For those of you that know I've been gone for a few days on certain sites. I've been doing a bit of binge watching since it was cold one of the nights I did. And decided to have a few me days to relax, calm my nerves and just to do something without the laptop and or be with family. On the bright side as of last night and the night before I've watched American Horror Story Season One and Season Two Asylum and now starting on Season Three Coven. Found a few things of how they're connected with Season Two and Four, Three and Five. Other than just a bit of actors coming in again. Still figuring out what they have all in common.
Kinda loved the dark ending of how they're a bit sweet and yet sad that not everyone could of made it. And on Wednesday night will be done with Season Five of Hotel with the last episode. Then can move onto the Walking Dead which will take a long while. x-x But other than that got my Playstation 2 back and taken a bit of time of playing a few console games I have from the original and two.

Besides of me thinking I lost my Pateron account, there's been a bit of thing going on in town. And apparently one of his jealous ex's that won't let go. Even having a 18 year old beat up my 13 year old brother.... Yeah.. And before my brother Brandon was jumped they them after waiting at the park for him to go to another spot. Came out with his mom, (who was probably drunk from what I heard.)

And tried to go after my brother's Girlfriend Taylor so Brandon made sure that she didn't get hurt or anything, barley even laid a finger on her and later that day. Him and some of his older buddies went to go beat up my brother as a "fair" one on one fight. Brandon got jumped and Taylor managed to help him out a bit. Has everyone in this town or wherever town they're from been drinking radioactive water?!

Sometimes... I don't think I'll be able to understand some of the things I have to put up with, besides my mother. Who refuses to keep her toy at his own house because no one wanted him here. Even went back behind my uncle's back and asked my soft at heart aunt to ask him to come over. (He did but none of us were really happy she did it.) He'll never be an uncle to my cousin a father to either me or my brothers. And frankly neither of them are coming to the 21st party.

Yes I might want to have a bit of fun that night since I don't really care to smoke and the most major thing I've done is get a tattoo on my shoulder.. (Really need to get it fixed/touched up sometime this month or next, starting to lose color.) Other than that, enjoyed having fun with the rest of the family and my cousins, especially one that always know how to make me smile. (Also knows that I love having my head rubbed and sometimes my belly. In a good way! Also it helps if I'm having an upset stomach.)

Besides that me and my brothers have been getting along better than we have months if not years since living in the same household. And also with that whole thing going on and not really caring for the mother that thought with anything but her heart or even mind. But planning on getting him a Star Wars Disney Infinity 3.0 PS4 Bundle. The one with Boba Fett and also a Darth Maul figure, to play with or to have as a collectible. Besides I wanted to give him something early and since I didn't give him anything last year because of the usual bull with moving here and there and him and his girlfriend.

Hope he likes it since it has Darth Vader on the PS4, and Star Wars Battlefront Deluxe. He is a big Star Wars fan, and yes I know I gave him my old PS3 and a T-shirt but it'll be better since I only gave him a few hints. But it's still going to be a while and bought two more commissions and still need to pay them. two still in the works of being done. Besides that nothing too much, the usual busy work and just wanting to relax for a few days. And an upcoming renewing of vows in September. Aunt Shawna and Tom, but also have watched Inside Out finally and loved it. Also....

Don't tell me the spoilers of the new Star Wars film because I want to be surprised by it and will choose to ignore your comments if you even breath a world about anything major. -_- Since the Clone Wars animation might bring a bit of light into it and I'll need to watch that as well. Also for a hint on one f the commission might involve a few jingle bells and a sleigh. Just because it's past Christmas doesn't mean there isn't any good art lying around for those needing a bit of help. ^^

Update: Also yesterday we had to put down my aunt's dog Lady. And last night is it a little weird to have a dream of the dog following behind you and disappearing and in your mind you're going while you dreaming, "She isn't real, I can't make her real." Or is it just me?

I hope you guys had/are having a good Christmas. But to recap for the last few days, I've been a bit busy with work and before we closed I almost forgot something that I left in the break room. I remembered it on my first break to get it, got it on lunch and last break forgot about it. And on the way home I was like... "F**k! We need need to go back I forgot something at work."

I called them and at least someone was leaving and I nearly lost my mind going, "Oh my god, how could I forget something like this." Because the coats used to be in the break room and this year they moved them to where we clock in. And I used to the coats last year and when I went to go hang it up I forgot they moved them to the break room and now they're back out there and I forgot about it. x3 So I got it and they were fine with it they didn't all leave just yet.

Got the Disney Infinity 2.0 for PS4 that I bought on my lunch since I got the marvel for the PS3 and might as well get the started and save about paying a bit more to get Stitch and Merida if I'm going to PS4. Gave the PS3 to my brother planning on helping him get BO3 for it and or MW3 when he gets his t.v from his dad's next week. But I did get a Christmas sweater when I was shopping for a few things to get for the family. Got my grandmother a winter coat since she needed one, my still somewhat Step Dad Dave a Wolf Blanket that was a few days before that. My brother's Smoke'mon came in today because I paid for the faster shipping on RedRubble.

My Uncle a few bandanas and pajama pants. Since I knew he likes wearing them. My mom's friend Deja who's like a member to the family. (And her Mocha baby something too, and my mother is the only woman she has kissed or would ever do that. Since when they were younger it was either a joke or something. One of those weird things a friend can do with another and not feel weird. Like my Aunt's BFF Radar, we call her that because since they were little girls it's like a mind link thing. If she's at a truckstop or even in the bathroom at a Gas Station.... She knows she is there in that area and can pin point her. When she had Jayce my little cousin she found the room with no problem, exact floor, exact room and didn't even have to ask the nurse or us where we were.)

But still miffed at my mom and didn't plan on getting her anything, was nice to see her and trying to actually be part of the family instead of having that... Whatever he is near her. But other than that, Xbox One done for brother and BO3 still counted as his Birthday present/Christmas. But I got her a package of diapers for her almost a year old baby so did a my aunt and uncle and got her a few cartons of cigerettes since she works, needs to get stuff for her child even if she's living with us. And her boyfriend or baby daddy needs to find himself a job and help out at least do it sooner than never. x-x
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But also got her a Cook book, those Dump Cakes or Dinners and it's always fun to make a joke about just because of the name. x3 Grandma got her the Deserts one and she loved them. But yeah little man got a snowsuit, Jayce got a jacket and a few toys as well. But yeah... We celebrate Christmas on the eve since it's always been easier for everyone to do it then when we were little, visit Grandma and Grandpa great on the eve, unwrap presents and spend time with them. And then on Christmas morning sort out the presents and unwrap. I still remember getting Crash Bandicoot Wrapped when I was a kid, still love that game and that Bandicoot. Even Spyro too. So hope you guys had fun on your Christmas and I'll make sure to show you guys my Sweater, Santa hat and leggings that went perfect together.

But almost forgot got my mom's friend Tara 2 pairs of leggings and she loves them, we do think alike and we look damn sexy. Even if it's fun to joke a bit about her cat shirt because I can see her kitties. Bu Dum Tss.. Also should probably get some sleep before I have something to do in the morning, Happy Holidays everyone.

All of my family found this out on Friday night was going to post something then, but been a bit busy with work and such and decided to mull it over for a few days. But my mom's husband Dave caught both her and her "ex" affair Shawn red handed. So he's done, isn't going to play her games anymore if she is and always will be thinking with her damn crotch. And they say men are worst for cheating. Well, you haven't met my mother as the song from Hall and Oats goes, "Woah oh oh here she comes, Watch out boy she'll chew you up. Woah oh oh oh. She's a Maneater."
Which she has done to a few who didn't break her heart. She done it to Dave, gave her everything she wanted no matter what, and she cheated on him early this year not even 6 months after getting married. Engaged for a year or more before then and she could keep it in her pants. But now he left her so he didn't have to deal with knowing she's just waiting for him to fall asleep or for us and "visiting us just because she missed us."
I guess Dave and us don't really matter when she didn't want her to go to her sister's wedding because we didn't like him and wanted her all to himself and since Dave was going because he'll always be family to us. No matter what he'll be family and Shawn will never be that. Aunt will always love her brother, because he was and always will be the best thing that ever happened to her. And she cheated on him because he was too tired from working a few times. My Aunt and Uncle didn't have sex for three weeks and neither of them had to go to someone else for it.
So what I'm going to give her for Christmas is that "Killing Ronald Regan book or whatever it is that came out a bit ago. Couldn't find the Donald Trump one since she would really "love getting that." My aunt three books that double Twilight book and the Stephen King book that I thought my mom would love. She's not getting it from me, and my brother a Toke'mon T-Shirt since at least he and my other brother as well with me.
We aren't happy to find out what she did, but for right now I'll just not say anything about his Girlfriend or the PS3 until after the holidays or something. Also not sure if my cousin might of picked up the cord and put it somewhere since that's what toddlers love to do sometimes. Other than that ordered a keychain on Sunday night and even got two pairs of fuzzy socks in the women's section. One pink and one black and they look amazing on me! :3 Other than that I'll let you guys know if anythings going on that you might want to know about.
P.S Thanks to Bad Dragon I finally got my Bunker 69 T-Shirt in the mail today, Nuclear Love baby!

For those who know me on steam, (since I know at least one or two might see this.) Sorry I've been a bit busy... Mostly on the PS4 on most nights when there's a certain someone that I can't trust anymore. As with that to simplify it a bit better it's a younger brother of mine, by two years. And since I've had the charging cable for the controller come up missing I cannot leave my eyes off of it for too long. That and I'm not saying he took it but it's a good guess with him and me not on best speaking terms. Or really want to talk to another, but since he was looking for my controller that I've hid and been hiding for good reasons.... PS3 controllers should never have a rattling inside them when you shake them a bit. Since he has a history with breaking controllers that aren't his, leaving the disk out or not putting it away or even turning off the system. Which I was going to give him my old PS3 but since he hasn't looked for a job, like he said he was doing at Wal-Mart. (Which was a lie.) Trying to see his child, (another one of his too.) But what really broke the camel's back was that I think he stole the cable because of being a bit jealous and how me and my family are awful people since we have laptops and gaming systems and he doesn't have one to talk to his girlfriend who I don't care for one bit. Ever since she came into the picture I don't even know who he is anymore, stealing, drugs and such... It broke my heart to hear what he was saying about us behind our backs. He was going to get a laptop from my Aunt and Uncle but not anymore since he's going to be like that. Even my not too old PS3, which he won't be getting this year or anytime soon. But he was the one person I could trust more than anyone, I could tell him secrets and if I wasn't sure if to come out of the closet or not. (With family knowing yes but not when I was in school. Most of them are jerks and idiots from what I remember. Even if my memory isn't the best.) But to hear that say that about us, he doesn't have a job, doesn't try to see his only son that he left for some other woman... I don't think my brother is still even in there when he's with her.

But on a bit of a lighter side in February it's someones first birthday, my little cutie pie nephew Sebastian. It's almost been a year since I saw the little bundle of joy and the apple of his mother's eye. And hope to meet the lucky man that's now dating her, well she's lucky too to have a man she can trust and her healthy baby boy. I really missed seeing him it'll be my second/third time that I saw him. I can't remember if.. Oh yeah saw him at the hospital after a day or two he was born and then another time before someone's father tried to say she was a "bad mother." Grandpa can now not see his grandson because of that incident but oh well, he's the jerk that raised his son to be like him. But back to a bit of a darker note.

Sometime after Christmas we'll have to put our dog Lady down, getting bad in the hips and my Aunt doesn't want her to growl and may bite Jayce who is one year old now. She's worried that if that happens he'll be afraid of dogs and that'll be the last memory of her biting or nipping someone to the point you can't risk it. Just like Allie when she had to go. But we'll at least have the eve and day with her before she has to go see Missy and Allie in the clouds. At least she didn't have to go to the pound or go to another family after my former Uncle put her there because he couldn't have dogs at his new place. But sorry for the long journal just a lot happening right now. Happy Holidays and all that.

Helped Hatarla by paying five bucks for a chibi comission of my character and go check it out over here. :3 It looks amazing. ^^  Hatarla http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18461155/ I cannot thank her enough for doing this, and hope she's been doing alright since of that whole landlord incident. x-x

Details right here about it and she's doing Chibis and other art and had about 10 days to come up with the money or she'll get evicted if you would like a Chibi for $5 and hopefully I'll be able to get a commison from her if possible to help out a bit more but she really does need it. :c http://www.furaffinity.net/view/18376671/

Nope. Not yet I got to Asgore and still trying to defeat him. My friend never told me to save the pie right after I got to him. Gonna try and beat him tonight on the route where I don't get any LOVE or EXP. But I did get love... If that makes sense from Sans. Either way might have to go all the way back and restart if I can't find another way to get to Asriel and Goat Dad.... I still miss Goat Mom. :c Also need to start drawing more often. -_- Other than that Mettaton is he a man, or is she a woman.... No one really knows except Napstablook and he's not talking about his cousin. Either way.... Watch out for his body rolls and high kicks. (Note to self cosplay as Mettaton if possible.) Watch me woman. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UqNlKunL0_Y

Apparently sometime between today and yesterday my steam account was hacked, a screenshot trojan got in from a hacker and he stole my stuff from Team Fortress 2 and my Steam inventory. My emoticons, trading cards, even lost my Australium Knife, Severed head, anything Genuine, Vintage, Haunted, or even Strange I've lost.... He stole them and got away with it. I've had some friends report him and hopefully it can be dealt with. And if he takes my account.... I don't know what to do anymore, the hackers would of won twice. I have to repair the wall of my mind and try and regain my thoughts.. Or something. I don't know anymore.

I know I should of done this journal sooner, but anyways hope you guys had a great Halloween even if you didn't go our or hand candy and just watched horror movies hope you guys had fun. ^^ Finished the Mariontte costume and will be uploading pictures sometime tonight. Well before I go to bed, but had fun went out with my little cousin. Showed off my sexy puppet ass to a bit of houses in town. Even got some candy just because I didn't mind. You're never too old for candy, getting scared or even dressing up like when you were a kid. Happy Halloween everybody! ^__^










And I better not find out any of you egged or toilet papered a house... Unless you used it to make it seem like ghosts on your own house then your fine.... For now.

Since I found out that the Yooka-Laylee deadline finally came in a few days before payday. Decided to get that done which went about 100 or so just because I upgraded the reward for it to help the game. :3 Which is pretty neat on that end and can't wait to play it, bad part was that I never found out when the deadline payment was until a few days ago. And thought to get it paid even if I didn't get paid as much as my last paycheck like I thought I might of. But on the bright side got everything for the puppet cosplay, webcam, headset just in case the built in mic for the cam isn't the best. I'll be able to make the fingers and everything else before Halloween. Other than that good thing that I the Black Ops III pre order didn't go though otherwise I might of been a bit more short on cash than I thought it would. Also next paycheck getting both Black Ops III and a XBox one for my little brother since it'll count as his birthday and Christmas present since he really wants the game and won't be able to bring his Dad's Xbox One over. (Yes I live with family and my brothers have different dads, none of them the better crayon in the box except for maybe the youngest's.) Even got the Walking Dead Season 5 for my aunt so she can start the collection and since she was still on the 5th Season and haven't seen a episode or two. Other than that got a few game maps so my brother would finally play a map game with me and not have to deal with the maps we've played over and over again... And somehow think it's better to suck face or hang with friends or like a few times, be a bit upset that he got down and had to do the rage quit sort of thing or give me the silent treatment and try and have us screw up on purpose.... -_- Sometimes I wonder why I even try to help him even when he thinks he knows better just by being almost two years younger than me. I'll be uploading pictures of the cosplay outfit within the next few days. Hope you guys like it. ^^

Got both the Wonderflex and my Graphic Drawing Tablet in the mail today. Can finally finish the cosplay outfit once I get a cam and do that whole seeing as it goes sort of thing. And other than that I'll have probably Thrusday and Friday to get used to it/have enough time without being need to work at 4pm. x-x Other than that saw this video and.... Be prepared for the feels.... They're evil. :c Almost like the Hunter in Wolfsong, poor puppy. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0FJvh4va78s

Besides that the drawing pad will be coming on Monday, thought it could make it on Saturday but I guess not. But other than that before I left for work my cousin Marcus. More along the lines of extended family that comes over every so often mostly holidays and sometimes can get on my nerves if they leave me all alone with the kids and they expect me to watch them all. x-x Sometimes gotten a bit too much for me but Marcus's mother that I've only met a few times. Sometimes wasn't really a nice woman when she was handling her kids and now to the point. Before I left for work my grandmother told me that his mother has passed away. And if you really want to know how/why she was in jail for a bit because of using a bit of drugs and.. You know how sometimes addicts go to halfway houses after done and getting clean like usual. She went into a gas station this morning or yesterday and I think she might of doped up again or something happened. The drug got too much into her system or it needed it for so long and she... She died in the bathroom at the gas station and Marcus is.. I don't think he's even five years old yet... It would be nice if everyone who read this journal had a moment of silence for her. I'm not sure if I'll be going to the visitation or not within the next few weeks. But hope that he'll be alright growing up since sometimes it's harder if your younger or older not growing up without a mom. Other than that have a great day and I'll be doing sketches and everything else sometime on Monday or after Monday.

I got the book in the mail yesterday with one of the items for the costume and will be ordering the rest tonight, even the wunderflex to make the fingers. (Even if someone thinks that it'll probably take too long to get something that can be done within a day done.) Other than that will be having someone do a profile Icon for me for about 15 bucks since it's only until the month to help pay for the trip. And wouldn't mind paying a price such as that. Other than that we can all... Jump up for Flumpty's Jam! For a bit of celebrating. :3 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jOgwaJLOIu8 Also got the rest of my outfit ordered, got a drawing pad so I can go to digital since it's going to be REALLY hard to use colored pencils if you're me. That or can't undo any of the colors. x-x But other than that glad I got paid tonight and able to get the Sanshee FNAF Freddy Fazbear plush. Yep... I went shopping today and hope this will be enough. Also... Once I get the pad I'll start doing commissions for free. For practice and since it'll give me something to do before Halloween.

Finally reached 25 watches! I'll upload the drawing I made for this occasion tomorrow and hope you guys like it. :3 It took me a few hours to make but hope you guys like it. Also checked my notes and it's been a really long time since I talked to some people on there. Almost forgot to re watch them. x-x (Long story short it was around the time I was going to delete the account but... Never really had the heart to. So many memories so little time.) Also will upload he 25th watch drawing sometime on Tuesday. I really need to figure out how to work the printer/scanner sometime. When I get photoshop and such I'll tinker around with what I already have and hopefully they'll look... A bit nicer than they already look.

If you got that one then you'll know besides just the image and if you read the last journal. Well hopefully you did and if you haven't I'm not going anywhere. But if you're still here it'll be at least a week if not more or less before the end of the month. I'll bring a link to the next journal and or images of how I...... Made my own Marionette Cosplay/Halloween outfit. More or less had a bit of help from a few suppliers who I could never thank enough for their help. And like I promised they will get credit on their part and even if I'm a little bit late of getting this done. (Sort of happens when family borrows a bit of your funding or if you have the urge to buy things on sale.) But I have the buttons, the mask and even thread. Only last part is to do is getting the that construction... Whatever it is.. Wonderflex! That was it. But... Some of the thing you may not be able to get until next year if the shop owner decides to do it again. (Also yes the mask I am going to show you within the month did come from Etsy and I still love the work he did and even had to do a bit of a delayed time for shipping since I ordered two.) But getting a better mic than I have and equipment since the camera I currently have isn't... Let's just put it if it's built in and you got a computer from Wal-Mart... You get what you paid for, something that works and just for regular laptop uses. Until then... Keep an eye on that music box since I'm coming.... To hug you! :3

Hello? Hello hello? Well, if you're hearing this, then chances are you've made a very poor career choice.

If you knew those references and guessed what this would be about. Then give yourself a pat on the back because, I just wanted to see if you were going to actually hold your breath for the surprise. I am making / going to make a Five Nights at Freddy's cosplay outfit of the Marionette / Puppet and when the video is out on my Youtube Channel. And or showing updates of how much has been so far but mostly will record video of it in a cosplay Tutorial. Will leave the links to where I got it and certain people like a few on Etsy and Ebay and even family members will be see how scary I look.
And you will need to check that music box since I'm coming after you. And once I'm out of the box I'm gone for good. Sweet dreams everybody. But even will be showcasing the FNaF Sanshee Plushies in the video as well. Giving them gifts and life and hope you will like / love it. Since I will be working hard on it for Halloween and will be the first cosplay outfit I have ever done.
Even plan on showing the FNaF Sanshee plushies that like the puppet. Might even find a way to hang as if they were hooked on a belt. Other than that of just getting the buttons sometime yesterday and hopefully you’ll love how it all turned out. - Bryon Furwolf.

Well since I've heard RedRusker was going to be in the hospital, I thought of... Well doing something for him and hopefully if he doesn't mind it I will show it on here once it's done. So good for those watching and good since now I have a bit more inspired mood to.... That and was for dear ol' Slendy but kinda forgot to finish it and only got his done-ish. So within a few days I'll let you guys know the progress on it since I plan on getting it done before the 13th or 14th if possible. So hope you guys will like it since well... It's going to take sometime after the surgery and with two you know and love... I can't really say more but think of it as something you would do for someone in bed. Than that... I don't want to spoil the surprise because where's the fun in that? >:3 I'll tell you when it's done or almost.
-Bryon Furwolf