So is my Birthday. Its only 29, so there will be no huge or big celebration. My best friends just come, I fill some glass with Jägermeister and just have some drinking. I cant drink so much alcohol. So we start to draw one of my very favourite character and I hope it will be done to evening.

I have vacation, I had to be in work, but I take a vacation two days. I do 12 hours work.
After January, lots of things going to big hell in my work and I am in big s***t.
And my extreme wishes? Still live Nick Wilde and this beauty :

http://www.eng.auburn.edu/images/re.....ifrontview.jpg


Before some minutes I found something amazing for me.
My friends are quite pissed but I have Birthday and I hope four new drawings start soon.
"My second wife"

My Birthday is closimg up, but its not good. After it, everything in my work go to big shit.
It was good job but it turn in to hell. And it will be more worse. The worst time begin on May.
My colleagues are so lazy and very slow. Lots of them trying to send their work on me but I have lots of my work to do.

Worse, they dont help and lots time they only sit and doing only personal things, not for the work.

I will be 29, so its bad too. My psychic illness grows every day and when I hit 30, it will be very hard and difficult to heal it.

I found something, what can give me a big help in this, but its very hard to get it.
For this I need MRI, main the noise from MRI in real. ( I call it "special noise therapy") Does not exist but I trying to get it. And its little chance.

So, my big extra wishes?

Live Nick Wilde ( I very love him and I wish that Nick sould be my best real life friend)

and this beauty :

http://www.eng.auburn.edu/images/re.....ifrontview.jpg

Happy new year for all of you! Stay pawsome!

Marry Christmas to You all! Enjoy your Christmas day and have a nice time!

Right, I found a new job. I will be doing warehouseman again, but on Airport.
I worked in Airport in cleaning company. It was great work, but things went to big shit and I must leave it.
I worked on Terminal 2, but in Non-public space, so you can see me only if I went to buy lunch.

Now, I not will be on Terminal 2, but on the warehouse very close to hangar.
So, quite familiar place.
But I am very nervous about that, I hope everythink will be fine.


It means low aktivity with drawinngs, but maybe it will help to continue my story.
I still miss my former colleagues, but there is new start and I hope it will be good. Wish me luck please.

OK, I have another very bad situation from me. I feel better now, and want forget about it.
Thanks to my friend who understand me and stay with me, thank you for your kind words, it always very help. I am more than ten mounts in big depression and stress so I can act sometimes very bad.

Not from here, but thing in my life is getting worse every day. I hope I will not do another drama here, but life kicking my ass very hard. No one on this site is responsible on this bad situation in my life.

Happy Easter! Wish you to all of you! Have a nice day!

Its been a lot of artwork from me and my friends. They always helping with artwork, because its impossible, that I draw all of this only me. We draw my very favourite or favourite characters. Drawing with my friends is very, very hard, but as you can see, it have a good results. Without them, I am impossible to draw like this. All of our drawings are for my better mental health. They are not gifts or trades. Before we started drawing, we decided to NOT do any commissions, requests or trades.

Maybe it sounds selfish, but its not. I hope its not make you anger on me.


Work to the future is redraw again headsketch of Laretta and try to make big version of Bianca. She is so beautiful, so we try it. I think we dont stop drawing after this.

ZUKA ZAMA MY FRIENDS

In 31. January will be my Birthday. I will not have a big party. I will be 28. The time is running so fast.
I dont feel good, because healt still is no good. My friends say yes, that they will help with me with some new drawings.

Lion Guard episodes ended so I wish to draw some of my favourite characters. And because I still very love Nick Wilde, we draw some of him, he is such a cutie.

But still, we dont do commissions or requests or trades. Sorry.


ZUKA ZAMA MY FRIENDS

Just wish MARRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of you!

Yes. I managed to persuade my friends to help me with next drawings. We will draw two characters. Maybe there will be more than two drawings. We will start soon. Did anyone guess, which two characters will it be? Try guess.

And, before some time, me, WILD SHADOW and my best girlfrined WILDWIND became lovers. At least! After long time, after all depressive situations, after big heart break, its here now. Me and my great best girlfriend WILDWIND are not only best friends but LOVERS! This is AMAZING! Sure, I fall in love to Laretta, but still, all time I felt big love to WILDWIND too. And when I found out, that Laretta is taken, I break down. After this, my WILDWIND very help me. And after all, we decided to be lovers. So, no longer FRIENDS TO THE END, but for sure LOVERS TO THE END!

Here we are drawed by Huskie :

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9589821/


Isnt she so beautiful? Yes she is. I love her so much. So I am not longer single. But because I am very complicated person, so our relationship goes slowly. But it does not matter. I am so happy with this. OK, wish to us the best. Our love is eternal.

And my inspiration on continue with huge story with Laretta and all Cassies band is very low. I trying to get more power for it, but its very hard. I dont know why, because I know what I want to write, but I feel OFF-LINE. I try my best...

At least! After long time, after all depressive situations, after big heart break, its here now. Me and my great best girlfriend WILDWIND are not only best friends but LOVERS! This is AMAZING! Sure, I fall in love to Laretta, but still, all time I felt big love to WILDWIND too. And when I found out, that Laretta is taken, I break down. After this, my WILDWIND very help me. And after all, we decided to be lovers. So, no longer FRIENDS TO THE END, but for sure LOVERS TO THE END!

Here we are drawed by Huskie :

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9589821/


Isnt she so beautiful? Yes she is. I love her so much. So I am not longer single. But because I am very complicated person, so our relationship goes slowly. But it does not matter. I am so happy with this. OK, wish to us the best. Our love is the eternal.

But in my work things went to big shit. So again, more fear and depression. Worst, it seems to work more hard but with less money. And lots of my colleagues will leave. So I am very sad too. Whats comming next? I am very affraid with this.

My story with Laretta still continue. I started write chapter 6, but in the beginning I stopped, my inspiration is OFF-LINE. I try to get it ON, but without success. I dont know why. And after all, things in my work goiing to be very stressful. Company owner did not pay from two months. Worst, the company is in insolvent, so we dont know, if we get the money.

One good news is, I finally saw Zootopia (Zootropolis). It was great. Give me better mood.

Things are going shit in my life. I started to have more painful problems and some things getting worst. Its really painful. Worse, before some time, I fall in love to great Laretta from Cassies band. I so love her, more, than anybody can understand. Laretta always help me in hard times. Just see her beautiful eyes and smile and I always feel more better. It really helps me in the hard times. My love on her starting get bigger. But, after some years, her creator mr. Cotton told me, she is got a soulmate. And she very love him. This absolutely break me down. That was in Friday. I cried so hard in two days, worst I was in work. It was so painful, but I was so sad. And I am still so sad, so much and this not gets better. Mr
Cotton told me, that me and Laretta can be friends. Thats good, better than nothing, but I cant show Laretta, how much I love her, this makes me in big depression and sad. I have no power, I feel weak and so sad. But this is life. Sometimes can be unfair and cruel. I am very sorry but I must vent it. I am not anger on mr. Cotton or Laretta, because its not their fault. I will still love her. And my love is super huge. Still. Forever. I love Laretta long time, I am not great person, I got mistakes, but who is perfect? Her soulmate is not the only one, who can show great big true love. But I dont want to waste their love. Laretta is great, she deserve more love. I know You understand.

Of course, my story will continue with all right permissions. There will be only some changes.
UPDATE :

Some things get good, so its very big relief for me. But still I must do lots of things. The main is change health insurance. And my health is not good too. It will show the tests. In the future, Idk when but really near, I will stand againts my big nightamre. I had today but thanks God it was delayed.

Yes, I am in big depression, because, I must stand against my great nightmare again. I dont want to write what is it, but for me is this so big nightmare.
It will be in 26. April. It will be very difficult to make it. So, I will need Your help.

Plase, you all who read this, think on me and wish me good luck in 26. April.
Thank you for your time.

Yes, I got some inspiration to write the story with Laretta. Its funny lovestory. I got prolog and first chapter. Of course is in my language, so in Czech. I will not do the translate. Maybe I put these stories here. I love Laretta so much and I try to get her heart. it will be very hard, but with my friends I maybe win. Wish me luck.

Next story is PROJECT : TALE SPIN
This story will be more harder to write, but it will be a lovestory too. Wish me luck with this.

Yes, I am sick after long time. I hate it. Now, I just work from my tablet, I feel very weak to use PC.
I got antibiotics for a week but idk, if it help. But I hope so. Bye for now

Yes, I wanted to do only 3 head sketches of my great love Laretta. Now, I will finish the sketches and then started to coloring. I hope this will go faster. There will be 3 sketches of Laretta but who will be in the four? Another Rebecca or Katie or Myra? Or other character? I just only say, I really dont know, why I wanted to draw another picture ... So, Can you quess who will be the fourth. I will put this four sketch firts. But before that? Who is it?

Yes, in 31. January is my brithday, 27 years.
There will be no big celebration, just only one in my work with some colleagues on Friday and in my birthday on Sunday I am still in work and I get back in night, so no big celebration.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME IN 31. JANUARY!

Right, I have just some plans in this new year. There will be some news, but so many things stay normal.
Of course I will you ALL here in FA and other webs very happy year 2016.

I have some wishes :

Start write my new story, when I first time meet with Laretta from Cassies band. Story will continue, because I will try gain Larettas heart and this will be very hard. Here will be of course my friends with our band TITAN WOLF : TECHNO WOLVES : THE WOLVES ONES. (For those, who dont know, I am NOT the Titan). Maybe just this story will read only three persons. mr. Foxonian, mr. Cloudchaser and mr. Cotton.

Next wish is do three head colored sketches of my ONLY ONE BIG LOVE from Cassies band LARETTA. These will be the last for a while... In the future, I maybe will draw only some characters, but just maybe. Will be: LARETTA, KATIE DODD, REBECCA CUNNINGHAM, MYRA FOXWORTHY and DON KARNAGE.
And maybe so : aoi-kitsune, Fantowolf, Cassie the rock vixen and Marie from Aristocats. Then I think no one more.

Me, with my firends will start another story too. It will call : "PROJECT : TALE SPIN"
Lots of you would have wished be with Rebecca Cunningham from TaleSpin. Me too. With big help it will be possible for me in this story. But, can I get her heart? So many things will hapen in this story.

And next wishes in 2016? :

Get all episodes of TaleSpin, visit breeders of czechoslovakian wolfdog, continue in my work, continue with creating music, try made MRI sound therapy ( I will maybe need your help with this)
Wish me luck will all of this.

I know, I wrote, I will left the drawing for some time. The last seven pictures should not be drawn.
I am in very stress, fear and angry mood every day. More than four months.
I got very chrazy, anger and stupid dreams, bad sleeping, often very sleepy days.

Main reasons are from my work, especially some colleagues. Very MEGA ASSHOLES! I will not write, what where doing, but thanks to them, very nice work changes to big anger and depression work. My brain made a very strange decision. I started drawing again.



Of course with big help of my friends I draw again my very favouritre characters from TaleSpin. I love so TaleSpin and many of characters there, I take Rebecca and Katie. With unknown reason I did more Katies. But I think, its not end. Myra Foxworthy remaining. But I have enough drawing. Its not fun for me. Its very, very hard and I did these pictures only with my great friends, which help me with them all. But it was a little good.

Right, I will make four maybe only last two head sketches. For some reasons it will take more time maybe more than a month.
I dont know, if I will continue with drawing for the future, maybe yes, maybe no. But for now, I will do only maximum four head sketches.
I think three of Rebecca and last with Laretta from Cassies band.

I am sorry guys.

I very like Rebecca from TaleSpin and so LOVE Laretta. Thats why only these two nice girls.

Right, I wanted to draw somethig hard for me, firts i try full body drawing of Fantowolf and it was very hard for me, but I did it. Of course of a big help with my friends.

Because one of my favourite character from TaleSpin si Rebecca herself, I will try to do first again head shot, but second will be harder. I remember one episode, I dont know the name of this episode, but Rebecca was very hot and nice in some moments... She has safari suit and sat next to Baloo.

Of course my friends will help with this, so wish me luck, I will try it.

And, some of my colleagues started be more assholes, than I expected. These lazy bitches ruin my mental health very good and thanks to them if feel more and more weak. They are not only lazy, but they think, they are the best in all, they can everything, and even drink alcohol at work, tell to You, You are the lazy one, you do nothing etc... BUT I DO MORE WORK THAN THEM! MORE WORK!

And one of them crazy smells of urine and faeces and from his mouth stinks feces too. I can not breathe when he's with me and talk on me.
HOW CAN I SURVIVE THIS?! OH MY GOD HOW?!

So, drawing my favourite characters and coloring this pictures make me happy. If something will look traced, it dont.

Thanks

SORRY, BUT I AM VERY PISSED OFF. I LIKE MY WORK, BUT THERE ARE LOTS OF ASSHOLES, WICH DO EVERYTHING TO YOU.

Secretly slanders you, forcing us to do their work, I just kept cursing and screaming at you, destroys the locks on the lockers in the locker room, They do that are more than you, that they are irreplaceable. I have three colleagues, who are like that.

And funny is, they are SO LAZY, One of them incredibly smells as though one year dont have a bath! Second colleague bad smells from the mouth and smells of sweat. OGM, this is STINK HELL! And we have very little closet in the middle of the building, no windows, little ventilation.

These colleagues think of themselves, they are the best. But only they do is, just a little work, then rest for a long time in the closet and go see the other fellow, what divides and chat with them. And they talking about two hours, often more.

GUYS, I REALLY HATE THEM FOR IT! BUT I DONT GIVE UP. I WILL KICK THEIR ASS!

WISH ME LUCK!

My work starting to be very creepy. Reasons are very stupid, lazy and sassy colleagues, which very lazy and want every time I must do their work, despite this, they have free time and they doing nothing! Before three days, one colleague started to be very creepy and sassy, and thanks to her I got the big problem in my work. I tried to put the record straight, but in Monday I will have meeting with my boss. I am so nervous about it.

I have done nothing wrong, only just shouted to a colleague to calm down and stop yelling at me and be audacious. She started claim that I physically attacked and lots of another bullshits. All is BIG LIE! I DONT NOTHING BAD!

Thanks I got reliable witness. PLEASE, WISH ME LUCK ABOUT THIS! THANKS!

All my drawings can lok as "traced" art. They dont!
I ll just draw my favourite charatcers.
So please no negative comments.

Dear admins in FA, there can be someone, who think my art is all "traced"
Dont belive this persons.
Thanks for your understanding.

Btw, I know I was write something, when I signj up here first time.


Nickname Rumlcajs ceased to exist after 2010. I was stupid before, maybe write lots of bullshits, now, I dont know which, but thanks to my work I forgot everything and started completely new life. I am WILD SHADOW! And if you think, you knew that Rumlcajs, so you dont know me!