Hey there, all! If you like what I do, then I strongly urge you to check out  f-ss. Not only are the creating a new comic series about bee stings using he and his friend's character, Elli, but is also just a great person overall~ Go check them out~

Fancy the work I've done? Like bee stings to the butt? Wanna hang out and talk about other things?

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Nobody needs to respond. I just need to reflect on something.

I do believe that my fetish is a mental illness.

Humans, for the longest time, avoid pain and seek pleasure. Bee stings have had a very long history with humans as something to be avoided, as the sting of one can potentially be fatal. Not only that, but the traumatizing effect of being attacked by one or more bees can emotionally scar a person.

And yet, here I am. I'm the kinda guy that draws it, lusts for it, wants someone else to be with me to love it, too. It's not healthy. It's not natural. Yet it's what I want.

I don't know if it will ever go away. Perhaps with age, it will...

Everybody doing ok? I'm fine, I suppose. I'm just a little heartsick and I'm feeling pretty useless. I'm trying to put my degree to work, but I can't get my foot in the door. Furthermore, I tried to go on furry dating sites to no avail. (Never go to Furfling or Furrymate. They are both scams.)

At this point, I need to abandon my fetish for the sake of the comfort of others. It sucks, but it's ok. I realize no girl IRL I'm going to meet will like this. I'd rather just have a supporting, fun girl that likes the nerdy stuff I do.

I understand that this place is no place for meeting people IRL, but I figured I'd pour my heart out in a forum of my peers.

I have a couple female friends in DA. To my surprise, they love to see bee stings on women's butts, too! An in attempt to find a lady to love this experience together, I found my efforts fruitless. They each had a companion of their own.

Lately, I've been feeling down. I imagine that the women that like what I like are few and far between, and It'll be 1000 years before I actually meet someone like that in person.

How do you cope with the fact that you may never met someone that will never share the same kink as you do?

Hopefully, this will help spark my creative drive.

https://bstingtheweirdfetishguy.tumblr.com/

At the moment, I'm currently looking for a well paying job, now that I'm out of school, and I probably won't have the time to draw pictures anymore. This is fine, frankly. I'll still be around to dish out commissions to artists that would like to draw my kink, but I'll be doing a lot less drawing myself.

Thanks to those that supported me throughout the years.

Who wants to take bets? Is it anon-y-moose? Is the 4chanz? Or is it one guy with too much time on his hands? Any answer is ok by me, because this is a very mostly left-leaning site and the idea of any one of the mods kvetching at the site of a Nazi symbols makes me giggle. Only in Trump's America, right? Ha.

Lately, I've been writing more and more pony fanfictions at night. Wow, I need a hobby, but it's good for my writing skills, I guess. You can find it here.

https://www.fimfiction.net/story/31.....e-melissophile

My favorite chapter of this series so far is the collab I've done with a better writer than me: TheVClaw. It's called "The Visit". Enjoy!

See the newest MLP? Those bees are real pains in the butt, yeah? So, feeling overly inspired by this, who wants to see some flash bee stings? Give me an idea.

Two words: Flash bees.

And these bees sting two ponies in the butt. No kidding. A close up shot of bees stinging pony bums.

10/10, Hasbro.

Wanna ask me stuff? Go on ahead.

Good to see Disney ALMOST go back to their roots with bees in this cartoon. Very funny.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_5CEzEkBOlQ

I understand why people don't like it. People don't like bees or when they sting. But, is it possible they don't like it because it shows dangerous situations? Am I triggering those that have suffered an IRL attack before? Are they concerned for the health of cartoon characters and the possibility of them going into anaphylactic shock?

I wish people told me why they don't like it. It would paint a better picture for me...

http://imgur.com/v3C0EVm

This was completely 100% unprovoked. Why? I'm not kicking a puppy or eating babies. It's just a picture. I wish people got the chance to know me better before they cast judgement...

So, I don't know how many of you are caught up with the whole debacle with CNN blackmailing a reddit user to apologize or get dox'd. However, the streams have crossed where my "personal kink" becomes a metaphor for stirring the internet hive.

https://i.redd.it/f6bw76a4t08z.jpg

Strange, isn't it?

You know what? I have supporters here and I'm not going to let them down.

If anybody out there is still waiting for their commissions from me, give me the ok to continue. Otherwise, sorry for the scare.

My derpibooru link validation.

I'm ok. I just need to recover from this mental breakdown. My head was so overwhelmed by thoughts of self-loathing, induced by a couple people that were rude to me online. I'm much more thin-skinned than I thought.

I'm sorry for all the commissions cancelled, though. I have to get away from this for a good while.

Gosh damn it, I'm so fucking insecure about myself. I'm actually really fucking depressed. Looking back at all the comments I've made over the years and the stuff I've done and the money I spent on art that people bash me over. I've spent hundreds on art that nobody likes but me. Every time I pay money and put something up, I don't engage in fun conversations, I'm the object of ridicule. Sure, FA is friendly enough, but I'm pretty much hated everywhere else. Everywhere I go, it's "fuck off, BSting".

I think it's time for me to leave. For good. BSting should just disappear forever. No more art. No more commissions. No more depression. I'm going to leave this name behind and do what I love. I'm making something that a lot of people love, and it's much more attractive than wasting time and money on stuff people don't want to see.

Will I post other people's commissions? Maybe, if I have the spare income. But, overall, I'm done. I'm so sorry to those waiting for a commission from me, but I'm cancelling them all. Thankfully, due to my business model, I don't owe refunds because I ask those to pay after I'm finished.

Every time a new episode airs, I get a little wistful. I watch the episode in hoping that I see my favorite slapstick moment lost in Disney cartoon history: butt pain. Fire, cactus, thorns, and, my favorite, bees. Want to see one of the ponies go through the pain Donald Duck did. I want to see more of Rainbow Dash suffering a lightning bolt to the butt that sets it on fire. I want Applejack to accidentally back up into a cactus like Troubleshoes did. Most of all, however, I want the cartoon to show a single bee puncturing the butt of Rarity, causing her to flip out from her calm demeanor.

Why, yes. I am a gigantic nostalgia faggot with mental issues. Why do you ask?

Ok, so, there was a book in my childhood that I could vaguely remember until now. It helped fuel this particular kink with bee stings I had ever since I was little. NOW, I know what the book is called. Flutterby from the Serendipity Series!

Here are some screen shots of the book in question.

http://sta.sh/01pxf5pte92j

Ahhh, nostalgia. This is vintage butt stinging at its finest.

I'm working on something on the sidelines, along with the commissions, about everyone's favorite seal-waifu, Brionne, from the newest Pokemon game. Go read its pokedex for why it's considered waifu bait. Truth be told, I never was so attracted to a SEAL before, but, new things and whatnot.

It's also called the Pop Star Pokemon, so this is my official theme for it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DAi_sjzQj0w

http://www.sickchirpse.com/melissop.....stinging-bees/

Ugh...

You heard it here, folks! This is the most depraved fetish known to man. Never mind that the article mentioned where the man that had sex with a wasp hive was an Onion article (making it satire), but people that sting their own penis, according to the Kama Sutra, are freaks.

Honestly, I get the disturbance this author had in learning this but, come on, I'm not THAT depraved, right? I'm still a humble human being and I would dare do what people are doing with wasp on their own time. However, this is a big eye opener on what normal people probably see me as...

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21088703/

I just found this today. I wish I had more comics like this where the provoker of the bee gets his revenge in the end. (Pun intended.)