🏡 Back from vacation
Posted a month agoI’m back!
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… I am NEVER doing that again. 🙂
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… I am NEVER doing that again. 🙂
🏕️ Vacation (I’ll be back soon)
Posted a month agoI’m gonna be leaving for about 5 - 6 days to go on vacation. If there’s cell service where I’m going, I’ll try and stay online as best as I can.
Of course, I won’t be able to take any commissions during this time, so I apologize if you wanted to commission me.
I’ll see you guys when I get back!
Of course, I won’t be able to take any commissions during this time, so I apologize if you wanted to commission me.
I’ll see you guys when I get back!
Birthday 🎉🥳
Posted 2 months agoI’m 23 now.
That is all.
Have a good day, wherever you are ✌️
That is all.
Have a good day, wherever you are ✌️
Birthday in a week 🎉
Posted 2 months agoMy birthday’s in a week! Gonna be 23 this year.
Gonna take this time to say that these past few months have been super stressful for me, so hopefully this’ll make me feel just a bit better. For those of you who are going through some rough times at the moment, Just know that they’re temporary. No feeling is final, and there is a tomorrow.
That is all.
Gonna take this time to say that these past few months have been super stressful for me, so hopefully this’ll make me feel just a bit better. For those of you who are going through some rough times at the moment, Just know that they’re temporary. No feeling is final, and there is a tomorrow.
That is all.
FA shenanigans (social platform plug)
Posted 5 months agoSince FA’s been on the fritz for a couple of days now, I’m gonna take this opportunity to remind you that I’m active on other platforms besides this one. (very original, I know.)
Link to my Twitter 🐦⬛
Link to my Bluesky 🦋
Please follow me on Bluesky; It feels empty and I could use your support over there…New yeey 🎊
Posted 10 months agoHappy new year from Canada 🎉
Hope you all have a great day
Hope you all have a great day
chrims 🎄🎁✨
Posted 10 months agoMerry christmas, everyone. ^^
That's all I wanted to say.
Hope you all have a great one. ✨
That's all I wanted to say.
Hope you all have a great one. ✨
About NN (Navel November)
Posted 11 months agoNow that we're halfway through the month, would you guys like me to keep going with Navel November, or would you like me to stop?
Do comment if you want, I'd like to hear your thoughts.
Do comment if you want, I'd like to hear your thoughts.
a vent.
Posted a year agoHello.
I wanted to talk to you about something.
Don't worry, I'm not leaving. (yet)
But I just wanted to say... I'm sorry.
I'm sorry if I've ever lashed out, or brought down the mood, or made things incredibly awkward... or if I've ever permanently changed your perspective about me.
It's possible that I have ADHD and Bipolar disorder, but they're both undiagnosed. It could be a family thing, it could've gradually spawned naturally, it could be because of my exposure to the internet... I don't know. All I know is that something is seriously wrong with me; and I don't know what it is.
It's ruining my life, and making it hard for me to appreciate myself and the world around me. I sometimes find myself questioning my life choices, and harshly self depreciating when I make a mistake, someone corrects me, or if something doesn't go my way.
But please know that I don't want this to happen, and I never will.
It's out of my control at times, and I find it incredibly hard to gain back control when I need it most. It's one of the main reasons I tend to avoid social interaction, and avoid starting any conversations. Because I'm desperately afraid that I might screw something up, whether it be with my emotions or otherwise, and the self depreciation cycle will start once again.
I don't think I can afford therapy, so that's out of the question. I don't want to take antidepressants, because I fear that I will entirely depend on them to keep my emotions under wraps. I genuinely don't know how to help myself, and my degrading mental state. I feel hopeless. Trapped. Cursed to be this dumb, angry husk of a man until the day I die.
But I know these feelings don't define me... I am not my emotions. We are destined to make mistakes; it's what makes us human.
After all, this is my first time living.
I'm still actively learning and coming into myself—or at least trying to, anyway.
For the longest time, Art has been my escape from reality—My coping mechanism—My anesthesia. It allows me to let my mind roam freely, tell a story, and say things that I otherwise couldn't say with my mouth—even if what I draw could be considered lewd.
Thanks to this, I've crafted many, many characters to help me fight my inner demons, cope with hard times, and soothe my emotional turmoil. In many cases, they've helped me get to where I am today, and speaking to you all right now.
Sometimes...
I feel like they're the only true friends I have.
But, I'm getting off track...
Please take your time with me, and understand that I don't want to hurt anyone, or bring down the mood in any way. I'm not a monster—and I never want to be considered as such. I appreciate you all immensely, and I would be devastated if my actions somehow ruined your perception of me.
There's not much I can do to help it.
Please have a great day, wherever you are... Thank you so much for reading.
I'll see myself out.
TL;DR: I'm sorry if I've ever let my emotions get the better of me. I have a multitude of undiagnosed mental problems, and I'm trying my best here. Please understand.obligatory blusky migration post
Posted a year agobirfdaeh today 🎉
Posted a year agoI'm 22 today.
That is all.
have a good one ✌️
(oh and I'm gonna release a pic as celebration, so look out for that)
That is all.
have a good one ✌️
(oh and I'm gonna release a pic as celebration, so look out for that)
To whoever keeps reuploading my deleted Tails pics
Posted a year agoStop it. Just fuckin' stop.
This has gone too far.
I deleted those pics for a reason: Because I feared what would happen if I left them up. I don't want to be called a creep, or violate any sort of community guidelines—And the fact that you fuckin' kids keep reuploading the pics is driving me INSANE.
You stealing my art is enough—But the fact that you're stealing art of mine that was NEVER SUPPOSED TO RESURFACE? it makes me fuckin' sick.
You really have no morals, do you?
I should've never drawn him like that to begin with, and I regret it to this day. You reuploading them is only adding more fuel to the fire.
Tails is a CHILD.
AN ACTUAL, LITERAL CHILD. I don't care if you age him up or not—Tails is canonically YOUNG; And I don't condone making fetish art of him or any other underaged character in any way.
Stop reuploading my Tails pics, or any other pieces of mine.
Because I will find out, And report your asses.
This has gone too far.
I deleted those pics for a reason: Because I feared what would happen if I left them up. I don't want to be called a creep, or violate any sort of community guidelines—And the fact that you fuckin' kids keep reuploading the pics is driving me INSANE.
You stealing my art is enough—But the fact that you're stealing art of mine that was NEVER SUPPOSED TO RESURFACE? it makes me fuckin' sick.
You really have no morals, do you?
I should've never drawn him like that to begin with, and I regret it to this day. You reuploading them is only adding more fuel to the fire.
Tails is a CHILD.
AN ACTUAL, LITERAL CHILD. I don't care if you age him up or not—Tails is canonically YOUNG; And I don't condone making fetish art of him or any other underaged character in any way.
Stop reuploading my Tails pics, or any other pieces of mine.
Because I will find out, And report your asses.
2000 watchers on FA!
Posted a year agoThank you all so much for 2,000 watchers!
You don't know how much this means to me...
Every time I reach a new milestone like this, I'm reminded of how loved I am, despite all of my hardships in life.
I'm so lucky to have all of you by my side after over six years of owning this account...
I hope you all have a great day—and thank you again. ^^
You don't know how much this means to me...
Every time I reach a new milestone like this, I'm reminded of how loved I am, despite all of my hardships in life.
I'm so lucky to have all of you by my side after over six years of owning this account...
I hope you all have a great day—and thank you again. ^^
burnt out.
Posted a year agoWelp. It happened.
I lost my creative drive.
I worked myself too hard in the first half of January because I wanted some extra money, and now I'm feeling the consequences...
I've also been trying to look for another job since I got laid off last September. It's been stressful, to say the least...
So. That explains the lack of good content as of late—I'm not proud of it either.
First pic of the year was depressing as all fuck...
I promise to make some more good content, I just need to rest for a bit... hopefully I'll have some more ideas in that time...
I lost my creative drive.
I worked myself too hard in the first half of January because I wanted some extra money, and now I'm feeling the consequences...
I've also been trying to look for another job since I got laid off last September. It's been stressful, to say the least...
So. That explains the lack of good content as of late—I'm not proud of it either.
First pic of the year was depressing as all fuck...
I promise to make some more good content, I just need to rest for a bit... hopefully I'll have some more ideas in that time...
Happy New Year 🎉✨️
Posted 2 years ago2024 is gonna be the year of new and returning characters for me. I have a lot planned for this year, and I hope that you guys'll enjoy what I have in store.
...oh and it's also the year of the dragon; might do something with that—
Happy 2024 everyone. ^^
...oh and it's also the year of the dragon; might do something with that—
Happy 2024 everyone. ^^
art dump incoming
Posted 2 years agojust thought I'd let you know beforehand :>
Bluesky
Posted 2 years agoI have one now.
It was a pain in the ass to get, but I finally have an account now.
That is all.
bornconfusedart.bsky.social
It was a pain in the ass to get, but I finally have an account now.
That is all.
bornconfusedart.bsky.social
Laid off
Posted 2 years agoSo, I got laid off. That's fun.
Well... at least I got comms to keep me afloat.
...for now... 🫠
Well... at least I got comms to keep me afloat.
...for now... 🫠
Birthday 🎊
Posted 2 years agoI'm now 21!
That's uhh... that's it, really.
Hope you all have a great day 👍
That's uhh... that's it, really.
Hope you all have a great day 👍
Birthday approaching
Posted 2 years agoi'm gonna be 21
one of the funny numbers
9+10
that is a knee slapper am i right
ha
ha
ha
one of the funny numbers
9+10
that is a knee slapper am i right
ha
ha
ha
I got a job! 🎊
Posted 2 years agoI finally managed to get myself a job after all this time! I'm gonna be starting on Monday.
This means that I'm probably not going to have as much time for making pictures as I would've hoped for, but rest assured — I'm gonna keep posting.
Thank you guys for staying with me for this long, and I hope you all have good one.
This means that I'm probably not going to have as much time for making pictures as I would've hoped for, but rest assured — I'm gonna keep posting.
Thank you guys for staying with me for this long, and I hope you all have good one.
thoughts
Posted 2 years agoman
is inflation and fat content really what I wanna be known for?
I think I'm having one of those tiny moments
is inflation and fat content really what I wanna be known for?
I think I'm having one of those tiny moments
100k views on FA 🎉
Posted 2 years agoHoly shit, never thought I’d get THIS far…
Thank you guys so much for 100,000 views on FA! So uhh… what’s next?
Well… I’m sure everyone knows about the new rules that’ve been put in place over the past few days, and let’s just say that I’m not exactly a fan of it either. In fact — it disgusts me.
But… I think I might end up staying for now, despite everything. It’s not too horrible at the moment, so I don’t see why not. You can still find me on Twitter, and though dormant — my DA as well.
As for celebrating? I may or may not cook something up, since I love you guys.
TL;DR — Thank you guys for 100,000 views on FA — I may or may not draw something to celebrate.
Have a good one, you guys are the best ^^
Thank you guys so much for 100,000 views on FA! So uhh… what’s next?
Well… I’m sure everyone knows about the new rules that’ve been put in place over the past few days, and let’s just say that I’m not exactly a fan of it either. In fact — it disgusts me.
But… I think I might end up staying for now, despite everything. It’s not too horrible at the moment, so I don’t see why not. You can still find me on Twitter, and though dormant — my DA as well.
As for celebrating? I may or may not cook something up, since I love you guys.
TL;DR — Thank you guys for 100,000 views on FA — I may or may not draw something to celebrate.
Have a good one, you guys are the best ^^
Incoming art dump + happy new year
Posted 3 years agojust letting you know in advance
...oh also, happy full rotation around the sun day
hope you have a good one ✌️
...oh also, happy full rotation around the sun day
hope you have a good one ✌️
Pic removal
Posted 3 years agoBy request of the commissioner, The pic “
[$] Good Morning” has been removed.
I deeply apologize. 😔
[$] Good Morning” has been removed.
I deeply apologize. 😔
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