Well I had to go back to the hospital for another surgery on my leg that makes it four times. I am seriously considering telling them to just take the damn thing so I can just get on with the rest of my life. I'm really tired of having to learn how to walk over and over again. And on top of that I'm having to learn how to play my drum kit with my left leg and add to that my heterocromia iridium which I don't really mind ( I think it makes me look cool.) I'm falling apart.

I don't mean to drop all this on y'all like this and I don't usually complain like this either. I guess I just needed to vent some.

Y'all take it easy and I'll see you on the flip side.

I picked up a 3ds and a copy of both pokemon x and y and am currently playing Y and as you can probably guess I've just started that and as soon as I can afford animal crossing I'll get that.

So here is my friend code if y'all are interested in adding me.
0920-0902-0339

Some of you may know that my father was battling brain cancer.
Friday morning at 1240 EST his battle ended quietly as he slept.
He now sits with his fore-fathers in the mead halls of Sovngarde.
Where he is no longer in any pain. He will be greatly missed.
The most by my mother and myself.

I am sorry for dropping this bomb on many of you and I thank those that I have talked to over the last few day your support has been a great help.

Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Valentine.

Ok so here's an update for those who care I've started the design for the next part of my new tattoo. I've got a pic that I'll post a little later ( not at my PC) I'll let y'all know when it's up if you haven't seen it in yer inboxes by then.

Well I've finally gotten a pic of the second piece of my tattoo and it will be posted in mere minutes. I haven't decided on what I want to go between them yet but I've got a few ideas floating around.

Well it's taken me almost a month but I've finally gotten around to sketching out the second part of my tattoo like my last post about it stated it's gonna be another set of dragons wings this time it'll be on my left side. I'm also thinking about adding another piece to it. I've got a few ideas but I still need to see how they work out and if I can get them on paper. I might even change the color scheme if the one I really want fits the design but we'll have to cross that bridge when we get to it. So there you have it folks.

OH yeah, almost forgot I'm gonna be in the Boston area in a few weeks for a short vacation and I probably won't have any net access.

For those of you who I talk to alot I'm sorry but I had to get this out.
Here is Ferals story.

name: Feral Valentine

age:19

height: 6' 3'

weight: 210 lbs

*wing span: 3x 6'

*note: Has the ability to grow one pair when needed.

tail length: 4' 6"

hair color: black/blue bangs

eye color: green left eye and blue right eye

build: athletic

demeanor: shy/agressive

Description: Feral is relatively shy around people he doesn't know. He usually
gets teased by his sister Kitt. Like his sister he has the blood of an arch-demon
in his viens but it doesn't show. When he was younger he was attacked, his sister
tried to protect him and was badly hurt, after seeing his sister fall his demon
rage manifested and he faught off the attacker after carrying her to a clinic he
passed out next to her, when he finally woke he couldn't remember much of what had
happened, and due to that he tries to avoid fights.

His powers have yet to manifest completely. Witnesses to the fight say that he had
three pairs of wings that were black as night. Since that day his wings have not
shown, but his strength and stamina has grown greatly over time. he hides his
strength from his sister and the public so he can live a some what normal life.

I have received a few notes about my tattoo and if feral will have wings, he already has wings as noted here. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2511709/

I'm still trying to put a few finshing touches on his back story which will explain why you never see them.

Alrighty all you happy people I'm sorry bout the wait but here it is.

The first part of my new tattoo. The guys at the shop said it would take another two or three sittings to complete it.

Just got some more ink work done I'll display it when I can get this damned bandage off which should be sometime tomorrow.

Well I've been watching Hetalia: Axis Powers here as of late and so far my favorite character is Russia.

Well today is my birth day and I'm off duty for a few hours so now I think I'll go get hammered and call in tomorrow. And if yer wondering I'll let you do the math work here
2013 - 1980 = ?? Yes I'm an old man now. I've managed to survive near-death pneumonia twice in my life along with being a diabetic the doctors said I wouldn't live past the age of 6 but here I am and I'm still kickin'. Lets see if I can make it another year.

I mean really what the hell is going on with me lately first I get a pretty bad case of food poisoning and now I've got the flu or some really bad chest cold. It's seriously cramping any effort I've been trying to make at getting back into my art. Oh well, at least I've got ponies to keep me company while I'm out of commission.

As the title says I am currently artistically stunted after my latest stay in the hospital.
I started working on a piece of music before I went in, now I can't even get back into the groove to work on it anymore. Unfortunately I now have two (2) acoustic guitars one is a six (6) string and the other is a twelve (12) string along with two (2) keyboards and three (3) yes three drum kits. On top of that I've got hundreds of colored pencils laying in a drawer and a box of pads of different paper types. Though I do not intend to sell any of it I felt like I should at least get the thoughts out of my head. Hopefully I'll be able to submit something new.

Well I got my thirty year piercing earlier today so now I'm caught up with those.

As for an explanation for all this. The men in my family has a tradition either growing their hair long, getting a piercing for every ten years or getting tattooed for every ten years. I have taken to having my ear pierced three times along with having three tattoos I also intend to have four more tattoos put on and to finish up I've grown my hair out.

Jo Jo was a man who thought he was a loner
But he knew it couldn't last
Jo Jo left his home in Tucson, Arizona
for some California grass

Get back, get back
Get back to where you once belonged
Get back, get back
Get back to where you once belonged
Get back Jo Jo

Go home
Get back, get back
Back to where you once belonged
Get back, get back
Back to where you once belonged
Get back Jo

Sweet Loretta Martin thought she was a woman
But she was another man
All the girls around her say she's got it coming
But she gets it while she can

Get back, get back
Get back to where you once belonged
Get back, get back
Get back to where you once belonged
Get back Loretta

Ah, get back
Yeah, get back
Get back to where you once belonged
Yeah get back
Get back to where you once belonged
Get back, Ooo
[Past Masters/single version only:
Get back, Loretta,
Your mommy's waiting for you,
Wearin' her high heel shoes and her low neck sweater,
Get back home, Loretta
Get back, get back, get back to where you once belonged.
Get back, get back, get back...]

ALL | ABOUT | ME
____________________________________________________________________________

- Name: Alexander, Alex, Angel, Feral
- Single or taken: Taken
- Sex: Male
- Birthday: May 24
- Sign: Gemini
- Hair color: Dark Brown.
- Eye color: blue left, green right
- Height: 6'3"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight.
____________________________________________________________________________

S P E C I F I C S
____________________________________________________________________________

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Herbal Essence
- What are you listening to right now?: Arash ft. Helena - broken angel
- Who is the last person that called you?: My boss
- How many buddies are online right now?: At least four
____________________________________________________________________________

F A V O R I T E S
____________________________________________________________________________

- Animal: Cats, Foxes, Wolves
- Color:Red, green, blue
- Drink: Coffee
- Element: Well I've got two Fire and Ice
- Food: Stew
- Game: A lot.
- Movie: Transformers the movie 1986
- Song: AC/DC - Hells Bells
- Subjects in school: Science, NJROTC
- T.V.: Mythbusters
____________________________________________________________________________

H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
____________________________________________________________________________

- Given anyone a bath?: Yes
- Smoked?: Yes on occasion
- Bungee jumped?: Not yet
- Made yourself throw up?: No
- Skinny dipped?: Not yet
- Ever been in love?: Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: No
- Pictured your crush naked?: Yes
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Yes
- Cried when someone died?: Yes...
- Lied: Yes
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yes I even went as far as to marry her.
- Used someone?: No
- Done something you regret?: Yes...
____________________________________________________________________________

C U R R E N T
____________________________________________________________________________

- Clothes: Black tank top, Hawaiian over shirt, long jeans
- Desktop picture: pic of my wife dressed as kuukaku shiba
- CD in player: what is this thing you call a see dee
- DVD in player: Spice and Wolf

____________________________________________________________________________

L A S T | P E R S O N
____________________________________________________________________________

- You touched: My wife
- Hugged: My wife
- You kissed: See last two answers
- You IMed: My sister
- Talk to online: My sister
- You sexed it up with: My wife
___________________________________________________________________________

A R E | Y O U
___________________________________________________________________________

- Understanding?: I'd like to think so
- Open-minded?: See above
- Arrogant?: Maybe
- Insecure?: Could be
- Random?: Absolutely
- Hungry?: Not really
- Smart?: I'm no Einstien
- Moody?: I can be at times
- Organized?: Maybe
- Shy?: I wouldn't say shy I'm just quiet
- Difficult?: I can be, yoiu wanna find out?
- Bored easily?: When Shalan isn't around
- Entertained easily? When Shalan is around
- Obsessed?: Depends on what I'm workin on
- Lazy? Oh yes
- Angry?: No
- Happy?: When Shalan is around
- Hyper?: not really
- Trusting?: I try to give the benefit of the doubt
___________________________________________________________________________

R A N D O M
___________________________________________________________________________

- In the morning I: Hold shalan
- Love is: All in the mind
- I dream about: Shalan mostly
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Eyes and personality
___________________________________________________________________________

W H O
___________________________________________________________________________

- Makes you laugh the most: George Carlin
- Makes you smile: My friends and wife
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: My Wife
___________________________________________________________________________

D O | Y O U | E V E R
___________________________________________________________________________

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: no
- Wish you were younger?: Don't we all? Hells Yeah!
- Cry because someone said something to you?: No
___________________________________________________________________________

N U M B E R
___________________________________________________________________________

- Of times I have had my heart broken? Once.
- Of Cd's I own: about 200 - 250 something like that
- Of scars on my body:I've got three. one on my right fore arm another on my left leg and one on my back
- Of bones I've broken: that's hard to say. I've shattered all my fingers on my right hand, broken my right foot, and been shot in my left knee and had it replaced.


this was picked up from http://www.furaffinity.net/user/rennistora/

ALL | ABOUT | ME
____________________________________________________________________________

- Name: Alexander, Alex, Angel, Feral
- Single or taken: Taken
- Sex: Male
- Birthday: May 24
- Sign: Gemini
- Hair color: Dark Brown.
- Eye color: blue left, green right
- Height: 6'3"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight.
____________________________________________________________________________

S P E C I F I C S
____________________________________________________________________________

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Herbal Essence
- What are you listening to right now?: Arash ft. Helena - broken angel
- Who is the last person that called you?: My boss
- How many buddies are online right now?: At least four
____________________________________________________________________________

F A V O R I T E S
____________________________________________________________________________

- Animal: Cats, Foxes, Wolves
- Color:Red, green, blue
- Drink: Coffee
- Element: Well I've got two Fire and Ice
- Food: Stew
- Game: A lot.
- Movie: Transformers the movie 1986
- Song: AC/DC - Hells Bells
- Subjects in school: Science, NJROTC
- T.V.: Mythbusters
____________________________________________________________________________

H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
____________________________________________________________________________

- Given anyone a bath?: Yes
- Smoked?: Yes on occasion
- Bungee jumped?: Not yet
- Made yourself throw up?: No
- Skinny dipped?: Not yet
- Ever been in love?: Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: No
- Pictured your crush naked?: Yes
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Yes
- Cried when someone died?: Yes...
- Lied: Yes
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yes I even went as far as to marry her.
- Used someone?: No
- Done something you regret?: Yes...
____________________________________________________________________________

C U R R E N T
____________________________________________________________________________

- Clothes: Black tank top, Hawaiian over shirt, long jeans
- Desktop picture: pic of my wife dressed as kuukaku shiba
- CD in player: what is this thing you call a see dee
- DVD in player: Spice and Wolf

____________________________________________________________________________

L A S T | P E R S O N
____________________________________________________________________________

- You touched: My wife
- Hugged: My wife
- You kissed: See last two answers
- You IMed: My sister
- Talk to online: My sister
- You sexed it up with: My wife
___________________________________________________________________________

A R E | Y O U
___________________________________________________________________________

- Understanding?: I'd like to think so
- Open-minded?: See above
- Arrogant?: Maybe
- Insecure?: Could be
- Random?: Absolutely
- Hungry?: Not really
- Smart?: I'm no Einstien
- Moody?: I can be at times
- Organized?: Maybe
- Shy?: I wouldn't say shy I'm just quiet
- Difficult?: I can be, yoiu wanna find out?
- Bored easily?: When Shalan isn't around
- Entertained easily? When Shalan is around
- Obsessed?: Depends on what I'm workin on
- Lazy? Oh yes
- Angry?: No
- Happy?: When Shalan is around
- Hyper?: not really
- Trusting?: I try to give the benefit of the doubt
___________________________________________________________________________

R A N D O M
___________________________________________________________________________

- In the morning I: Hold shalan
- Love is: All in the mind
- I dream about: Shalan mostly
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Eyes and personality
___________________________________________________________________________

W H O
___________________________________________________________________________

- Makes you laugh the most: George Carlin
- Makes you smile: My friends and wife
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: My Wife
___________________________________________________________________________

D O | Y O U | E V E R
___________________________________________________________________________

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: no
- Wish you were younger?: Don't we all? Hells Yeah!
- Cry because someone said something to you?: No
___________________________________________________________________________

N U M B E R
___________________________________________________________________________

- Of times I have had my heart broken? Once.
- Of Cd's I own: about 200 - 250 something like that
- Of scars on my body:I've got three. one on my right fore arm another on my left leg and one on my back
- Of bones I've broken: that's hard to say. I've shattered all my fingers on my right hand, broken my right foot, and been shot in my left knee and had it replaced.


this was picked up from http://www.furaffinity.net/user/rennistora/

ALL | ABOUT | ME
____________________________________________________________________________

- Name: Alexander, Alex, Angel, Feral
- Single or taken: Taken
- Sex: Male
- Birthday: May 24
- Sign: Gemini
- Hair color: Dark Brown.
- Eye color: blue left, green right
- Height: 6'3"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight.
____________________________________________________________________________

S P E C I F I C S
____________________________________________________________________________

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Herbal Essence
- What are you listening to right now?: Arash ft. Helena - broken angel
- Who is the last person that called you?: My boss
- How many buddies are online right now?: At least four
____________________________________________________________________________

F A V O R I T E S
____________________________________________________________________________

- Animal: Cats, Foxes, Wolves
- Color:Red, green, blue
- Drink: Coffee
- Element: Well I've got two Fire and Ice
- Food: Stew
- Game: A lot.
- Movie: Transformers the movie 1986
- Song: AC/DC - Hells Bells
- Subjects in school: Science, NJROTC
- T.V.: Mythbusters
____________________________________________________________________________

H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
____________________________________________________________________________

- Given anyone a bath?: Yes
- Smoked?: Yes on occasion
- Bungee jumped?: Not yet
- Made yourself throw up?: No
- Skinny dipped?: Not yet
- Ever been in love?: Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: No
- Pictured your crush naked?: Yes
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Yes
- Cried when someone died?: Yes...
- Lied: Yes
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yes I even went as far as to marry her.
- Used someone?: No
- Done something you regret?: Yes...
____________________________________________________________________________

C U R R E N T
____________________________________________________________________________

- Clothes: Black tank top, Hawaiian over shirt, long jeans
- Desktop picture: pic of my wife dressed as kuukaku shiba
- CD in player: what is this thing you call a see dee
- DVD in player: Spice and Wolf

____________________________________________________________________________

L A S T | P E R S O N
____________________________________________________________________________

- You touched: My wife
- Hugged: My wife
- You kissed: See last two answers
- You IMed: My sister
- Talk to online: My sister
- You sexed it up with: My wife
___________________________________________________________________________

A R E | Y O U
___________________________________________________________________________

- Understanding?: I'd like to think so
- Open-minded?: See above
- Arrogant?: Maybe
- Insecure?: Could be
- Random?: Absolutely
- Hungry?: Not really
- Smart?: I'm no Einstien
- Moody?: I can be at times
- Organized?: Maybe
- Shy?: I wouldn't say shy I'm just quiet
- Difficult?: I can be, yoiu wanna find out?
- Bored easily?: When Shalan isn't around
- Entertained easily? When Shalan is around
- Obsessed?: Depends on what I'm workin on
- Lazy? Oh yes
- Angry?: No
- Happy?: When Shalan is around
- Hyper?: not really
- Trusting?: I try to give the benefit of the doubt
___________________________________________________________________________

R A N D O M
___________________________________________________________________________

- In the morning I: Hold shalan
- Love is: All in the mind
- I dream about: Shalan mostly
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Eyes and personality
___________________________________________________________________________

W H O
___________________________________________________________________________

- Makes you laugh the most: George Carlin
- Makes you smile: My friends and wife
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: My Wife
___________________________________________________________________________

D O | Y O U | E V E R
___________________________________________________________________________

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: no
- Wish you were younger?: Don't we all? Hells Yeah!
- Cry because someone said something to you?: No
___________________________________________________________________________

N U M B E R
___________________________________________________________________________

- Of times I have had my heart broken? Once.
- Of Cd's I own: about 200 - 250 something like that
- Of scars on my body:I've got three. one on my right fore arm another on my left leg and one on my back
- Of bones I've broken: that's hard to say. I've shattered all my fingers on my right hand, broken my right foot, and been shot in my left knee and had it replaced.


this was picked up from http://www.furaffinity.net/user/rennistora/

ALL | ABOUT | ME
____________________________________________________________________________

- Name: Alexander, Alex, Angel, Feral
- Single or taken: Taken
- Sex: Male
- Birthday: May 24
- Sign: Gemini
- Hair color: Dark Brown.
- Eye color: blue left, green right
- Height: 6'3"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight.
____________________________________________________________________________

S P E C I F I C S
____________________________________________________________________________

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Herbal Essence
- What are you listening to right now?: Arash ft. Helena - broken angel
- Who is the last person that called you?: My boss
- How many buddies are online right now?: At least four
____________________________________________________________________________

F A V O R I T E S
____________________________________________________________________________

- Animal: Cats, Foxes, Wolves
- Color:Red, green, blue
- Drink: Coffee
- Element: Well I've got two Fire and Ice
- Food: Stew
- Game: A lot.
- Movie: Transformers the movie 1986
- Song: AC/DC - Hells Bells
- Subjects in school: Science, NJROTC
- T.V.: Mythbusters
____________________________________________________________________________

H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
____________________________________________________________________________

- Given anyone a bath?: Yes
- Smoked?: Yes on occasion
- Bungee jumped?: Not yet
- Made yourself throw up?: No
- Skinny dipped?: Not yet
- Ever been in love?: Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: No
- Pictured your crush naked?: Yes
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Yes
- Cried when someone died?: Yes...
- Lied: Yes
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yes I even went as far as to marry her.
- Used someone?: No
- Done something you regret?: Yes...
____________________________________________________________________________

C U R R E N T
____________________________________________________________________________

- Clothes: Black tank top, Hawaiian over shirt, long jeans
- Desktop picture: pic of my wife dressed as kuukaku shiba
- CD in player: what is this thing you call a see dee
- DVD in player: Spice and Wolf

____________________________________________________________________________

L A S T | P E R S O N
____________________________________________________________________________

- You touched: My wife
- Hugged: My wife
- You kissed: See last two answers
- You IMed: My sister
- Talk to online: My sister
- You sexed it up with: My wife
___________________________________________________________________________

A R E | Y O U
___________________________________________________________________________

- Understanding?: I'd like to think so
- Open-minded?: See above
- Arrogant?: Maybe
- Insecure?: Could be
- Random?: Absolutely
- Hungry?: Not really
- Smart?: I'm no Einstien
- Moody?: I can be at times
- Organized?: Maybe
- Shy?: I wouldn't say shy I'm just quiet
- Difficult?: I can be, yoiu wanna find out?
- Bored easily?: When Shalan isn't around
- Entertained easily? When Shalan is around
- Obsessed?: Depends on what I'm workin on
- Lazy? Oh yes
- Angry?: No
- Happy?: When Shalan is around
- Hyper?: not really
- Trusting?: I try to give the benefit of the doubt
___________________________________________________________________________

R A N D O M
___________________________________________________________________________

- In the morning I: Hold shalan
- Love is: All in the mind
- I dream about: Shalan mostly
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Eyes and personality
___________________________________________________________________________

W H O
___________________________________________________________________________

- Makes you laugh the most: George Carlin
- Makes you smile: My friends and wife
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: My Wife
___________________________________________________________________________

D O | Y O U | E V E R
___________________________________________________________________________

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: No
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: no
- Wish you were younger?: Don't we all? Hells Yeah!
- Cry because someone said something to you?: No
___________________________________________________________________________

N U M B E R
___________________________________________________________________________

- Of times I have had my heart broken? Once.
- Of Cd's I own: about 200 - 250 something like that
- Of scars on my body:I've got three. one on my right fore arm another on my left leg and one on my back
- Of bones I've broken: that's hard to say. I've shattered all my fingers on my right hand, broken my right foot, and been shot in my left knee and had it replaced.


this was picked up from http://www.furaffinity.net/user/rennistora/

I just saw the new trailer for warcraft and it looks awesome.
and heres the link if you want to see it too.

http://us.battle.net/wow/en/game/mi.....andaria/media/

name: Feral Valentine

age:19

height: 6' 3'

weight: 210 lbs

wing span: 3x 6'

tail length: 4' 6"

hair color: black/blue

eye color: left eye is green right eye is blue

build: athletic

MLP:fim ever since shaalan found out about it. my god what has happened to our childhood.

at least "the hub" (the channel that airs this) also shows
classic g1 transformers and G.I. joe toons.

everybody is gonna be happy / be happy
you're gonna make you so happy / so happy

the stitches didn't hold
my blood is running cold
you're tearing into me
you're happy as can be
the line is formed with red
my eyes roll back in my head
you're tearing me away
i'm fine, or so i say

your hands are warm against my heart
unlike the knife you used to cut
the hole you fill so comfortably
but now i'm pouring out my guts
i will make room i'll empty out
i'll make sure you can move about
i'll change my everything for you
just keep on doing what you do

Sometimes there's a time you must say goodbye
Though it hurts you must learn to try
I know I've got to let you go
But I know anywhere you go
You'll never be far
'Coz like the light of a bright star
You'll keep shining in my life
You're gonna be right

Here in my heart
That's where you'll be
You'll be with me
Here in my heart
No distance can keep us apart
Long as you're here in my heart

Won't be any tears falling from these eyes
'Coz when love's true love never dies
It stays alive forever
Time can't take away what we have
I will remember our time together
You might think our time is through
But I still have you

Here in my heart
That's where you'll be
You'll be with me
Here in my heart
No distance can keep us apart
Long as you're here in my heart

I know you'll be back again
And 'till then
My love is waiting

Here in my heart
That's where you'll be
You'll be with me
Here in my heart
No distance can keep us apart
Long as you're here in my heart

song and lyrics © the scorpions