I mainly use  pudgycat now so if you actually want to see art, go there.

I will primarialy be posting art here  pudgycat now.
So if you want to see some cool as shit or talk to me, get me on there.
But I will still be using this account as my commission account.

And I tried to keep a log of it:

1:39 - Just took 15 pills of Benadryl. That’s 375mgs of Diphenhydramine. Let’s get this party started.
2:00 - Starting to feel a bit tired. Like a heavy tired. Dat’s ok tho.
2:08 - Feel really tired now.
2:11 – I feel like a rock
2:16 I have come to terms with the fact that I am a rock and there are little pink worms crawling over the computer screen
2:20 my phon looks like it’s so far away and my clothes are trying ti get out og the hamper. I’m still a rock.
2:23 my computer feels like a bag of bricks
2:29 I’m shaking. My hands are made of ice. And my grandma’s Jesus statue is disappointed
2:31 What is oving aroud?

Everything after this got crazy. I started shaking and getting really scared. I stood up to go to the bathroom and I thought I was a tree. I felt like I couldn't move anything so I ended up stomping around my house like a dumbass.

I couldn't type or text properly after 2:31 so I gave up on typing shit so I called my friend and I would be laying there and I couldn't even tell if he was talking to me cause he would say something and then he would say something again but it felt like he was taking years to say something back so I was like Are you even talking? How long have we been on the phone? Why are you taking so long to talk? Am I asleep? What is going on? All he could do was laugh at me and all I could do was laugh with him.

Shit got crazy. I started hearing voices and I thought someone was stuck in my fireplace.
It was weird.

I think the next time I do this, I’m going to have someone with me.lol

All in all, it was a cool experience tho.

This account will be my commissions account
And that  pudgycat will be my account for stuff like
Silly things and personal art
So
yea

Go follow that shit or something
idk

In a few days, I will be completely moving to  pudgycat.
After I finish the two commissions I have and post them to this account, it will no longer be in use.
Of course I will check it regularly so if you want to contact me, you can but if you're expecting a fast reply, watch me or contact me at pudgycat.

So, yea.

My depression
has kinda caused me to hit rock bottom at the moment.
Recently, the guy I liked told me he would date me if I wasn't so fat
and generally this wouldn't bother me
but
It's the same reason I get turned down
And you could go on to say "But it's your own fault! You can work out and lose weight!"
Trust me, I've tried.
I worked out and ate right for 3 months straight and the only weight I lost was a measly 5 pounds but boy did I gain muscle.
But I guess the gist of this journal is
idk what I feel like doing right now.

idk

I'll shut up and do art

I've been busy with a big project for school this week
And I had to take care of that before commissions
But I will get them
This weekend
I promise

I am closed for the moment
Just so I don't start to feel overwhelmed with what I have

I will open them soon, though.C:

https://www.weasyl.com/profile/bottles

Woosh

spots open
Any1
Want 1?

And have nothing to draw
Fuk

 spazzyhusky
I spent a fucking hour trying to figure out what to fucking do

And now I finally got something

But you might have to wait until tomorrow for me to finish it

I will draw ur character 4 food
Or 4 nothing at all

But I'm only taking 2 people
And maybe a 2 more after that

ok bye

While I have the free time to do so.

They're pretty cheap right now.
$5 for headshots and $10 for full body characters.
Additional characters are $5 each.

Comment if interested.C: