So I have had issues with my account lately. About a month ago I had a hacker attack my yahoo account which caused me to have to get rid of it. They were screwing with my information and sending out bad virus spam to people in my contacts. After shutting that down I was forced to change my FA account's password of which now I cannot remember. Now I can't log out of my account in fear I will never get back on. I have sent out a trouble thing to the admin but I haven't gotten a response in weeks now. So I think I will have to change accounts again AS MUCH AS I DON'T WANT TO AT ALL BECAUSE I JUST GOT COMFORTABLE. I hope this will be my last move from accounts. HOPEFULLY.

My new account is- Feel free to watch that account and unwatch this one.

Raffle ends May 20th. Enter here!- http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4605173/#

Gonna start filling the gallery with new submissions. I'll be practicing more with digital art since I don't have much experience.

I've been having issues finalizing Beltone's design. For the time that I have had Beltone as a fursona I had never been able to make a tail design that fits him.
Right now I am stuck on a lemur-like tail or a raptor-bird tail.
Which one sounds better?
[edit] I just ended up giving him the lemur tail. Now to finish the reference sheet...

I decided that Beltone should be my fursona again. I never really let him go because before he had been my fursona for four years. Only one year before him had I started the fandom with Zipper. No other fursona has ever stuck like he has. He has changed many of times with his design and species but his colors have always stuck. He has always been dragon and kangaroo though so I am just going to keep him to that.

Why do people in relationships on this website make accounts for their artwork. The artwork of which is their fursonas making out and having sex 24/7. I just don't understand.
Most of the people who do this are all over each other and have lots of followers who protect them behind a wall of fuck. And they are so offended when you say something that they flip out and block you. No questions asked.
Most of the time they break up sooner than other couples.

Got back on Tuesday but I forgot to write something
My legs are still swollen fuck

Wow this is the best trip ever
It is nice and warm
And it is so beautiful
I'm gonna sob when we leave

Time to go to Disney World
Holy shit but it is going to take us 24-25 hours to get there
Help

So I have this fear that people apparently don't understand
I have problems with people running at me from behind or touching me before I know who it is. Same goes for when people do things to my body that I don't want like thr stupid chair thing where they pull the chair out from under you. I have had a panic attack from it.
But people I dislike at school usually all do the same thing. They touch me when I don't know or they are just constantly touching me when I don't want it.
And as soon as I assert the fact that I don't like it by saying 'please don't' or 'Don't do that again please' they get offended or just ignore me.
And it is angering because three people have done this before. One continues to do it every day and I avoid him because it makes me uncomfortable.
It honestly gets to the point where I am sounding pissed off or I actually do get angry. And I never want to get angry.
I really don't have a problem with hugging. As long as I am willing and I know who it is.
I just wish people didn't always walk over me like a floormat I guess.
Hnggggg

My parents are getting prepared for my trip pretty early lol
I mean, they already got my shit packed
And when we went shopping this weekend they bought me over 100 dollars worth of stuff
I kept telling them that I didn't need a new shirt to take down with me because I already have a shit ton of shirts
But nop
They insisted
I found out recently that from all the money my relatives gave me I have 460 dollars for the trip
WHO SPENDS THAT MUCH AT DISNEY
NOT ME

On a lighter note, in thirteen days as of tomorrow my choir and band group will be going down to Disney World.
Holy fuck
The previous year it had been cancelled due to to the lack of people going
This year it is a GO
I mean, I shouldn't be so excited, I'm getting old.
But we are going to Disney, the beach, and about five other amusement parks down there.
I have never seen the beach and just the thought is making me more excited.
My goodness I just can't wait,,,
But mu group is leaving on the 21st and coming back on the 26th. So four days of fun.

My grey tree frog Aliza died today. Her health had been deterioratng over the past week and I knew she wasn't going to be lasting much longer. She was a birthday gift from last year and I absolutely loved her since I had owned grey tree frogs before. She was always so energetic and peed on me every single time I handled her. I was so glad to have known that old frog.

She died doing what she loved doing.
Sitting in her water bowl before resting.

Rip Aliza.
I'll miss you my squishy baby

So we got let out early for school today because of a 'huge winter storm'
I remember watching the news and it saying there being like 3-5 inches which isn't much in Iowa
I fucking look out the window at the end of the day and see it snowing pretty hard
It is later and THE FUCKING SNOW JUST STARTED STICKING TO THE FUCKING GROUND. WE GOT OUT AT ONE.
It's not like I'm angry. Heck we got out early for no fucking reason
But the fucking meteorologists wow they act like 2 inches of blowing snow is THE FUCKING END OF THE WORLD AND WE SHOULD RUN FOR COVER AND HIDE OUR CHILDREN
I don't know if they should be allowed to flip out at such a small amount of snow
It's fucking Iowa
It is going to snow pfff

This Saturday was our last competition for show choir and we had this huge ass party outside of our room. I started recording it because WHAT IS COOLER THAN THAT?
And then my phone was an ass and deleted the whole fucking thing pffff
Like seriously I was so angryyyyy uhnsksbfkskd

This year's show choir shows are proving to be OUT THE ROOF
The last competition we went to which was on Saturday had great shows, friendly people, and A KILLER INTERMISSION DANCE PARTY
I almost lost my voice holy shitttttt

Man I was perfectly healthy on Sunday. And then on Monday during school I was struck with these sudden chills ans coughs. I've missed two days od school so far which is bad since we have testing...
Last night I had trouble breathing. I hope it is nothing serious honestly. I can't be missing school...

I just got finished with finals last week.















What a pain in the asssssssss

You know that feeling when you watch somebody for their artwork or because they look interesting and they have a mate so all they draw is KISSU KISSU UGU I LOVE YOU all the time?

It has happened twice and I just sit there too awkward to say anything because they'll probably scream at me butthurt and block before I can redeem myself. And I don't want to favorite the artwork either because I'd have a gallery full of them kissing.

And then it gets far enough that they make an account for their love and it is filled with UGUUUUU and I just scream. And they only talk to each other most of the time and a few months later they break up and they complain. Hngg...

I just uhgg.