Looking for an artist that does good semi-realistic mares. I'm looking though my followed artists to find one.

Any suggestions?

Soooo. I have been so busy lately I realized i kinda need to get a room, Looking to split a room for finical reasons i would need it from thursday night to monday morning. Prefer rooming with someone else that will be there early thrusday, but me having the room and having the others pay in cash could work as well.


Anyone?

Playing fallout 4 for the past week lead me to a question. Why did Bethesda have to make the deathclaws hover in that awkward space of "attractive but not quite" or "This has the potential to be sexy"...then it hit me...


I may well need help. I mean how far down the rabbitholes do i need to be to look at something like a deathclaw and think "yeah..a few changes and this could be nice."


Fuckin' furries...lol

Anyone else here play Destiny on PS4? if so add my gamertag boltthunders

I thought i was going to have to work saturday night but thankfully I only have to work tonight. So game on! I preordered MKx for the PS4 but havent picked it up yet I was planning on doing so today but with work tonight I will have to tomorrow. Gamestop should still have my copy off to the side along with the preorder bonus but if for some reason they do not I still have DoA: Last round.

Things should kick off around 7pm and feel free to bring drinks but if you do drink dont expect to leave untill you or someone else is good to drive.

Text me for my address or note me for my number. I wont be able to respond till later on tonight.

I have room space avaliable for a person or a couple, preferably someone i know or someone that can be vetted by someone I know. I will be arriving thursday and leaving on monday. I will have my suit and a bit of alcohol in the room but will have plenty of free space and wont be throwing any parties.

Haven't said much about it but I will be at Megaplex this weekend but I'll be getting there Friday morning around eleven or so. I hope to suit more thus con than at FWA. That is if I can find the right eye makeup...mine is all dried out and won't work. So ill be stopping by a Walmart and hopefully I can find it off not I'll make due.


If you want to hang out just say so. I'll be looking for my usual Megaplex friends and hope to make new friends as well and perhaps more than just friends..you never know. Anyway normal stuff applies I'll be looking for listed back parties or hangouts I'm the evening and will be suiting and liking at at and wares during the day I'll be rooming with grymm and dayze and as that's about all I really have planned so if anyone has any get together plans or a hub planned give me a hollar.

Horsie out!

Why not?

So it has come to my attention that some jealous fuck has reported the commission completed for me as not being his work or not being made with permission, and it was subsequently taken down with no warning to him. I saw this picture in its various stages and even watched him do parts of it while I was at his place. I even commented on the submission page, I have not uploaded it to my profile yet because I have not received the full size image yet as I have not been able to meet with him to receive the disk.

Yes I am pissed, I pushed him to get on this site and upload his works because he is extremely skilled, and within days of him posting his completed works he was accused of stealing artwork because "you dont just suddenly get this good" NO FUCKIN SHIT! he worked at it but people on here are just too fucking stupid at times to realize you dont start a profile the day you start making art, people come into the fandom with skills already shaprened, and the other heat he has gotten is unwarranted, just because you are a limp-dicked-whining-good-for-nothing-malformed-shit-for-brains-spineless-troll-shit-knuckle-dragging-rubber-spined-drooling-fucking-jealous fucking-nitwit-fucking-ten-cent-street-corner-fuck doesn't give you the right to treat someone with true skill and work ethic like shit just because they could stick a pencil up their ass and fart a better picture than you could draw in ten lifetimes.


constructive criticism, tips, proper corrections, personal suggestions and the like are one thing, but this shit? From a group that supposedly detest flaming and name calling and ostracism as heavily as the furry fandom claims to do, first off with the mass "I'm cooler than you" exodus over various accusations that were later taken back but the flame party decided to trump up and magnify, (yeah it was a serious matter but after going over what facts I found the vast majority of people that said they were leaving didnt know most of what was going on and were just following someone popular as sheep do)

And he is not the only one to have to go though this crap, band wagon jealous bitches, and fan boys unable to think for themselves are a cancer in this fandom and if they ever truly were furries should feel fucking ashamed of themselves.

Yeah I am being blunt and rude and I realize that, but it seems too many people around here refuse to listen to anything else,

Now excuse me while I return to my world domination planning room

Im looking for a room for FWA from Thursday night to Friday morning, I'll be suiting of course floor space isn't preferred but I'll take what I can get. I have others I could room with but they will only be there Friday and Saturday night.


Any help is appreciated!

I bought a 3DS XL a while vac with pokemon black two but didn't play it to much but I recently bought X and love it. I have heard you can transfer pokemon all the way back from ruby to it but not how. I have quite a few from ruby I want to bring in if possible. can anyone tell me how?

I also wish I could bring them in from silver..I have an official celebii from the limited release of 251 from Nintendo powers contest years back.

First off, this isn't some kind of attention or praise seeking journal, those that know me know that if I want attention from someone ill just message them.

what this journal is about is seeking advice and experience as well as offering my own.

this will be obvious to some, but I am bigendered. No I am not a real life herm the term for that is inter-gendered. Put simply I am a man whom is also a woman. I am not transgender per day because I don't feel as if I am a woman in a man's body but rather I am both.

some of you are going, " well that explains it" others are going " bout time you realized or admitted it" or "ah ha I knew it". the rest doubtfully know me well enough to have caught on.

No I dont want to transistion or dress as a woman and I still want children of my own. I am still the mostly straight stallion you know and love.

I struggled with this for a long time. I questioned my orientation and sanity many times. I tried to suppress my female side a long time because I felt weak and vulnerable about it. that just led to my teo sides clashing and led to more than one emotional shutdown. I began to vent my female side online via sl. and this has proved to be one of if not the biggest things that has kept me from total breakdown.

once I heard what bigendered is I was relieved. finding out that it is something legitimate and not just being messed up in the head or having M.P.D. helped a great deal. it also made me realize there is not a lot of info out there about it not is there a great deal of awareness even among the LBGT community. that's why I am asking for experiences and advice from others and offering mine.

In searching for info on this matter I also saw a lot of resentment and jabs even from the community itself. such things as " you are just confused" or "it's just for the attention" and "your just still in denial" even"you'll grow out of it" quite a few of these things were said by people complaining about being told the same sort of things by family.

Bolt isn't changing because Bolt is me. At least a personification of my male side. I do not have a female equivalent even though I have female characters because I have denied our suppressed that side of me and because of such that half of me is not as developed, though that will be coming. because denying part of myself or at the very least hiding that party of my self has neither been fair nor healthy.

I am on my phone right now so tomorrow when I am back at my computer I will create part two of this little revelation and I will articulate the differences between my two halfs. hopefully to make it connect in the minds of friends and to show others it not just mood swings or something similar.there may even be a part three according to what goes down. I also will be doing that to help or force myself to analyze myself and reflect more now that I have more come to terms with this, accept it as part of myself, and no longer feel afraid to let my female side show except for certain very controlled circumstances.

I will take any and all questions and or advice. this doesn't change who I am but maybe I won't be such a spastic on edge hard ass at times like I have been known to be.


Cheers!

Yeah, Interesting year this year, Nice hotel but too spread out..and the elevators were hell.
Part of the elevator problem was some people were taking an elevator to go two floors when the escalator was right beside them.


Sorry to all those I said I would hang out with if I didn't get to. I konked to bed early each night thanks to not feeling the greatest and pulling a few muscles.

I did meet a few new people and overall had fun. But I did take a few blows to my self esteem. Had a few gals that were cute and seemed fun come up to me after I was out of suit and do the whole "oh..YOU'RE the hose?...oh..." and the instantly seem to loose interest. Yeah that was not fun.

Highlights.
Ruining the ST. Paddys day parade (had people on floats and in the the parade stop to take pictures of us suiters outside.)
Matthew Ebel concert (nuff said)
Getting pettings and praise of mu suit.

Lowlights.
Hellivators.
Floor layout
Drunken non congoing arses.


Had fun overall, and thanks to all my friends that helped out and hung out with me. Another weekend I will never forget.

Where are you staying?
The Con Hotel

What day are you getting there?
Thursday afternoon

Who will you be with?
and his sister

Who will you hang out with during the convention?
Too many to list XD

Will you be suiting?
Of course of course (as a horse)

Do you do free art?
Ne no draw gud

What is your gender?
I am a male

How tall are you?
6foot

Are you taken? Are you looking for a 'mate'?
Single and passively looking

Can I talk to you?
Can I talk to you? XD

Can I touch you?
Sure, just not from behind you might get kicked, I am a horse afterall....no really you might get kicked.

How can I find you?
Look for the black and white horse,

Can I visit your room?
If its okay with my roomies

Can I buy you drinks?
Yes yes yes yes...and yes

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hellz ya!

Are you nice?
Depends...

Do you have an artist table?
hehehehe he heh no

Will you be going to parties?
I am a walking party

Will you be performing?
There will be rock....

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Hey horse guy...and do not call me pony >.>

What/where will you be eating?
Eat all the things.

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
Make it a herd!

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Yes please

Can I take your picture?
*covers his manly stuffs* Nooooo...maybe...hell why not.

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Make it go down in history as the most epic four days of my life..along with every other con I will ever attend.

Alright I had my original plan fall though as well as my backup. While I have a possible backup I was wondering if anyone else wanted a roomie or if anyone is willing to go in on a room from Thursday night to Monday morning?


^^

Well its due time for another update from me I guess. The past few months have been filled mostly with work but, have had a good many ups and downs. I dont post many journals yet I do a big update from time to time so here it is itemized.


1. I am single again and passively looking, in other words not really looking but open to new relationships and what not (Prior ended well. ended because of distance and difference in life stages)

2. I have done a lot of self discovery. I know more of what I want long term, And how to do it. It was shoved in my face that my priories were rather lop sided and I have seen to that. I also know theres a good deal i need to learn to fufill certain wants and needs.

3. Im really wanting to get more active in the fandom; both local and otherwise. I have missed the rescent meets due to working on Friday nights.
3.5 I am planning on restarting my main story series once again. hopefully for more than a few chapters this time

4. My job as well as 30,000+ others are in jeopardy. If this assault weapons ban goes though a mass downturn in the economy WILL follow.


And thats not a huge update but about all the detail I can come up with at this time of night.

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So decided having 46240 messages was a bit too much so i decided to press the red button and nuke it from space...slight problem

My submissions have shields o.o

I recieved the following error

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Press "Refresh" or F5 to remove the next 3000 notifications.
Submission notifications remaining: 26434

Way to go Bolt..you broke FA

Swiped from

Where are you coming from?
Black creek, GA.

What day are you getting there?
Friday, Around Noon.

What days are you going to be at the con?
Friday morning to monday morning

What are your favorite places to lurk at the con?
Bar, headless lounge, around the pool.

Who will you be staying with?
and perhaps

Do you do free art?
No.

Do you do trades?
trades of what?

Do you do commissions?
For fursuit head coolers yes.

Do you do badges?
nupe

Will you have Art in the Art Show?
hehe...no

What is your gender?
Stallion

How old are you?
22

Taken?
Mhmm, but perhaps open to a pet.

Can I talk to you?
yes.

Can I touch you?
o.o !!STRANGER DANGER!!


No but seriously hugs and such are fine.

How can I find you?
Everywhere, just look for bolt, the joker, or just yell "hey horse guy!" cause apparently no-one can remember my name.

Will you be dressed for the Megaplex theme?
Yesh, Mainly as dark night style Joker, done as maybe a judge, or sherrif, or airship pilot, or maybe a nobleman. Also as Bolt as a sheriff.

I am planning full well to be there though the whole room thing just crashed out from under me..so I will call the hotel tomorrow to see if i can book from Friday night to monday morning cross room, unless anyone knows of someone getting rid of their room.


Also..possibly steampunkish joker.

So my phone just randomly shut down and started up again...going back to factory settings..and apparently even though i constantly back up numbers to my sim card..apparently it does not actually get sent there.


So in short note me your number if I had it before of it you believe I should have it and I'll note and text you back.



Thanks.

Yeah I seriously just got demoted at work because of a machine malfunction beyond my control..well it just had better not affect pay cause I never got a raise in the first place upon taking the posistion


Thing is..I have not gotten any overtime at all this year..that was 1/3 of my total pay last year

Woot heading to FWA tomorrow after work and picking up Sweet!

Amazon effed up..so now I am plus just over 100 dollars and minus a masquerade costume...FUUUUU

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Confession 1: Your biggest fear.
Being powerless to save my friends and family

Confession 2: Worst Nightmare.
Waking up in a hospital all bruised up..and the doctor telling me my wife and kids (of which i have neither) did not make it

Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.
I cant just choose one.

Confession 4: Best dream.
Being a supreme life-from..and only using my near limitless abilites to make others happier and to live multiple lives. (complicated i know)

Confession 5: Favorite memory.
either kissing at the very first second of the year..or my high school junior trip..good friends and simple times.

Confession 6: Worst experience.
either finding out my uncle burned to death...or a more recent problem..

Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.
People that are blindly following what others say with no personal thought or direction

Confession 8: Something you're paranoid about.
Bring put in jail for something that not illegal. Or finding out someone I love or a friend has lied about something big

Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.
im going to get in so much fucking trouble

Confession 10: Your strongest principle/belief.
I will do all in my power to protect those i care for. I will do my best to be the father I never had to my future children.

Confession 11: What annoys you the most.
putting on a straight face and demanor so others wont pry into my personal problems.

Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die.
Skydive. or climb a mountain

Confession 13: Biggest regret.
Not making the Corps because of something I cant help.

Confession 14: Hidden talent.
I can read people like a criminologist when i put my mind to it.

Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.
I dont falter on my beleifs.

Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.
give myself the ability to slow my mind down

Confession 15: Worst habit.
Getting side tracked

Confession 16: Most important person in your life at the moment.


Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.
I wish I could draw stuff besides just blueprints.

Confession 20: Biggest compliment you've ever received.
Your my honest to god hero.

Confession 21: What you hate most about society.
The corrupt media

Confession 22: Something that makes you cry.
Thinking about harming a certian persons future. Being kept from that person. The thought of not being able to have children.

Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.
my lovable idiot friends

Confession 24: Most treasured possession.
was my guitar..now i dont know

Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.
Girls..really

Confession 26: Strangest hobby.
blueprinting and designing in my head.

Confession 27: Biggest ambition.
Owning an American super car company.

Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.
elementary-middle-high school-college-then life


Confession 29: A random confession.
When something bad happens I doubt what everyone says and hate myself for it

Confession 30: A few words to, honestly, describe yourself.
hardheaded. loving. broody. vain. egotistic. overly ambitious. workaholic.