How does one gain acceptance in the face of extreme adversity? That's something that I want to know...

http://comments.deviantart.com/18/2.....038/4165221978

As you may know, I'm rather infamous of my work, though I enjoy the content. While many furries/bronies out there are ok with odd fetishes like vore/diapers/etc, they don't take the slapstick fetishes well. I've been talking to a friend that likes to see butts on fire, a fetish that is similar to mine in slapstick and humor. We understand that what we draw are cartoon characters and not in real threatening danger. So, why are we rejected everywhere we go, no matter the explanation. Is there a way we can change their minds or are we forced to be shoved down?

If anyone wants any commissions, let me know. I'm pretty open to anything.

Honestly, the money I get goes to bee sting art, as I feel that art should be paid for in art around here. I mostly like to give it to people who need it, too. Gives me that warm feeling.

Anyway, if there is anyone waiting for me that I missed from so long, let me know. I know that I take a long time to make my work, but school likes to get in the way. Remember: You don't pay until I finish your work.

I just want to ask something. How many of you watching me are afraid of bees? If you are, why are you watching me?

I have a feeling that the declines I get from commissioners and the hate I get in general might stem from the overall fear of bees, so that's why I'm curious to see what you guys think.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C1RYSy55KtA

8channers and e621 agrees that this is my official theme song.

Apparently, I'm a trendsetter, because it's hip to fuck bees.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C1RYSy55KtA

XD

I am a firm believer of justice, so when I learned that a popular artist tried to act nice after being a humongous dick to everyone, I had to say my piece.

Unfortunately, said popufur is also friends with someone abusive admin privileges.

If I'm gone, take it as a warning of how hopelessly corrupt FA's system is, favoring the money makers rather than hear both sides.

http://www.fimfiction.net/group/209709/bee-fetish

It's moments like these that stop me from giving up. What a nice gesture!

I was checking around for a new bee sting picture to commission when I found that higher quality commissions are getting more and more expensive these days. I may have to raise my prices a bit to afford more commissions from other artists.

I want to make more bee sting pictures and do commissions, but I'm always of the ridicule that almost always come afterwards. I like to draw, but I also like to share my work. If the vast majority of people want me gone, what's the point. I'm doing something else that I love that people actually respect me for, so I've completely lost all motivation to draw. Maybe I'll get back in the groove one day, but I'm sad that my personal feelings are being mocked and rejected.

"When the time came for the war to begin, the willow-wren sent out spies to discover who was the enemy's commander-in-chief. The gnat, who was the most crafty, flew into the forest where the enemy was assembled, and hid herself beneath a leaf of the tree where the watchword was to be given. There stood the bear, and he called the fox before him and said, "Fox, thou art the most cunning of all animals, thou shalt be general and lead us." "Good," said the fox, "but what signal shall we agree upon?" No one knew that, so the fox said, "I have a fine long bushy tail, which almost looks like a plume of red feathers. When I lift my tail up quite high, all is going well, and you must charge; but if I let it hang down, run away as fast as you can." When the gnat had heard that, she flew away again, and revealed everything, with the greatest minuteness, to the willow-wren. When day broke, and the battle was to begin, all the four-footed animals came running up with such a noise that the earth trembled. The willow-wren also came flying through the air with his army with such a humming, and whirring, and swarming that every one was uneasy and afraid, and on both sides they advanced against each other. But the willow-wren sent down the hornet, with orders to get beneath the fox's tail, and sting with all his might. When the fox felt the first sting, he started so that he drew up one leg, with the pain, but he bore it, and still kept his tail high in the air; at the second sting, he was forced to put it down for a moment; at the third, he could hold out no longer, and screamed out and put his tail between his legs. When the animals saw that, they thought all was lost, and began to fly, each into his hole and the birds had won the battle."

Stinging a butt to win a war?
Someone needs to draw this scene interpretation! 3 stings to a fox's ass! XD

This is a paragraph from the story "The Willow-Wren and the Bear"

I'm feeling better now. I need to stop doing shit like that.

There was a line and I clearly crossed it.

http://8ch.net/furry/res/302965.html#q302965
http://8ch.net/furry/res/298637.html#298637

I admit, I lack social skills, especially online. I'm so thin-skinned, you can see right through me. As demonstrated here, it's turned into another fuck up.

I'm tired. Tired of being BSting. Again. I'm slowly losing motivation because I've been fighting this depressing feeling that what I draw doesn't add to shit and I feel really bad about the shit I pulled again today. I wish I can start over.

That's why I've decided to turn myself over to /cow/. This is my penance for my behavior, and I MUST pay for it.

There is a new cartoon by Harry Partridge that feature DOCTOR BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES!

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/655933

I really like this cartoon, not because of the obvious, but because of the message.

In the past, I have seen my work and other people's work edited by other people that try to censor the content of what is shown. I know people ask me to make a bee-less picture, but I like to draw what I find to be fun to draw. Yet, it hurts when people reject it and tamper it to fit their style. I know this is making fun of the Batgirl Cover Controversy, but it does send out a message of creative freedom.

What do you guys think? Anyone have this scenario before?

...with blackjack and hookers! Oh wait, never mind.

Lately, I've been faced with a lot of misunderstanding and opposition with my particular fetish and I often wonder why. It's not as bad as all the other fetishes out there.

Then it hit me. People must not hate the sting itself, but the venom that comes from it. Bee stings are notorious for shocks and death in extreme circumstances. That's why I think that maybe I might try to make a bee that is not dangerous in the least, and instead give it a twist that makes the venom to come from the stinger a more positive outcome. Maybe the stinger will inject the victim with an aphrodisiac, causing the victim to become more prone to sexual activity. Hopefully, this will become popular enough that people will use this bee!

I caught it and let it go. Is it a sign or an omen, or is it simply the start of Springtime. XD

Someone on 8chan mentioned the fact that, because I draw bee stings and nothing else, I look autisticly obsessive. Now before you think this is whining about insults over the internet, it's not. He made some great points about going out of my comfort zone and doing something different to improve my skills as an artist. I'd like to do that. That might help me level out the fact I'm not crazy. But his words still echoes in my mind...

"...The moment your gallery has +150 pictures and ALL of them are about a single fetish, that's like the final nail in the obsessive weirdo coffin."

I'm capable of making fun of myself and my kinks, but I'm also very self-conscience because I have an irrational fear of being hated...

Am I really this obsessive?

I've recently received a note about a artist that likes to draw fetish stuff. When I checked out her channel, I noticed that she made a journal, begging for money to pay her bill.

 KitaWolfhawk

Look's like it's time to play hero. My private projects have been doing well, but I've been putting my commissions off for too long. I gotta help this person.

It's been a long time. Why haven't I drawn anything?

Well, needless to say, I'm working more on my dream career than drawing bee art. I'm drawing every day, but it's only for my project. So, sorry if I take long on drawings.

The bees are out in the Spring.
It makes my heart want to sing!
My mind is on fire!
Their work will inspire
the drawings of butts I will sting.

My friend and I were talking about how good this episode was. However, I gushed about the thirty seconds that the bees were threatening to sting Seabreeze. Here's what I wrote.


"Those bees, though. It's the first time I really see them up close. So angry, so determined to sting. I paused the video on youtube when I was alone and stared at the group of bees in their aggressive stance. Then, I closed my eyes and envisioned Fluttershy not being able to persuade them and making a deal to spare the breezie and sting her plump buttocks instead. Then, they would swarm in, finding their place on Fluttershy's rump. On the count of three buzzes, they all simultaneously plant their razor-sharp stings in soft mounds. Fluttershy shouts in pain as the venom courses through the stings and into her veins. They would they latch off from her backside, spent from releasing pent-up rage, as small bumps began to form on her rump...

Gosh, I have problems. "

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5415437/

This guy is a talented artist and I feel like instead of requesting, I should help him in any way I can.

I'd like to do commissions if I can to give him paid work.

Better yet, go to him and give him paypal tips! I did, and I only had 46 cents to my name.

Ok, God. You made me this way, so let's compromise.

I want to continue being BSting.

BUT, I want to make my page SFW. Mature themes are allowed, but noting explicit. No vaginas, anuses, or whatnot. Featureless bare butts, clothed butts, underwear. That's just fine.

What do you think, is this a suitable replacement?

This is what happened.

I live with my father. He is a Christian pastor and I am a Christian myself. My father violated my privacy and looked at my internet history and confronted me about it. He said that it was sick, unnatural, and outright bestiality. I cried so much. I felt so sad and guilty. Now I am trying to do my best to beat my porn addiction, that's why I decided to stop drawing. I'm sorry. I love you all.