Well, the time is here finally. Today is my last day at home before I move to my dorm. I'm excited and looking forward to it, but....at the same time, I'm very VERY nervous, and a little scared, to be honest. Yeah I know, it's really stupid to be 'scared' about moving away and going to college, but....well, I dunno, I guess I am. XD

Anyway, part of the reason I wanted to write this is to say that I'm going to be even busier than usual for a while, and hopefully I'll have some new art up soon when I can afford it...or if I start working on my art skills. X3 But anyway, wish me luck. The next few days are going to be a total leap of faith for me, so...yeah.

Oh my, I'm finally back! XD I took a...rather long break from FA, and all my other sites as well, due to the preparation, and stress that comes with it, of moving into my new dorm. It hasn't happened yet (that doesn't come until the 20th), so I will probably still be slightly inactive, but I'll make my best effort to keep up to date on this site....if only to avoid having literally thousands of submissions and journals waiting for me to sort through when I come back......like what's happening right now. XD

So, there's a friend I have in Indiana who I really really want to see. She's an old friend of mine and I love her to death. ^^ She is also having another friend of mine fly down to see her this may (next month). Well, I wanted to go and hang out with them, but....unfortunately, I lack the funds to go, and I don't see myself getting that money in time to go visit. >.< Any suggestions? i guess I could start doing commission stories, but that won't get me anywhere fast since i'm not widely known....or...rather, not known at all on FA. XD

Well, life has a very interesting way of taking you down when all seems well. I have plenty of things to be happy for right now...a new car (Which is great since I'm shipping off to college in a few months), good university, health, a bunch of new watchers (which I am very, very, VERY thankful and honored for.^^), all that good stuff....yet I can't be happy about a damn bit of it, because just when something good happens, life seems to sneak up and bite me in the ass. Something recently happened (Although I can't mention it here on account of it involving another member, and I doubt anyone would take kindly to me ranting about them) that just....downright pissed me off. It took the wind right out of my sails, and where I thought life was finally going good, BAM! The brick wall of life decides to show itself once more. Being honest, it is shit like this that is making me slowly but surely become more and more of a pessimist and slip deeper into depression and sadness. But, I digress. I don't want this to seem like a desperate cry for attention because, in all honesty, it isn't. I'm just ranting. But anyway, on to the non-rant part of this Journal....

Since I cannot draw for my life yet (I'm practicing!! X3), but I still want to contribute to this site (and possibly make money on the side, though that will most certainly not be my main goal), I was thinking....maybe I could give story writing a try? I've been needing something new to pour my emotions into, and I was thinking maybe I would offer commissions for stories? Is that even a thing? Would people pay me to write stories about them? I don't even know. XD What do you all think? And be honest. If it is a stupid idea, by all means, be brutally honest. I can take it!....hopefully. XD

Sooo....yet another convention I will be missing out on, it would seem, for I have not the money, the ride, nor the room to attend. :/ So, it seems that my first con ever attended won't be this one, after all...and won't be ANY con for a rather long time, at this rate....

*sighs* not even sure why I'm writing this, anyway, considering I have only 3 watchers. Just to vent, I suppose?

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