im going to see if i can buy a violin in the near future. ~ i wanna teach myself how to play it agian. ~ only tried it a couple times... I was young though. and wasnt very confident. But Its something I want to do. so i shall invest in it. ~ The rat and a fiddle? Heh =P

THat i should be doing and shouldnt be doing :P like... I should be Continuing my art... And not playing games all day long ~

buuuuuuut i've been too obsessed with reading a particular comic that i've forgotten alot of what i was going to be doing :> fun times...

I tend to doodle at work, theres not much for me to do there apart from stand there and rip tickets... ~ fun times

I've been thinking about telling you guys a story, perhaps one about myself. But I think that could wait a while. I'm not ready for that yet.

Anyway as always :> i'll always be here to annoy you should you get too comfortable hehehe...

A krogan?
oooooor
A turian =P

Bear in mind i've never drawn a turian ~ i've drawn krogans before xP - so i could possibly draw one of my characters or perhaps even my new character
Lok ~ =P

I'm not sure why i like krogans so much!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Just ask =|

herp derp. :> just looking for more rp's etc. ~ been lacking in them for a while now. but yeah... ~ if your interested just note me :P

o..o im now 22 ~ "Yay"
i think..

Nothing "TOO" bad... just alot of blood and sliced into the end of my finger... ~ I'll live :> but ~ uh idk how to wrap gauze around fingers too well ... its either too tight or too loose... ~ I have cotton around it for the first layer then Gauze around the cotton pad... and its really bloody... i gotta wait for the bleeding to stop... before i unbandage it... so it will be on there all day... but i dont wanna cut off the circulation to the end of my finger... hah... ~ i might as well wait and see what happens or go home and ask my mom to re-bandage it since she was a medic at some point :> fun times... Anyway I'll live xD ~ :huggle: :P really uncomfortable btw, because i cant bend the end of my finger with this on me xD ~

anyway i should get back to art and gaming in a couple days if it scabs over =B it will heal xD AND NO i didnt lose any bit of my finger... just cut into it... yeah... x..x nno fun. never fun x..x ~ it might scar though... ah well :P its a finger

And thats me for now :P ~ have a nice day :D

now im just hungry-ish lol... i'm back to being a picky eater for now... Until my tummy can digest easier xD ~ but yeah!~ feeling much better just... lost about 10 pounds due to that well... bug xD n..n ~ i've been trying to get back into drawing... just feeling too weak and well i got work all this week O..o cept sunday :D but yeah

Bleh... I feel aweful ~ i'm just gonna be drinking water for a while... ~ it may or may not :> but it sucks that i cant go to work because I enjoy it there xD "Sometimes" but yeah... ~ :> i havent been very active due to either "Eve" online or because i've been playing other games. Left 4 Dead 2 or TF2 etc. ~ bot stomps are fun :P but yeah... - secondlife as well =P

*flops* i'll be around. :>

oh yes and my birthday is the 26th =o

lots of drama... lots of stress... anxiety... headaches... and all around feeling terrible ... ~ blah.. i shall endeavor to improve myself in the meantime... and just try and relax rather than stress myself out like i usually do.. ~ *Hugs for all*

I also have to start drawing again, but i've been too busy playing with my flight simulator ~ i shall be going back to art eventually... i just need a reason~ anyway ~ i got a new ISP ~ my net speeds are MUCH better than what i had before. Much much better, and cheaper Plus basic cable. FUn stuff... I can probably do some more streams, faster streams too at better qualities. yeh hehe... so you'll Actually be able to see what im drawing :P hehe...

The lack of creativity, the lack of inspiration, the lack of a good story to fill my pictures. ~ I have yet to be inspired as of late to put out enough effort into my work, or to actually think as of late. I have gotten lazy or tired. Especially with work, I have focused most of my effort on my work rather than my art... or life in general. Making sure my workplace is clean... or working efficiently... I dont know.. Its hard to figure out... Anyway ~ i will still be around for conversations or role plays... But I've grown tired of finding things online, finding rp partners, finding inspiration. I used to have the incredible urge to create, and now it has been tainted with games, lazy rp's and being tired... ~ I wish i could go back to when i was younger and just start... writing and continue writing. =\

However I may go back to drawing at some point... I just need sufficient prodding and poking... or urging... and wanting... I see no reason for me to draw right now =\ no purpose at the moment... But i will still be here ~ so yeah.

Strange... how someone was trying to be me on facebook put my image... etc. put my name... ~ all sorts of stuff, even one of my pics... i'm the real me... i'de never stop being the real me... besides I wouldnt abandon this account ~ i dont deal well with people doing this stuff to me... it scares me... ~ its creepy... its weird... its not something i'm used to...

i fixed it!~ apparently i had left something "Behind" the motherboard that wouldnt allow the thing to start :> thus causing the problem :P Now i have my pc working! n..n fun stuff!~ new I5 sandybridge ~ transfered everything from my old pc to my new one!~ <3 so 2 disk drives ~ now i just got to save up for the new graphics card and the Blueray player and its complete!~ <3

apparently... it started/worked the first time, but then when i went to transfer stuff into it~ it stopped turning on x..x so... now idk whats wrong D: and... i gotta bring it somewhere to get it checked... =\ just incase i did something horribly wrong x..x

http://www.livestream.com/scorchesartdrawingthing ~ i have my new processor! Time to build <3 hehehe n..n fun stuff guys!~ Join me! and together we shall rule the galaxy as father and son ... i mean... uuuh... Watch me build the big peice of crap :> thats been in my room for 5 months now lol. :P

Squeak D: its impossible to find - mainly because idk who the author is x..x and i dont think its possible to contact him =\ squeak

I might possibly try to get comissions working... though... i'm not sure how to do this... It may take a few times Livestreaming/ doing requests... though I havent been in an artsy mood as of late... o.o i'm going to see if i can get that mood somehow D: ~ anyway o.o

been working on FF9 stuff as of late ~ and as for my new pc ~ i'm still building it... i need to make a grand total of 600$ for hte last few parts. 200 for the processor 250 for the graphics card and 150 possibly for the OS ~ as for the Blueray player that will be an extra 80 but thats a secondary component :> which i will get later on...

something completely different. n..n?

Anything at all? Fun stuff etc. Gonna be writing and drawing some FF9 stuff more and more and more <3 and more... and more and more... and more o.o Until i get better at it!~ <3

anyone want to? =o ~ any kind... I just feel like writing in general or anything... I havent done one in a while o..o

i have 4 or so chars ~ 3 krogan 1 turian hehe...

Krox
kagex
Ratchet
^Krogan :>

Varrek
^Turian

herp derp :> i havent done any art because i'm usually too tired or too lazy after work xD so yeah... i might have plenty of time next week

I AM GOING TO MURDER MY SMOKE DETECTOR >=| it keeps beeping about its battery

Oh... or a halo rp ~ or some other rp in general o.o eh i just want to have an rp D:

Got a new book-case~ aaaaaaand my dog broke her foot :> derp... she jumped off of something and of course... broke her foot...

anyway... I've been working really hard at my theatre... Scrubbing floors... mopping... cleaning in really dangerous area's that no one in the theatre has the balls to clean... I mean jeeze... Lazy bastards make the ushers do all the work, but i'm still the only actual "labor" guy around there who loves to do all the dirty work xD ~ and then they call me a kiss ass because i want to take care of the theatre that i've been going to since i was a little kid =\ Immature bastards... They can all shove it :> lol ~ anyway... i made that place sparkle :> until that mysterious black substance started popping up on the floor again ~ >=| how many times do i have to mop that? its probably gum... lol... ~

In other news :> i've been looking up alot of science stuff! getting back into my "inspired" type mood, probably going to get more creativity out of searching up more stuff that peaks my curiousity! i love that stuff... its why i used to watch Discovery channel all the time... to memorize and talk about something REALLY interesting that i saw... like ... corn starch water and a bass thingy... that makes it dance ontop of it... its really interesting ... mezmarizing. I love all forms of science... very open minded n..n ~ hehehe.

but yeah, anyway ~ love you all, remember to be nice, and oh of course ~ Science! <3

Blaaaah... here i go again posting another journal ~
Dead island is a really fun game, however its very buggy xP

Thats all i have to say ~ because i'm too tired to write much else. anyway ~ n..n i'm such a rat, and i've been not sleeping to well...
As you can see the quality of whta i'm writing is dropping considerably, along with my grammar.

i've been playing dead island for the past couple days all day/night with my co-workers lol... fun ~ zombies smashing zombies smashing xD

anyway ~ i'm still trying to get myself new pc parts... for my new pc... i have 2 parts left... the graphics card and the Processor... Fun fun right? ~


So anyway... I also got a new tablet... hopefully i should be able to do more art in the near future, but as of late i've been too lazy to try it out... too Unmotivated... so yeah n.n tired ratty :P *Hugs* ~ love all my friends and such


Oh on a side note, if anyones interested in rp'ing please poke me :>

It wont stop twitching/spasm-ing ... blah... getting annoying x..x Idk whats going on...

anyway ~ i pre-ordered Dead island, i'm going to be playing it with some co-workers when it comes out and i get it from gamestop etc. ~ then later on this year i'll get the other games i pre-ordered such as skyrim and battlefeild 3 ~ 2 other games i'm anticipating. I've been playing assassains creed Brotherhood all week though... trying to complete it or a good ammount of it anyway... ~ But yeah... thats my week in a nutshell for now *hugs for all* n..n


ps. I hate being yelled at, and i dont like being mean =B

Blah... So i got my new tablet yes? ~ and guess what happens after i install the version oh photoshop elements that came with it =D
IT rendered the tablet useless while the program was operating. I used my mouse~ everything was fine, but when i went to use the tablet while photoshop is on top of everything else meaning the front of the screen, The tablet is rendered inoperable by Photoshop =B I dont get this ~ any idea's? n..n;; I would be open to any suggestions ~ however i'm reinstalling photoshop later today ~ i got a bamboo tablet =D photoshop elements 8.0 ~ and a CTH-460 o.o its shiney and new and will become junk in the next few months lol

But i paid 105$ for it n..n got it on sale =P hehehe ~ fun fun <3

This also means i will be doing more art of course ~ its only a matter of time o.o *FLAILS* n..n

hehehe i'm looking for someone to do some fanfictions with ~ sexy or otherwise ~ either or -i'll do it n..n ~ *flails* wheeeee bored. :>


Or just regular rp in general :p

*Flails* D: i work in a movie theatre yes i know but uh... o.o *FLails* lol. ~ my supervisers liked me enough to put me incharge sunday xD ~ basically i'm the head usher for that day =o wheeeee but ... yeah D: i gotta keep only 1 person in check D: because she tends to go off... and... well do things and say she's "incharge" when of course she "isnt" lol. and i've had to explain to her ~ or the other co-worker to go to the head usher to confirm that she isnt in charge :> bleh... ~ she also whines and complains n..n;;

aaaaanyway ~ if your from massachusetts i can get yeh some free tickets :> hehehe... But yeah message me first so i know what to look for? or i'll just tell yeh lol. n..n

or befriend me first :> but anyway ~ if your ever in central mass xP aka Worcester or Wista :> sure.


oh and, i need to sleeeeeeep more! lol ~ doing night shifts then working 12-5 or 12-6 after working 6-11 and staying up 5 hours isnt good for me! Wheeee. hehehe

as for art, i'll definately get back to it eventually. I just need a surface to draw on! ~ also started paying back my loans.

fun fun,

oh and does anyone wanna rp? :> or write, or play?



OH and maybe even do some multiplayer streaming later on, i can start up a multiplayer game. Must have skype, gotta have skype :P then we can chat over the stream hehehe. depends on the game!. but yeah, if your interested poke me.

could be goofing around etc. Oh, and still building my pc - gotta get a new art program so i can get back to art as well. Might help jumpstart me :P


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