its time for one of my fav theme holidays 💕
i really enjoy halloween even if i dont really celebrate it 😅
because i dont have friends and i live in australia (halloween is not popular here 😢)
maybe i should make friends who enjoy dressup and cosplay 😳

halloween often features things i enjoy, like costumes and magic 👌
also many opportunities to include nsfw, like tentacles 😳
and its my tradition to commission Stella as a witch 🥰🎀

i think this year i spent too much money on halloween art haha 😅
i was planning to commission new reference sheets for my characters ✨
its going to take longer than i thought... but also exciting! 🔥

and maybe nobody cares, but in recent artworks, i have been sneaking small details about a new character ❤️
less than 1 year since my Livia 😅 hopefully i dont get inspired to make so many new characters 😹💸
i never expected to have so many characters when i first started my interest in furry art 💝

do you guys celebrate halloween? it seems fun to go out and celebrate 🥰✨

i was thinking about changing some of my post text to show who is talking 💕
since i sometimes write things from characters view, i would make the text match 👌✨
does it affect your experience if the text is not black or white? 😳

here is one example with text changing for my different characters 🌈

i think it looks good with dark theme FA 🥰
what do you think? 💖


testing this yellow from some text around FA 👌

recently i was thinking i could be autistic haha 😹
i listen to the same song looping and i eat the same food every day 🥰💕
and other reasons, like how i am sleepy all day ✨

but since i live comfortably in society, is it rude to think about it? 🤔
i think it could be rude to compare myself with people who are really autistic 🙇‍♀️

maybe i should check with a professional about getting a diagnosis 😳
but also i am too lazy to set up a meeting 😅
so i will stay home relaxing instead haha 🥰🎀

anyway 💕 i have some artworks which i didnt post yet, with focus on "chubby" girls 🥰
i think i will post them around the same month, like a theme 💗
maybe in a boring month like january haha 🌈

does anyone read journals? 😳
if yes, what do you think about chubby girls? 🎀

💛 my oc cat girl Livia (link here) 😊💗
lots of artists commented they like this design 💖💖 i feel happy receiving nice comments 🥰
i will be posting more art featuring Livia and my other characters 💕
maybe right now i dont have much species variety with 2 cats and 1 fox haha 😅

irl i have been calling bank support to cancel my old card, because my gf was using it after she broke up with me 😢
she was so nice when we were dating before, i cant believe someone can break promises like this 💔
but i think everything is sorted now, so at least i will have more stable money 🤞
getting over it slowly! 💪 no more fake love! 😓 maybe someone can accept me with real love! 🙏

i have been very lazy about drawing art myself, since i planned to draw one for 400 watchers 😅
maybe tomorrow ∞ 😹

thanks everyone for sending kind messages when i was feeling sad before 💝
i hope you have a nice day if you read this 🥰🎀

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it feels like a long time since my last post 😳
its nice to return to my FA post schedule 🥰
actually i will be posting 1 art every 2 days to catch up with the missed time 👀🔥
i want to try average 1 art every 3 days this year 💪💕

lots of things happened in that time 🙇‍♀️
i found out my gf (ex gf??) was using my work debit card every day 🥀
every day i see more that she was a terrible person 😢
especially because i know she could be nice, but choosing to be selfish instead 💔
it reminds me of myself, because i know i could be selfish but i try harder 🔥
at least i want to be better than her 💪🌈
she just ignores my text messages and wont say she broke up with me 😿

but enough about sad news! 😳
i want to move on and be happy 🥰
its a bit strange knowing my oc Stella is deep in love with Stefanie 🤔💙💚
my gf designed Stefanie but i think she was never really invested with furry haha 😅
i will try to forget it and Stefanie is my own oc now 😊🎀

and i am open to sharing my characters with others 🥰
nobody was interested yet since i changed my mind about the couple love haha 😅
but anyone can ask about it 😉💕

anyway its good to be posting again 🌈
i hope anyone reading will have a nice day 🥰✨
also i have a secret announcement 👀 3rd character! coming soon 💛

today she texted me about her cousin with brain cancer 😢
i dont know if it was true, but she was very cold to me and her love is not strong like before ❄️😭

i was hoping she would stay happy and we could be together some day 🙇‍♀️💕
i tried a lot to change and be nice to her every day, but maybe i was not good enough for her 😓

she wants to take a break from me and the relationship 💔
i dont know why i am not more sad about it, but maybe in my heart i knew she was not truly in love with me 😢
even though before, she would hug me every day after work 💕 and i could finally enjoy warm loving contact 💖
somehow maybe the problem was me, that i was not a better person 😓

it should have been a happy day to celebrate with my love 🥀

anyway, i will try to stay strong like every day 🥰
sorry about this negative mood to anyone reading this 🙇‍♀️
i hope you are having a lovely day 🌈

🎉 i reached 400 watchers! but forgot to prepare a celebration artwork haha 😅
i draw very slowly but i have a nice idea for it 👌

i dont have much spare money anymore 💔 my job doesnt pay much and cost of living is going up 🔥

for now, i can post some art that i commissioned and was completed before + not posted yet ✨
i usually try to match with the season, hopefully i still have enough variety to keep up posting 😅
easter is coming soon but i dont have many "egg" artworks yet 😳 (that is one of my fav topics haha)

i see lots of nice ych and i have some comm ideas, but always held back by money 😹
and i know this is not important compared to spending money on my living first, but this helps me enjoy life 💖
if anyone reads this, i hope you are having a nice day and good fortune 🥰

💕 happy new year ✨

thanks to all artists for drawing characters of myself and my gf 🥰

i will try to keep up with posting 1 art every 3 days 🌈

💖 happy new year 💖

thanks to all artists for drawing characters of myself and my gf 🥰