw



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Hmmm, de repente, estoy pensando en la idea de subir garabatos...

Aunque ciertamente, no sé si hacerlos en esta cuenta ó crear otra cuenta para ello.
Asique... Any ideas?

Bueno: Parece que conseguí trabajo.
Espero poder mantenerlo. Si lo logro, sale catarata de comisiones ;)

Bueno, estaba revisando mi correo de FA, cuando leo algo de Stick-Shiply-G que avisa que va a desactivar su cuenta.
Cuando quiero leer los motivos de ello, me doy cuenta que la cuanta ya está desactivada.

Una pena, porque me encantaba su arte, aunque era algo grotesco e involucraba en su mayoría dibujos de animales muertos, pero me gustaba y sus trazos eran impecables, al igual que su coloreo =P

Si, estoy con bronca por su desición, pero son cosas que pasan...
Volvé pronto guachito! Te queremos! (bah, los demás no sé, pero yo si. I do like your art, man!)

Just wow =P

...pero todavía puedo seguir de pie, veamos si puedo llegar un poco más lejos...

Hehe, one of my Doom mod's appeared on DSOGaming! ;)

http://www.dsogaming.com/videotrail.....e-doom-engine/

So, yeah...

I've been doing FNAF into GZDoom engine... Which is atually harder, due to engine limitations =P

However i like the way it's going ;)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-86WY81Hd-Q

Did anyone imagined How could FNAF2 looks if being ported into GZDoom engine?

Well, i can't deny that I get the game on steam and I actually kinda liked the game...
So, decided to give it a try and tried to made it into GZDoom sourceport.

I like the way this is going, heh... ;)


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IPHiOHDPxjc

Just doing a quick test to check how this works ;)

Hello, everyone!