So i started how she dragged her ass when i wanted to go to Sacramento. Well she wants to go to santa cruz. Complains about how she wants to go, and begs and begs. So i say sure. Still pissed at her but i don't want to stay home with my gma who has the nerve to tell me i need to kill my attitude because "my mom is doing this for me." It took all my will not to say bullshit.

We ain't goin on this trip for anyone except her. Because she's been bitching about w anting to go for a goddamned month. She did yesterday on fucking purpose. I swear she did. She's a spiteful whore. She knows I've been looking forward to the damn trip to Sacramento. She knew for two weeks, but what does she care.

I half hope i come bsck with something on my papsmear. God this bitch is annoying

So you all know the bs and nonsense thats happened

Well no one has really comforted me about it. Not even the pet that talks to me most he claims "I dont know what to do" so he doesnt comfort me. But today he was "upset". one of his friends deleted him because his friend didnt like him so he came to me looking for comfort. Ironic huh? so I did what he does to me. I fucked him and ignored his please to be held. The little piece of shit claims he loves me but treats me like a fucking toy. Damn ridiculous.

I decided to leave my master. Honestly people who arent around dont love me. I dont like that. If they cared theyd be here to tlak and comfort me when I need it. But no they arent there so if they arent here for the bad why should they have any of my time.

My mom was supposed to drive me to a friends today. So I cleaned the house, yesterday I took care of the dogs, the day before I took care of my clothes and room. I ran around with her ALL FUCKING DAY, putting up with her shit and lo-and-behold she lollyfucking gagged and so I decided not to waste the four fucking hours it took to get to their house because we would have arrived AFTER FUCKNG MIDNIGHT by the time the bitch would have deiced to leave.

THen becuase Im upset she pulls me aside and says "Is there anyone else you want to spend the day with" No. "Is there anything I can do to make you happy?" No "Do you want to go on another road trip tomorrow?" NO!! "oh well i was thinking of going to santa cruz." WTF!!!!!!!!!!!! So i told her she's just gonna have to deal with my fucking attitude.

Im used to being put on the back fucking burner. Im used to not being cared about. Im used to people not giving a damn about me. DOESNT MEAN I HAVE TO PUT UP WITH IT.

Im tired of all this shit. The bitch can barely function without me. I cant wait for the day she's totally without me. I'll gladly watch her stupid ass flounder and drown.

When you finish cleaning your room and so you sit down only to realize you still have to do laundry.

I forgot what a great movie this was. With Rosanne Barr, Meryl Streep, and Ed Begley Jr, this movie is a great example of Hell hath No Fury like a woman Scorned.

So, the movie is about Ruth (Rosanne) whose husband Bob (Ed) cheats on him with a novelist name Mary(meryl). Eventually Bob leaves Ruth for Mary, claiming she's a bad wife, a bad mother and that she isn't fulfilling his needs even though she's home night and day trying to make him happy. He claims that he is not getting the four basic things he needs a happy home, a loving family, a stable career, and the freedom to enjoy it. So he leaves and lives with his mistress calling her a she-devil as he leaves.

So she shows him how much of a devil she can be, destroying all of his four basic needs with careful planning, hidden agendas and a few good women.

I remember when I was younger watching this movie thinking Rosanne was a bitch, but now Im like, Do your thing girl, show those bastards why they should never mess with you.

So if you ever get the chance check out this 1989 classic.

Honestly god has it out for me. I don't know how but i racked up some really bad juju. So Saturday, after working 8 solid hours i found out that the drawer i cashed out maybe 3 hours before the end of my shift was 25 and change short. So i was suspended "until further notice". Then Sunday i totaled the car. Monday i missed class but nothing important. I have a huge bruise developing on my left breast and i think i did more than just hit my shoulder when i totaled the car.

Anyways, i had been waiting for a call from mcdonalds and Thursday my mom told me to call so i did. I called stated my name asked what was going on with my suspension. The manager said " well we didn't find the money so we terminated you. You can get your last check at the main office." I felt like asking when that was decided but if i asked that then the monkey on my shoulder would have possessed me and the hounds of hell would start snarling into the phone.

Today i walked into the main office with my uniform ready to turn in and pick up my last check. The people looked and didn't find it they spoke to me and said that they have no record of me being terminated so they're going to follow up and see what happened. I have my shitty ass uniform til then and I'm contacting the labor commissioner soon. All the shit they put me through this is the icing on the cake. I'm going to demand the ten bucks they owe me for my shoes as well since i wasn't fired until after my 90 days was up.

So all morning im telling my mom we need to go to a pick-a-part. I wake up maybe 9, she comes home i am when are we going? She says we need to do this first, so i say let's get food, but she doesn't want what i want which is fucking rude since im paying. While we're eating i ask when we're going. She says after she goes here. Then we have to pick up my sister and her bf and bring her with us to costco, where my mom needed to go. All three smoke pot in the fuking car god forbid they consider me.

Then they take forever in Costco come out and we're driving back to drop my sister off i ask when we're going to pick-a-part, she says we need to stop by the house. My sister says shes hungry my mom buys her food. At last we go home. My gma orders shit from a town over and my mom goes with her to pick up. By this time im annoyed its past 3 and it takes an hour + to get to the place so im looking online. Theyre gone roughly half an hour. Then she comes home and starts rushing me, like im taking forever. Snapping at me saying "we gotta go. Hurry up." It pisses me off. Ive told her and I've told. God forbid she listens to me. But hey who the fuck am i?

Bad Weather-

friends who only talk to when things have gone to hell in their life.

Fair Weather-

friends who are only around when things are good

Naughty-

friends who are only around for sex

these are the friends I have no use for

Though I havent shown it. I am a creative person

Just last night I made a really dark poem XD

The world is asunder
As thieves do plunder
Stealing the hearts and souls of men

What spell are they under
As they rape and kill another
Feasting on flesh and mortal sin

Ode to the wonder
Of Gods greatest blunder
Tempting the devil to grin

Denying the hunger
Roared by gluttony's thunder
Tearing those from within

The nightmares do saunter
As mortals grow gaunter
And the reapers games begin

Come join me if you wish, to talk, and possibly get a free sketch. Dont be shy stop on by.

http://www.livestream.com/clubkayne

Fml, got to work quarter to twelve was supposed to get off at three... I'm still here... with an evil river and a pissed off monkey demanding chocolate covered chocolate with a side of chocolate dipped on chocolate with hint of strawberry.... i bet all the wimmens gained thirty pounds.

Well no sleep tonight... still maybe after i wash my blankets... fuuuuuck!

This sucks. I was only supposed to work three hours. I should just change my name to Kunta and address my managers with a "yes'm" or "yes boss" lolz Fuck im tired, i still has to drive home!!!!!!!

* note to self, draw the monkey on the shoulder of wulfette* lolz

This is gonna be fun, especially since i have to return to work at 10pm tonight. Yep.. or was that ten thirty... hmmmm. Fml

Titty sprinkles

How is it you can pee on the seat and the floor in a restaurant and just be satisfied? Why can't you say something or clean up after yourself? That's nasty

Im gonna stream. Yep gonna stream.

Auctions are cancelled, so the images will be removed. No one was truly interested so Im just removing them.

I have a 6 character image I need to color, so Im gonna do a nice tame stream tonight. it will only be for 3 hours sadly, and its already started.

See you at Club Kayne

I'm currently holding two prepose auctions.

One for any gender. An archer character that I drew. The clothes are not set in stone it was just an example.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10009460/


And one for females only, a bit of solo action in the shower.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10009485/

This is the best version of the song call me maybe: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KAQhG59zqZc

Sooo a dude and his two friends pull up to the drivethru,
they order a small coffee, 3 creams and 3 sugars, a mcchicken and a mcdouble. I said is that all they said yes. I ring them up then the guy says "I wanted to add more" so I go to the other computer to modify his order, he said "I need two more mcchickens, a large coke and a medium fry" then he goes silent for roughly 20 seconds, so I ring up his order again. he says "I want to add more." So he adds another mcchicken, and two mcdoubles, a large drpepper, and a large poweraide. Then he says "Did you get all that" I recite his order. "THen he says yeah now I need 3 more mcdoubles." So I add three more mcchikens, a medium fry, and a 2 more mcdoubles. I ask, "is that all?" He says "Yeah thats it." DUring all this his friends are just talking smack and laughing. Im like FUCK because I still have shit I need to do before I can clock out for the night and its pissing me off that these dudes are taking forever to order their shit. After I punch them in and get their cash I head back to the Mount Everest pile of dishes I have to do.

I HATE FUCKING STONERS!!!! GAH BASTARDS NEED TO NOT BE UP AFTER MIDNIGHT!!!!

First the haha: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctJJrBw7e-c

Now the awww: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=78k2x1J03XI

Now some retardedness: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2CYVrJ9OYMk

But hatin these 5-8 hour shifts. It's hell on my foot paws. *whimpers* also i despise mustard, bastard condament always ruining my uniform.

So far things are ok, rounding out my first week working. I get home and I'm asleep before i reach the door... which is a bad thing considering i drive myself home. I actually feel asleep driving. >.> shhhhhhh that's a secret.

Omg, as of yesterday i had 28 hours. I'm working 7 hours, tomorrow I'm working 8. Nyaaaaah

http://www.livestream.com/clubkayne

Again doing free sketches every so often during the finishing of a picture, or pictures. come chat watch and see if you get a free sketch. Have your ideas ready.

Starting at 2, I'll be streaming and doing side sketches for those who are watching. So come one come all chat and talk.

http://www.livestream.com/clubkayne

I need a ref sheet for my character because Im too lazy to draw one.

Though Im too broke to pay for one as well. BUTS it will be a trade. I'll do a two character Full shade and color image plus BG, for the person who does me a favor and does a ref sheet for my evolved Sona Zarek.

I have color sample and a reference image that you can go by.

So whose willing to give this wolf a hand? Hmmm? Anyone?

At mcdonalds. Yep. Orientation is Tuesday. They'regonna train me as a closer so i work Saturday and Sunday from eleven to three. Omg, this is gonna be great. I can finally have an income. Maybe I'll get a bank account so that i can direct deposit. *claps* hehe. I'm happy.

Well, I need to line a sketch of mine, and while I do so I'll do side sketches for watchers. So if you would like to attend my sketch and stream please click the link. The sketches will be done every thirty minutes depending on how many people are there.

Alright so alright heres the link: http://www.livestream.com/clubkayne

See you there.

she's a stray not mine

Shes wandering around town, poor thing, first heat. We've been calling animal control, we even had her a few days to keep the males off her but then she ran off and now just sits there outside our yard looking sad and cute but we cant keep her. Anyone want her?

I deeply apologize for my recent outburst. Bad dreams, rejection and lack of communication with several individuals i trust put me in a bad state of mind. Regardless, that does not excuse me of the fact that i flew off my rocker with a nuclear powered jetpack and spewed angry words at you innocent individuals.

For this reason i offer a humble apology. Have a good night.

Sincerely,
Zarek