Im no longer in high school!

No longer a school girl :c but now I can go into the real wold and do big girl things.

I graduate next Friday c:

Random update

-loves bubbles

Today started off pretty well. I was able to wake up to some lovin and stuff. School was boring. I doodled all day considering it's my last week. I'll be working full time and saving all I can to move.

I feel like I'm starting to get my priorities straight. Masters birthday is coming up and I've got a lot of stuff in store for him.

I'm cooking spaghetti for my family tonight. My parents are in a poly relationship again... I doubt it will work. Last time it didn't but hey you never know. I hope it goes well for them.


My fish is still alive so that's good, I might do some art of bubbles and shiugora.... Still don't think I'm good enoug to sell art quite yet... Mmmmmmi ottoman keep trying. I've got shading down just really lines. I think my faces are a bit off so I will try to make them a bit more animal like. They look kinda peculiar.

My boyfriend is letting me use his iPad so I am able to type a lot easier.


Eeeee I love you all :)

I've been really insecure about my chub for a while :c

I think I'll be running a crazy amount along with lots of crunches and squats to help me lose my weight. I wanna lose at least 20lbs

I hope I keep to it I just need that motivation...


Wish me luck..

Yesterday me and my mate adopted our 1st baby! It's a betta fish... sorry I'm not actually having kids! We spent the day at the beach and then went and got him. We names him shiugora after the elder scrolls character... nick name shi-shi!

We got him a rainbow tank with some nice fresh water plants for him. I hope he likes his new home !

Also we had a nice walk on the beach at night and it was so relaxing c: then I got to cuddle him allll night c:. I keep having bad dreams about life lately. But I think I'll be okay.


Anyway lots of love I'm gonna go eat sushi now

~B

I'm leaving my problems behind!!!

No more grump kitty

I'm going to get back to work
I'm going to move with the love of my life
I'm going to become a great artist
And I'm not going to be controlled by hate anymore!!!

Goodbye and hello new kitty!

This weekend I'll be working a bit. I might be putting out some art tomorrow.
I hope you all are doing well. I am starting to shape up a bit. I'm not gonna let things get me down.

Yesterday I went to a no kill shelter and played with lots of puppies and kittens. All the fat cats were so CUTEEEEEE

I made this ceramic 8-bit heart. It looks so cute. It's going to be a key holder for my new home when I move!

I am so excited. I'm going to do my best to let myself be happy.

~ love your kitty bubbles

Thanks for helping me cheer up. You guys have shown me a ray of sunshine on my dark sky. Thank sosososoosos much!

Yesterday I just needed to cry. I had to hold my tears back all day I got home and just cried. I think it really helped.

Also no more negativity! No more !

I'm a changed kitty. Maybe things are going a but smoothly. Me and my master got our numbers changed so no more bills yay!

I am really hyper because I drank 2 rock stars ;~; I'm gonna have a heart attack at some point...

Sorry I'm hyper and thus is random!

Well... I'm tired. I'm sick and tired.

I don't like to make my problems public. But I won't be too specific I supose.

Maybe it's just the fact I keep looking. Maybe it's cause I'm constantly worried they will make more lies about me. Maybe it's the fact they try so hard to keep me down. Maybe it's because I'm worried about my past. Maybe it's because of the lables... maybe...

Do I keep ignoring it? Do I keep doing nothing and let it continue? I don't know the answer :/

Maybe I don't know what to do yet.

I don't know what to do at all...

I wanna vent I wanna talk to someone but I know I shouldn't stress about it. I mean it's all pointless right?

There words
There names
There lies

I am trying not to let there hurtful words get to me. But...


Maybe I should vent? Maybe I should let someone know ;~; I just can't do that. I would be as low as they are. I would stupe down and actually be an exact replica of what I don't want to be.

I really can use some good encouragement and advice. So please help me out furry gods ;~;

Life has thrown a lot at me lately! I'm trying really hard to be positive and smile. I've been feeling depressed. I mean how could i not? Do I keep going? I refuse making that... horrible choice...that's hurt me and my family before. I'm a good noodle I'm trying hard. I'm trying to make everyone happy.

With all the stress of moving,bullies,and work. Art seems to be my only release.
Maybe I can follow my dreams? I'm not sure anymore. I wanna be the best I can be at everything I do but that dosnt seem to be the answer.

Yesterday me and my love had an eye opening experience that brought us even closer. I've never seen him cry... it broke my heart... I love you dearly and I hate seeing your soul be broken. Don't stop... your strong. Don't let it keep you from doing what you love.

Anyway I hope everyone has a good day

Love bubbles

Hi! I just got home from a great day!

I went to work and got some good tips

Me and my master cuddled and stuff when I got off. It was nice!

After I bought him pizza because he's been so sweet lately.

Then we took a walk on the beach <3

Then cuddled on the swings and watched the sunset ;~; ahhh he's so cute. He let me rest my head on his lap and we cuddled.
I'm sorry this is random I just love this man ;~;

Back to the grind today lots of work to be done. I hope I can make some good money to get some gas for my car.

More stupid drama ... still kinda makes me laugh

I didn't sleep that we'll my arm is like dieing ;~; and now I must go cook some bacon for me and my love :3

MUST ART HARDER
*eternal mews*

Finally!!! We have a set date.

Masters birthday is coming up and I've been brain storming!!

Me and my friend and my master went to the mall last sunday and that was fun. Even though we are all poor as hell right now, we are making the best of it c:!

I have quit my job due to being laid off yet again and now I'm coming up with how to save for my move :c. I'm thinking I wanna do art full time and start to bust out some ych's.

I've been trying to look on the bright side of everything and not hold any grudges. Due to losing my old best friend I created myself a sona so I can make art of her with bubbles. It's been lonely not having a BFF but I've got a great guy to cheer me up and a good frind to have my back. ( be my friend please world ;~;).

I will be moving 3 days after my birthday!! Graduation is also coming up soon.

I'm going to be posting my 1st ych today hopefully! Let me know some feedback please ;~; (mmm tenticles)

I've been trying to make friends! Also a friend of mine found bubbles on the website E6
..... 0.0


Also I will be unblocking some ones account today! Again like I said I'm holding no grudges anymore!

I'm sorry if this journal is all over the place! ;~;

I'm here to talk about ways I relief stress!!
#1 occupy yourself with something else... like video games or cooking or going for a walk!

#2 try to stay positive.
Even tho a situation is stressful try to stay positive. No matter how hard it gets do your best !

#3 take a nap. Naps are good because you can get over worked, stay up way to late stressing.

#4 try to ignore the sorce. I know it's hard. But at least try. You can't always ignore the sorce but you can definallty try to forget about it for a little while

#5 if your like me, you get very stressed and you have panic attacks of sorts just lay down and hold a pillow. Breathe deeply and try to relax. Breathing is definallty the key to it

#6Talk to someone you trust. Maybe get advice, another person's opinion defiantly is good from an outside point of view. Even if your stressed about school or work!

#7 don't let it get to you!
This is probably one of the hardest things... but if you can manage to understand why it's happening, you can definallty come to probable understanding

#8 take a bubble bath
Even if your a guy you should try taking a salt bath with some bubbles! The salt will relax your muscles along with the warmth of the water

#9 do some art... I can't do art when I'm stressed but I'm sure someone gets some relief by drawing!

And lastly

#10 known your not alone. Everyone has stress in there life at some point and know that you have people who support you no matter what the case is. You can make it threw! Make peace with your demon's and try to be positive..

-love bubbles!!

Today I finished something I stopped working on a while ago. I feel like my style isn't all that great. I need to regain my skills with the tablet... and maybe have more will to draw a background...

Today I'm still all sick and stuff so RIP me..

Played a lot of conckers bad fur day too...

Thinking of doing a ych at some point soon that's defiantly NSFW...

Also I'm really looking to commission some icons ugh ;~; payday come soon!!!

Keep it kawaii

-bubbles

I have a massive fear of thunder due to some events as a child. Tonight I've been spending it crying and whimpering trying to get rid of that feeling that always occurs when I feel and hear thunder... my master tried to calm me down a bit... but now he's gone and he can't hold me. It sounds worse and worse every second... I'm currently hiding in my closet.... bubbles isn't that tough after all ;~;


-wish me luck... bubbles

HI ^~^ I wanted to make a journal telling you all about who I am :D

My name is bubbles

I really love being a kitten. I love fast cars and anime..

My favorite video game's are grand truismo (all of them), Kirby crystal shards on n64, legend of zelda ocarina of time, and metal gear solid :3

I like taking bubble baths with my rubber duckie

My hair is actually pink!! ( was blue for like 4 years :o)
Uhhhh

I am very shy but I'm nice I promise... ;~;
I cosplay a lot too :3
I love doing art and hope to get better.....
Anyway I don't know what else to say.. bye


-Bubbles

I don't have many friends in the furry community. Other than my mate and one other artist I don't know many of you. So please feel free to talk to me cause I need the friendship.. ;~;



Love me

-bubbles

So far I've been stressed and stuff... I just wanna let you all know...
EVERYONE DISERVES A BUBBLE BATH

I'M SERIOUS ....



they make you so relaxed and you can just soak up all the lovely bubbles. If your stressed I recommend taking one :3 plus who hates bubbles..... :c not me but actually bubbles >~<


Sorry for random ness....


-bubbles