Welp... whoever reads this is probably wondering where I was or why I am still not here
Last summer my PC broke and I had to save up money to get a new one
Bought one at the end of last year and tried to get everything back to normal, tried to play some games my older PC was struggling with
So...why did I write "try"?...
That's why the cursed thing comes in...
Literally one month later...just one month...my new PC broke as well...
I nearly spent 3000 € for that one..
And now I'm still in a dumb mindset that even if I repair that one...it will break sooner than much later...
I just hate my life...everything just turns wrong...

You know what sucks?
Being a guy that loves so much naughty art here, but gets horny from it
And the loneliness doesn't really help
Would love to rp...but typing on a tablet suuuuucks so much..at least for me xD

Fuck the year 2023
Only bad things happened and still keep happening..
Also sorry that I only just updated you all because my PC is dead and have to type on a screen WHICH I HATE
...just depressed and bored and lonely and stressed...

I have to write something different here because seeing my older post makes me sad
I mean of course it IS sad and I am still severly depressed because of what happened..
But I just want to think and see something else ._.'
And well...I saw so much beautiful art and it really made me feel better =3
...
Problem is though....man so many hot pictures x///x
Getting horny lol

Sorry everyone..
I don't think I will be here for a while again...
A family member passed away...and it just hurts too much
I just want to be with my family right now..

You know what sucks?..
Feeling lonely and being horny at the same time v.v'
It just fucking sucks so badly..
Guess I'm not feeling that well for a while now..

So if everyone wants to talk..just send me a note..

Guess it was supposed to happen sooner or later ;_;
Yeah my picture is gone..
But yeah I violated the rules because of AI art..
So I'm sorry to everyone ._.

Uhm...whoops
Hello everyone^^'
Wow..this has been a while huh?..
I am very sorry..

Sadly I had so much to do these months that I didn't had much time to do stuff here ><'
Really hope I can come back in and appreciate the arts =)

Okay...I think I feel a bit better now...I hope^^'
Sorry for making you all worry and thank you lots for sending me cute messages!
Those really cheered me up <3
I try to be more active again!

Sorry everyone that I'm rather quiet recently.
I just have lots of stress at work, but also I feel quite depressed right now.
It's just one of those times I just feel lonely, unloved and alone.
And when I have some days off I feel bored...
I'm just weird and all these things suck^^'
I hope that these days will be over soon..at least for a while x.x

The feeling when you get a thanks for a watch, or an answer from an amazing person here?
It is so nice! ^,^
But even if I don't get a message, I'm just glad I find so many awesome pictures and people here =3
They all deserve so much love!! >w<