I completely forgot I even had this thing, yet still managed to sign in on my first try. Welp.

Sup yo hoes. <3

Well, in the light of the fail of the FA, a lot of things have happened to me.

One, Grandmother Leola, my grammie, passed away in November of this year. It's been tough to deal with, especially with the fact that I could not see her before she went into her final resting place.

Two, I had gotten sick with a horrible upper respritory infection, it damaged my throat and uvula, as well as my lungs, so I may not be able to breathe and run as fast as I can from now on.

Three, my back is killing me, someone please massage it. :I

Four, a lot of relationship drama, I am now a single woman, I do not have a man, I don't think I want one anytime soon, or anyone for that matter.


All updated, and be free to pass on about your past month and then some. <3

1) Post these rules
2) Post 8 true things about yourself
3) At the end you must tag 6 people and post their icons (Fuck you, Facebook.)
4) Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them [WHY?! >:O]
5) NO TAG-BACKS



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1) I have had sex more than 20 times, but only with 4 men since I've been active.

2) I have love for my black men, but I feel more comfortable dating outside my race.

3) When I was about 12 years old, I attempted suicide by overdosing on bloodthinners and tried to slit my wrists.

4) I am madly in love with a man who is twise my height and size, being 6'2'' and 240 plus pounds. And he's Italian.

5) Has had atleast 3 different pregnancy scares, even if I had sex with a condom.

6) I have a mental disability. I have a slight comprehension issue with instructions and giving instructions or directions. I always need step-by-step directions from another party.

7) I have a negative AB blood type. <3

8) I already have plans of my wedding day in mind, and it's the most simple thing I've ever had pieced together. I also have the man that I want to marry already in mind and I'm just in love with him enough to wait until our lives are settled before taking another step forward.

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EXTRA -- I am actually a red-headed black girl. Lmao, My hair is a dark rustic red that is easily mistaken for black or brown. It changes colors, along with my skin turning a more bronze and caramel during the summer. Woo for being a weird ass mutt. <3

Yup, the title is right. The King of Pop, Michael Jackson, has left us on June 25 at 2 pm LA Time today. He was 50 years old. What I remember of Michael jackson is that the first few words that I knew was the songs that Michael had released from his albums almot 20 years ago. When I was a little girl, I used to bounce around and dance to Thriller, and pretend to be a Zombie on halloween when dancing to it. Boy, although he had gone through some tough times, the stress taking it's toll and eventually putting the King to rest, It makes you wonder about the preciousness of your own life, and how you should take things in stride.


Please take this to heart people, take care of your health, prize your life the most you can, and you'll be able to live your life to the fullest and enjoy every happy moment you can share.

For those wondering where the hell I am, I'm here, I'm alive, but not wanting to conversate with most, but enjoying my freedom from the dreaded internetz. My boyfriend just recently got the most adorable thing I have ever seen, a Orange Tabby Kitten, and his name is Big T. I gave him the pimp name of T.Kitty, since he can't mate, that don't mean he's not gonna be the most pimpin' kitten there is in NC.

But on the topic, I've downloaded Steam once more, getting back to a name on there and possibly playing Left 4 Dead. Lol, I just felt the need to burn some time, so some games shouldn't hurt too much.


I also got aj ob, just for the simple fact that I want to go overseas, go out and see the world, you know? :3 So, I'm planning on going to Greece, England and Italy with my boyfriend. :3 We're both saving up enough for the both of us to get a good hotel and the likes and see all the things we want. Yayyy~


Steam: SweetMangoDelight

Current Games: NONE LAWL - I'll buy some eventually..

Here's the ways you can get hold of me, Any other means - meaning cell phone and the likes, that's only reserved for a good amount of people. So yeah, here we go.


MSN: LoveableLunaz14[at]msn.com
AIM: Blacklily76
Yahoo: Arbielicious23
XBox Live: Rtapu
Second Life: Mahoia Aabye
Facebook~
Myspace~
Cellphone~


I won't be around the computer much, so yeah, if you want those three with the ~, send a note. I will only give it to the closest people. :3 Yeah, Bai. <3

Guess whot guys, I'm starting dreadlocks. I got so tired of having to pay almost 200 bucks a month just to get my hair done and having to pay my father back. So, what I wanted to do is start dreadlocks while here with my cousin, so that I can get a good jump start and take care of them. It's going to be a LONG time to wait, but all the same, I can already tell that my dreadlocks will be secksy by the time school gets into full swing. So, from now on..HATS! My cousin Coryne is here until Tuesday, she's got awesome natural dreadlocks, which brought me to my decision of starting mine. But heyeah, it's almost 5 am at this moment of writing this journal, and I thus say night. And I'll be on a bit more once she's gone. <3

Well, I won't be going to school this summer, I'll be going at the normal time. ROFL, I hate being a procrastinator, because of the sole fact that I don't act so quickly, but oh well. :3 Yay for Fall School!? <3

Well, here's the deal, people. I'll be starting school soooon, and most likely getting a job. So for those who see me on those games, on XBawks and on MSN, I won't be around too often. :3 ilu gais and I'll be looking forward to speaking to you whenever I could. <3