I have enjoyed my birthday.

Went pretty well. after the feeling of being stood up by your own family dissipated.

Got to do what I wanted to do last night; except go on a date

Had brunch with family. talk, and enjoy the moments. Well worth it. Not to mention I had:

1 waffle
2 sunny side up eggs
2 pieces of toast
2 pieces of french toast
hash-browns
My sister's leftover hash-browns
Half a cup of ice cream
4 cups of coffee


Being full made me feel so much better


Best part of the day: i hung out with my sister. Time well spent i'd say. Didn't do much but we did hang around.

When I dropped her off the airport I wanted her to be my carry on luggage. She'll fit into any carry-on easily.

Gonna miss you!!! <3

I don't thinks its getting any better.

Though my day isn't over, yet. If it is, I'll be satisfied.

Back ache for an entire week and still going.

Got my car tuned up this morning/afternoon before I had to be at work. But my car battery died. Stranded where my car sits until I can get a jump. Don't have enough money to buy a new battery,

Not enough hours from one job (cause my back went out) to make rent next week.

My sister made it into town! XD XD XD

My family spent more time with my sister than I did today. She leaves tomorrow afternoon.

This'll be last time i get to see her before she is deployed. They went to eat while i worked all night,

Car battery is dead again. Stranded at work. Call JT for help. He brought friends! ^^ They've come to the rescue!.........
..........Bad jumper cables! DX

Call family members to see if they can help.......no answers.

Finally get jumped off by a regular customer! Yay! ^^ Going to family's house cause they have cake and celebrations!

Pull up to the house. All lights are off?

They went to bed early after they said to stop by after work. Didn't get there until 11:30

Made plans to take my sister out after spend the time I was suppose to be spending with family

Plus, I missed out on a date with a girl that I finally got to ask out but had to cancel cause my sister was in town and I was gonna use this night to spend time with her.

Did nothing.


Happy Birthday to me...


Edit: I did see her for a brief moment during work. I got pounced. Doc told me not to lift anything more than 25 lbs. I think I'll be alright from lifting her up.

See y'all soon!! :D

Yeah, been trying times for the past few months but I'll make it out better than I went in. Long story with that whole ordeal. tell ya laters

Anyways,

So go to my youtube link and watch a few videos that I uploaded. http://www.youtube.com/bluehayze

All have Buster in the title,

Enjoy

(1st ever pimping journal)

So and are ready to move from California back to the east coast. They are gonna need some help to make the trip back.

Kat's journal is here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2330556/
and JT's here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2314384/

Katalina has a cute little etsy store http://www.etsy.com/shop/ArtByAngel where you can buy her custom jewelery. Get something unique and handcrafted for your significant other. Feel free to browse.

They both are taking art commissions.

Awesome skills and a very talented couple.

If you can, please help them out. You'll get wonderful art and jewelery if you do! ^^

Awesome icon by  MadamGlacia

Check it

So awesome and unexpected.

Thank you very much  MadamGlacia!!11!1!!!

Happy New Year to all! Celebrate good times.

Have a great new year, be safe, have fun and make 2011 the best we can make it!

*toots on a party favor*

Cheers and many hugs and more memorable memories to all!

Merry Christmas to all! Have safe and enjoyable one. *hugs to all* =^^=

Holy Hell, I updated my profile!?!

When did I have time to do that?! I didn't.

Now I gonna have four hours of sleep before I go to work.

It needed an update badly.

I would like to give lots of big glomping hugging thank yous to everyone who had wished me a Happy Birthday.

I was completely overwhelmed by all the shouts y'all gave me! =^____^= ThankyouThankyouThankyouThankyou!!!!

And another big thank you goes to : katalina: who asked everyone to do that for me. It was such an honor and I never thought I'd get that many.

I wish I could respond to everyone's shout but I am still reeling from last night's little birthday binge.

Thanks again to everyone!

Especially you, Kat! Thank you again! *hughughughughug* ^^

I gots a new phone, nothin fancy, just the basic talk and text.

Need numbers for anyone who I did have.

Plerase note me with ur number and I'll respond with my new number.

Thanks

It started about 4 pm today working at the convenience store, by myself. A couple of 9 - 10 year old kids stole something and ran out the door. Couldn't chase them down nor didn't see where they went. Little pieces of shit are not coming in the store again.

I see them every weekend. I decided to lock the 2nd entance door from there. Its a door that opens behind the cash registers, our backs are turned to it constantly when dealing with customers. Plus there is a wall of tobacco products where we can't see who comes in unless we look at the monitor that has a camera facing the door which is hanging across the way. If we don't look, we won't see them until they get to the entrance to the registers.

Nothing really happened between then and 9:15 pm. Normal customers, regulars and good people.

At around the 9:15 pm I heard some rustling in the corner inside the register floor. There is an opening right at the door where the fire extinguisher is. A guy from behind the registers, peeking over the tobacco product wall, asks if I had a pair of pliers. What for? IDK. Whatever. I had the pliers in my hand. I turned around the product wall and I see him pulling his shirt over two cartons of cigarettes down his pants. "Dude! WTF!" I exclaimed, put that shit back and get fuck outta my store! He darted as I was yelling obscenities at him. There were no other customers around. "I don't know what your talking about, durrrrrrrr" I swear I wanted to tackle him, hog tie him and call the police right then and there but by the time I call the police period he'll be long gone. The camera won't do shit and I didn't see what car he got into to tag. He made off with them, with the cartons sticking his shirt out like it was so not obvious. Fuxk! I wanted to throw a fucking boulder at his ass for doing something that fuckin stupid.

Then about an hour later when I was getting ready to go home, I got a call from a security office saying something was amiss with our alarm system. Things were going off, silent alarms, etc. They asked me to check around the building for an emergency alarm system Put me thru two people asking what I see, where is this and where is that. I thought it was the people who watch our cameras to see if they work. I kept being there guinea pig to figure out what the problem was with our system. There were buttons I was pressing and they said they could've been crossed. I went under the register where there is a red button. You know the cartoons that have the big red Do Not Press button? Yeah, it was the time that I had to do it but it was marked clearly as the emergency gas cut-off, DO NOT PRESS. Maybe the wires were cross with that, I dunno. I pressed it. People were pumping gas and it stopped on them. The security over phone said "We have identified the problem, thanks a lot." Then whoever I was talking to put me on hold and the supervisor got back on........................................
All I heard was a laugh in my ear and saying that you got owned! FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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God fucking dammit!!!!! Threw an anger rage in front of customers. Not what I wanted, but it happened. Broke one of the cordless phones we had by slamming it to the ground. I never heard a line of people be so quiet before.

Now, how do I turn the gas back on?. IDFK how to fuckin do that! I don't have a phone nor does our landline phone make long distance calls so I wasn't able to call my manager what-so-ever! The third shift guy was there so he was handling the customers as I was flipping my shit.

Had to close the store down for an hour until we got things situated. Restarting/rebooting the computers, checking all types of switches, getting a phone to call my manager to walk thru the BS I put the store in. Denying customers of our gas. Nucking Futz.

Anyways, I had to call the customer service hotline store help and explained my fuck up. They walked me thru on how to turn the gas back on. Went into the office and low and behold, the circuit breaker for the gas pumps was off. Turn it completely off then back on. Ta-fucking-Da! Everything is ok, finally. Stayed an hour and a half over with no pay.

The worse part about that was I actually asked them for proof of who they were, but because it sounded real, and gullible I am. I went along with it. Lesson fucking learned. GAH!!!!

*beats self up* *cries*

1. YOUR PORN STAR NAME: (first pet & street you grew up on)
Dave Welwood

2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (fave ice cream flavor, favorite cookie)
Mint Chocolate Chip Almond (MC Chip Almond)

3. YOUR "FLY Guy/Girl" NAME: (first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name)
B-Hay

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal)
Blue Mastiff

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)
Douglas Savannah

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)
Haybr

7. SUPERHERO NAME: ("The" + 2nd favorite color, favorite drink)
The Yellow Fuze

8. NASCAR NAME: (the first names of your grandfathers)
Fred Clifford

9. STRIPPER NAME: (the name of your favorite perfume/cologne/scent, favorite candy)
Lauder Fun Dip

10.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (father's & mother's middle names )
Oliver Elizabeth

11. TV WEATHER ANCHOR NAME: (Your 5th grade teacher's last name, a major city that starts with the same letter)
Moll Minneapolis

12. SPY NAME: (your favorite season/holiday, flower)
Winter Cherokee

13. CARTOON NAME: (favorite fruit, article of clothing you're wearing right now + "ie" or "y")
Apple Dockery

14. HIPPY NAME: (What you ate for breakfast, your favorite tree)
Golden Crisp Sequoia

15. YOUR ROCKSTAR TOUR NAME: ("The" + Your fave hobby/craft, fave weather element + "Tour")
The Gaming Tornado Tour (I has no other real hobby v.v)

This is a first for me so, why not? It was fun.

There is a way to resolve all issues. Trying to face some facts. Some may not know what I'm talking about, some will know where I'm coming from, or just don't know WTF is going on.

I'm sorry for not being a good friend, for putting on a false bravado, for going places where I shouldn't be going wiith others going behind closed doors, taking it too far.

I'm sorry for saying the wrong things

I'm sorry for ignoring anyone. Sometime I just don't know what to say and "forget."

I'm sorry for posting angry and depressing journals. I'm sorry for making it seem like I'm cravng attention. (Well, I -am- a big cat ^^) yeah, I wanted some kinda sympathy. v.v But at least i'm honest about it.

I'm sorry for anything I did that I have not thought of yet.

I'm sorry for not being myself

If there is anything else that I missed, my deepest apologies

Its never good to be ignored. It sucks.

So, I had this Verizon Samsung Juke for 2 and half years. This phone was good to me. Held 2 gigs worth of music, still be able to receive texts and phone calls while listening to it. Thats all i needed at the time - when I had one job.

Now, I have two jobs, And its hard trying to keep up with everyone. I have lost contact with a few friends. I need to call them or text them but I can't since my phone has the white screen display curse spell put on it. I can't read texts, I don't know who calls unless its a specific ringtone. I can't call anyone unless they call me first. With that I mean I can call the last person who called me if I hit the call button twice. If someone sends me text, i get lucky when tryng to call them back and ask them what they sent. This phone has been dropped countless times, ran over with a golf cart, and then hitting the brakes while the tire was on top of it scraping the hell out of the my phone screen (that's not the reason why its white screened. Still saw the display after it happened), the battery falls off just by it being in my pocket, can't scroll thru my song playlist to play whatever I wanted to - the music dials quit so I had to play each song in alphabetical order and start and end where i turned it off last (before whitescreen); and the alarm goes off at 1:40 pm everyday. I would turn it off but i need to see the display so i -can- turn it off. -.-

I've been wanting a Droid for awhile and I have to say thanks to Bucktown's product placements in his Shop during his Ustream. (He should get a piece of the commission when I do get one). I let 4 different good/bad reviews of it alter my decision. Needed a first hand response from a friend. My decision is final and I will get one. Thanks Buck! ^_^

Now, the only way I won't get one is if I don't have the cash after paying three bills this week.

By my calculations, it will be mine. Oh yes, it will be mine. >D

And with the Droid, I'll be able to keep up with all my internet profiles, keep them updated, and respond quicker to others. It'll help keep me in contact with everyone I know.

So, for the phone. I may lose a lot of numbers that I once had. So I'll be asking for numbers real soon so If you have my number, I want your number. Someone new? We'll exchange. ^^ , I'll post -from- my new Droid when I get it. Most likely will be this weekend.

Yays! =^^=

That guy with the glasses has gone and done it.

http://thatguywiththeglasses.com/vi.....10-fox-mccloud

Everyone's gone to Anthrocon? *Picks up a rock and throws it down an empty hall* *the sound of emptiness emmanates from the rock bouncing/rolling to a stop*

*Sighs* Bored, bored, bored, bored, bored, bored

Hope I get to hear some stories, see pics and video, and feel the presence that is AC from them.

Maybe Megaplex in July for me, then it is definitely Furfright come Halloween.

I'm back, a little earlier than expected but........

*flops hard on the bed face down...throws devil horns in the air*

Zzzzzzz....

Going to see Three Days Grace live with Chevelle and/or Flyleaf and Adelita's Way tonight.D on't know which one. The card changes every 5 minutes, but who cares, its live music!

Y'all take it easy. Hopefully I'll come back in one piece after some moshing! =^_^=

Have some videos up from FWA. Check them out, leave comments, or just get the views up. It doesn't matter. Watch! =^_^=

www.youtube.com/user/bluehayze

There is so much to cover and i'll try to go through the details soon. My recouperation is still in progress. Had a blast from beginning to end.

Videos will be posted soon. I have all the dancers recorded from the dance competition, me and JT in the Rock Band Tourney and other happenings from around the con.

I have a lot to go through.

My sis is on her way back to the States tomorrow.

3 weeks of deployment. Jeez, I guess it wasn't that bad at all over there.

Unfortunately, she isn't making FWA. But, I'll be there! ^^

FWA or bust! See ya soon!

Unfortunately, my furry sister (true blood sister) : origamigryphon: is being deployed to Haiti this Friday. For those who don't know; she is active Air Force. Such a short notice for a deployment, aint it? She won't make it to FWA, our sister's wedding (which is literraly in 2 weeks), or AC. And she already prepaid for her registrations.

She'll be back in 6 months or so; hopefully safe and sound. *worries* She learning how to shoot a few guns! why!?

Here's her journal entry, i hope its public for y'all to see. http://origamigryphon.livejournal.c.....13.html#cutid1

Wish her the best, please.

Thanks

So, i'm am still not sure if I am able to make the whole FWA trip that I have planned. My boss isn't lettng me know anything about the dates I have requested off (that Thursday thru Monday). If I can't get those days off, I will still make it up for the weekend. But a dilemma still occurs that Sunday for it is Wrestlemania. I am a big fan and it is a much needed watch. I am wondering if the hotel will carry it inside the bar area or if need to stop at a local Hooters while I am up in Atlanta.

As for next year's FWA, still not quite sure because Wrestlemania WILL be in Atlanta inside the Georgia Dome. I have already made my decision next year if FWA falls on the same day again. A wrestling fan must be at a Wrestlemania at least once in their life and Atl is the perfect opportunity for me unless I moved somewhere else by then.

I guess I'll see what happens.

It all started when my older sister called me while I was coming back from my walk. She said she saw a couple of fursuiters walking around downtown and asked if i was with them. I perked up. So I called Ryoku to see if he knew anythiing about it. Sure enough, he was with them. So I hauled ass downtown and joined them. Got a couple of videos of us walking on the famed River Street here. A great group of furs I must say, imo. Had a great time, it was fun packing 8 people in my car to take them back to their cars. Then we got a bite to eat and got to know them a little better. I didn't get a chance to suit with them but we are planning to do it again! ^^

I suck with names so I hope they don't get a little peeved that I don't remember all of their names.

BTW, the parking suxxorz downtown. >.<

The videos are located here on my toobz: http://www.youtube.com/user/BlueHayze