Just saying right now, if I owe you a free art or a swapsie I apologise for not doing it, I've been busy and my tablet has been unwilling to work properly on my PC whenever I feel like drawing, I promise I'll do it the next time I'm able to.

I'm sorry if people have been waiting on me to do more art, I've just been ridiculously busy as of late, thank you for the patience.

I'm putting them on "Done When Done" status at this point due to real life stuff becoming hectic with me again.

If you requested some art from me, please be patient as I will get them to you ASAP, promise.

Oh and I have a overseas girlfriend who's not fully my girlfriend, thought you'd all wanna know.

Thanks for reading, Braddeh out :D

Sometimes I worry I’ll never fall in love with someone…

Sometimes I worry that if I do they won’t accept this side of me…

I get scared people will find out and they’ll wonder if I have a mental problem…

I get scared that this thing that I used for comfort will be something that’ll haunt me…

I cry over the fact that all these sort of conflicting emotions come about whenever I’m in that kind of mentality.

I cry over the fact that this side of me gets triggered at the worst of times…

…please tell me this is okay to think about…

....art will come soon.

Sorry for the lack of putting out anything. I've just been feeling a bit bleh as of late, trying to get over end of semester and doing weekday work because of it on the side

Art intake shall be increasing soon and all those that requested art will get it soon. Promise

Did not expect that!

You people must like free art a lot xD

Anyway, thanks for all the watches so far and all the people who have signed up for the free art, I really appreciate all of it.

Special thanks go to  Brock-omeles for help spreading the word out about it, thanks for doing it BadgerButt!~

Anyways, let see how many more we get!

As my last piece stated, the tanker has run dry on my ideas for drawing and it's leaving me bummed and sorta peeved off.

So, in retaliation to it, I'm going to be giving out free request drawings.

BUT. I have some rules as to what you can request.

RULE 1: No more than two characters in a single drawing.
RULE 2: No explicit stuff (18+, BDSM, etc.)
RULE 3: Please be patient, I have University and homework after it during the week so I can't work on this stuff during all of my freetime, I will attempt to get to yours ASAP.

That being said, I will be giving 5 - 10 slots away (depending on how many respond to this journal) for this, so it'll be on a first come first serve basis.

And I'll just say this now, my art isn't the best, but I will try and give you guys n gals the best possible art I can for this.

Thank you for the time.

CURRENT REQUESTS:
 TJFoxxxx - TJ and Sam sitting by a campfire
 ShinIori319 - Shin blushing and looking cute in a poofy diaper
 Freelancer400 - Babyfur Portrait
 Seaweed - Fursona playing with Tigger Plush or Lego's
 Raseren - Fursona hugging a labrador
 Jus95 - Fursona Ref Sheet
 shizlgizngar - TJFoxxxx eating a really big bagel
 Kiwi_Gryphon - Photograph is taking pictures with a camera and Kiwi is listening to music.
 DiaperedPingas - Aden and Hikari - Artist's Choice
 mimibadger - Mr Ferret and JD (TJ's doggie plushie) having a beer!

But I've been feeling less and less confident in general regarding who I am to people on here.

I mean, my art isn't that good, hardly anybody notices it (or it gets drowned out by every other artist out there), I barely contribute that much art in the first place. I don't even have that many people watching me..

*sigh*

I don't even know... :(

I seriously need to be less lazy with drawing, my last image proves I'm way out of it with my artstyle

I mean, look at it compared to the Christmas pic I did. MAJOR difference x.x

The next pic I'll put out will hopefully be better. I swear it! ^^

For those that have followed me throughout the past month, I've been up and down and all around regarding my feelings..

But as of recently I've been on the upper end.

For one thing, I now have a papa in the form of my once uncle  Auzzie who recently accepted me as one of his cubs. It feels pretty nice to have a full blown family I will admit that...it feels nice. :)

I made a Weasyl since every other cub seems to be doing it.

https://www.weasyl.com/~braddeh

But don't expect me to use it straight up, I'm mainly here on FA for the most part, that is just if anything goes topside

To those who I've been talking to or interacted with recently and you've noticed some kind of sad, moody or even down right depressing.

I'm sorry.

Every now and then I feel like that, it's been happening a lot recently, probably due to my "little side" getting the better of me.

But the thing is, I usually just tend to ignore it and just leave them all bottled up and stuff. It just makes it better when I don't have to deal with those feelings when I have to be an adult and all that.

But some times, it just gets to the point where I can't take it anymore. And well. when that happens I can often get very moody or even down right depressed as said before.

I'm not sure why I feel like this, I know I don't have any kind of depression or bi-polar disorder. To be quite honest, it scares me when I'm like this because I'm usually all happy and junk.

And then to suddenly be all sad, depressed and on the brink of crying with those I love and have fun with scares the living daylights out of me.

And I honestly don't know what to do.

But I'm sorry to all those whom I've been and will be like that to with.

I really am sorry, I don't know what to do..

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/11830296/

Check this out for a free YCH, no pay or anything, just for fun ^^

Seriously, like...check it out, I promise it'll be good~ *gives you the cute kitty eyes*

About my BabyFur/Diaperfur stuff.

Should I make a separate account for that? Or should I keep it all on here?

Since I'm just wondering if people I know who don't know about my AB/DL side see this and wonder what's up with it. That way people can watch my regular stuff on here and see my other side on another account.

Just a thought.