GUESS WHO'S BACK NOW!!! >D

THIS MAY 5!!! >O so yeah i should be able to post again........ but id prefer having my flash drive...... if anyone wants a commision do ask.... i wouldn't mind....... anyway i'm just starting to sketch some anatomy work so i'm trying all short of animals out, if anyone gots an idea, i'll add it to the list , in the means time i got alot to do! >3

well this really was one of my worst buy, no one even bother commenting on my journal! XD .....=w=UUU thats sad....

come on isn't anyone out there who wants a 5$ sketch just like these:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4259523/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5040615/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5077036/

please tell me what you would like in the comment below and i'll send you a note w/ instruction on money order! =3

k they're usually around 15$ in walt-mart... and i need one badly...
so this is what i'm doing!:

5$ sketch just like these:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4259523/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5040615/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5077036/

please tell me what you would like in the comment below and i'll send you a note w/ instruction on money order! =3

WHICH MEAN POSTING MY DRAWING WILL BE SLOW!! IDK for how long thoguh =/ i need something to save my drawing until i get to a PC that has internet like this one *pats screen* well then wish me luck i guess

yeah i never knew that a dog could get seizure... anyone knows what you can do to help them naturally?

37 friends wall post me saying happy b-day; today was the start of the Gay-stright alliance club at my school. this wasn't the best day but it worked out well! =3

and well i got some epic gift art thank you everyone! =D

well my B-day is in a week well then thanls :Zura_Rozier: for the friendly reminder!! =P XD i wonder how many people actually cared or pay attention to this, oh well

http://www.hellocosplay.com/images/.....s-helmet-4.jpg
http://www.hellocosplay.com/tales-o.....et-p-1712.html

they made judas's mask and it looks so epic!!!!! 8D damn thatd be an awesome grab!!!!! <3 but damn it's expensive =/ $1k

well it might sound sad or like a missing son (then again i think it is! XD) but yeah thats how i felt during mid-december and i really did miss someone... anyway i'm happy to be back, and i'm sorry also for everything... *kiss* dedicated for someone special

well that was random!!! XD

i knew it wasn't going to last long i just never knew it was this soon.

ENG108L4 Introduction to College Composition 3.00 B 3.00 9.00
ID11713 The Art of Being Human 3.00 B- 3.00 8.10
MTH09002 Intermediate Algebra 3.00 A- 3.00 11.10
SOC17501 Modern Social Problems 3.00 C+ 3.00 6.90
SPE10506 Fundamentals of Speech 3.00 C+ 3.00 6.90
THE17001 Beginning Play Production I - Tech 1.00 F 1.00 0.00 (drop out of this class so IDK why there is a grade...)


and about my family.... seems like things had cool down... i even heard my mom is ganna try to get back the net... though there's a real ackward feeling around home... another good news is we got the car back so i can drive around again... if i pay the gas that i used up...

and well i heard this game if finally being made: Tales of the World radiant Mythology 3 8D

well it seems like the connection i used at home isn't working as it use to; i guess i wont be able to IM for a little while; this sucks...

and the drama yesterday... i'm so tired and worn the hell out... i'm seriously depress... i understand it's important to have religon but i thought it's only as good as the feeling you have being a part of it. for me, i have no religion and i'm bisexual and i get it's all against God's commandemt and everything, but just dont imply me to be someone i'm not... this is just something goign out to my family after the shit they put me through yesterday. i dont get it I MAKE COMPROMISES FOR YOU GUYS WHY CAN'T YOU RETURN THE FAVOR?........ and that "fake" letter about my BF being a gay pimp and i should be carefull.... WTF??? *headdesk* i swear if i lose my individuality i'd just rather die...

essentially i'm remaking all of my comic character and with the extra time i have i'll be making asmall talk show comic w/ 3 character in it, talking about the show and the role they play within the series. of cours ei'm not ganna decide who will be on it; it'll be you guys but i want to try and remake one more series before making the vote an absolute x3 and i'll include some furs out there if they wanna be there to ask them question but that'll be lottery x3

Happy (belate) new year to everyone ; well i learned something based off of calling my college it seems as if classes starts on the 26th so i got time to finish commision and any promise request (like the lady Gaga song/pic) etc.

either way i think i should make some stuff to do also; 3 scholarship a week, 2 contest in the month and the rest.... drawing dasy!!! =3

Furry or not he's got me beat!! =P

http://www.youtube.com/user/BandRoa...../2/P-4ucH2gN3I

all by the great  Shadowwolfen and his band! please tune in for the encouragement!!

yeah seems like i got no net at this point oh well i can always use the college's net when i got the chance but i will not be able to use anything IMs

ganna loose internet again since my parent doesnt have the payment and dont want to mess with it anymore

Dear Mom,

i still got 43/45 people who cared about me, and beside if u have to put someone down it only proves how worst u are. so go ahead say i'm not ur son anymore, say i dont know you, but if thats the case MOM, then remember there's 43 people who know who the real embarrassment in the family. so i'll say it now that u know. I have a boyfriend and i love him well. and having a mother like u just proves who is THE REAL EMBARRASSMENT.


just something going on that i wanted to say

well then i got so inrpired of the song i want to draw it but i want to give a chance to all the female furs as well. so yeah anyone wanna be a part i need a female n male! X3

wow... A friend introduced us and in a day i thought with the joke you said made you seemed so dumb; i never thought we would ever get in love..it was all online too all this time. the 2nd day after seeing how much you were alone i try to enter your world to secure you like i would to anyone else. i didn't know what i was doing, and giving you that one chance was all i needed too. it was during this time that i gave random kisses and you responded back, you got MSN just to talk to me, and in return i got skype. you let me see you even though you couldn't see me. this moment wasn't anything sexual ,but you were trying to do more for me. it was so conforting to actually have someone trying to pay attention to you and not anything underneathe the clothings. i think thats when i really feel in love with you. the next day as promised i let you cam with me. we talked and joking around a bit.. just wow...

i had a online relationship with a girl where we had so much in common, i had an online relationship with someone who's been there to me so much, and i've been so loyal to them... but i never feel this in love as much as him befoere. i mean it's online we had web chat but like, whenever we talk it's like i can' stay focus on HW at all, i forget what i really need to do, i act so goofy and i'm ever so happy just to be able. lol why is it now that i'm so full of happiness just talking with you, why hasn't this happen at all before at any time? lol you been so open minded for me i just love you. we both had so much in common. in njust for days i had so much love for you

you promised to take me out to a movie this friday, but couldn't i was so sad and dissapointed... then you remember a promise and figure to take me along with you there instead. lol the moment and time i waited i kept getting my hope up but it kept on losing... finally around 7 or 8 you finally came and thats when i was so happy to see you. we kissed once in the parking lot, and both together in the photobooth in Knots scary farm... you were tired of coursed but lol i was so much in love. we left the last hour and we kissed and rested in the car alone while everone else enjoyed themselves..... fuck, did this really happen? lol i love you so much, it was my first kiss and date, and i loved you SO much lol.... ah i'm so happy

what else can i say?

"Nothing I say comes out right,
I cant love without a fight,
No one ever knows my name,
When I pray for sun, it rains.
Im so sick of wasting time,
But nothings moving in my mind,
Inspiration cant be found,
I get up and fall but,"

hey i'm still alive and stunborn as hell

"i'll fight n sleep when i die"