OKAY I'M SO PISSED OFF!!....

(If it helps pretend it Noltalga Critic reading this out...only with better spelling)

*sigh* I'm feeling good I've been drinking and nothing EVER well.... returned from whence it came.

But I'm I still allowed to eat? NOPE.
and why this you may wonder. Well it's because I've not had a doctor to give me the okay to start eating so I'm still Nill by mouth as far as their concerd (Or "Nill by fox" I like to say)

Oh well okay so there must be a reson that they held back the go ahead and there is. I really am not making it up or joking when I write this. The reason IS! NO DOCTOR WORKS WEEKENDS! I'm serious! theirs an on call doctor but their only allowed to give out drugs when needed and write any notes on wounds.

So what? They all gone golf for the weekend or something?... bullshit

I have since last night major gut pains. Now this is actully good because since that my stomach bag not drained.

Buuut that 2nd tube was tryed to be put in today :p..... well lets just say my doc needed to change his shirt and pants after. Well what ya expect when ya put a camera down me throat.

I have planned my first meal I shall cook when I get home.


Take one smoked haddock and pouch in in milk, bay leaf and tyme.
Take the milk and add corn flour to thicken into a sauce, then add some cheese. pre cooked prawns and freash corriander and parsley.

Pan fry chopped cabbage with diced bacon, onion in red wine vinegar. with a pinch of wostursture** sauce

mash postatoes with galric butter mixed in.

Ah yesterday was the worst day (SO FAR) in hospital

If you sqimish I surgest not to read on.

So I have this tube up my nose going down my throat....

Well doctors wanted another tube in my throat. So they gave me mild local and stuffed if right in... as expected I gaged so hard I was sick and also

and this is the grossed part Tube 1 that was already in started coming out of my mouth as a loop which was horrorfic

Well I have wireless card now and my laptop but I'm Very much indeed still sat in hospital.

I've not ate in over a week and got a tube up my nose down to my gut to collect it's contents

and 3 needles in my neck to give me food and such.

Not too bad tho just fed up and wanna heal......

Until further notice. I'm off for surgery and place ya bets


How long I'm I in for guess within days

example 3-6 days or 14-17 days

Winners get free drawing

doc says the range can be 3 days to 3 months

doc- "Is surgery on the 5th of May okay?"
me- "Sorry im going away"
doc- "Oh? ...urrrmmm 12th?"
me- "Thats be right after I come back but okay"
Doc- Where ya going?
me- urrrmmmmm...... furry converntion
doc- oh? Will you be doing alot of drinking
me- I don't drink
doc- ah. haha maybe do some smoking then? Ya know chasing the dragon?
me- 1 part no... maybe the second bit yes...

Well I can't sleep. I was at the Doctors yesterday to talk about my operation.
I'm not allowed to have my infusion which is like the one thing that keeps me sustainable. Which I was hoping to have right before Confuzzled. So I might be at the con at less then fighting fit.

Also the operation is been planned to on the 12th of May and I have to be admitted on the 11th. Confuzzled is from the 7th of May till the 10th... yep so the day after it I go in to hospital.

After the operation it's unclear when I'm allowed to go back home. some patients go home a few days after it. Some go home after a FEW MONTHS.

and all the while I miss so and so's.... *ears droop and sighs*

http://airsoftring.com/products/acc.....s/5500_bbs.png You need a keen eye and a dirty mind to spot whats wrong with this

I've just paid for CF and should be going now.

So I can just sit here and grin. HOPEFULLY my health can match up and I may take part in some show there

Then go see Siren my furry sister

https://www.sirensboutique.webs.com

Muture fetish wear and cute ears, tail and the like.

Muture content on the site to view at you own liking and order as you please

 sirenphoenix

ARE WE HUMAN?

OR ARE WE FURR IES!?

Anyway just an update about my health. I will be getting new meds that SHOULD make me all better. Already been given a swine flu jab too lol

It's showing up the meds either tomorrow, monday or tuesday

if indeed it's tuesday it means I'll be spending my 21st birthday in hospitol and if be the case and the meds do indeed work maybe that will be the greatest gift of them all.

Lot more art to arrive when i feel up to drawing again

Indeed that is the truth

I typed in Stright Yiff on the FA search and the results were 3 pictures

1 being mine

All computer contact will be gone but phone still aviable. Keep in touch if ya like arf... *goes lye down*

"Fine I'll make my own Tea!!"




*hint* Grammer

It's a fact that when you comment on someone art of something they might have missed or need to inprove. The artist will always come back with a reson of why it's like that, it's impossible for any artist to just say "ah yes ok" Even me...tho sometimes I'll just look at what I've got wrong and go.....shit

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FYf6H7u-Xqs&feature=related

OK as a stright man I can't say I don't like boobs. But I am getting board with the over top, over sized boobs that are pretty much everywhere to be seen. I feel as if it's just easyier to draw them massive. But the problem is that it's often taking mertit from some pictures. What would be the point in doing all the details around the character if anyone who looks at it. IS often compelled to look at the two giant mellons in the centre. Big boobs arn't everything I have to say and I don't expect anything to change but I would like to see a little mix up in the DDs to the As.

Least thats off my chest anyway

Not like anyone reads my posts but im not making a board game. Based on my fursona world. 3 days going and it's making major strides (What cat?).

Anyway if you have any Experiance making cards, minitures or anything else that might help. Or even want to hand in some ideas that I will equally thank and repay you for.

Tracker

You ever think drawing goes in seasons or something. I'm sure like all the pokemons, sonics etc etc submit their art in one go. It's like a turn base as some group drawing the others are submiting theirs.

Move it or loose it

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
( ) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 0

Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 0

Level 3
( ) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
( ) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 1

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Furaffinity Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
(x) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 2

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
( ) Been Snowboarding
( ) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 3

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
( ) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
( ) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 4

Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
( ) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
( ) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 5

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
( ) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 9

Level 10
( ) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 10

Level 11
( ) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 11

Level 12
( ) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
( ) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 12

Level 13
( ) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 13

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look (who hasn't?)
(x) Witnessed A Crime
( ) Pole Danced
( ) Questioned Your Heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 15

Level 15
( ) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
( ) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 16

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
( ) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 18

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
( ) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 19

Level 18
( ) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 21

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
( ) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 21

Level 20
( ) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
( ) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 21

Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
( ) Kicked A Fish
( ) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 21

Level 22
( ) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
( ) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
( ) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 21

Level 23
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 21

Level 24
( ) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 21

Level 25
( ) Played Chinese Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 23

Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 25

Level 27
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
( ) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 26

Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
( ) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 29

Level 29
( ) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 32

Level 30
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
TOTAL: 33

33 out of 120

Well to get the details out the way first.

It was Confuzzled 2008 20-23 June. Manchester, England.
This was it's First Running.

And now for the Low down.....IT WAS AWSOME!

This I can imagin it was pretty small compared to other Con but that was the charm.
You could move round and get to know everyone. Talking to people never been a problem to me, not to add all the experiance of mini and main meets.

The Events were all pretty good I could of indeed gone to more than I did. But I was just happy to soak in the atmosphere in the chilled out lobby and the like. Or just picking on my room mate. Always a good option at any Con indeed.

To any of my room mates reading a Thank you was all cool and see you later. Made the night dance raves all the more fun with many many Glow Sticks. Possibley kindled my intrest in Dance music and raving.

I saw alot of intresting art and I maybe consider picking up some next tricks and trades to inprove my own drawing mostly. Which I need to do more of now the urge is growning to continue my works. Sorry if I promised to draw you and not yet done it.

I can say that you will enjoy the Con no matter what your intrest is in being Suits, Art, Talking to new people or seeing the Events. You'll find what you maybe looking for or maybe what you was not.

I did in the form of someone who was very nice and made me feel so much better about myself. I so happy I meet her, She was very cool and all awsome. I only afraid that due to long distance could not make more of this. But I have to forget that fact, Give a big sigh and not let it get me down so. I don't regreat a thing I just have to make the most of what I have control of and not the thing I can't.

I wish I could give her another big hug soon as possibly which could be when ever upto a year. I may have felt down at points at the Con but they was all swept away when I was with her. I wish she was in my arms but I'll be the best I can for her if to just be friends. I can't describe the feeling I had it all seemed to just feel right in a way. I don't like to use the word Fate but it all just seemed to leave my feeling dizzy in disbelive. I did her a drawing as a mark of it all and I may do another one to remind me of it all. Tho I dout I'll ever forget the Con or her.

I don't whats up ahead from all this. But at least always have Confuzzled and holding each other on the bench looking up to the city. I feel happy and feel sad. They call it Post Fur Con feeling, I call it post Pinky xx

When People post journals about nothing......

I just thinking would anyone like to do me a pic?

I just like to see to see some people take of my art/fursona

I would pretty much like to see a pic of maybe me and your fursona together. Or maybe just mine doing something.

Can be anything I don't mind having a laugh. Not after a master piece anyone welcome to have a go.

I can do a pic in return if you like me to so ya don't feel cheated out of a free drawing

Just try and get the goggels right lol but be warned their oddly TRICKY!

Tracker