I want my bunneh damn it where is he???? *searches vigorously for bunneh*

hugs and groped to everyone. In one of those loving moods yay :3

I have been thinking about it for a month just doing commissions. I just got to get some thinking and organizing before I actually say I'm open up. Gotta think of cost and what I will draw and what not. Any insight is greatly appreciated. I'm trying to grow and learn as an artist and really want to improve in areas I'm not the strongest in. Just keep in mind if I do decide to be open for commissions it would be a limited amount of slots cause I do work a full time job. So as I said any insight or suggestions throw them at me, and I'll make sure to duck it they are literally thrown at me, but you know what I mean. Laters

Blu

My god i couldn't wait until I got out of work!! It was fine up to the point we closed. Then things just seemed to just go crappy for me. Anyways would like to talk to peeps to forget about it. If you want holla at me on AIM, MSN, and Yahoo. SN's or on profile.

Hey this goes out to all my fur friends in the state of Montana, I just found out that I still have the yahoo group MTfur up and running. Here is a link to it if you wanna go and check it out. http://groups.yahoo.com/group/MTfur/

Hey Guys!!!

Been awhile since I've done a journal. I have a question for all of you. What would you like to see from my art. I know I draw my fursona way too much and I need to get away from that. But what else would you like to see me do so I can improve more as an artist. I would really appreciate your thoughts and concerns.

Thanks
Blu

Hey guys, sorry I haven't been really on FA. Been taking care of a lot of stuff in my life. With all the craziness that I have gone thru. I finally colored some of my old subs but delete them from my sub page, so I got the colored ones up. Well, I'll see ya all around!

Blu

The many things that we think about when we are at work. At least for me. hehehe. X3

Well I came up this scenerio for a story. My character Blu is a prince from a distant planet, and falls in love with a dragon bear,Grif, who is of noble blood. Well an evil mad warlord is so obsessed with Blu's land and takes seige of it. Anyway the heroics of Grif and wanting to save Blu and his family and defeat this warlord, causes a power that runs in Blu's family finally is released.

The warlord then thinks that if he can use and control Blu as his personal slave then he can rule the land. Anyways, I know I'm giving some of the story away, but it is a WIP. Anyways hopefully I can get some time in and write it, maybe I'll post it. Tell me what you think of it so far?


Blu

Boy it's been awhile since I even drew anything. I've noticed that gotten the urge to draw again. After getting some things settled down and caught after my move back home, it's been a struggle.

In December I finally got a place of my own, and enjoying the life out of it. Work has been so so, but other then that just getting a few minor things caught up.

Most of my time has been spent on play WoW. I'm so addicted to that game. I have lots of characters on there. I'm usually on Ararthor realm. Highest character I have a a lvl 50 Night Elf Druid!! She' kicking butt. Arathor is my Alliance server, but my Horde server is Nazgrel. Yes I have a Tauren, he's a druid but not very high level at the moment. Hehehe.

As you can tell I changed a few things. I'm no longer just a wolf, I'm now a lupogryph. Since I had a change in my life I thought I'd do the same here. I won't have any colored pic until I get a decent program (photoshop) to get them all full of brightness and piazzaz. LOL

I just thought I'd let you know what's been going on in my life.

I do still come online and check up on everyone. I hope you are all doing well and check ya laters.

Blu

Hey everyone, sorry I haven't been doing much on here. Between work and trying to get my own place to live has taken most of my time up, that and playing WoW too. :3

I just recently bought me a new all in one printer so I'm happy that I can scan my pics that I draw. Now to get photoshop so I can work on my technics in there. LOL. It's only 2 more days until I turn 27!!! Boy I'm gettting to be an old wolf let me tell ya.

I have come down with the cold. Being coughing, sneezing, hacking, congested, headache, all the lovely things that go with any cold or flu. I was being sarcastic if you figure that out already.

Other then that just been busy busy busy most of the times. Not a lot of furries in Montana to hang out with, but oh well, didn't expect there to be. I have been how ever checking my messages and all the fun stuff to see what everyone has been up to. Well, I'd better get going and fight this cold. It's being a bitch to me!!!

*takes out sword and starts fighting with the big old cold bug*

Anyways, talk to you guys later, hopefully I'll have a pic to post sometime here in the future.


~Bluwolf

Hey everyone!


Thought I'd drop a line to tell you all that I'm still around and alive. Been hanging out with some friends, working a bunch.

I recently got into a role playing group. We are playing Vampire: The Dark Age. It's very interesting so far.

A shout out to all those best buds of mine I miss you very much! *BIG HUGS*

Have drawn a few things since i did my last submissions...hehehe, but anyways. I'll talk to you all laters.

Okay everything was going swimmingly well yesterday. Went out and helped my mom with some of her errands. I got a hair cut cause I was looking on the shaggy side, and I don't like long hair on me especially when it's getting hot with the weather and all and it irritates me when the back of my neck gets sweaty.

Anyways, it was when I got to work that the craziness started happening. The 17 yo employee that I mentioned in a couple of journals ago came in to eat before he had to come to work. Well he came in with an older gentleman, who I found out was 39 later. Let me explain something so no one is lost. When I closed as manager on Tuesday night another manager who was not working came in with the 39 year old guy. I thought he looked hewt. Well my gaydar went off on him, but I was too busy making the food for orders. Seems like he was interested in the 17 yo. I found out later that Jen, the manager that wasn't working, asked her friend if he saw me, but he said he couldn't see me. Oh well, don't bother me much. To continue where I left off Jonathan, the 17 year old, admitted that him and the 39 year old, Will, started dating. That's when I rolled my eyes.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not jealous or envy of them. They have only known each other for one day and talked for two hours, from what I was told. I guess it's me or maybe not, but I think that they are moving a little too fast. One Will can still get in a heep of trouble being with Jonathan as far as the law goes. Two Jonathan is very vunerable cause he's still in the high school mentality, and can be used and get hurt and not even realize it. I have a funny feeling that Will is just using Jonathan for a piece of ass, excuse my french there. I maybe wrong on my theory, but I'm just going to let the events unfold and see if I'm right or wrong. I don't toy or meddle in places I should be in. I will say that I talked to Jonathan and said "Congrats on you dating someone. You're my friend and I don't want to see you hurt so becareful."

I guess it's the big brother type of effect that I'm doing.

Well as the night went on we got super busy and people just started to get worn out of energy and things just didn't get done. I did think of this and I don't know where it came from, as I was cooking it came to me, "You are always the one over looked." What I mean by that is, everytime someone is interested in me, or I'm interested in them they find someone else to be interested in and I'm like totally ignored and what not, if that makes sense. It always happens to me and it doesn't phase me anymore. It's like whatever, and move along there are far more things to worry about.

Well I talked to another supervisior that I was working with last night, and she agreed with me. I think something fishy is going on, and everything that I felt about Jonathan and Will.

I couldn't get to sleep until around 3, cause I was trying to find out what was fishy going on. Well anyways, I'm blabbering on too much, but just thought I'd share with ya guys. It's a new day and new events are going to unfold I had this gut feeling. So I'll catch ya all laters.

~Blu

Okay I will let everyone know that I don't mind being tagged, but I just don't get into them. I feel honored and flattered that people will tag me and I will read them just won't do them myself. It's not that I don't get mad or annoyed they are fun to read. So anyways I just thought I'd let people know if it seems like I'm being a spoiled sport, I'm not. Don't like chain letter type things.

Lurve ya'lls

Blu

Blu:
Height: 6'2"
Fur Color: Royal Blue (of course)
Body: Average
Piercings: One hoop in each ear
Eye Color: Green
Others: Even though the fur is royal blue, on his chest is the area that is a lighter blue (sky blue) same goes to the patch that looks like a treasure trail or stomach fur patch. Best ref for this is http://www.furaffinity.net/view/505822



Turq
Height: 6'3"
Fur Color: Turquoise, how ever you spell it, prime color, stomach fur is a yellow to golden yellow. Eyebrows, inner ear are yellow
Body: Average
Piercings: One hoop in the left ear
Eye Color: Yellow
Others: Has two pairs of wings. One set is at shoulder blade level, the second pair are smaller and at stomach level.
Best ref for this is
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/461512

Okay here is the concept of the contest, just a far stretch but I like different people's styles of drawing, so I thought while I was bored watching TV that I would like to see how Blu or Turq would look like they they were emo-ish or punk typish/rockish style.

I don't care if the art work is a sketch, digital art, or even line art. I will judge each work and choose my favorite ones.

If you wanna do Blu and Turq, by all means you can. Only 2 submissions per person. I will post another journal for references.

First Prize will get art trades
Second Prize is a request
Third will be gift art.

In appreciation to everyone that sends me their work I will post them, giving them credit.

If anyone is interested and does submit your work to my email at bearwolfcub@yahoo.com. The deadline for this contest is on May 26th, since I think that gives enough time to work on it and get it sent. I willl post results on May 28th.

So good luck, be creative, and have fun. :3

Hey guys, sorry I haven't been keeping in touch much lately. I finally got a car, thanks yet again to my parents on helping out. I love them.

Been busy with work and trying to get back into the swing of things there. It's going to take me awhile since I've been gone for six months.

An employee told me that he has a crush on me. He asked me if I would go out with him. I'm very flattered that he told me his feelings and wants to go out with me. I told him you have to be 18 or older so that I would consider it, since he is only 17 and will be 18 here in two months. He said he can wait. The whole thing is I forgot to tell him all I'm looking for/wanting right now is friends. After all I'm beggining to get my life back on track. :3

So how have you guys been? Been thinking about you guys. :3 Drop me a line sometimes. I have today and tomorrow off! Yay! Well I'd better get some things cleaned up so I'll see ya guys later.

Hey guys just a quick post to let ya all know that I made it back to Montana safely! :3

It was a long trip but I'm glad I'm not the on the bus anymore. Had a 5 hour layover in Denver and it was soooo boring there. I swore to myself I not going to take the bus unless it calls for desperate measures.

Anyways, been trying to get things unpacked and organized. Don't have to work until May 1st. So I love you all so take care.

*big old blue wolf hugs*

It’s kinda funny that I am thinking about what I has happened to me since I moved to Kansas City. It has already been half a year since my roommate, Shawn, and I moved down here.

It all started when I was recalling packing up to move down here. It took us awhile but hell I wanted to get out of Montana so bad. I was so anxious to be in a different place. Things where a lot more easy going when Shawn and I where in Montana. We had completely different work schedules, which worked out perfectly cause we hardly saw each other. Everything started to change when we moved to KC. Mostly bad luck for me, I got my first job at Gamestop in Liberty after hounding them for half a month. I was only part time though, so I was on the hunt still to look for another part time or a full time job. I don’t know how many applications I turned in, but I decided, “Hell with it I’ll go back to Arby’s.”

I started working there and everything started to work out. Shawn and I got tired out sharing a bedroom and wanted our own privacy, and living under his parent’s house was okay for the time being. We did find the place we are in now in October. It’s a really nice place and a good area too.

Well, Shawn let me drive his car to work sometimes. By this time I had transferred to a different store and got a promotion. When I was going to work one wet, rainy Sunday, I had gotten into an accident with his car. I got a two tickets cause Shawn didn’t have his recent insurance card in the car and one for as the police stated I was following to close causing an accident.

After that I was allowed to drive his car until it was fixed. Then I wasn’t allowed to cause of insurance purposes. Well I quit at Arby’s. I was trying to find another job that was closer to me. Everything went okay for the rest of the year. After the New Year, is when I lost my job at EB Games, which is owned by Gamestop for those who didn’t know. I did however land a job at Taco Bell before Christmas.

I was let go from EB Games cause I didn’t have a reliable source of transportation and I missed a day of work and couldn’t call in because my phone got shut off and it was one of the storm systems that came in and was really bad. No kidding I waited and hour and a half for the bus to come and in the freezing cold and it never showed up.

Moving on, I started to yet again find another job cause I know Taco Bell was only a part time job. To this day I couldn’t get one cause nobody was hiring in the area we lived in. Without a car I couldn’t to much cause other places in the Metro area were. So my bill got behind and everything since I moved here.

I’ve met some of the greatest people here, and I’m going to miss them. I just have to move back so I can get my bills cleared up and get a car. I doubt that I’ll be moving here in the near quick future. But one day I’ll say hey I’m going to try it again and see what happens from there. I’m also trying to save the friendship that Shawn and I have. It’s best for me to go back cause I need my own space back and I know he needs his.
Anyways I’m rambling on, I guess I’ll conclude this then.

Okay just to let you all know, when I get back to Billings, MT; I will not have my computer. I'll be recontructing my first and very old computer. I have my hard drive and CD/CDR CDR+/ DVD ROM, from my recent computer. All I need to do is buy a new motherboard/processor bundle and update the video card, and sound card and I'm back in business again. I will have to buy a new printer/scanner/copier since I can't bring my printer up and I gave it to my roomate. But if everything goes alright back in Billings it will all come together in the end. So it will be awhile before I can post any artwork. :(

Okay now here is the reason I am doing this journal. Since I will not have any messangers while living with my parents all I can do is communicate through email. So..here is my email: bearwolfcub@yahoo.com. Until I can pay my cellphone bill down I won't be able to call some people but when do I'll give a call, but if you want my cell number it's 406-861-7524

Well yesterday was not a very good day for me at all. It was one thing after another. When I was at work it was fine and it was pay day!!! Yay! Well when I went to cash my check I couldn't. The teller tells me that I can deposit it. I was like okay, I had to pay my other half of the rent. Well she then told me that there is a hold on in until the 18th of this month. I was like great *rolls my eyes in digust* I called my property management and told them what was going on. She told if it's not taken care of that they have to get an attorney, cause a month ago I had a returned check. And foolish when I got the money back I spent it on other bills. Trust me I'm regretting it. Plus that I haven't been able to pay my half of the gas, and I let my roomate know this too. Well, I told my roomate and he called the property management, and he asked me what do you want to do. I didn't know at that point. I told him that I might as well move back to Montana cause I haven't had any luck down here since I moved here. I've had three jobs down here, I'm still working one. Without a car I'm screwed all the way around. He sighed and told me to call my mother and tell her. I called her and told her what was going on, then I called my GM and DM to see if I can have my old job back. They said I can just inform them when I'm coming back. Well, I was emotional drained from this and I talked to my GM at Taco Bell and she tried to convince me to stay. She did say that she would try to help as far as hours, and give me free meals at work, since I can't even buy my own food at the moment. I thanked her for all that she has done. Right now as it stands I will be leaving on the 25th of this month on Grayhound back to Billings, Montana. So I have to get somethings packed that I need to take back that is necessary to take back if that made any sense at all. I will be on here, it'll be awhile so right now my are will have to wait until I get everything back into shape.

Well I don't know what else to say at the moment, but I will see you guys again, when I'm back up in Montana.

Okay this morning when I was getting ready for work, I saw my phone was flashing saying I recieved a text or a call. Well I checked it. It was from the friend I just lost just this last week. I only read the first have and got pissed and erased it right away. Okay this is what I had read:
TRY TO FIX IT WITH ME. STOP BEING FUCKING SELFISH AND SELF CENTERED.

That's as far as I got before erasing it. More then a few thoughts crossed my mind at that moment. Here are some of them:
1.Oh he did not just say that!!!
2.I don't need this before work.
3.Why is he texting me when he said he was done with me and wanting to fix it with me?
4.Is he trying to play games with me?
5. I'm not being selfish or self centered, from what I can think of is you're being self centered.

Is it me or what? I'm more then a little confused. First of all he told me in the first text he was done with me. Why on earth would you text me and say fix it with me when you said you were done. Is this contradicting in ways???

Second of all I will tell you the honest to god's truth, I didn't stoop to his level at the moment I got mad. If he wanted to get my reaction then he got it for a brief moment in time. I'm not going to deal with this drama, I'm over it. I'm not into mind games so I'm not going to play them.

For those who know me, I'm not self centered well to this extreme anyways. Selfish, damn right I am, I'm trying to take care of me right now and trying to find another job, and try to pay my bills I'm behind in, and try to get a fucking car!!!! Sorry I lost it there for a moment.

It might me the bitch in me, it might not be. Like I said I'm done with this just thought I'd share this with you guys. Doesn't anyone else think differently????

Laterz,
Blu

Well if the subject doesn't say it all I don't know what will at this moment. I've known this guy since late December/early January. Anyways we became friends and so forth. Well a couple of weeks ago he told me he would like to date me if I had the guts to ask him. Okay, I'm flattered that he said that and was being honest. The first time I had talked to him I told him all that I'm looking for at this time is friends. I have things to take care of and I need to take care of me first. He said it was fine and that he understood.

Well to get on with it I hadn't talked to him in a week and a half, cause I'm currently looking for a second job that well help me pay the bills since I'm behind. I called him up today after I got off work and asked him if he would call me back and that I needed to ask him a couple of questions. When I got home and looked at my phone he texted me back. This is what he sent back: "You made your bed now lay in it im doen with you fool."

I was like okay and a little worried and mad. I sent him back "Okay I can respect that. Have a good one."

So now I'm a little hurt that I lost a friend. But I am so glad that I still have other friends that do care about me and will be there for me.

Hey thanks everyone!! I finally hit 200. Means so much to mean that you all watched me, hey no peeking, and shouted on my page, faved and commented.

The winner of the pic contest was Skgyae!! Congrats to him. Elaki, you came close, thanks for giving it a try, but I'm thinking of more contests for people, so just keep watching. :3

Luvs and Licks to you all,

Blu

Yay, the number of people that have viewed is close to 200. Getting there slowly, but hey. Thanks to everyone that has viewed. I am going to do a free pic if someone takes a snapshot of my profile at 200, but they have to be first one to send it to me. Send it to bearwolfcub@yahoo.com. Thanks and I'll catch ya guys later.

Blu

Okay this idea was taken from skgyae from his last journal. I got bored read his and then thought it would be fun to do. So can you guess all of the lyrics below?

-Love isn’t funny, when it’s burning inside, and all you think of is how to get through the night.
-Baby come on, reclaim that love you never let me feel, I should have know, you brought nothing real.
-I have to fake a smile a laugh everyday of my life, my heart can’t possibly break when it wasn’t even whole to start with.


I'll do a free pic if any one gets all three of them right :3