Sorry about being gone for so long been a bit busy with, certain things that and also mental state is a bit trippy but other than that now on a new position at work. (Took them long enough.) Been playing a bit of Smite recently and love the hell out of it, except for a bit of the usual ganking or getting a bad game every so often. But other than that can't wait for Halloween to give everyone a pun time, (not sure if I'm working that day or not.) But other than that did you miss me? Except for you Betsy! You keep trying to shoot me ever since I bought you those archery lessons, on the bright side.... You're a terrible shot! But also it won't be long now before my aunt's twin terrors will be here soon enough. Before the end of the month of course. But I might have to find a way to take a picture of my self, but you know the saying. No guts, no glory but still full of puns... Or bad jokes work too.
Either way, why do skeletons hate winter? It goes right through them.
What happens when a skeleton gets locked outside it's house? They use a skeleton key.
What do they say at a skeleton's restaurant? Bone-appetite.
what do you call a plate of spaghetti made by a skeleton?A CREEPYPASTA!
Who was the most famous skeleton detective? Sherlock BONES!
If you survived that then then I guess you can guess who I'm dressing up as, well without a mask since it's a bit... Something and going to be using makeup. Don't tell the toaster with legs! - Bryon

One of my managers told me that I might be going from Electronics associate to Maintenance besides I don't feel that great when answering the phones since I always go "Hello?" Instead of blah blah blah usual Wal-Mart greeting since I can never remember it. I'm shy in person when it comes to asking someone if they need any help, or I know how annoying it can get if someone just keeps asking you or you have to deal with it when you only need to go to anyone who works there for help which is always simpler. So might be having my hours changed or not but I at least don't mind cleaning, sometimes.... Here comes one of my nightmares I would ever hate to do but it happens because of idiots. -_-
Other than that it's been almost two weeks or more, haven't heard anything I wanted from my brother besides asking someone why I'm ignoring him and his girlfriend because... apparently, "neither" of them are in the wrong of breaking my controller even if he has a very bad habit of having controllers working fine one day and then broken after he gets pissed. Had to buy another controller and just a regular one and not the Black Ops III $114 - 120 that go for if they're new instead of used for $60. Which I could always use to buy a bit more commission or anything that seems more better to use for. But when it comes to a brother you trusted and never had a doubt even if he choked you when you were having a fight that got out of control and still trusted him.... I don't know why he can't even say he was sorry or anything of the sort because of his ego.

Besides all that "good" stuff I've started to watch a bit of Aeon Flux, no clue what it's about besides futuristic stuff and really confusing for a old show from the 80/90s time. Either way I'll let any of you know if anything goes a bit better.

If you're on my PS account then it means my controllers broken because of someone who apparently only has respect for himself.. But as for Steam and anyone with my digits it means my current phone has some water issues since last Friday before a convention. Please don't ask how. But I'll probably be on later tonight finally or tomorrow... I don't really care anymore. But apparently my brother has lost respect for me and even rummaged around my room without asking. Even after I had hope that things would go right somehow and he's still had respect for me even a decent amount.. I guess it was all just fun and games, and I lost... If you want to know how I feel here's "Hold Me Lyrics by Steam Powered Giraffe"

You told me
You’d hold me
Hold me til the mornin’ light

You craved me
You saved me
Saved me from my own foolish blight

You’re gone now
I’m strong now
Strong enough to cry only at night

I see now
It can’t be now
Now that you’re away

And I wish that I could be like the desert
He never seems to cry
I wish that I could be like the ocean
She never needs to ask why

I’m a lonely lady only
Lonely lady only

You told me
You’d hold me
Hold me til the mornin’ light

You craved me
You saved me
Saved me from myself

And I wish that I could be like my father
He always knew what was right
I wish that I could be like my mother
She always tucked me in tight

I’m a lonely lady only
Lonely lady only

You told me
You’d hold me
Hold me til the mornin’ light

You craved me
You saved me
Saved me from own foolish blight.


P.S. The mental wall is broken and this wolfy won't be the same usual self for a while...

A friend of mine that I knew this happened to h him a while back and has been on and off between one place... Well the streets and in an actual house. But I even talked to him about family... Not really an option for him it's his personal life and he didn't really care to talk about it. But I met him on the Amorous site and he's a pretty cool guy to talk to and this was month's ago he was fine. He was a care taker for an old man who had bad health, lived in a bit of a broken house since later on there was pipes just old and such and had to get the water company fix it. Had to get the house fixed too and lost internet for a while. But he found a way and once a week he had to submit a report about the old man's health and such and taking care of since his daughter and family just put him in an assisted living home. Or it seemed like it since it was just two of them and me and him did game a bit a few times and mostly talked. But he also had to take care of his needs but apparently he had a few guys that he knew that he was playing a game with and had to go AFK because the old man was having a seizure, heart attack but it required immediate attention. Don't worry he was fine for a while. But apparently last month my bud Damien got kicked out/evicted because the old man eventually died and it wasn't any way his fault. But sometimes death happens, and you can't prevent it. Maybe if his children came to actually came to help once in a while instead of going to a flea market or some place and not even call him about some of the problems going on at the house. (ex. The water problem which took almost a day I guess to get a hold of her.) Not really sure how long it really was but yeah, he died and now he's back on the streets and finally started a GoFundMe page and I just saw this. So it would be appreciated if you could go there donate, I'll most likey donate too sometime soon. I'm working on some issues with an an account of mine and no fur should be living off the street, I know it must suck but sometimes you can't help it. But you can always help them and try and even if it's a shelter somewhere it's better than nothing. I'll leave a link right here and a link to his facebook too. (Will be removed if he doesn't want people to see it upon request.) But if you guys don't really have the money just share it around or something, go on Facebook and post it, spread the word to the community and maybe we can help him out. I've helped out others and I don't really mind it since it lets them know you care in some shape, way, or form and actually give a damn. But other than that please stay safe.

Damien's GoFundMe page: https://www.gofundme.com/m875uwf8
Facebook to contact him: https://www.facebook.com/damien.sileven

Yes I've been a lot of Overwatch lately, on the days I'm not on Steam sometimes, which I love the game and how much it's better than it was in the beta and even more fun with friends I've met through the game. But I can't/won't really go back to playing Battleborn or a while I guess. I loved that game as much as I do Overwatch but when you lose a lot of your progress that wasn't you're fault. Then it's a little bit hard to look at any game the same way. But Love the game even in some of it's flaws of the competition and having to add people just to have them join your group sort of thing. I have met a lot of cool guys because of it so if you have the game and have PSN feel free to add me and group up sometime. Only reason I've been playing it a lot specifically competition since of the Pre Season and the golden Weapons I'm going to try and get for Junkrat and maybe Roadhog. Yes they are my favorites to use among others that I can handle with ease.

Cons would have to be that will be fixed is, multiple heros. Which is pretty annoying even in Quick Play or more in Competition that they'll be fixing soon enough so that's all good. The no mic-ers which is "always fun" when you have one of them in your party. Or even the "no" mic-ers that only turn on their mics sometimes and they don't really have an excuse to not have it on. And one of the reasons I hate the second one even more because I got chewed out by a Mercy! He had his mic off wasn't even trying to contribute to helping a Junkrat that was getting cluster fucked by Two Meis'! So that was so much fun. To tho point he chewed me out and acted like I wasn't doing anything to help when I needed help. Good news we won the match and I was Mercy for the Sudden Death. Doesn't help my friend's mic died before the match started so.... Yay. Other than that of cons would be Spawn Camping, which already in a Nutshell is the rival team or yours getting prepared and just wanting to have fun. Rewards system with the points and ranking up and down which they are going to fix too and even the Lootboxes that are payable just because. Well they have to make more money one way or another I guess so onto Pokemon

Now onto Poke'mon Go and my thoughts about it, I don't really mind it. I'll just put it off as that it's a 50/50 between loving how it is and stuff about it. I don't mind the picture taking, throwing balls and other things even hatching your eggs and using your car is a bit of a cheat sheet of getting around from place to place, even a bike works too. I'm just the old fashioned kind that I'd rather battle like I did in the games and have fun like that then just encounter, throw a ball, get candy once captured and that's it. Except being Rank 5 for Gym Battles and taking it over and leaving poke'mon to protect it while you're gone. Going to poke'stops such as monuments or churches which I find at least a bit neat with the GPS and such, but I am playing it again to see if there's something I'm not seeing or if it's just the hype of it being on the phone.

Pokemon Go Cons: I don't really care for some of the Freemium stuff about it just to progress the game faster like any other game. Reminds me of the poke'stores but on the bright side with the stops you can go back 5 minutes later just to get another spin. The hype is a bit of a con when you think of it and just some of the crazy things like the app says, "Be aware of your surroundings" and if half of the stories that went on are true or false. DON'T BE AN IDIOT AND PLAY IT WHILE DRIVING OR NOT USE YOUR COMMON SENSE! But hopefully they flesh out some of the bad stuff that can be fixed like the battery issue of it draining it faster than any other app normally does including data too.

Found out my Beat-My-MeatO_O account was perma banned from Playstation, lost all to most of my shit. Can't even move it over to another account and since before Overwatch was released they've been pulling my leg, saying that they were gonna call me with some sort of update. Weeks go by and still nothing until today when I finally found a customer support person that gave me a straight answer. I can thank my brother for the "awesome" name and the people who said they could name my change but were just messing with me. -_- Next account will either be named BlackButlerBoy or BryonFurwolf check on my page when I finally update it in a few minutes.

Yes I got a new haircut, and I look adorables. That and a bit more older/mature or whatever it is that I've heard people say about it. A compliment is a compliment especially if its about about me being adorable. But I got my hair cut last week and the only reason why I didn't update for so long. Since I had long hair that just... Kept getting longer until it was closer to the convention month so decided to get it trimmed otherwise I'd be sweating a bit more since it's now summer! Well has been but other than that still a bit sad in the past few weeks... I don't really need to say anything about it since everyone pretty much knows of some of the messed up shit that happened. But gonna end it here before I become a ranty wanty wolfeh. x_x But stay safe and let me know what you think about my floof haircut. - Bryon



Also I tried to make it look like the one Markiplier has just out of pure random coolness of how it looks. Well that and my Sona since they kinda have the same sort of floof in the middle of how it was done by  Hatarla. I still look fluffin adorable with her help. ^-^

A little bit of a work update, Neil is most likely gone like they said he would but.. If I hear anything of what he said he was going to do I'll let you guys know. But, I thought it was Melissa that was messing up she did. On the other hand that was only a few times she did, she didn't mess up the majority of the tom-f**kery or whatever you wanna call it. But what I find hard to believe is, that the MANAGER was the one to cancel off most of Neil's days, wedding, honeymoon, ect. But not just his days but others as well, she has been messing up a lot. This is a bit of... Well if you're in higher up in management and such, you should KNOW what you NEED TO DO and not mess up like that. Especially since it can get you in trouble with your boss. But I'm still upset with Melissa she didn't want to get yelled at by Dawn because she COULD of changed one of the days and actually help one of us out. But.... Since she wanted to save her own hide which is a bit selfish. It's like the situation of taking the fall for your younger sibling, if you can do it and can handle it since they didn't know and they've already had it bad enough for the day/week. I would take out the yelling and such and get it over with it.

But other than that I think it was Saturday night, finally got to have a taste of alcohol, yes I drank responsibly and didn't get drunk but sleepy since it was a bit of a adult's night for my birthday. Had UV with Mountain Dew: Tasted like Rasberries. Amaretto and Pepsi: tasted like Cherry Pepsi. But worst drink I had of the night was Vodka and Pepsi.... It tasted like rubbing alcohol! x__X So still trying to find my favorite drink, more on the sweet side than better. (Yes I had a bit of the yeast taste and don't really care for it.) But had fun, had a birthday drink for free, so a pretty good night with the family. ^--^ But will update my the profile pic in a few days, had my hair done/cut and gonna dye it a pink stripe and will show you when it's done. Also the only reason why Christmas me is still up there. So hope you guys have a great father's day... Well the ones that actually can enjoy it and a great night. - Bryon Furwolf

Yays I'm finally 21 ! ^==^

Yeps, this is the second fish that I found outside of it's tank. The other one was a while back and thought he was eaten by the others after a month he was missing and ended up behind the tank. Downside this guy followed in the others footsteps but landed on the floor near some dog crap. x-x At least a foot or two away, but yeah almost there for an hour and when I was making a snack I just saw the fish over there. Been dead for almost an hour I guess. But it was the kind that grows a bit bigger after a bit like a koi I guess. Didn't hear the lid go off or any... Well I heard something but thought it was the dogs and even if I did get to him he would just jump out again I guess. Besides he's not ending up in the toilet but the trash, I'll update my Profile ID on Thrusday, or whenever I get my hair done/dyed. Still planning on going for pink for... No reason in particular of it making me a bit more adorable. But on a bit of bad-ish news. On the first my grandma's sister, my cousin, and his son finally were forced out after a bit of a... disagreement with someone "borrowing" a brand new smoke alarm in the garage, something melted to another thing and to the point of just family fighting. To the point where they move back and we won't have to deal with them for a while. But apparently the term "Go suck an egg" is still in style. I prefer to have my scrambled but to each to their own I guess. But yeah had to the police show up just in case words turned into fists or threats. But still always on my neutral side since I'm not getting involved in anyone else's business like that. But hopefully this will be the last journal I'll have to do before my birthday with any sort of update until the 7th or later.

R.I.P Mr. Fishy that thought he was a dolphin. 2015 - 2016

I'm gonna keep this short because I'm still a "little" upset about something I heard that's going on at work with the Assistant Manager and a Cashier. But which do you guys thinks is more important since he's going through college and almost finished, has a daughter, and a fiancee. But want to talk to a few of my friends, more than I've already have so when I do talk to them they don't have to read the journal before hand and it'll be easier to tell them what happened. But also going to change my hair to have a pink stripe now... I'm going to look pinktastic with a new haircut. - Bryon

Welp I'm back-ish now, and but been busy with relaxing a bit, that and also a bit of family stuff. -_- It's between my mom and my brother because of some reason everyone wants to yell and not actually talk things before it gets to yelling. Yep... Especially for almost... 21 years of that happening. On the bright-ish side besides Disney Infinity is still doing the Finding Dory and Alice through the looking Glass on Schedule instead of canceling the thing entirely. Having to get my PSN account name changed because they finally got the joke of what meat I was beating in the name. Thanks again Brandon! But other than that they were arguing with basically about his gf, the car they got, him not having a job and acting like she doesn't help around the house. Because of her husband helping out too and she actually now has a job. As a Librarian, so kinda glad about that. But back to the point, basically of saying she doesn't do shit, blah blah blah. More yelling and screaming even the day before the fight about something else and my mom's cousin trying to calm him down and we can't even have my bedroom as a safe zone I guess. So yeah it's been about two days and he hasn't asked about me I guess or whatever. But wanted to talk to him. But yeah some stuff needs to change with my brother and how he has been "applying" for a job like he says. But I've only had one other job before my current one and it was that easy to get a job at Wal-Mart, it's not that hard for Pete's sake if you know where to apply. But other than that before I drag with this, but yeah that's been going on. Just tired of everything he does, leaving pop cans, leaving clothes on the floor and not really.. Nice sometimes. Even been waiting to see my little adorable nephew if he could actually talk to his ex or find some way to see him... But on the brighter side I found out Zootopia is coming out on June 7th, which is one day after my Birthday! So late-ish Birthday present for me after work. I've seen Deadpool, Forced Awakens and loved both and same with Zootopia once I see it. (Yes that's why I made the title "Try Everything") But the following week on Friday or maybe Saturday will be the first day of actually drinking a bit of booze! Might need to order 'Dragon's Milk' sometime or something like 'Sake' before then. Just something that I might like and doesn't smell worse going out than in. x-x But other than that I'll let you know how the drinking, Zootopia, and Birthday goes. - Bryon
P.S Yes I'll drink responsibly, I'm crazy but not that crazy after all!

I found out today/Thursday that my aunt is having twins, and they're both boys!

More minions for me to teach my evil ways with, and twice the fun. That and it would seem like the male gene is still dominant for some reason. Only girls for her generation and boys both my mother and aunt has had. x3 On the bright side she won't have to have the talk about that time of the month with Jayce or whatever the twin terrors will be. Still not sure if they're going to be either identical or faternal. On a side note might have to get name tags if they look exactly alike. But on the other bright side my aunt and mom are tied with having the same number of kids... For now.

Other than that I've taken a few days off away from laptop and only been on phone and or PS4. Been getting a bit more sleep even if I'm not sure what's happening with everyone... Or been able to find out that one of the YCHs was done about a week ago. Will update the gallery in a bit after the journal. Feels good to not have a nightmare about something going on while I fell asleep at the laptop...

Other than that Pre-Ordered Ratchet and Clank and got a few of the originals, Jax and Daxter, even Sly Cooper... I would get the PS3 remastered if I could or still was in control of it. But for now until next week streaming Ratchet and Clank: A Crack in Time... Which sucks if you have sucky internet and I really need to find out what happened in the timeline since before the PS3 years. Not including the PS Vita since the last game I played from the series was Secret Agent Clank... Still loved it on the PSP as a kid. Good times also.... Quaaaaarrr- *Soap Opera plays and was frozen/stuck until fixed.*

April fools, well a bit of it because I found out that Bad Dragon will be having slugs until the end of tonight.... So yep. They will be invading your home at some point, but these guys won't be trying to cover you in slime you won't like. Note: This I just wanted to tell guys about if you didn't know and would of gotten some if I had a bit more cash on hand.
http://bad-dragon.com/products/slug

Also have a happy April's Fool's day, do dad jokes or whatever you plan on doing. Because I'll be safe at home from work. And on the same day that I would have to deal with a prankster or two. Now you better check on your fridge... Because I might be inside it stealing your snacks. >:3

The Instagram account: https://www.instagram.com/furryandy/ has been stealing art by removing watermarks, name and everything else and this has been going on for hours and hours. And I found this out from a few others who can explain this in a bit better detail than I could and you can just know that this needs to stop right now at the source.  Photograph  DeadmanMockingBird  Prince_Vaxis  KammyMau  ILusan  Aimi  Lizeron

But I'm not sure if any of my characters own are on there, don't care to go through all the photos since most of the artwork I have are bought and or commissions. But I always credit who they were by and such since I don't want to get in trouble and also some of the people I've bought things from I can at least call them a somewhat friend-ish. Other than that A bit of YCH I've bought will be up soon enough once they're done or I get word of them so you'll see a bit of nude version of this sexy wolf. But Other than that I hope you guys ad a good/great Easter or at least did something that day.

On a side note I finally got the jacket I'll be using for the Sans costume and will show you guys what it looks. But other than that be careful out there, keep an eye on the guy and hope you are doing alright. For the most part besides everyone listed who's had some sort of problem with either this guy or someone else. x-x Take it easy everyone.

Sorry I haven't been around for a while, but I haven't been feeling the best for the past few days. (Note: This is for those that I haven't shown up on Steam or a few other sites.) Having headaches, feeling woozy even to the pint I feel like I can't get back up. And not even multiple migraine asprins have helped. Stupid flu, I had you earlier before Winter was over and you decide to come back now and make me feel worse... Other than that I won't be on my laptop, I'll just be resting and watching a bit of Anime on Netflix in the meantime. Still beats television with the light flash constantly that goes from commercial or to something else. So much bright lights. Other than that don't expect me to be on very often, still feel like cap and this is probably the only day I'll be on for a little while before I return, other than that mental health coming and going sometimes... Nothing for anyone to worry about or need to worry about me. I'll be fine, until next time.

It's been quite a bit of years and past a decade since my grandfather "Pop Po"Richard and sometimes known as Dick Ruth passed away in the morning. And it's nearing a decade for my great grand father that I called Grandpa Great and yes as a child I gave them a bit of a nickname. I always called Grandpa by Pop Po, we all do that sometimes when we're young and it just sticks with us. And I always called my Great Grandfather who served as a Doctor in the Korean War and helped anyone that was wounded. But I will let you guys know something that is very odd about this day. In 2005 on March 5th in the morning my Grandfather went out to do his usual farm duties, but it rained the night before and the problem that happened was. The ground was all muddy and if you drove in the mud before it's hard to get anywhere unless you're used to it sometimes. But what happened was the tractor got stuck and when he tried to move forward the front end went up and he decided to jump off and what happened was the front tire landed on his chest. And crushed his ribs it was a while before his girlfriend or second wife. (Yes both my grandma and grandpa got divorced when I was still young because of his drinking.)

But by the time the tire pushed down on his ribs it was slowly killing him and it was kinda too late already but when they finally got it off him he passed away I think it was. I remember my grandma crying over the news of her ex husband's death and we all loved him. My youngest brother never would remember either of them because he was too young at the time but I rode on the tractor with him and one of the happiest times of my life as a kid was with my grandfathers. But as for my Great Grandfather, he died in the afternoon. Same day, two years later in 2007. Odd isn't it? Losing two grandfathers was a bit weird since it was the same day, later on in the day but two years apart from each other and what happened with him was. My Grandma Great was in Texas with him visiting family there.

But what what happened was he started to have a medical problem, I think it was a stroke, but I don't really know for sure. But he had diabetes and knee surgery because I'm going to need it too because of of a bit of a chance the curse of having bad knees was passed down over the years. Only one way to find out when I'm older but he died in the afternoon and was taken off life support. Because he was going to be on machines for the rest of his days and it was her decision. I wouldn't want to be on life support since even if my mind wasn't there really, it would be too much to see my loved ones see me suffer by staying alive and making them suffer at the same time.

But what I find this a little bit more odd and kinda sad in a sweet way because me and him made models together from the kits, painted and I loved spending time with him, showed me how to make paper air planes, even if he couldn't really walk right. I even was a bit into how the stitches in his legs were just looking at them and just thought it was neat in a curious way. (I am still an odd ball even today.) But he asked, "Bryon? Where's Bryon? Where is Bryon?" And he was all the way in Texas where he died and his body was transported here in Iowa, but I didn't even find this out until she got back a few days later I think it was. And he did find out that I was still at home, going to school and this is something they did after and whenever it was a good time visit them for a week or so.

But at the time I was at 10 - 12 years old. I'm glad I had the time I did with them and will never forget my Pop Po or my Grandpa Great. I still miss them everyday, we all do. But when you have to go you have to go. But just wanted to share that with you guys since besides that I had to work and go to dinner and see each other for a bit and whenever we can we'll see each other as a big family together or even go visit for a few or more hours and come home late at night.

Other than that I'll be buying a few commissions or plan on to from  Art_Fox_Ninja because like  Hatarla with needing a bit of help because of problems going on personally and rather not be forced onto the streets. So go check her out they're only $15 and I just love helping people. I even wanted to become a Doctor when I was a kid, or even a Vet just helping others I've always looked up to my Great Grandfather as a bit of a hero, just helping anyone and even was a Foster Parent with my Grandma Great.

They had $50 dollars to spend for them and were able to spend $150 because they needed clothes since they didn't really have much to begin with when they came, but they did keep in contact for a long while after they grew up and were taken care of and I don't think they could ever really thank them enough for doing something that not very many Foster parents are willing to go out of their way. Other than that hope everyone will have a great Easter. (I know it's a while a way but just saying it ahead of time.) Take care. ^-^ - Bryon

This happened a day or so after the last journal and I've been putting it off from another update because of a bit.... Well what happened not too long after I talked to a friend both I and another had. (Yes I'm still keeping their names out of this just not because they said anything about it but more just out of respect.) First off is what she did was tell a few kids at the one friend she had a bit of a grudge had for a bit of an Anti Gay group or whatever you want to call them were targeting him a while back and moved their attention to her once she tried to protect him and she was all pissed off about what happened so she decided to bottle it up and turn it against him by telling a few students about what he was and what they did. I can't forgive her for doing what she did by telling them but the following day. Both of the friends went to the same school she already graduated and he's in the middle of still finish school. What happened was either before School or during it and vandalized his locker! Also wrote a bit of a hateful slur I would call it involving hell and.... fags. Or it could of been around the same time I posed the last journal but either way. I'm not the best with dates and such. I told him to tell the teachers or even the police if it came down to it to have her stop. Which she did but those students are getting suspended or arrested. I'm not sure but something had to be done because of getting picked by both his former friend. But for the past few days I've been worrying and trying to make sure things were fine. Last night was about the final night of this until tonight. Since yesterday they were punished. (Friday) She was arrested from what I heard or at least was put in holding for a certain amount of time. (Don't ask me what time it was since I have no clue of what happened in order after the locker defacing.) But either way she'll be out of both of our hairs, said she was sorry and this and that just being apologetic. I'm not sure if this is some sort of trick of knowing to stop it now, once and for all. But I... I can't really trust her, I'm really forgiving when it comes to certain things but there's some people I can't ever really trust again and some of those are family. But when it came down to something as a crime such as that it just kinda broke my heart and trust in a way. Knowing to have someone else do her dirty work for her and even going to that length and not stopping before then. I... I just can't do it. The bridge has been burnt on my end but, I can only hope the best for her and that we won't have any more trouble again. Because I have been stressed out to the max where I just don't know what to do, I don't know what will happen, why it had to come down to this. Things could of ended differently and we could of all been friends but... It just isn't that easy for me to accept the choices she made. I was shocked to find out when it happened like anyone would be. Either way hope you guys are having a less stressful week/weekend.

Sometime after Valentines day a few of my friends on there. (They were all a friend of one to another and not sure what happened.) But it involves the guy who had a bit of a incident with the drunk driver, he's still doing fine and all. But apparently a friend of his or was she just out of nowhere started to be a bit.... Well just plain and simple mean. And not mean as that just a few words it went down to the point where he had to block her because she wouldn't let up. I haven't been able to talk to her but none of us know what's going on with her, or what's gotten into her. :/ Just spewing nonsense of how he was a bad friend, ect. He didn't know why she started doing it and it kinda got me down to the point where one was mad at me a bit. (Details don't need to be known about that.) But other than that if you know me or can take a wild guess I love to help out, I like to be the guy that knows how to cheer anyone up and if I can't do that then I don't know what to do.

But other than that I have played/been playing Major\Minor and it was gifted to me from one of the one that had a bit of glass removed from his leg I think it was there.. But it wasn't until tonight where I saw the Shy Brother in the game and thought... "Wait a minute do I think I remember that face." And it was  Inumi That I chated a bit a few months back and I think it was before the game came out or something. Or never noticed it, and I only found out about the game a few weeks ago. It's getting pretty good even if I am still on the first chapter. Probably a good thing I don't mind games like Narcissu kinda emotional with that one. But I won't spoil either game for you if you haven't played it. But hope you guys had a good/great Valentines Day.

Almost forgot to say this but got Omega Ruby, Mew, and a 3DS loving it so far and plan on getting Omega Sapphire when I can or when I really want to same with X and Y. Still working-ish on the Sans Cosplay want to try and get that one done and Papyrus for my brother even if there's not to go much on that Cool Guy. Other than that.

"A darkness approaches. A day will come in the future where everything you care about will change... Until then I'll be watching you! I'll be watching you..." - Bill Cipher and will be watching the last episode of Gravity Falls just re-watching Season 1 and a bit of Season 2 before Weirdmagedeon. Have a good one. :3

I heard news from a friend of his from DA and that he heard from her and him and she said that he was doing alright. Well to him and I heard from his other friend. Basically he told one friend to tell us he was okay. He's back to his Jolly Roo self. Well except for one leg but the glass is out and he's doing okay/better than he was before when none of us were sure what was going to happened. I was so worried that I would hear bad news about him passing while I was at work/asleep for a bit. Also if I knew the drivers face I would go to Australia and gut him like a fish... Well basically show him a lesson that he wouldn't be able to learn from since he had a chance before becoming drunk.

Well you know what I meant if the cops didn't get to him first. But wanted to let you guys know he's doing okay and not into the life threating health, didn't know what I would do with myself if something worse happened. Besides that I already plan on having someone sober drive for my 21st Birthday party, and it'll be at night because it's never a good idea to drink during the day or drive while drunk. Other than that any other sort of news will come when they come.

I heard from a friend of mine on Steam that his friend as well, she told me that he got into a serious car accident when he was on his way from school. A drunk driver hit him and is at the hospital. Hopefully he pulls through this and they do the best they can. :c I'll let you guys know if anything happens when I find out and only thing I can do is hope for the best for him as well. She does too and glad she told me what happened since I had no clue why he wasn't on Steam tonight. I probably should get some rest and stop worrying too much. Night guys and stay safe.

For the past few days I've been having a headache and now I have a runny nose. x_X Why do you hate me winter? You did this to me last year or whenever it was and you're being a pain in my butt. Other than that at least I have my skeleton knee high socks, arm warmers and now skull slippers from ThinkGeek to help. They're Skulltastic. x3 But other than that hope you guys love the characters if you haven't seen them yet go check them out. I'll have the Reference done for my sona done within a few days  hatarla is coloring it as of last night and helping her a bit with it of which is what color, love it so far even if Skype was the other pain in my life last night. Couldn't get a single image or video until I let my laptop go on sleep for a bit which somehow fixed it.

But other than that a few days ago, and I just found out what happened today my Friend Sondra's therapy snake died from a seziure and it was just a tiny baby snake that was his father's child. (He had a thing about warming up near his mother's... chest.) But yeah she's a bit heartbroken about it but was happy that he's at peace and will be waiting for his Momma and Daddy for a while. Hopefully she'll feel a bit better after a while, well she is enough to tell us what happened. He was so cute and could basically wrap around my wrist twice if he wanted to. Maybe almost three times but just taking a wild guess from the photo of him. But it was natural for the snake, and it was a rescue from an abusive home and at least he didn't die there. :c R.I.P. Little guy named Noz. But this is what she said after she was ready to tell us. (P.S Winter seems to have taken over my spelling and forced me to do a typo on the title.)

"Now that I don't feel like I'm going to hurl, fall over and can actually breathe I will elaborate what happened. As you know, Ricky and I bought a little snake as a therapy pet for me which I loved and cared deeply for. On Thursday night while I was at work, my little guy had a seizure and passed away. I was completely devastated and still am. So much so that I ended up making myself sick. I've talked to a few vets and breeders and they all agree that he had a neurological disorder of some kind because of his genetics. Noz will be missed but I know he loved us. I am very sad but happy at the same time. He's not in any pain anymore and I love him still. Sorry for worrying everyone. As the days go on it.. gets easier to deal with it. I've gone back to taking my medicine until we find another Therapy Pet for me. Thank you everyone."

The artwork is done and will be doing a bit of fan fiction of the doberman brothers, I'm really glad I bought them and the others when I did if you have any suggestions for the one without a name I would love to hear them, and other than that and that one of the Doberman's the Officer I believe it was will be getting a Referecnce sometime soon and besides that. Someone might be leaving my mother's life and soon, especially because of last time I remember it is not the 1920s when women had to have dinner on the table for their husbands. Because apparently he was a bit upset about it and apparently we are to blame for not supporting their relationship and blah blah blah butthurt about choosing family over him. Last time I remember me and my brothers are family and always will be because we came from her and there's no changing that. If he wants to be family like us he's going to have a hard time of doing so. xD But will let you guys know if anything goes on that has changed. Can't thank you guys who've read what's been going on or at least gave a comment or two which does help. Besides that the characters I'll be using more than they were being used before, I hope you guys love seeing them. And the one who I bought them from I wouldn't mind having her do a bit of artwork since they were her little characters that I'm glad that the one who was going to buy the brothers didn't go through on it. But in the next few days or so I'll upload a story of both the brothers and when I can I'll get some artwork created which will include three characters, both of the doberman and a dragon that convinced me enough to get the them. ^^ Either way hope you guys have a Happy Valentines day when it comes up. <3

I convinced my brother to go with me to the convention and he said yes. Since I'm going to be helping him. He just needs to stand still look pretty, which shouldn't be hard for him. And be a bit of a model-ish to measure him for certain size since he's going to need the boots, the black outfit lining and everything else I just will leave to Google, Youtube, Reddit and DeviantArt for what I need to get and should have plenty of time before then. Besides I'll be paying for his tickets since of. *Cough*No job.*Cough* But on the bright side I'll be able to hang out with him and finally have a guy time, since it may be one of the few times I'll be able to hang out with him without his friends or it becomes too late to really do any bonding. Besides that no news on little Sebby's first birthday from his mother... Hopefully she hasn't cancelled it for some reason because it's nearing the two weeks date and if it gets past that.. I might have to miss it just like the day after the little guy was born because of work.... First time I saw him was when he was getting out of the hospital with his mother the second day they were there after she had the baby... Still miss her and what they used to be. But other than that getting the stuff for Sans and once I'm done with him I'll still help out with Brandon going as Papyrus and will be working on the Mettaton one and Marionette's slender fingers will be the least of my worries since that doesn't take too much time to do.

Other than that talked to  DogBarf and he's nearing the color part of some of the commissions I paid for.

Need to talk to  Hatarla about the Ref and hope most of it's done or something. Since I still need to get the ref to  Leobo for the sketch I got off Pateron raffle... Just hope he doesn't mind the wait it's been taking is all.. Other than that Character will be updated to have a bit more... Color than colors of pencil Graphite and it's a good thing they don't make them with lead anymore. Otherwise my right leg would of been a bit more odd before High School was over.... (Er.. You didn't hear that.) But on the brightest news of them all I reached 50 watches as of last week. Will be doing a bit of a sketch drawing on that Sai program....
IF I COULD SIT MYSELF DOWN AND WATCH A TUTORIAL OF HOW TO WORK IT WITH THE STUPID TABLET.

Other than that nothing too much has happened with me, just the usual relaxing on a few of my days off and trying to draw... Again. Without feeling nervous and... Scared to try and show you guys something awful and make it seem like little doodles when I know these hands.. They have many uses but I only hope they know how to draw or at least can do just a little bit of good with them. Other than that will let you guys know if anything changes.

I know a few links for either for both the outfit, makeup or even a mask for Sans. Even contacts too I know where to go or at least can try to remember it and such. But which one do you think I should go as, the Comedian that everyone loves and has a whole lot of shows in the Underground Mettaton or the punny little guy with his taller brother Sans. (Might be able to talk my brother into going with me and he can be Papyrus as long as he doesn't mind and if I can talk him into it.) But just want to know what you guys think, I might go as Grelle Sutfcliffe one day, the next sans or Mettaon and maybe even the puppet. A little bit iffy on using the puppet since it's a body suit, and yes I wear something before I go in like pajama shorts. But just thinking of how to show off some of the outfits some I've made and one just bought. Well one I bought a mask but that was basically made by someone on Etsy. (Really need to take pictures of it sometime.) But just wanted to hear what you guys think. Well or if you really don't mind giving your thoughts about it but it's kinda nice to hear another someone else thoughts on it. Other than that not much has been happened, besides a bit of customer while I was at work... Stole three games, went past the doors and they didn't go off with them in her purse and the cashier didn't notice it and the only thing that did was the camera. x-x Such a 'nice' woman.