So I wont be around for awhile because this computer got a virus and my roommate is blaming me and seeing as its his computer hes not going to let me use it anymore when it gets fixed and my computer is still not working.

Fml ;___;

Im wanting to have something commissioned for my fiance and hes really into anime.

Know any good anime artists?

Cause...everyone else is doing it xD

[x] public speaking
[ ] staying single forever
[x] Rejection
[ ] being a parent
[x] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[x] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[x] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
[x] that Scary guy
[ ] being touched
[x] fire
[x] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[xx] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] falling
[x] clowns
[x] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[xx] sharks
[x] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[x] growing up
[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[x] Not Listed: Being a disappointment

100 Truths Meme

01. Real name → Brandalena
002. Nickname(s)→ Brandy
003. Zodiac sign → Virgo
004. Male or female → Female
005. Elementary → Wayyyy too many to name
006. Middle School → Lanier County
007. High School → Lanier County
008. Hair color → Dirty blonde
009. Long or short → Medium
010. Loud or Quiet → I can be loud at times but most the time Im quiet

011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
012. Phone or Camera → Fffff... Camera :)
013. Health freak → Lolno
014. Drink or Smoke? → Both.
015. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes! Ryancakes<3
016. Eat or Drink → Eff...uhm....... I dont know D:
017. Piercings → Lip&nose
018. Tattoos → One, I want more


HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane → Yessir
020. Been in a relationship → Yeah huh
021. Been in a car accident →A small one but yes
022. Been in a fist fight → My brother kicked my ass xD
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Ears.
024. First best friend → Ummm. My cousin Justin (R.I.P<33)
025. First award → Most beautiful baby contest
026. First crush → Scotty Thompson in kindergarten
028. First big vacation → Hell if I know. I moved around so much vacations didnt mean much to me.
029. Last person you talked to → Andrew
030. Last person you IMed → Ryan<3
031. Last person you watched a movie with → Andrew
032. Last food you ate → Some peanuts on break at work
033. Last movie you watched → Step Brothers or The Fifth Element. I dont remember which
034. Last song you listened to → Regina Spektor - Braille
035. Last thing you bought → Rent money? because I LOST MY DAMN DEBIT CARD RIGHT AFTER F:<
036. Last person you hugged → Probably Andrew
FAVES:
037. Food → Chinese<33333
038. Drinks → Dr. Pepper now
039. Clothing → Tshirt and socks. Panties too ofc
040. Books → Anything by Kelley Armstrong
041. Music → Uhm. A lot lol. I would have to say pop/punk
042. Flowers → Dandelions
043. Colors → Blue/Green
044. Movies → OHGOD. A lot
045. Positions → For what? O.o
046. Subjects → Uh. Sex. Uhhmm.... WoW.. andd Iunno D:

IN 2009 I....

047. [] kissed in the snow.
048. [] celebrated Halloween
049. [x] had your heart broken
050. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone
051. [x] someone questioned your sexual orientation
052. [x] Came out of the closet
053. [] gotten pregnant
054. [] had an abortion
055. [x] done something you've regretted
056. [x] broke a promise
057. [x] hid a secret
058. [x] pretended to be happy
059. [x] met someone who changed your life.
060. [x] pretended to be sick.
061. [] left the country
062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
063. [] traveled to high mountains.
064. [] ran a lot on the beach
065. [x] live on a beach
066. [] stayed single a whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating → Nothing but I want a burger and fries and a shake. GODDAMMIT I WISH I DIDNT LOSE MY EFFING CARD
068. Drinking → Dr. Pepper
069. I'm about to → Confess to mah bf how much I really love him
070. Listening to → That one song. You know the one? That one that everyone knows about a certain avian varity. Have you not heard? It was my understanding that everyones heard.... WELL A BIRD BIRD BIRD. BIRD IS THE WORD... :3
071. Plans for today → Go to bed. Get up play WoW.
072. Waiting for → Tomorrrooowwww

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? → Gonna have to.
074. Want to get married? → Ryancakes<3
075. Careers in mind → Photographer/Environmental Biologist

OR OR:
076. Lips or eyes → Both.
077. Shorter or taller? →Tallerrrr
078. Romantic or spontaneous→ Both?
079. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach
080. Sensitive or loud → Botthhh
081. Hook-up or relationship → Relastionship
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant → How about curious? Ooh that ones good.

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts → manymany times
084. Ran away from home → Kinda.. didnt even get a mile away.
086. Killed somebody/thing → WTF KINDA QUESTION IS THIS!?!?!?!? Ive killed bugs... but... somebody? Wth..
087. Broken someone's heart → Yuh
088. Been arrested → Lol no.
089. Cried when someone died → Yeahh =/ (I miss youuu Justin<333333)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself → Occasionally
091. Miracles → Nope
092. Love at first sight → Not really.
093. Heaven → Nope.
094. Santa Claus → HAHAHAHA
095. Sex on the first date → Nothankyou
096. Kiss on the first date → I have yeah

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Ryaanncakes<3
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → It could be better, but it could be worse.
099. Do you believe in God → No
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people → Fuck that, thats too many people D:

1.Are you single or taken?
Taken! :):):):)

2. Chocolate or flowers?
Flowurz. Chocolate is too sweet D:

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
Probably up all night with the bf playin' WoW

4.Do you like anyone?
Lurve

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
I do not recall

6. What would be your dream Valentines date?
Hrm. I dont believe I have one

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
Sommeeewhat

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Maybe?

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
Sure?

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
WAT

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
They used to

12. Do you still send out Valentines cards?
Lolno. Im not in 3rd grade anymore XD

13. Do you like candy hearts?
Nupe

14. Flowers or chocolate?
Still flowurz. Stupid. You asked that already

15. Is Valentines day depressing?
Not uh.

16. How do you feel about PDA?
Its fun :3

17. How is your love life?
AMFG<333333

18. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Not that I recall

19. How many roses would you want?
Uh? Doesnt matter?

20. Will you have a boyfriend/girlfriend next year?
I sure do plan on it.

My computer is STILL broken

And I really havent been working on anything because of that.
I should draw more. but I just have no time to myself. Any free time I have when Im not working is sleeping is being put into WoW XD


So yeah. This blows.

So. As you all know. Im pretty head over heels for mah bf. The amazingly lovable  krazedcanine

He was going to come visit near the end of this month but the financial situation in both of our pockets caused a problem with it,


Sooo. Point blank. All I need is $200 for the ticket. I would be willing to do commissions for it but no one ever commissions me and I have no way to color or upload them.

Care to help me out a little? Any small amount will do fine. Doesnt matter if its $1 or $5. I just really need to see him. We're going crazy without each other.


I love you all and would appreciate anything you can give!!!


My paypal is braelove[at]hotmail.com

A puppy!

And she is the most adorable thing evvverrr.
I'll tryyy and get pictures of her posted.

Pembroke Welsh Corgi <3

Merry christmas

Mine has gotten a significant amount better. I got gifts from my brothers and sister, nothing from my mum.
But still. Im happy :)

Fucking blows. Worst christmas ever. No presesnts, no family, no tree... it snowed a bit. That made me a little happy :)

1.) Put your media player of choice on shuffle.
2.) List the first fifteen songs that come up and add "in my pants" to the end.

Once again I have no music so Im using Pandora

1. Tiffany Blews In My Pants (FOB)
2. There's A Good Reason These Tables Are Numbered Honey, You Just Haven't Thought Of It Yet In My Pants (PAtD!)
3. The Great Escape In My Pants (Boys Like Girls)
4. Thats What You Get In My Pants (Paramore)
5. This Aint A Scene, Its An Arms Race In My Pants (FOB)
6. First Date In My Pants (Blink 182)
7. Lights And Sounds In My Pants (Yellowcard)
8. So Cold In My Pants (Breaking Benjamin)
9. Bend And Not Break In My Pants (Dashboard Confessional)
10. Sympathy In My Pants (The Goo Goo Dolls)
11. Let That Be Enough In My Pants (Switchfoot)
12. The Warmth Of Sand In My Pants (Dashboard Confessional)
13. Right Here In My Pants (Staind)
14. Points Of Authority In My Pants (Linkin Park)
15. When Worlds Collide In My Pants (Powerman 5000)

I want to have a commission done but none of my favorite artists are doing commissions.

Soooo

Anyone know any good artists? If so, please lemme know
<3

►When did you start drawing?
Not until Janruary of 2008, so about two years now.

►Which hand do you use for drawing?
My right one

►Which is easier to draw - male or female?
Id say female. I like drawing boobs :B

►Which is easier to draw - long hair or short hair?
Both are just as equal to draw

►Is it easier to draw the head facing towards the right or the left?
Hmmmm... Im not too sure. All my best drawing have the head facing towards the right

►Is it easier to draw the side view of the face or the front view?
Side view because I suck at drawing front views D:

►What do you have problems in drawing?
Everything D:

►What do you like to draw?
Everything. I love drawing new characters all the time

►Are you a traditional artist or a digital artist?
Traditionally drawn, digitaly colored.

►Where do you start drawing from?
I would say either the face or ears first.

►What is your drawing habit that you are aware of?
I have a looottt of fuck ups and erase.. a lot.

►Any tips for coloring/shading?
Dont use a mouse D:
Actually, Im scared to get a tablet because Im so used to using a mouse

►How long does it take to finish a piece of art?
Depends, I still have shit that isnt even sketched completely and shit that isnt even colored all the way. But to actually sit down and finish something? A good 12 hours or so, coloring and all. Coloring takes the longest.

►What music do you listen to while you draw?
Whatever fits my mood at that time.

►How long does it take you to come up with an idea?
not too long at all. Getting them on paper is the hard part

►Your favorite drawing utensils?
Those cheap red and blue pencils from wal mart.

►Your favorite color/the color that you use a lot?
mint green or teal

►Are you satisfied with your current art?
Its not bad. But I would like it to be better

►What kind of artist are you aiming for?
One that people admire and like their work.

FOR THE RECORD - I lost allll my music on my computer so Im using pandora. So the artists will most likely repeat.

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) *
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...
7. When you're finished tag 5 People to do it!

Opening Credits: Love Drunk - Boys Like Girls

Waking Up: The Promise - New Found Glory

First Day at School:Mr. Brightside - The Killers


Losing a Loved One: Reinventing The Wheel To Run Myself Over - FOB

First Kiss: The Boys of Summer - The Ataris

Falling in Love: Heels Over Head - Boys Like Girls


Birthday Song: Lights and Sounds - Yellowcard

Fight Song: London Beckoned Songs About Money Written By Machines - Panic At The Disco

Breaking Up: Misery Business - Paramore

Prom: Whats My Age Again - Blink 182

Mental Breakdown: Harder to Breath - Maroon 5

Driving: Our Time Now - Plain White T's

Flashback: Nobody Puts Baby In A Corner - FOB

Getting Back Together: Born For This - Paramore

Wedding: Dance, Dance - FOB

Birth of Child: The Shot Heard Round The World - Boys Like Girls

Final Battle: Hate (I really dont like you) - Plain White T's

Reflecting on Life: The Fortunate - Cartel

Death Scene: Smooth Criminal - Alien Ant Farm

Funeral Song: Miles Apart - Yellowcard

End Credits: Drive - Incubus

If you were a _______, what would you be?

Think about it!

1. Kitchen appliance - Fridge, all the food is in there.
2. Salty snack - Salt and Vinegar chips
3. Body part - Nipple
4. Farm animal - Sheep
5. Planet in our solar system - PLUTO BITCHES. Stfu It is still a planet in my heart.
6. Internet meme - This one
7. Spice or herb - Is pot a herb? >>
8. Thing that starts with M - Macaroni and cheese
9. Article of clothing - Bra!!!
10. Pudding flavor - Butterscotch<333
11. Natural disaster - Tornado
12. ColoUr - Blue
13. Lawn Ornament - Winklebottom
14. Type of building - Short one
15. Flammable substance - Kerosene
16. Something in a lunchbox - Sammich
17. Sea creature - Jellyfish
18. Geometric shape - Circle, because they dont have stops.
19. Time of day - 11am
20. Electronic device - MP3 player
21. Reason for being late - Having sex
22. Vegetable - Avocado
23. Element - Water
24. Dessert - One with rare camels
25. Historical event - Uhh. Havent a clue
26. Two-digit number - 12
27. Character in The Wizard of Oz - Flying monkey
28. Item in a freezer - Food
29. Torture device - Pendulem
30. Disease - Sex
31. Something on the floor of a movie theater - Popcorn
32. Mexican dish - Nachos with cheese
33. Something slimy - slug
34. FA emoticon - That heart one
35. Sandwich - Roast beef with blue cheese

Sooo. My room mate went on this big rant about how that hair cut I wanted wouldnt fit in and blahblah and he wouldnt take me places and leave me home all the time. Soooo I decided to look around and came upon this

http://i.ehow.com/images/GlobalPhot.....-main_Full.jpg

Tell me what you think. It'll probably be blonde and black seeing as I cant dye it those wicked awesome colours.

Im wanting a new haircut, and dye pretty bad..
Im thinking about going with how my character NatalieMarie's hair is. I think the term would be called a backwards horse mane mohawk. Like not a real mohawk on top.

A mixure between these two types

http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_MSb_QwAQL....._hairstyle.jpg

http://static.becomegorgeous.com/ga.....mohawkgirl.jpg

But long in the front and short in the back. Also, going to be black with blonde mixed in.

TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!!

Happy halloweeeeeennn

Whats everyone doing for halloween? :D

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Brae
2. Candybutt
3. Braebrae

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. x_autumn_wolf_x
2. xx_distort_ed_fox_xx
3. Brae

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES (Of the last day)
1. Played WoW
2. Rolled a new toon
3. Got to level 6

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My personality
2. My cuteness
3. My taste in music


THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My pudge
2. I get sad sometimes, I dont like that
3. The constant need to please others

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. Mexican
2. American
3. Some other shit I dont know what

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. The dark
2. Feet
3. Height

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Undies
2. Socks
3. tshirt

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Food
2. Internet
3. Dr. Pepper

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. Computer
2. Glasses
3. Phone

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Bright Eyes
2. Regina Spektor
3. Nine Inch Nails

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Friends
2. Music
3. Drawing

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. The first day of my life - Bright eyes
2. the call- regina spektor
3. boston - augustana

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Getting a new computer
2. Going to see someone
3. Getting a pet

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. Letting people walk over me (and still do)
2. Relying on loved ones too much
3. Trusting people too easily

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Romance
2. Fun
3. Honesty

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. I dont
2. think Ive given anything
3. worth mentioning.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
1. I probably talk about you behind your back
2. I sometimes wish I had a penis
3. I cant think of a lie because I dont lie much :(

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Skinny
2. Smiles
3. Face

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Personality
2. Things in common
3. Sense of humour

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Go 48 hours without Dr.Pepper
2. Leave her
3. Not watch king of the hill everynight

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. My dog Maddie
2. My mum disowning me
3. Not growing up more

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. Lots of art
2. Money
3. Unlimited Dr.Pepper tap installed in my kitchen

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. Im not
2. exactly sure
3. ....

THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Drawing
2. Photography
3. WoW >>

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Get my rogues shit back on WoW
2. Get more Dr. Pepper
3. Get a blanket

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Photographer
2. Wildlife Cnservationist
3. Zoologist

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. Europe
2. New Zealand
3. Alaska

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. Dale Gribble
2. Timmy Turner
3. Michael Angelo (TMNT)

THREE BOY’S NAMES:
1. Justin
2. Landon
3. Jeremy

THREE GIRL'S NAMES:
1. Rachael
2. Andy
3. Ashley

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Morre piercings and tattoos
2. Get married to her
3. Travel

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ OR DIE PAINFULLY:
1. That sounds
2. very...
3. awful and rude of you to say. >:[

I have my WoW account back.
That makes me happy. Gotta wait to get all my shit back though because they sold all my items and equipment and all my gold is gone from every character.

But I still have it back so yay.
I have a job so thats good. not sure when I'll start. Hopefully soon.

Some sad news that i kinda dont want to go into though. All this good news doesnt outweigh the fact that I feel I may be losing her.

But yeah.
Thought someone would appreciate an update.

Update on the interview. I got the job. They told me like right then so yay!!

FINALLY!!!!

I have a job interview.
In like.... 45 minutes.
Sooo nervous.
And excited.

WISH ME LUCK!!
Yay 83

So sad.
And depressed.
Because I cant play WoW.

I NEED TO PLAY IT.
I hate blizzard.
Theyre slow
and stupid
and and..
T_T

I wake up to find my fucking WoW account to be hacked. I cant log in but someone is on my god damned rogue because my roommate was logged in and saw that, did it occur to him that that was odd BECAUSE I WAS SLEEPING?! No >:[

Ughs. You have no idea how upset I am....

I am in desperate desperate need of money. My phone bill is triple the amount it usually is for no real reason at all. Just because verizon sucks. I have rent due and I cant even afford that.

My luck with jobs just fail...

So anyways. Im opening commissions.

Sketch - $10
Sketch and color - $15

I can also do icons for $5 if anyone likes.

Please private message me or email me at braelove[at]hotmail.com