Okay, so what was just a simple declaration of worridness had turned into an emotional 180°. I'm not sorry for being scared for my friend who thought she was going to die when she woke up this morning in a small island by Seattle and left a good-bye message for us to read. And someone who didn't understand how much I really cared for her had left really insensitive messages. I know there is no more concern for the west coast, but some people can't just get over a near-death experience like that. She has STUCK on an island with no way to the mainland.

I've already moved on and so has she. But some ass just wouldn't let this go. We were already trying to get in touch with JP friends and they and their friends/family are all okay and safe.

But that still doesn't mean I'm not worried for all the other people. As a friend put it, "Those people has dreams, loved ones, a story and all of that was taken away." We have those lucky enough to have their lives in our thoughts. Just don't be an ass for those who care :|

Stolen, HA!! I figured no one's gonna read this, so why the hell not??! LOOOOOOOL

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
Nope XD

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
None??

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Since it's just me.... >_____>

4. Do you masturbate?
..... Since I'm sure nobody will be reading this.....





yes.

5. How often? Lately?
.......... Wouldn't you like to know?? XDDDDD

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
No. Nothing to see under them!!

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Shower...... 

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
Hahahahahaha

9. Do you watch/read pornography?
I'm picky about what I watch (yaoiplz!)

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
Good??

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Not in that way, but I do love my friends on that list I know irl ^^

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
Some, yes.

13. would you choose money or love?
Love 

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
I can only imagine......

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
N-no....

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
None.... cuz I'm still a virgin.....

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
See answer above

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
And again.....

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
Pffftt, I wish XD

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
Huh??

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
I don't go to bars XD

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
^ see answer

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
The kissing, yes >ω<

24. What's your sexuality?
Straight. Although I do find some ladies attractive at times :/

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
.......

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
............

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
.................. No job looooool

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Y-yes XD

29. Bought something from an adult store?
Sadly, no D8

30. Do you own any sex toys?
................ Do you honestly want to know??

31. If yes, how many and what are they?
Let's say it was a yes and leave it at that o///////o

32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
Hahaha, no

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
Pffftt

34. Have you ever had phone sex?
It kinda was.... XDDDD But it was a yaoi RP over the phone 

35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
No. That's creepy

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse?
Umm......

37. What's your favorite sexual position?
Ummmmmm.....

38. What's your favorite sex act?
..............

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
Still a virgin.

40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
Hell if I know. You're all pervs anyway XDDDDD

OMGGGGG!!

There's gonna be a sequel to "How To Train Your Dragon"!!!!!!

It's due to release in 3 years (June 20th, 2014 to be exact!) BUT IT'LL BE WORTH THE WAIT!! Know what I mean???!!!!

*spazzes* EEEEEEEE!!!

Yay, Albufurque dates are out 8D



And now.... awkward news for me. I had 2 more friends come out to me recently. I pull in gays like a magnet. As much as I love all my friends, why can't I find love like them?? ;----; Not that I want to go on a date with a girl, but maybe.... at least experience love and heartbreak??! I feel so out of this dating loop that everyone else is in....

Well, I can NOT look forward meeting someone at Albufurque since all the guys are usually gay. Not that I'm bashing.... Just..... no chance...... ;

---

;

/lovelessranting

Here's some UTAU stuff I've made recently.
Koibito's ACT2 release!!!! [UTAU] The Little Mermaid [星音恋人] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S12bZnIKx-E
New Mexican girl chorus!!! [UTAU CHORUS] ココロ (Kokoro) [NM UTAU GIRLS] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UHuR8nzwNSs
If you guys know about the Kokoro series songs, I'll be making a Kokoro•Kiseki mix with our boyloids XD

You guys should make one too so I can play with your voices OεO

(Except for a few somebodies who I know need help with that) 8D

So my Windows Live Messenger decided to block friends who I know mosty from this site. I can't unblock it because I still need to get a replacement USB drive to connect my computer to the Internet from the modem and my desktop is the only one that has WLM installed on it. The only way I can get on there is on my phone. And it doesn't let me unblock from it. So if you're blocked by me, not my fault. I don't want anyone's feelings hurt and I still love you all 

Also, hats, anyone~? 
http://twitpic.com/4592c9
http://twitpic.com/4596jg (not for sale. sorry)

Perhaps some soothing tunes?? XD
http://twaud.io/qCbH
http://twaud.io/q9xs
http://twaud.io/q9ww

So I was thinking about opening commissions for some cute Pokemon hats. I have a lot of leftover fleece when I was making scarfhoodies for my friend. And since I need to pay my mom back still for getting the materials for me ^^;;

So far I've made a Pikachu one and have been wearing it around since it's gotten chilly over here again and I'm planning in making a Mudkip, Gyarados, and some other series's characters like Jake the dog from Adventure Time and Hetalia country mochis. 

So would ANYONE be interested in one?? I'll post pics on here shortly, but here's some from my Twitpic of me wearing the Pika hat
http://twitpic.com/42p6ze (first stage lol)
http://twitpic.com/43aqhj (pretty much finalized first hato)


It still needs adjustments before it's good to go, like the ears might be shorter because they flop around and fall over and his face will be lowered. 

Also, would anyone like maybe just a normal white bunny version of this?? 

Or of their fursona?? I only have black, white, brown, yellow and turquoise blue. As long as the patterns not too crazy ^^;;

.... for why I don't talk to many furries: "It's because I'm not a gay guy, isn't it??! ;-;"

XDDDDDDDD

But for serious. Any male furry I'm slightly interested in will, without a doubt, unquestionablly be gayer than two rainbows jizzing unicorns and glitter after supreme buttsex :| Or my gaydar will go off louder than a Hawaiian shirt in a blizzard *I think these images are not helping at all XDDDD*

But yeah. Just once... I would like to talk to someone I could at least have a chance with, you know???!!

I'm just... having one of those moments where I wish I had a boyfriend or at least went on a real date just to have that experience... Maybe when I'm not so hung up on my studies and art :/ Maybe my friends will hold to their word and put me on an actual blind date •____•a

I steals this from  silverbackcp

A = French Kisser
B = Good Kisser
C = Will kick your ass
D = Very very easy for people to like you
E = Crazy as hell
F = Loves it hard
G = Can kick your ass
H = Freaking hot
I = Everyone's best friend
J = Hot
K = Crazy
L = Beautiful eyes
M = Very good kisser
N = Cool person
O = Different
P = The best at all sports
Q = An animal lover
R = Beautiful/handsome
S = Damn sexy
T = Easy to fall in love with
U = Will make you laugh till your sides burst
V = Most amazing kisser EVAR!
W = Makes people laugh
X = Never lets people tell you what to do
Y = Can be funny and dumb at the same time
Z = Loved by everyone


B = Good Kisser
O = Different
K = Crazy
I = Everyone's best friend
M = Very good kisser
U = Will make you laugh till your sides burst

Not only am I a good kisser, I'm a /very/ good kisser XD (I guess really only one person knows if I am or not) 
°///▿///°
And I guess except for making you laugh till it hurts, most of that is true XDDDD

(TRUFAX: my real name is Kim ;D herpaderp!!)

So me and most of New Mexican students haven't been to class since Monday. And now the state is under a state if emergency. Because we have a gas shortage and that's our main source of power for heat and electricity. 

Luckily, I have a phone that takes 30 minutes to full charge and can mess around the internet from it XD

Just in case you know someone who is from here and has been silent this week, that is why. 

Hmmm, as far as other stuffs goes, still working on arts. Because I've been a shut-in since Tuesday and there is nothing to do with half the city closed down loooool

And I'm really excited because I'm gonna be working on a totally different cosplay. 

For any Vocaloid fans, I will be making Gakupo's outfit from the "Imitation Black" music video, along with a Kaito and Len (who will be an actual boy) 8DDDD Watch and see why you should be amused!! 

[KAITO GAKUPO LEN] IMITATION BLACK [English Sub][Vocaloid] バナナイス
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H22xjO-lTtg

Current temp is -2°F (-18°C). Today's high suppose to be 10. ABQ (aka HELL) has frozen over. That explains everything O_______O;;a

And my body is trying to get sick. Stop it.

Oh yeah, I have this video I want everyone to watch. Because I want to see how many people will participate 8D http://youtu.be/watch?v=WAJTXizjI8o

If you say yes, you make Kimu a happy kittywolf ^^ (Derp chorus FTW)

So our travel crisis to Las Cruces has been averted!! Our driver is gonna do her hospital stuff tomorrow (it's Checkup Friday for the Derpmobile group lolol)

And my throat is doing much better thanks to some crazy meds in mu house XDD

Now I just need to figure out what cosplays I want to take (and whatever Izuzu says she'll wear) XDDDD

But not everything is good. My computers need assistance: my desktop needs a new USB adapter to connect to the Internet and my netbook needs a new cord. Luckily I've been donating blood plasma and getting $20 for sucking water out of my blood for an hour doesn't sound bad. XDD

Sounds gross, but I've been wondering about it for a long while and I don't mind it. Still looking for REAL work though :/

So if there's nothing I can't do on my phone or am working on art or messing with UTAU on my desktop, I will use my mom's computer for emailing. Otherwise I am /ALWAYS/ on my phone (likenowshhhhlol)

So as soon as me and the parents came back home from Hawaii, I had to go to the first day of classes the next day and found it a little rough getting back into the groove. (they stayed home almost the whole week D<) But luckily I got my textbooks and supplies ready before leaving. And my classes all seem to be going good and are all evened out. 

After my first week this semester, I won passes to a new local con (Albuquerque Comic Con, woo~) I couldn't pass it up, so I went and had a blast!! 

But now a crisis comes up. Me and a few girls were planning to go to LCAD next weekend and the girl who's car we're taking has a medical emergency and we're probably not going to be able to make it D8 

And for me, I can miss it, but the third girl can't. Since LCAD made her sign a strict contract because she's helping out with a panel and if she doesn't attend, she might be banned, so I'm really worried on her behalf too. Because she's just a young nice girl who happened to be caught up in this situation. So we're trying to find an alternative way to get there with others help.

So I might not be able to help record my friend's voicebank for her OC (because I was gonna show her how to speak and I have a clear sounding mic) because she's down there and it's a long drive. 

And just to top it off, I think spending all that time in Hawaii cleared my allergies, but this week, it's hit me like a hard slap to the face. My throat hurts from sleeping with my mouth open because my nose is all stuffy like crazy. The air is dry and cold in my house. And I've been taking whatever OTC to help it, but it's left me feeling all loopy @____@

Well, I'm gonna try to get some rest and work on art since I'm home for MLK Day tomorrow and am completely free.

Stolen from Azo

Think back eight months ago, were you single?
Yes, and I still am :/

What do you carry with you at all times?
My iPhone, a pen, some paper, cardholder, headphones, and a ton of other crap, all in my purse which weighs like, 10 lbs XDD

Are you a cuddler?
Depends with who I am cuddling with >>

What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
Even I don't know

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you text messaged?
...

How are you feeling?
Tired, sore and ready for action... *ineedtopee*

Is something wrong right now?
I'm kinda tired from the Luau last night and my eye is puffy

Are you mad at someone? 
No

How much do looks mattered  to you in a guy/girl?
Not to be shallow, but I do find people are /suppose/ to be attractive really good looking. But sometimes I do find people who don't think they are also good looking (like a few people I know) ^//ω//^

What's the greatest thing that happened to you today?
Seeing how I'm on vacation atm, and am filling this out on the way to a historical spot from WWII, I'd say it /WILL/ be seeing The USS Arizona at Pearl Harbor

How many TRUE best friends do you have?
About... 3 or 4, really :/

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
Nope, I plan on going to the beach (finally!!) XD

How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over?
Maybe.....cough3cough >______>

Where is your number one friend on your friends list?
I have 3 "Number One" friends.... o______________o

Do you have anyone crushing on you?
I doubt it :/

When was the last time you talked to your most recent ex?
What ex??

Do you sleep with the TV on?
Hell no, it's too bright and a waste of electricity.

Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
No. And I don't plan on it either.

Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
Almost, but it was because I was sick and had my head in the tub x____x

Are you jealous of someone right now?
Why would I? I'm in frikkin' Hawaii. Everyone's jealous of ME XD

Where is the person you like right now?
Which one?? :B

What’s the last thing you put in your mouth?
Iced coffee

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Nothing. Just sitting here loool

What is the sexiest part of the opposite sex's body?
Eye and lips.. And occasionally, nose and chin.. Awww, hell, THE WHOLE DAMN FACE XDDDD

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yup. Pain in the ass to do.

Could you handle a long distance relationship?
Friendships holding up pretty good, but other than that, I can't say for sure.

Could you cry right now?
Why??

Are you okay with the life you live?
I just need a job and I'm good to go :D

Did you enjoy your day today?
Not right now. The bus died and we have to wait for another one :/

Do you have a tattoo?
Nope. I want to design my own.

Would you ever get any piercings on your body, other than your ear?
Nope.

Ever had a song sang about/for you?
*facepalm* Sadly, yes |D

What was the last thing you spent money for?
Hawaiian shirts. Hell yeah

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
I dunno.

Do you call it fall or autumn?
Fall

11:11… Make a wish?
I dunno what for and I can't tell youuu or it won't come true XDDDD

Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
A few of you guys ΞωΞ

What were you up to at 9pm last night?
Riding the bus back from the Luau XDDDDDDDD

Do you hold grudges?
Holding one now because this stupid bitch was jealous I had fangirls crushing on my Diego cosplay XDDDD She tried to put me down, but they came back BIG TIME

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
Omfg, yes XDDDD

What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships?
They're okay with me

Who was your last text from?
It was a twitter update

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
Naw

One thing you’re looking forward to?
Classes on Monday

Are you shy at first when it comes to meeting people?
Yes. 

Has anyone ever called you sexy?
Yes. By some chick at a concert |D

What color is your camera?
Pink

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
I have never been hurt that badly to need that :/

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Most of the time, yeah.


Are you wasting your time on someone?
Sometimes, I think I am.....

Have you ever overheard a conversation you weren’t supposed to?
I'm like a fly on the wall. Or Canada XD

By the way, what is your name?
Kim, but you can call me.... " Kim" 8D

Are you currently in a relationship?
I have two wives 6ω6

Do you give out second chances too easily?
Not really.

What color is your favorite hoodie?
Black (faded)

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Nope. (Don't worry, it wasn't you my "first-kisser") XDDDD

Hope none of you got drunk off your asses and went driving. Because I would have to smack you ._.

Me and the familia went and blew some fireworks. They weren't that great, so we back inside and waited downstairs because some people shoot their guns at midnight o____o Boooo!

Now, resolution time. I've already told myself I was gonna lose weight for cons this year (like... 2 months ago, I did) and there's quite a few local cons this year that I want to look good for. It's not like it's affecting my health drastically. It's really for the sake of cosplay XD (Iwantthatmanlybuildforcrossplaying)

Annndddd...... I should color more. I do a lot of drawing. I have PVs I want to make for my UTAU songs and a lot of lineart begging to filled in. But my other job pretty much sucks most of my art creativity and I feel so discouraged. 

Which is why I've been playing with music and UTAU. It doesn't require too much work and I can play with someone's voicebank.

You guys should make one. I will play with it XD

So um, merry chrismahannakwanzeka to you all :/ I meanwhile, will be enjoying my late breakfast. I don't have a tree with a pile of presents downstairs. Mainly because I get stuff year-round and in less than 2 weeks, I'll be in Hawaii, escaping the (barely) wintery days here in New Mexico. But I hope you all enjoy my random arts. I feel bad I've been working on personal pics though OзО

I will get those requests in before I leave though!!

So I was wondering if anyone would be interested in reading my failed attempt of writing from NaNoWriMo :/ I ask because I really want to continue writing it, but it needs to be rewritten on some parts because I didn't much thought into some of it and it sucks, badly. I've posted about 4 chapters on WattPad already and I want to post it here on FA as well and I want to see if there were any potential readers. 

Here's the synopsis: "A story of a girl, forced to attend an all boy's school, after her twin brother goes missing and the school refuses to tell her family of monster hunters of anything about his activities. Could one of her peers led her on the right path and why does her new friend seem suddenly so curious about her? She's willing to do whatever it takes, even if it means throwing herself to the wolves."

Basically, it has crossdressing, homosexual tension, a sex scene (remember that pic from last month??), and werewolves~!!! And not the lame, regular looking ones either. Think like horror movie werewolves.... Yeaaahhhhh XDDD

Yeah, filled to the brim with fail....

About a quarter has been written out, but then 1) that trip to Florida, 2) that cold I'm barely recovering from and finally 3) Thanksgiving had all interrupted my writing process and I want to pick it up again.

I'm still working on requests and commishes/gifts, I just don't want to spread my germs on the gifts for Izu-zu XD


So....... Should I??

So I totally saw this last night and I was like "HELLA YEAH!!!" so I went ahead and signed up for it. Maybe I can find other socially awkward furs >>;;;

http://nmfurs.freeforums.org/ So there it is and as usual, I'm Bokimu :B

Go. Sign up now, bayches. o_______o

So, I've been sick with a cold for about a week now and I've just been doing stuff every now and then. I've still got crap in my chest, but my head has been mostly clear. And I keep doing stuff that tires me out, like going shopping for Black Friday (BIG mistake!!) I still need to work on stuffs for people (sorry I've been so lazy!!) Everything I've made has been sketchy and crappy, and I hope I can focus on art stuff, but for now, I need to get this project for class done since I've been slacking on it ><

Hopefully, life will even itself out and I can get back on track!! Thanks for you patience, anyone who is owed any art by me ^^;;;

I sees chu!





=w=


Oh, yeah... Drai-kun and Izumi-chan <3333

I feel like I haven't talked to you two bayches in FOREVER (even though I have~) XDDD

Why!????

Because wig coloring is a pain, when you have no moneys to buy a new one and it's the wrong shade of blue!!!! *talking about her Kaito wig* I went at it with sharpies because I also added extra hair pieces (because it's in a bob cut and darling Kaito... has like a shaggy boy's style cut instead) which are blond and need to colored and washed so I don't have a blue face again :B


Guess since I'm mentioning costume stuffs, might as well say it; I've decided to go as "Alice Human Sacrifice" Kaito for Halloween because it looks kinda normal and I've got all the pieces for it O3O It was gonna be wolfy!Kaito, but I can't find any blue fleece or furry fabric to make ears and a tail (At least I'm not planning on making his catboy outfit from Project Diva 2nd. Although I reallyreallyREALLY WANT TOOO!!!!) XDDD Soooo~ What are you guys gonna be~?? ^^

Would anyone also like pics?? I'm gonna try and do the bloodied-up version >D I know I'll definitely have them up on my Facebook~

OMG I haven't logged in for like, EVER!!! So many messages to go through.

But umm, hey, stuffs been going good and even though I still need a proper job, everything is doing fine~ I mean, I still don't have like, a boyfriend or anything like that, but I do have another man in my eyes XD I feel kinda odd about this guy since he's in the group I hang out with but I never get a chance to like, converse with him, and he seems like another guy that would find it odd if I told him I liked him ( this is has happened with every guy I've crushed on... EVERY ONE!) Why can't I just like a normal guy or at least not be so socially awkward.....

Ahh well, at least there's fun times planned soon~ Next month I'll be going out of town and over to Orlando. That's right bayches, FLORIDA!!!! Where Disneyworld and Universal Studios are!!!! And I'm going to both!!! Only because my mom can get a discount for passes where she works at XD

And when I get back, everyone in the Amoeba group is gonna go see Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows, in costume!!!! 8D FUCK YEAR!!!!! Next month is gonna be EPIC~!!!!!!!!

But for now, I'm all excited for this weekend: I'm takin Drak-kun to IHOP night and Hetalia Day!!! Too bad Drakky wasn't free for Sunday, I was gonna have him wear my Germany cosplay lolololol

So OtakuMex was AMAZING~!!!


Was definitely improved since last year's FAILcon. Turns out all of our bitching, whining, and moaning to the staff was well worth it. AND I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TO DO MY WALK OUT 8D


There were some odd costume changes, times that were spent wondering and drama-inducing moments, but I had fun nonetheless. Met nearly everyone I knew and talked to on the con site chat XD

I didn't take many pics, but I had a LOT of pics taken of me (mostly as Austria and Kaito) ^^ Will post on my DA and CosCom

It's this weekend!!!!

I'M SO EXCITEDDDD

Here's the cosplay list for it:

Mine(left) - Izumi's (right)
Kyo - Kagura (FRUITS BASKET) 90% Friday
Need to get wig and search through closet - Need add elastic and sew it together around boob area XD
Austria/Monaco - Hungary (HETALIA) 100% Saturday
Need to get Hungary wig TOMORROW I PROMISE!!!!
Kaito - Len/Neru (VOCALOID) 90% Saturday/Sunday
Paint on blue accents on coat -put yellow accents on shorts/MAKE HEAD PHONES!!!!/ Help her with Neru top
Kaito Raver (VOCALOID/Original design) XD Saturday Night
Anything and everything blue in my closet LOLOLOL

So if anyone is going, look out for these XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zCDnFCo_wxY 【UTAU】Ieven Polkka【星音 恋人】(Hoshito Koibito)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FD98WiatyXg 【UTAU】Last Night Good Night【星音 恋人】(Hoshito Koibito)

I had a lot of fun making these, care to take a listen~?? *big puppy eye stare*

*u*