Hey,

So I've been working on a Mokume Gane piece (A Japanese Jewelcrafting technique in which two or more metals are pressured into shape so the colors of all of them show, a google images search would net you a better understanding), The one I did two weeks ago failed horribly, the one I did last week was partially successful, but has been a great improvement, it also has managed to fall out of my pocket somewhere a couple of days ago and I have not been able to find it, and as such will be doing a new this week.
I plan on making it Brass & Copper with a very tiny bit of silver.

If you want a ring made out of one let me know your size and I'll see if I can make you one.
should be I'd say 7$ + shipping (which should be around 5$ tops).

Thanks for reading!

Well, only about 2 people who follow me actually read what I write, but that is fine, this is just a friendly hi with no real point, I'm gonna be here once in a while and publish some of the things I make, hopefully it'll help.

I just heard what happened there, everyone okay?

In continuation to the last journal that nobody reads, I seem to be able to build a cast around myself as well, I've mended myself, but I still feel down in the general feel, I put a good positive show, but in reality it is what it is - a show, a masquerade, another mask I wear in my everyday life and another stab at myself.

I've all but given up on some parts of the social norm, and it saddens me to admit so... Will I have the courage to make a move against someone much more stable than me? will it even work? I have many doubts that only time will reveal the answer to...time and courage.

I really should stop expecting things from people, I keep getting let down.
People splinter, people break, and I'm always there for those people I know to pick up the pieces and mend them together, to build a cast around their heart and sign it with "They were wrong, you are beautiful in every single way".
If I decide to break and no one listens, will I make a sound? or will I be background noise of everyday life, just one of hundreds of thusands just giving up and breaking every day, will someone notice? will someone tell me I am beautiful? will someone CARE? or will I sink slowly ever after?

I splintered, will I break?

I spend so much time cheering other people up in tumblr, that sometimes I wish I had the strenght to believe in half the things I tell others.

Well since I don't have much to write about really, except I moved out of my parents house and in with a couple of friends, I'm just gonna pimp out a great friend and a great glow-jewelery crafter, who is really amazing in her work.

 nightwolfrose

http://www.furaffinity.net/user/nightwolfrose/

I really have no idea what to write about, after my rage burst last month I'm feeling better now, just treating life as a big Meh and living my everyday life without feeling bad about anything really...I really have no idea how I do that, things that would have angered me or made me sad, no longer do, I still think about that crush, but I try to minimize it, and am trying to slowly move on.

I should probably write more, but I'm too tired, so good night or whatever time of day it is at your place.

Check it out:

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4194333

 nightwolfrose

Go check em out, they're just so awesome I seriously spent like 70$ on their stuff the past week!

Here's an example (and also my favorite from them):
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/9213202/

~bluespear

Well, I'm in a rotten mood now really, and I have been taking it out on some friends unjustly, but this is the only place I can say it explicitly without the person this is about reading it...

Well, A while ago I had a crush on someone for a while, finally got the courage to ask them out and got rejected, so I spent some time with other friends to overcome this and at some point came intimate with someone else, we both knew not to take it that way but I must say that was an intercourse I never had like before, and it was amazing for me.
argh, I'm rumbling again, anyway, we both knew not to take it as more then a one night stand, but I slowly became more and more attracted to that person, but I know that she had a crush on one of my other friends who is currently in a relationship with another friend who doesn't have the courage to break up with them (and justifies it with lack of time). If you followed this on the first read congrats.
Yesterday we had a conversation, and since I'm a good friend of my crush's crush and their partner she asked me what is the situation between them, long story short, she told me she realised that she really does have feelings for that friend, the type that you can't just wait out a bit and it'll pass.

Now that came as a kind of stab, because I was holding out and waiting for them to get over that crush so I could make my own move...but guess thats not really gonna work it seems, and now I am frustrated and annoyed and basically just wanna stab someone repeatedly.


Lastly, yes Green, I know you can read this, I don't mind you reading it but please keep it to yourself.

Have a "jolly" christmas or whatever the hell you're celebrating.

~bluespear

This job is haaaaaaaaaaard....
I hate it....
just got a few more months...
meh

Title says it all...

It appears someone I commissioned for a ref sheet hit an art block and shit, so it has been withdrawn... and now I have to look for someone else..

Not that anyone besides Angel actually reads this...

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Meh, really really bad mood...

Well, I commishioned two artists for a piece, one of them has already shown me a sketch, the other has not, this has been about a month ago.....

Hey to whomever reads this!

As you probably know, the situation over here in Israel is quite bad, luckily for me I live in the northern part of it so the rockets are not likely to get here, but if they do I'll need to think of alternatives, and I will probably disappear a while.

For someone with a rather fair price for a ref sheet, 100$ is way too much, 50$ is pushing it... if anyone knows of a good artist with a good price who is taking commishions I'd like to know about it.

Thanks

I'm looking to commision a Character Ref, anyone someone who does them for a good price?

Well, it appears Mica has gotten a trademark which I have not intentionally intended.
I find it interesting, and amusing, and I shall accept that trademark, The Broken Mutated Skull logo on her bra/shirt shall remain.

:D

Go read!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3906399/

Go go go, bid!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8953121/

Read it :D
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3886129/

So I was thinking of commisioning someone for a full colored pinup, but I'm not sure what is a fair price for such a thing, and who will fit my taste, so if anyone has any recommandations for artists who take colored commisions for a fair price and are generally nice people, link me their way please.

Thanks.

So I'm back, it was nice, Drachenfest was awesome, Mythodea was disappointing.
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fun little thing I encountered:

Use this pokemonn generator http://www.wyncorporation.com/pokemon/index.php

1. This Pokémon is your best friend.
#157 - Typhlosion "I used to play with fire"

2. This Pokémon is your boss that you need to impress for a promotion.
#437 - Bronzong "That'd be hard..."

3. This Pokémon is your partner for your science project.
#79 - Slowpoke "I'm fucked..."

4. This Pokémon is looking for every way possible to murder you.
#180 - Flaaffy "T.T Nuuuu"

5. This Pokémon is your mother-in-law.
#120 - Staryu "Are you saying I have mermaids in my family?"

6. This Pokémon is your boyfriend/girlfriend.
#354 - Banette "Well...that might work!"

7. This Pokémon is your ex.
#583 - Vanillish "I'm sorry, your too cold hearted for me!"

8. This Pokémon stalks you every waking moment.
#496 - Servine "Duck duck duck duck"

9. This Pokémon likes to snuggle with you.
#312 - Minun "CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTE~!"

10. This Pokémon ate all your cheesecake.
#230 - Kingdra "My cheesecakeeeees! they're all soggy now!"

11. This Pokémon is what you felt in your bed last night.
#143 - Snorlax "Awkwardly fitting...considering I have a Snorlax Pillow..."

12. This Pokémon banged your mom.
#123 - Scyther "Shit...that must've hurt...."

13. This Pokémon will do anything to try and get in your pants.
#132 - Ditto "As someone else said, I've seen enough Hentai to know where this is going..."

14. This Pokémon died by your own hands.
#162 - Furret "I didn't like him anyway"

15. This Pokémon is your loyal companion for life
#595 - Joltik "I guess its close enough to Pikachu..Lets go on an Adventure!"

16. This Pokémon reads you bed time stories.
#130 - Gyarados "Spongebob Pokemon?"

17. This Pokémon is your loving pet.
#146 - Moltres "Fuck yea!"

18. This Pokémon is your creepy dentist.
#370 - Luvdisc "Considering the shape of that thing...it is a very creepy dentist ><' "

19. This Pokémon is what you dream about every day.
#335 - Zangoose "Does look nice..."

20. This Pokémon is what you found in your basement when you moved into your new house.
#205 - Forretress "...I had a mini fortress in my basement, appearantly.."


WHAT IS WITH ME AND WATER POKEMON?! T.T