I gotta come up with some stuff for captain Tarsus, he's just the main character :> I shall figure something out! I wont ruin the story if i can come up with a good one hehe... I really want to write in small blocks then draw it all =P

BUT i've got to practice him and others first... I havent drawn in a while x.x

However i need inspiration and to get my mojo back :O people interested in my art again all that jazz :P hehe ~

Hopefully i can figure something out n.n ~ However! if anyone would like to collaborate with me that would be cool :> however the comic is still my idea x.x i mainly need some halp with the art and whatnot. ~ there are things i can do and then there are things i cant do x.x *Rolls around*

:P however i shall try my best to make a good comic :O hehe

I shall art some tonight - maybe tomarrow as well and the day after. I really want to get back into it. Though... I REALLY NEED COFFEE @.@

2:55 AM Browser Logged in to Mail 71.54.63.67

Yeah i'm not from NC USA ~ but if anyone can find that person Beat the shit out of them please =\ I dont appreciate my Email being used as a spam platform yeah? ~

Hi guys ~ again i've been trapped in an endless loop of playing space station 13 ~ if your wondering why i havent done anything for my comic or art in general I'm holding out till i can get my life straightened up first! ~ find a way to move out of my parents home etc. ~ get money Get a life Get a better job ~ Get experience. Eventually gain a commercial pilots license =O

Look at me writing this at 3:44 AM ~ Proves i have no life :D lol ~ listening to music till late in the morning / night. But yeah :P

Reminds me. I havent told yeh guys about funny things that have happend to me at work! :D I'll tell yeh since im bored... ~ I've met some weird people in my line of work as a movie theater usher. ~ :B specially old people... ALOT of old people... we've had a Creepy Cross lady... A really creepy dude... a few perverts... the same old boozer... aaaaand Then there was this one old guy who asked me the weirdest question i've ever gotten working there... Me and my supervisor were wandering towards one of the auditoriums we were headed in to clean. This old man comes out, walks up to me leans over towards me really close, Again... ignores my supervisor... And Looks at me and asks "How do i use the toilet paper dispenser?" ... I kinda just give him an odd look tilt my head ... and try to answer to the best of my abilities :B because thats my job... uh... at this point my supervisor had already dissapeared because she started laughing too hard :B or was trying to hide it. ~ The look on my face was that of pure confusion and bewilderment. However once that was done.. I still had that look on me for a good ten minutes before continuing my work :B

Everyones got a story, its just if its good enough to be told :P thats all ~ I remember my first day working there... Nervous easily confused... Then this old lady who's a regular at my theater... wears too much make up .. curly hair... etc. ~ walks up to me on my first day, beckons me to follow her because of two girls causing disruption :B asks me to kick them out. I got confused... too nervous... I kinda responded with "uuuh... uuuh... Let me get my supervisor" :B ~ all the fun happens on your first day working - its the worst =P

but yeah stories eh? ~ :B they're just stuff to be told when you feel like telling them. I tell them when they arent necessary :D!~ Like right now i should be asleep and passed out in my bed but instead i'm just typing to all you fellow peoples out there!~

If i ever get back into doing some art ~ i might also try my hand at getting back into doing voices as well! :D if anyone needs voices recorded or done for them I shall offer my services! :B
If anyone needs help troubleshooting a PC issue. I can help find the solution (maybe) I'm not always reliable since... i cant see your PC :B ~

Warning (may contain nuts)

I am also planning on starting up a sim on Secondlife if anyone is interested ~ its going to be a science fiction role play sim ~ type thingy...
It will be on a space station ~ thats the setting for now. ~ a space station in an asteroid belt surrounding an unstable star ~

More details: ~ The space station was abandon due to high levels of radiation, it is a mining station or ex-mining station recomissioned to be a Science station about twenty or ten years later. - There are also other dangers aside from bursts of radiation to unsheilded compartments, there is also going to be an asteroid base for some pirates yup. The station will have a few places to hang out, a Bio-dome filled with plant life that will be sheilded from the radiation by a type of shielding (helps produce oxygen too) - There is going to be a bar/grille - as well as a research department that i will run :O because... i dont wanna captain the station yup ~ I have to create more species for the role play sim etc. :P but... I have a lack of funding and a lack of money myself since... I dont get paid much to do my job

Ps. I get paid in beans :D dont ever be a movie theater usher or work in a movie theater the only good thing is you get to see movies for free practically :B

Anyway back on topic! If you have any questions about the space station please direct them to this journal/me ~ :P i shall answer any questions yep!

Now i'm going to pass out! ~ *flops* :B _ end of journal

Well heres your answer. ~ I've been playing a game called space station 13! religiously .. hah... if there were any addiction i have. it would be that game. ~ you guys should check it out. its free and fun ~ for a pure Role play game.

Its very interactive, creative... weird... random... frustrating at times but still fun <3 ~

http://www.byond.com/games/Exadv1/SpaceStation13

have a link ~ there are a couple of interesting species you can play as :P just create an account with byond and play it =O its fun <3 there are lots of other games there... but... yeah ~

also if your there to greif, kiss my ass :B i preffer the role play over being killed by plasma fires every game =| hence why i play so late... the later the game... the less greifers there are...
I would believe that means there are less "children" on :B fucking squeakers...

anyway ~ enjoy the game guys <3 i know i have... I've been playing it for weeks and its killed my sleep alot.


Also ~ i am going to try... to get back into art... maybe.. er... maybe not.. not sure... ~ not enough demand. and i dont have alot of money anymore =\ less hours at work. kinda sucks... :B no monies D: if anyone wants to comission... its a maybe... I cant promise anything ... but if i finish the artwork you can pay for it D: i just dont draw porn ~ or at least... not unless i'm really despirate... and im not that great at it anyway... lest i dotn think so... but yeah ~ so tired... not sure why i'm writing journals at 3 AM hah....

Cya guys around, dont forget to message comment, view my artwork =O or take a peek at my friends artwork! hah... ~<3

Love everyone yep!

not too much inspiration, when i get it i'll try and do some more pages ~ i've just had a lack of motivation. :B work life work life etc. I need to get myself in order. yep... Debts and all these problems... fun fun..

yep... unsure what to title it, BUT i'm also back into my art, since i got this big board to work with. art has been SO much easier to do. I'm actually enjoying it.. even if my premise for some of my stuff is kinda depressing. I enjoy putting my emotions back into my art~ Enjoy what may soon come.

Borrowing my moms art board, big one =O so i have more surface space to work with as opposed to the tiny little clipboard i had xD i preffer lots of room to move around on, so it will be easier to doodle on =O yarp

Dontcha ever feel cheated by friends who say one thing and do another? :B

just curious...

Its been TOOOO hot to do anything as of late 90+ in my room ~ since my AC is broken =B so i dont want to over-stress my PC with Streaming stuff yehknow? it likes to eat my CPU and heat up my PC lol... so yeah... Fun stuff, i'll be waiting for it to be abit... "Cooler" before i do anything yep! n.n

Btw I saw some Monsters university the day it came out =O hah... yep yep <3 Loved it, wished it had more Randy in it though! =O I did get another Randy Plushy <3 because he's so cute n.n yep yep

but its really hot so yeah =O

ALL of them! D: ffffffffff hate wires for that reason but my wireless only provides for... 5 hours of gameplay and shuts off =\ or BEEPS really loudly.

War Thunder ~ APB Reloaded ~ Warframe ~ Need for Speed world ~ Or suggest a game, perhaps something not on this list, i may try iti if i have it of course =o ~ I do have... Amnesia ~ and Penumbra all of those, BUT i rarely will ever touch them.. least i dont think i will hah... ~

In war thunder, i fly bombers, tonight it would be Japan and Russia ~ =P

The H6K4 ~ 4 engine Japanese bomber - Sea plane~
OR the KI-49 - bomber 2 engines ~ Both have cannons in the back

OR the russian dive bomber the Premium Tu-2 ~ carrys 4 100 lbs bombs ~ 2 20mm cannons on the front - 2 turrets facing rear yep. ~

If i play APB it would probably be to drive a dump truck around and dick around yep yep, hah... fun stuff xP

If anyone wants to play with me! please dont hesitate to message me here :o

Forgot to say this wednesday but i've been so busy o.o ~ I'm now 23 as well :> as of last friday yep yep ~

yep yep im turning 23 on the 26th of april o.o but sadly i'll be in florida for my birthday etc. ~ Vacation o.o from the 24th of april for the next 7 days, be back in may i think.. o..o~ and whatnot... just yeh :>

I'll be on skype on my phone sometimes so dont worry too much about me :> yeh. so you'll still see me :>

no really should i? =o

I'll either do one on my Dreijonans Ooooor Zeke :> since... well idk ~ i really havent touched my story D: at all ... In... 2 years... ~ and it needs some revision, i've got all these art and refferences i could use for my story too xD

i has a weasyl account :> yep yep
https://www.weasyl.com/profile/bluedragon809
not leaving FA =| thats preposterous, i've posted too much art here and im too lazy to move it all, so im here :> mainly because all my notes and people i chat with are here still too :> hah

I am... in despirate need of money right now :> ~ hah... darn micro-transactions

Games kill me =|

Dont trust games >=| they get oyu in the wallet! ~ especially free to play ones... If you buy stuff you die =| lol...

Anyway. :> yeah... comissions

One side note, i dont draw porn :P even if its a comission. still no porn :>

If you wanna add me... Please Note me, I'de rather not lose friends but i'de rather not have to log in with WLM on Skype =\ i say its crap x.x because now Skype is bleech white... oh god... my eyes... x.x But yeah if you wanna add me ... just poke me

Finally going to start drawing again, hopefully adopt a new style... hah.. since i got tired of my old one... and Btw, i've been putting some new stuff in my scraps. Rather than on my page if you guys are interested. I've been doing some more stuff :P fun fun. hah..

http://www.livestream.com/scorchesartdrawingthing Fuck yeah

Round and round, the wheels of time never stop. And so doesnt my new mechanical watch. My grip on reality slowly slipping, my sanity de-flashing itself as I fall into my own little insanity. Even if... I've already lost my mind. Hah... Been there done that...

Fear is never an excuse for ignoring your friends, fear of what they think of you. If they're truely your friend.. They wont give two shits about that, they only care that you will always be true to yourself. ~

Eeh... hard to think when your tired and starving.

My fridge is like Antarctica ~ Divoid of most life, except for a few amenities ... such as Cheese, and Ham, and Random condiments that dont fit the sandwich i want to eat.

Lack of bread, lack of jelly, Peanut butter sandwiches here i come. Later on, Egg sandwiches :D because... yum. Or! an omlet because they're delicious too. Tasty ovum's...
Cheeeese omelet. Yum... Omlet Du Fromage. ~

I dont believe i've been in the mood to 'draw' anything in ... at least 2 years now. Its rather hard to... 'want' to draw, especially when your uncomfortable with your environment... Heh... so yeah. ~ fun times.

maybe i might open commissions to force myself to draw... though, idk how to use paypal... so maybe... idk... Bit tired. Work isnt making me any money enough to 'live'

Wooooo - it doesnt suck =P ~ its actually quite comfy too n.n hehehe

http://www.amazon.com/Corsair-Venge.....orsair+headset

Wooooo~ getting this in the mail possibly tomarrow since i did tell it to send for saturday. If it doesnt arive saturday i'm going to demand a partial refund on just the shipping lol... Kinda annoying xP but its happend before...

Wake up, Worry
Eat breakfast, Worry
Do random things, Worry
Go to work, Worry
Go home, Worry
Chat with friends online! ~ worry
Wait for particular friends to come online, Worry about my friends
Worry worry worry
WORRY
Is that all i do?! worry worry... ugh
Its driving me mad, i cant sleep. =| My eyes are so bloodshot right now.

Hah no food in my home, lack of cash, i might start doing comissions so i could get "food" in me ~ 10$ per sketch maybe? I dont know, would anyone comission little old me? ~ i'll stream the doodle perhaps?

I'm worried about money at the moment more then anything. Hah... I kinda would like to save up for things for once, maybe a drivers license? Hah... yep... So i dont have to keep walking... or get stuck at home all day long... ~ and possibly to get a better job than my current one at the movie theatre. :> i will kepe the theatre job... but... I need a real job that will keep me happy... maybe something involving fixing things? :P i've always loved fixing things... or cleaning stuff ~ making things shiney...

Astronomy would be fun if i had a telescope. ~ but yeah, worrying all the time is keeping me away from stuff i love. Besides games. But now its affecting my games >=o

anyway! I shall be here, poke me whenever yeh want :P

I Know i dont post journals often :P But yeah ~ i've been practicing my voices, off and on. Hah... But I've got a challenge for whoever wants to take it... Find me some really SHITTY stories online. THe worst grammar etc. I want to read them off in some voices, via livestream tonight hah :P dont forget to link them to me. or I wont read them xD ~ any kind of story. So long as its so horrible and aweful that it has to be read. :P Out loud and infront of others. ~ its quite entertaining hehe :P

Anything you can link me, i can more then likely read and ... try and keep a straight face of course hah, whilst reading it in any voice i have. Or to the best of my abilities.

I've been really bored so ... Why not? ~ what do i have to lose? apart from time :P


I will be back from work at around... 5 or so :P if anyone is interested hehehe