Going to keep things simple on my end since I am not in the conflict zone. Hope this can point someone where they can send some support:

www.furaffinity.net/journal/10138995

Wow, didn't think I'd get over 100 watchers, but glad to see people are enjoying the bits of art that I've commissioned/adopted.

Either way, maybe going through a slower phase of posting, but still have a few unposted pieces and some adopts to be revealed. Until I can find a bit of money freed up to commission more will post these and maybe write up a few stories.

Right now one of the artists I watch  Howlart is going through a rough patch. Hope to see them get support and soon, you can read a little more in his journal and maybe give him support either through commissioning him and help him get through the rough patch.

Currently  Fluffball is open for emergency commissions, and looking to get one, but currently can't afford a slot on my own. May do a two or maybe three character and split the cost if I can get another one or two, respectively, to co-commission.

If anyone is interested please reply.

Or you can go look at her posts if you wish to do something on your own.

Journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8468834/
Post: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25215583/

Also, while not all her gallery is, part of her work is NSFW.

As the title says, I have some I need to post to catch up where I'm at. Either way new art will be in the gallery soon.

Artist Lenexwants is open for commissions trying to make July rent. Read more here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8288884/

(note: His gallery contains many NSFW images and scenes containing gore/castrations.)

And the last one I made is quite depressing in tone. I won't say my life has gotten to much better in the meantime, rough patches with my dad and moving out on my own. That said, been finding a bit of confidence I didn't have before working hard and being on my own frees me up financially in a way that I'm glad to finally see.

Will be adding commissions to this page and stories as I have time to write and post them. But until then will be doing what I've usually been doing on the site, watching some of my favorite artist and seeing what gets created.

My days are losing meaning to me. Seems all I do is take care of the dogs, play rapidly aging games, and otherwise rotting away inside all fucking day.

My hope at finding a love life, eroding. I want one so bad, but I can't stop thinking of it. My mind runs through so many possibilities a day, most far from the love I desire, but just a product of no purpose, no self confidence, no power. I want to feel a little control, if not some sort of solace, but I always return to what if I fail...

I want to know the pleasures that life can offer, but I am powerless to seize them. I lose faith that anything I do matters. I want to live, but not as a shallow husk of a man. Sometimes I question if I am a man. Not in sexual ways or believing that I am trapped in the wrong body, but that I have done little and feel hopeless to do something worthy of being called a man.

I want, desire, and need a purpose, some path to follow. But eating away at my center is a gnawing doubt that I will be nothing for the rest of my years to come.

I need this to change.