Reason for absence.
Posted 7 years agoHello all. You have been wondering where did I go ? Well I’m currently in position with security as I’m a security guard protecting a big industrial property. Yes I am armed. Yes I am trained and yes I do know the protocols of my wonderful shift. I’m doing patrols. Arrests. And inprisoning many bad guys out there. I hope you all can understand I’m still in the SPS if you have any questions, comments, concerns, please refur to the comments section and ask me anything you have in mind. Thank you for your understanding and sorry for the inconvenience of my absence. Please forgive me.
"Love So Right"
Posted 8 years agoShe came on like the night and she held on tight
And the world was right when she made love to me
We were free
She moved in like a friend , started loving me
And I thought I'd found my heaven in her arms
But the morning when I woke up
I was here and she was gone
Now I'm hanging on
Maybe you can tell me how a love so right can turn out to be so wrong
Where did she go when I need her close to me
And the perfect story ended at the start
I thought you came forever and you came to break my heart
Now I'm hanging on , on the chance that you'll come back to me
How a love so right can turn out to be so wrong , oh my darling
How a love so right can turn out to be so wrong , oh my darling
I could take it in my stride
Start living for the moment
Maybe half the things we sought were never there
Simply open up our eyes and break it down to size
It isn't really fair
How a love so right can turn out to be so wrong , oh my darling
How a love so right can turn out to be so wrong , oh my darling
How a love so right can turn out to be so wrong , oh my darling [repeat/fade]
"In My Eyez"
Posted 8 years agoHe just wanna be recognized by the OGs
And spray paint in the alleyway while he smokes weed
Middle finger up like, "Fuck the judge and the police"
Runnin' through the streets late nights, so we don't sleep
He went to work, stashed his Glocks, said, "Look out for the cops"
All he ever knew was the streets, always out on the block
As he pours a little liquor for his homies to pass
He starts to wonder how long it'll last
He never pray to God 'cause he ain't get no answer
All he feels God did was give his grandma cancer
Only faith he had left was his Glock 9
Hustled on the corner, tag his name on the stop sign
No mercy for his enemies
Agony and ecstasy
The only thing that ever made his heart warm was the Hennessy
He sipped from the bottom until the last drop
And he says', "Sorry mama, but I just can't stop, I can't stop," look
Yeah, he ran the streets stuck in one time
R.I.P. tat for his homie who just died
He done went to 16 funerals by 17
One his 18th birthday all he needed was one 9
With 20 in the clip, that's how you survive in the streets he was from
Only way to stay alive just tryna see 21
For his homies, he'd ride for 'em
His homies, he'd die for 'em
Ain't scared of death 'cause he knows eventualy it'll come
Flowers and candles, filled a memorial on his street
In memory of his boy that got shot last week
He left behind two little girls
He had a family—they'd gather here every night in hopes that God might speak
The whole time he had—murder on his mind
All he thought was payback and loaded up his 9 and
Got with his boys, and he hopped inside the whip
Went to an enemy spot and started shootin' out the ride and
It's hard to say if it's wrong or right
And now he's behind bars with a case to fight
'Cause in the end, nobody wins
No matter what situation, it's never your job to take a life
I had to visit you 'cause your moms don't wanna see you this way
I pray to God every night to fight your demons away
I just feel like I'm losin' you, homie
Can't you see what they doin'? They just usin' you, man, they foolin' you, homie
The streets don't love us, man, they never did
Always so worried 'bout death that we can't ever live
See, the streets got you brainwashed, they fuckin' with ya head
That's when he looked at me and said
"I lost my only two brothers to the streets that I rep
Besides, my mom is the only fam I really got left
The only family I ever had
They treated me like a son, I ain't have a dad
See, the streets taught me loyalty, respect, and how to live by a code
They never taught me no different, this is all that I know
Even though your pops was crazy and he wasn't always there
Even though he made mistakes, homie, that motherfucker cares
See, I can't say the same about mine, homie
Really I could give two fucks if he died, homie
After the way that he beat my mother, he ain't never love us
That motherfucker's already dead in my eyes, homie"
I told him, "A real man stands up on his own
And doesn't need a fuckin' gang to have his back 'cause he's grown
I know you think nobody cares, but man, that ain't true
Your mom's already lost two men, she can't lose you
You think these cats would do the same for you?
Think they'd take the blame for you?
Think these motherfuckers would put they family through pain for you?
Where is your hood at when it's all said and done?
You ain't pull a trigger when that bullet shot from that gun
Takin' the blame 'cause you don't wanna snitch, dog, is you dumb?
Takin' care of your moms makes you gangster, not where you from
Dog, is you dumb?
Takin' care of your moms makes you gangster, not where you from"
He said, "It's kill or be killed, understand that shit
I got accessory to murder, dog, they planned that shit
How dare you come visit me and act like you better
Motherfucker, we from the same place, I can't stand that shit
You always preach God, but do you really believe in Him?
If we all sinners, man, what the fuck do we mean to Him?
Either He don't exist or the Devil is beatin' Him
When my grandma was down, where was God when she needed Him?
You can go your own way, but this the life for me
Don't call, don't visit, and don't write to me
We all sin, you know better than the next man
You ain't God, you can't tell me what's wrong or right for me
Some people meant to win, I was meant to fail
Some people meant for Heaven, I was meant for Hell
Some people meant to live and be free, but not me
Been in this system since 7, I was meant for jail
I guess nobody is perfect
Tell my mama, I'm sorry, but there's no way to reverse it
I guess nobody is perfect
Tell my mama, I'm sorry, but there's no way to reverse it..."
"When It's Over"
Posted 8 years agoIt's been a while since I spoke to you, everything seems different now
I'm trying to focus, you've been out of frame, but it's crazy how I see the picture now
It's been a while since you've been around, me, I finally put the liquor down
Crazy how life is bittersweet, 'cause my grandpa is getting sicker now
Yeah, I've been trying not to lose touch, but all this stress is just too much
When I was young it was me and him riding round the city just the two of us
Wish I spent more time with him, all the times that I held back
All this money in my bank account, but there ain't a way to buy health back
See, back then we was close, then I lost who I was
Getting close to my dreams, but further from who I love
What's meant to be is just meant to be, I don't think we could change that
I ain't saying I regret it now, I just wish I had them days back
And that's real
[Tiffany Evans:]
Does it hurt to think of me? (think of me)
Wishing your heart still belong to me, yeah
'Cause when I close my eyes I'll be searching for you (searching for you)
Thinking of the ways I've been hurting for you (hurting for you)
I'll be here if you come look for me (look for me)
It's been a while since I spoke to you, both of us getting older now
Life is moving so fast for me I just wish I had a way to slow it down
Wish I wasn't scared to open up, 'cause I ain't talked to my dad still
But he's stubborn though, that's where I get it from, he drinks Hennessy with his Advil
Everyone say I'm just like him; we smile hard and we hide tears
Even though I've seen him last month, I ain't seen my dad in like five years
And that gets to me, heart's heavy I just can't adjust to these changes
Lost some people that was closest to me, now I'm losing all of my patience
Ex girl say they still love me, old friends just come and go
Really I've been trying to move on, but I'm too afraid to end up alone
Too afraid to give my love, 'cause I'm too afraid I won't feel love
And I'm too afraid that I'll find love just to find out it's not real love
I got so many trust issues, wish I was there to uplift you
And even though we ain't close now, it's difficult to not miss you
But I wonder what you say to people when they speak about me
I know we both went our separate ways, I just wonder if you still think about me
That's real
[Tiffany Evans:]
Does it hurt to think of me? (think of me)
Wishing your heart still belong to me (to me)
'Cause when I close my eyes I'll be searching for you (I'll think of you)
Thinking of the ways I've been hurting for you (of you)
I'll be here if you come look for me (if you come looking for me)
If you come looking for me
If you come looking for me
Yeah yeah yeah
"Síguelo Bailando"
Posted 8 years agoLlegó el fin de semana y ya quiere salir
En la monotonía no quiere seguir
Señorita con delicadeza
Me pone loco, de la cabeza
Me dice que quiere seguir
Baila conmigo mujer
Que la noche solamente comienza
En tu mirada puedo ver lo que piensa
Una belleza, ma'
Baila conmigo mujer
Que la noche solamente comienza
En tu mirada puedo ver lo que piensa
Bailando, una belleza
Síguelo bailando, que la música no pare
Como a mí me gusta, que la noche no se acabe
Síguelo bailando, que la música no pare
Como a ti me gusta, que la noche no se acabe
Ay mami, sacude, estás por encima
Bailando, me aceleras, la adrenalina
Una maquina de baile, siempre domina
No paramo' aunque soltemo' pegadito' en una esquina
Aunque tú tengas tu aceite, yo tengo el mismo
Hay un lío y la música tiene poderío
Esto se baila en Brasil, Venezuela y los judios
Argentina y en Colombia, PR en caceríos, con los míos
Síguelo bailando, que la música no pare
Como a mí me gusta, que la noche no se acabe
Síguelo bailando, que la música no pare
Como a ti me gusta, que la noche no se acabe
Baila conmigo mujer
Que la noche solamente comienza
En tu mirada puedo ver lo que piensa
Una belleza, ma'
Baila conmigo mujer
Que la noche solamente comienza
En tu mirada puedo ver lo que piensa
Bailando, una belleza
Con este ritmo se descontrola
Se pone loquita y se me entrega toda
Se pega de espaldas y se acomoda sola
Pa' bailar no pone excusas, no le importa la hora
Y a la moda cuando sale, va retumbando
Yo no sé que tiene que se le quedan mirando
Anda quemando, por el mundo viajando
No tiene problemas y lo resuelve bailando
Síguelo bailando, que la música no pare
Como a mí me gusta, que la noche no se acabe
Síguelo bailando, que la música no pare
Como a ti me gusta, que la noche no se acabe
Llegó el fin de semana y ya quiere salir
En la monotonía no quiere seguir
Señorita con delicadeza
Me pone loco, de la cabeza
Me dice que quiere seguir
Baila conmigo mujer
Que la noche solamente comienza
En tu mirada puedo ver lo que piensa
Una belleza, ma'
Baila conmigo mujer
Que la noche solamente comienza
En tu mirada puedo ver lo que piensa
Bailando, una belleza
Ozuna, el negrito ojos claros
Yai & Toly
Hi Music Hi Flow
"Forever"
Posted 8 years agoYou said you need some assurance, I wrote this song for you
I've been stressing and I don't know how to talk to you
I been dealing with pressure, our picture still on the dresser
When it comes down to it, trust me, I'll give it all to you
Before you, I ain't know what happiness is
That type of love I was missing back as a kid
I been living life on the edge
I been taking risks
I'm too young to worry about marriage and having kids
But you make me think about it
Like, really think about it
You say you just need an answer, I try to creep around it
But the truth is, I'm just scared of commitment
My parents separated young
Shit, I want this to be different
I want to get to know you from the inside out
I know you know I got a past, I know you still got doubts
Know I still do a couple things that you still not about
It might be a couple girls I need to cut out but I brought the scissors with me
I could be your care taker like SZA with me
I just wanna love you, that's the mission with me
Just promise not to switch up and be different with me
Cause things change and people change but I learned that's just the motion sometimes
I ain't notice love was blind until I opened my eyes
Staying up late nights, we never notice the time
Even though we distance, I hope I'm still on your mind
(Yo what's good? Look, I ain't even tryna fight witchu right now. I'm just saying, I'm just saying, look, we been thru way too much to just let this shit go like that. I wanna make this shit work. If you love me like you say you do, cut the games, cut the bullshit. Let me know how you feel. There's no one else out there for me but you)
3 in the morning, I'm steady thinking about you
You on my mind so often I barely sleep without you
It's crazy, I'm not complete without you
People around me, they check themselves before they speak about you
But, you should know you still the one for me
Instead of trying to cum for me, you should comfort me
You really need to stop texting saying you done with me
Cause every time you on that type of shit it just fucks with me
Cause I been going thru it
You know I'm going thru it
You know I'm dealing with family issues, you know I'm going thru this motion in life where I been stressing like crazy
And I been letting pressure get the best of me lately
But I want them late nights with you
Them date nights with you
Them all around the world, taking plane flights with you, its real
How you feel? I ain't lying
I need you
We been way too distant lately
Tell me, when can I see you?
It's like, I know you need someone who could be faithful to you
But you need someone to prove it, not just say it to you
See, I'm just trying to put these pieces back together
I could promise you I'll stay but I can't promise you forever
(Look I'm done arguing with you. I'm done arguing with you. Hold up, listen. For real? Okay that's how you feel? Haha wow you crazy. So what time can I come over? Aight I'll be there)
I've been stressing and I don't know how to talk to you
I been dealing with pressure, our picture still on the dresser
When it comes down to it, trust me, I'll give it all to you
Before you, I ain't know what happiness is
That type of love I was missing back as a kid
I been living life on the edge
I been taking risks
I'm too young to worry about marriage and having kids
But you make me think about it
Like, really think about it
You say you just need an answer, I try to creep around it
But the truth is, I'm just scared of commitment
My parents separated young
Shit, I want this to be different
I want to get to know you from the inside out
I know you know I got a past, I know you still got doubts
Know I still do a couple things that you still not about
It might be a couple girls I need to cut out but I brought the scissors with me
I could be your care taker like SZA with me
I just wanna love you, that's the mission with me
Just promise not to switch up and be different with me
Cause things change and people change but I learned that's just the motion sometimes
I ain't notice love was blind until I opened my eyes
Staying up late nights, we never notice the time
Even though we distance, I hope I'm still on your mind
(Yo what's good? Look, I ain't even tryna fight witchu right now. I'm just saying, I'm just saying, look, we been thru way too much to just let this shit go like that. I wanna make this shit work. If you love me like you say you do, cut the games, cut the bullshit. Let me know how you feel. There's no one else out there for me but you)
3 in the morning, I'm steady thinking about you
You on my mind so often I barely sleep without you
It's crazy, I'm not complete without you
People around me, they check themselves before they speak about you
But, you should know you still the one for me
Instead of trying to cum for me, you should comfort me
You really need to stop texting saying you done with me
Cause every time you on that type of shit it just fucks with me
Cause I been going thru it
You know I'm going thru it
You know I'm dealing with family issues, you know I'm going thru this motion in life where I been stressing like crazy
And I been letting pressure get the best of me lately
But I want them late nights with you
Them date nights with you
Them all around the world, taking plane flights with you, its real
How you feel? I ain't lying
I need you
We been way too distant lately
Tell me, when can I see you?
It's like, I know you need someone who could be faithful to you
But you need someone to prove it, not just say it to you
See, I'm just trying to put these pieces back together
I could promise you I'll stay but I can't promise you forever
(Look I'm done arguing with you. I'm done arguing with you. Hold up, listen. For real? Okay that's how you feel? Haha wow you crazy. So what time can I come over? Aight I'll be there)
"Save Me"
Posted 8 years agoWho do I have?
Heaven and hell, my friend, my friend
I won't fit in here
Everything must end
Hello, from the dark side end
Does anybody here wanna be my friend? (my friend)
Want it all to end
Tell me when the fuck is it all gon' end?
Voices in my head telling me I'm gonna end up dead
So save me, before I fall
So save me, I don't wanna be alone
So save me, before I fall
So save me, I don't wanna be alone
"Fuck Love" (feat. Trippie Redd)
Posted 8 years ago[Trippie Redd:]
Baby I need you in my life, in my life
Please bae don't go switching side, switching sides
I swear this is where you reside, you reside
Please bae don't go switching sides, switching sides
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooh, please don't throw your love away, huh
Please don't throw your love away, huh
Please don't throw your love away, huh, yeahhh, ayy
[XXXTENTACION:]
I'm nauseous, I'm dyin'
(She ripped my heart right out)
Can't find her, someone to
(My eyes are all cried out)
Lost it, riots
Gunfire inside my head, I've
Lost it, riots
Gunfire inside my head
[Trippie Redd:]
Baby I need you in my life, in my life
Please bae don't go switching side, switching sides
I swear this is where you reside, you reside
Please bae don't go switching sides, switching sides
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooh, please don't throw your love away, huh
Please don't throw your love away, huh
Please don't throw your love away, huh, yeahhh
"God"
Posted 8 years agoYeah
I wish I could just be honest
Wish I didn't have to lie, just wish I would've kept that promise
When I'm starin' at the mirror, I just don't see myself inside it
Wish I could go back in time, get through high school, and go to college, but I just can't now
And I could never turn around, I let my fam down
It's funny everybody sayin', "You the man, now."
But no matter what size of these bank withdrawals
It'll never take away the pain I caused, 'cause yeah, I've been unfaithful, God
At times I've been ungrateful God, and
At my lowest points, I went as far sayin', "I hate you, God."
And nothin' is okay right now
No one feels my pain right now
If I didn't have my team, I would've blew out my fuckin' brains by now
But I'm just hopin', yeah
But I'm just hopin'
Yeah, I'm just hopin'
Yeah, I've been unfaithful, God
At times I've been ungrateful God, and
At my lowest points, I went as far sayin', "I hate you, God."
And nothin' is okay right now
No one feels my pain right now
If I didn't have my team, I would've blew out my fuckin' brains by now
But I'm just hopin', yeah
I'm just hopin'
I'm just hopin' someone cares
Yeah, I'm just hopin' someone's there
Yeah, I've been ungrateful, God
Yeah, I've been unfaithful, God
Yeah, I'm a liar
I'm a cheater
I'm a sinner
I'm on fire
And I drink 'til my blood gets thinner
I'm an-addict
I'm a loser
I'm a quitter
And I take what isn't mine, so how you figure-
Anyone would love me? I can't even love myself
So many broken hearts, but I couldn't tell you one I've felt
I guess I'm just numb to the pain
And evertime someone gets close to my heart, I just stand up runnin' away (away, 'way, 'way)
I guess I'm just numb to the pain
I guess I'm just numb to the pain
'Cause I just stand up runnin' away
Yeah, I guess I'm just numb to the pain
"Numb"
Posted 8 years agoLook, I know I ain't been myself lately
I've been feelin' like someone else lately
It's prolly this empty Colt 45 that's numbing the pain inside
Cause truthfully I ain't felt lately
I'm still a sinner, I'm losing myself, I need a sign
I needed space, I needed love, I needed time
And I never understood how you could treat me so heartless
Until I realized that you just needed mine
That's what I mean by "loving you never helps"
Cause I just can't decide between loving you or myself
I just pushed away cause I drew a line and you crossed it
Crossing out my exes and ex-ing out all of my loses, I know
What is like to lose somebody you love
And I know what is like to lose yourself to the drugs
And I know what is like to have to let go of someone
Cause they hurt you so bad that you're not the person you was
But they will never feel what I feel
In a world so fake I just need someone that's real
I've been dying to live, the devil shooting to kill
I just can't help but wonder if you think of me still
See, I've been losing my mind
I've been losing everybody I believed in
Anxiety is suffocating me, I'm barely breathing
I'm coping with the pain
Hoping that the rain just stops cause it reminds me of the day you said you leaving
We always seem to run from those who love us the most
And we never open up because we scared to get close
We running from the past and we numb ourselves hoping it'd last
Cause you left me when I needed you most
I said we always seem to run from those who love us the most
And never open up because we scared to get close
We running from the past and we numb ourselves hoping it'd last, we just hoping it'd last
Cause I know what is like to lose a person you love in
I know what is like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know
Yeah, I know what is like to lose a person you love in
I know what is like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know
Yeah, I know what is like to lose a person you love in
"No Looking Back"
Posted 8 years agol
Yeah
On a plane overlookin' the ocean
Lately, I'm just tryna live in the moment
Certain people I needed just couldn't stick around
If they ain't see the vision, I bet they feel it now
See, the difference with me is I ain't afraid of believin'
Friends only come around when they know it's convenient
But my circle gettin' smaller by the second
Funny how my biggest fear was not bein' accepted, but look
I gave my heart to a person who couldn't love herself
I'm lost in somebody lookin' for someone else
Put my trust in a person who ain't believe in me, eventually it just made it harder for me to trust myself
I leave the past in the past, no looking back now
But I ain't complacent with where I'm at now
So in hopes with that somebody else could relate to me, I take another sip of this Henney and write these raps down
Anxiety killin' me, I've been losin' touch
Losin' my patience, I don't know who to trust
Plus, me and my family ain't as close now
I take a sip of this Henney until I loosen up
I just need someone as down for me
Someone to just tell me they proud of me
Somebody who's really around for me
If ever they see me sink in, they swim in and they drown for me
The ones hittin' my line used to duck me when I called
Keep it real with me or don't fuck with me at all
I've been dodgin' the fakes, the politics and the snakes
Your pride is big as your ego, see, I just couldn't relate, for real
See, the difference is how we're raised and where we came
And the bullet that landed three inches from my brain
And the fact that my soul is different than yours, no matter how many times they compare us, man, we are not the same
Look, prayin' for peace in this world that we live in
Same time, I just pray I'm forgiven
They say I'm weak 'cause I put it all in the open
Had to swallow my pride and bottle up my emotions, look
I left the past in the past, no looking back now
But I ain't complacent with where I'm at now
So in hopes with that somebody else could relate to me, I take another sip of this Henney and write these raps down
Yeah
On a plane overlookin' the ocean
Lately, I'm just tryna live in the moment
Certain people I needed just couldn't stick around
If they ain't see the vision, I bet they feel it now
See, the difference with me is I ain't afraid of believin'
Friends only come around when they know it's convenient
But my circle gettin' smaller by the second
Funny how my biggest fear was not bein' accepted, but look
I gave my heart to a person who couldn't love herself
I'm lost in somebody lookin' for someone else
Put my trust in a person who ain't believe in me, eventually it just made it harder for me to trust myself
I leave the past in the past, no looking back now
But I ain't complacent with where I'm at now
So in hopes with that somebody else could relate to me, I take another sip of this Henney and write these raps down
Anxiety killin' me, I've been losin' touch
Losin' my patience, I don't know who to trust
Plus, me and my family ain't as close now
I take a sip of this Henney until I loosen up
I just need someone as down for me
Someone to just tell me they proud of me
Somebody who's really around for me
If ever they see me sink in, they swim in and they drown for me
The ones hittin' my line used to duck me when I called
Keep it real with me or don't fuck with me at all
I've been dodgin' the fakes, the politics and the snakes
Your pride is big as your ego, see, I just couldn't relate, for real
See, the difference is how we're raised and where we came
And the bullet that landed three inches from my brain
And the fact that my soul is different than yours, no matter how many times they compare us, man, we are not the same
Look, prayin' for peace in this world that we live in
Same time, I just pray I'm forgiven
They say I'm weak 'cause I put it all in the open
Had to swallow my pride and bottle up my emotions, look
I left the past in the past, no looking back now
But I ain't complacent with where I'm at now
So in hopes with that somebody else could relate to me, I take another sip of this Henney and write these raps down
"To The Moon"
Posted 8 years agoYeah, she said she never been in love
All she ever did was give her love
Everyone, they only take her love
So you scared of love, I don't blame you, love
Let me be the one to show you love
That "need somebody just to hold you" love
That "show you off like a trophy" love
Can I be your one and only love?
I just want to be
I think you're the one
Girl, you shouldn't be so scared to fall in love
Yeah, let me love you
Show me how
Lift me up
I'll hold you down
My love is real
I know you need it
I know you crave it
I know you fiend it
It's not your shape
Not your size
Not your curves
Not your thighs
Not your lips
Not your eyes
It's your soul and everything inside
That makes me feel
The way I feel
My love for you
Was always real
Early mornings
Later nights
We never sleep
Let me stay the night
My love for you, it never fades
My love for you, it never dies
You take me to another place
Just because you breathing don't mean you alive
Yeah, she said she never been in love
All she ever did was give her love
Everyone, they only take her love
So you scared of love, I don't blame you, love
Let me be the one to show you love
That "need somebody just to hold you" love
That "show you off like a trophy" love
Can I be your one and only love?
I just want to be
I think you're the one
Girl, you shouldn't be so scared to fall in love
Yeah, take me far
Far away
Find a place, we'll find a way
Don't let me leave, just tell me "stay"
And tell me everything you wanna say
My love for you
Is like a rose
That never dies
But only grows
You pushed away
I held you close
Baby, you an angel, heaven knows
Broken hearts
Broken dreams
Broken trust
And broken wings
I know you hurt
But let me fix it
Show me every scar and let me kiss it
We follow dreams
They take us far
To the moon
To the stars
All we want
The world is ours
Through all the pain
And all the scars
The world is mine
What's mine is yours
Your love is true
Your heart is pure
Always ready
But never sure
When I get lonely, baby, you're the cure
My love for you, it never fades
My love for you, it never dies
I never wanna drift away
'Cuz I was never good at goodbyes
I think you're the one
Yeah, she said she never been in love
All she ever did was give her love
Everyone, they only take her love
So you scared of love, I don't blame you, love
Let me be the one to show you love
That "need somebody just to hold you" love
That "show you off like a trophy" love
Can I be your one and only love?
I just want to be
I think you're the one
Girl, you shouldn't be so scared to fall in love
"Circles"
Posted 8 years agoIt's been years
Since we carved our names
On a clocktower door
Before everything changed
We were big eyed boys
With the salt on our skin
And we'd throw our kites to the wind
And they'd fly on and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
It's been years
Since we whispered soft
With the torch light on
And the big light off
We were tired boys
With the soap on our skin
And we'd fall asleep to the wind
And we'd dream on and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
On and on and on and on
'Cause we're circles
We're circles you see
We go round round the sun
In and out like the sea
I'll circle round you
You will circle round me
And in years
When the torch light thins
And the clock tower's gone
And the big light dims
We'll no longer be boys
We'll have lines on our skin
And they'll throw our dust to the wind
"Feather On The Clyde"
Posted 8 years agoWell there's a river that runs through Glasgow
And it makes her but it breaks her
And takes her in two parts
And a current just like my blood flows
Down from the hills
Round aching bones to my restless heart
Well I would swim but the river is so wide
And I'm scared I won't make it to the other side
Well, God knows I've failed but He knows that I've tried
I long for something that's safe and warm
But all I have is all that is gone
I'm as helpless and as hopeless as a feather on the Clyde
*trumpets playing in the background*
On one side all the lights glow
And the folks know and the kids go
Where the music and the drinking starts
On the other side where no cars go
Up to the hills that stand alone like my restless heart
Well I would swim but the river is so wide
And I'm scared I won't make it to the other side
Well, God knows I've failed but He knows that I've tried
I long for something that's safe and warm
But all I have is all that is gone
I'm as helpless and as hopeless as a feather on the Clyde
*drums and trumpets playing in background*
The sun sets late in Glasgow
And the daylight and the city part
And I think of you in Glasgow
Cause you're all that's safe
You're all that's warm in my restless heart
"Holes"
Posted 8 years agoI know a man with nothing in his hands, nothing but a rolling stone
He told me about when his house burnt down, and he lost everything he owned
He lay asleep for six whole weeks, they were gonna ask his mother to choose
When he woke up with nothing he said I'll tell you something
When you've got nothing, you've got nothing to lose
Now I've got a hole in my pocket, a hole in my shirt, a whole lot of trouble, he said
But now the money is gone, life carries on and I miss it like a hole in the head
I know a woman with kids around her ankles and a baby on her lap
She said one day her husband went to get a paper and the motherfucker never came back
Mortgage to pay and four kids to raise, but keeping the wolf from the door
She said the wolf's just a puppy and the door's double locked so why you gotta worry me for
Cause he left a in hole in my heart a hole in a promise a hole on the side of my bed
Oh now that he's gone well life carries on and I miss him like a hole in the head
Well sometimes you can't change and you can't choose
And sometimes it seems you gain less than you lose
Now we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives
Where we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on
Said we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives
Where we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on
Where we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives
Where we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on
Said we've got holes in our hearts, we've got holes in our lives
We've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on
Said we've got holes in our hearts, we've got holes in our lives
We've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on
Now we've got holes in our hearts, yeah we've got holes in our lives
Where we've got holes, we've got holes but we carry on
"Life's For The Living"
Posted 8 years agoWell grey clouds wrapped round the town like elastic
Cars stood like toys made of Taiwanese plastic
The boy laughed at the spastic dancing around in the rain
While laundrettes cleaned clothes, high heels rub toes
Puddles splashed huddles of bus stop crows
Dressed in their suits and their boots well they all look the same
I took myself down to the cafe to find all the boys lost in books and crackling vinyl
And carved out a poem above the urinal that read
Don't you cry for the lost
Smile for the living
Get what you need and give what you're given
Life's for the living so live it
Or you're better off dead
While the evening pulled the moon out of it's packet
Stars shone like buttons on an old man's jacket
We needed a nail but we tacked it 'til it fell of the wall
While pigeon's pecked trains, sparks flew like planes
The rain showed the rainbows in the oil stains
And we all had new iPhones but no one had no one to call
And I stumbled down to the stomach of the town
Where the widow takes memories to slowly drown
With a hand to the sky and a mist in her eye she said
Don't you cry for the lost
Smile for the living
Get what you need and give what you're given
Life's for the living so live it
Or you're better off dead
Well I'm sick of this town, this blind man's forage
They take your dreams down and stick them in storage
You can have them back son when you've paid off your mortgage and loans
Oh hell with this place, I'll go it my own way
I'll stick out my thumb and I trudge down the highway
Someday someone must be going my way home
Till then I'll make my bed from a disused car
With a mattress of leaves and a blanket of stars
And I'll stitch the words into my heart with a needle and thread
Don't you cry for the lost
Smile for the living
Get what you need and give what you're given
You know life's for the living so live it
Or you're better off dead
Don't you cry for the lost
Smile for the living
Get what you need and give what you're given
Life's for the living so live it
Or you're better off dead
"No Complaints" (feat. Offset & Drake)
Posted 8 years ago[Offset (Future):]
Know what I'm sayin'?
Fuck what y'all niggas doin'
What you got goin' on, what's happenin'?
Yeah, know what I'm sayin'?
Real niggas in this mothafucka, mane
Hell yeah, y'all niggas lame, nigga
Y'all niggas, man, know what I'm sayin'?
(If Young Metro don't trust you, I'm gon' shoot you)
Hey!
[Offset:]
Ain't no complaints (nah)
Racks in the bank (racks)
Fuck what you think (huh?)
We got some rank (rank)
Leave your ass stank (bow)
Robbin' the bank (bank)
Pull out the banger (raahhh)
You was a stranger (stranger)
We don't relate (no) racks in the... (rack)
Racks in the safe (safe)
Steak on my plate (steak)
My sons are dons (dons)
My bitch Amazon (bad)
My plug is hund (Offset, plug)
She fuckin' for some (smash)
Offset! (smash)
I wanna be like Muhammad Ali (hey)
Hang on the ropes and I beat you to sleep (hey)
Taught to get money 'cause talk is too cheap (cheap)
Quarter million when you open my brief
Celebrity status so keep this shit brief (huh)
Draco by me 'cause I keep it in reach
Know niggas didn't do that shit like that boy Meech
That's word on the street, let me preach, let me preach (preach)
Listen, lil' nigga, sometimes you don't speak
Pull out that stick and I'm sweepin' the street (bow, bow)
I make a quarter million every week
She sucked out my soul, it's makin' me weak (woo)
I've been on Percocets for the last week (Perc)
Sippin' on lean, I'm sleep, geeked
Move out the way, beep, beep
Quit ridin' the waves, the sea deep
Ain't no complaints (nah)
Racks in the bank (racks)
Fuck what you think (huh?)
We got some rank (rank)
Leave your ass stank (bow)
Robbin' the bank (bank)
Pull out the banger (raahhh)
You was a stranger (stranger)
We don't relate (no) racks in the... (rack)
Racks in the safe (safe)
Steak on my plate (steak)
My sons are dons (dons)
My bitch Amazon (bad)
My plug is hund (plug)
She fuckin' for some (smash)
[Drake:]
At 17, I wanted everything that was in store
At 23, I bought it all just to make sure, yeah, yeah
Fuck a delay (yeah)
They gotta pay (yeah)
Like it's back in the day (ayy)
Racks in the (what?)
Racks in the safe (safe)
Look at my face (see?)
Up there with the greats
Steps that I take
You can't retrace (nah)
Young Metro on bass (bass)
Me, I'm just based (based)
Can't afford no mistakes
Everything just in case
Billboard where I play
They welcome me, I overstay
I'm a huncho, I'm the boss
My set takin' off
Polo used to be Lacoste
Water used to be the tap, nigga
Not the Voss
Damn, things changed (changed)
I'm so awake (woke)
You take the bait (bait)
You get replaced
You do the math, nigga
On 88 dates (cash)
The take-home was crazy
I take home your baby, yeah!
[Offset:]
Ain't no complaints (nah)
Racks in the bank (racks)
Fuck what you think (huh?)
We got some rank (rank)
Leave your ass stank (bow)
Robbin' the bank (bank)
Pull out the banger (raahhh)
You was a stranger (stranger)
We don't relate (no) racks in the... (rack)
Racks in the safe (safe)
Steak on my plate (steak)
My sons are dons (dons)
My bitch Amazon (bad)
My plug is hund (plug)
She fuckin' for some (smash)
[Drake:]
At 23 I bought it all, just to make sure, yeah, yeah!
[Young Thug:]
Metro Boomin want some more, nigga
the love (feat. Jarell Perry)
Posted 8 years ago[Intro: Locksmith]
I mean, everybody's selfish. No body believes it but everybody is
[Verse 1: Locksmith]
Wasting these moments, emotions motion my motives and most of it molds my character
Married to my ego, fornicate with hysteria. Starring back like I'm back on the back of my black diamond
Back tints is balling, the spokes racing from sirens. Defining my findings, finally finding my faith contested
Unbeknownst to any ounce of jealousy that was sequestered, detected my own thoughts
Acknowledged my arrogance, look back at my past tweets felt this sense of embarrassment
Barring with my girl leaving, been six months but I'm still coping, still holding onto this front
Punctured it spills open, people stop and chat like nigga your life's in tact, give a swift pat on the back
Rather conceal than reveal its broken, still promoting this image of true perfection
Soliciting different women just hoping they using discretion
Bad habits of old and not easily controlled, you know the more you fell depressed less likely you are to use protection?
Raw emotions evoking under this comforter, after she wakes up I know she wants me to comfort her
Coming from being deeply committed for four years to looking at my ex's Instagram page, barely can stomach her
And the girl I'm fucking now is looking at me ashamed, will I ever take her back? I'm sort of deep in the game
And its true the possibility be dancing in my mind but when you cross a certain line you never see them the same
And a part of me has change, I ain't playing like i once did, reminds me of the time I got a message from this one kid
Who said, "lock just know that my words are indication that music that you making is truly an inspiration
You're fueling a generation don't you ever lose sight, no matter how hard it gets you better take time to write
You better take time despite the bullshit that they been feeding us, they do it for attention you do it because you believe in us"
[Hook: Jarell Perry]
Where you go, on the road is never to far from home and you should know
When you given your everything, you get back on your feet again
All on your own, its hard to see what its for but you should know
Through the highs and lows, do it all for the love
Do it all for the love, do it all for the love
Do it all for the love, do it all for the love
[Verse 2: Locksmith]
And lately everything is just a blur and i can't go a week without someone mentioning her
And i can't even speak without someone pinching a nerve, so i try and keep my distance whenever this does occur
And every day proceeding is bleeding one to the next and now its to the point i don't even look at my texts
And people get upset when you try and tell them direct, that you don't have time to chill
And this builds a disconnect and this billed as disrespect
When its nothing more than just truthful and i can't help the fact i don't look at things like i use to
Blame myself for the isolation is true but when you burnt so many times, to survive what would you do?
Cause everything ugly has some beauty, regardless how you view me. I'm still her the new me
And if you know me you know this to be true i can only stand here and be me, is that enough for you?
[Hook: Jarell Perry]
Where you go, on the road is never to far from home and you should know
When you given your everything, you get back on your feet again
All on your own, its hard to see what its for but you should know
Through the highs and lows, do it all for the love
Do it all for the love, do it all for the love
Do it all for the love, do it all for the love[center]