Hi everyfur. Shirik aka  hybridstudios is holding a free fursuit head raffle and beleive me her work gets better and better with each suit she makes so go check her out :)

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4908633/

A fur by the name of finnie is holding a free raffle for a free plushie. Go check them out awesome plushies :3 http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4925623/

been so long since my last journal, i dont really update much and hardly post anything up, mainly because i hardly get a chance to go on laptop anymore because my sister has had my laptop at hers for a while and my mom is constantly on her laptop and never get chance to, plus im a rather busy person having to look after the other half and my voluntary work that i do twice a week 9.30 til 5. most people have probably guessed by now that ive still had no luck getting a job, ive been un-employed for almost 3 years now and have only just been able to sustain cash flow, of which i am still struggling. i have been putting off attempting to make a fursuit because or commision one because of this, dont get me wrong i love fursuits but the prices keep going up and up and its absolutely ridiculous, its the price of them that puts me off commisioning. i know its not the fursuit makers faults though and its the price of materials thats so high. the cost of living itself is really becoming a strain! anywho rant over.

i am possibly looking into attending frantic eufuria if i can afford it but the most likely answer would probably be no i cant afford it but i'm gonna keep an eye out for prices anyway and just see how it goes from there.

hi all.

i am just gaging interest here into art commisions in the hope of raising some money for a good cause. our boiler has broke which means we have to freeze this winter unless i can get some cash to help get a new one. i am opening art commisions. i recently started a new style using poster paints and markers to colour pictures in.
this is one example of what this looks like: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7271596/
i'm asking around £5 each for these. if anyone is interested feel free to comment or note me to discuss what you want.

this will be very much appreciated :)

hi furry friends.

well, its about time i wrote a journal to thank everyone who is watching my page so, A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL MY WATCHERS ^^

hi all.

well, today, i have started my work placement at waitrose. i am doing 2 hours a day on mondays and tuesdays. i would tell you what i got up to today but its difficult to explain it properly.

anywho. i have a few things to look forward to over next couple of months. this coming saturday the 18th of june i am participating in a tombola at my college summer fete and may be allowed to wear my fursuit there.

on the 25th of june is the next main birmingham furmeet which i feel is gonna be awesome because from what i've read on the midfurs forum there may be at least 5 of us suiting at this oneif the weather holds up. even if theres only 1 other person suiting i'd be grateful for that coz it gets quite boring suiting alone sometimes

from july 12th to july 14th i may be going to help out at the sight village with the college in birmingham handing out leaflets and helping people with visual impairments.

and finally, the date hasnt been decided yet but it will probably be sometime between july or august, i will be going on a day trip to weymouth with my family to visit my adopted penguin at the sea life centre

one last thing, i am trying to sell my nintendo wii in order to get some money towards a new partial fursuit which i want to raise as quickly as possible. only thing is i can only offer it to someone who lives in or around the surrounding areas of birmingham who could pick it up at a furmeet there, because it would cost waaaayyyyyyy to much to send in the post.

another way to raise a few pounds would be to do drawing commisions for £2 each with background and colour based on any action photo of your human self if you provide it as a reference

if anyone is interested, or would like to make me an offer for a drawing commision let me know

hi fuzzy's.

so its been a while since my last journal. a bit has happened since then. i split with my bf coz my mind started to play up, getting paranoid and dont know why but i'm still suffering, wondering why my mind thinks it. i had a panic attack last friday evening, i tried self harm on sunday and had 2 angry outbursts thumping the wall and on monday i had another angry outburst in front of my neice, dont worry i didnt hit her, i hit the wall, i would never do that to a child. but yeah i'm still a bit unsteady on and off, having tremours and dizziness. i went to see a nurse and she wouldnt give me any medication for it coz its too early to do that and to go back if i'm not feeling any better next week.

ANY WHO, i have an interview for a work placement at waitrose for a shelf filling and stock control position which i am gonna try my best to do,and if i get employed at the end of it then that means i may finally be able to get a new fursuit, hopefully a proper partial including feet paws this time and of much better longer lasting quality!

last but not least, my birthday is coming up on friday 27th may. am i excited? well, not as much as i want to be because i dont feel i deserve anything at all. but i hope to go bowling on the evening if i can get anyone to come with me. i did put a status about it on facebook but no one replied, so i may end up doing sweet F A. but i am gonna try again.

hi all.

well, what do i start with? i been with my mate  shuggy-tiger for almost 2 months now and my feelings were all over the place at first, but since he went on holiday i started to miss him more than i could have imagined. when he came back i was over joyed with love for him, but then my feelings kept going up and down again. i absolutely adore him in general but when it comes to sexual side of things my mind plays tricks on me and i cant figure out what i'm comfortable with and what i'm not comfortable with. however, my feeling for him are just so high, but the sexual side of things scares me a little. anyway, last night i tried somthing new with him and the look on his face scared me, it looked like a 'i got her right where i want her' look on his face. but the thing is, i'm such an insecure person and cant tell when someone cares about me or not, though he has shown me so much care and affection. but because of my stupidity i feel i'm losing him, as he put a status on facebook saying 'why do i feel like bursting out crying and giving my heart to someone else', and that really hit a nerve on me, i dont know wether he ment it or wether its because he thinks i dont want him, but i do, but how can i trust him now that he said that? can anyone give me advice as i'm sat here crying not knowing what he's feeling about me right now? :'(

hi all.

well as you all know, valentines day is upon us and i figured hey, i need to write a new journal just for fun.
in this journal i'm gonna ask my friends 'WHO'S YOUR SECRET CRUSH?'
if you have one, comment below and confess your crush, and i will confess mine

taken from  crisscoyote123

If you're not scared, put this on your journal and see what people rate you.

(1)=crazy.
(2)=I'd marry you.
(3)=attractive.
(4)=sarcastic.
(5)=i miss you.
(6)=I'd kiss you.
(7)=moody.
(8)=smart.
(9)=energetic.
(10)=random.
(11)=hot.
(12)=funny.
(13)=fit.
(14)=amazing.
(15)=tough.
(16)=cute.
(17) nerd.
(18) I love you.
(19) I'd bang you

I'll do the same for you

hi my fuzzy friends.

well, i can say now i have been a furrry and in the furry fandom for just over a year now and i'm happy :)
i have a certain fox to thank for inroducing me to the fandom, this fox is  foxmantra
i originally had him watching me on deviant art and eventually started talking to him on msn after a few months.
durin one of our conversations he mentioned about he was a furry, i asked 'what is a furry?'
anyway, when he mentioned about being a fan of anthromorphic cartoon animals, thats when i thought, that means i'm a furry coz i love anthromorphic cartoon animals too.

now, in april 2010 i joined the ukfur forum and in june 2010 i went to my first fur meet, and thanks to that i have met some fantastic people who i want to thank for being so nice to me. first off i'd like to say a big thank you to my favourite couple  andryx and  jonas-puppeh , you both are fantastic, you both support me and help lift up my spirits when i'm down and i hope we will be friends forever *hugs*
i'd also like to say a big thank you to  ceiliguliminix for being the first fursuiter to let me try on his fursuit head *hugs
so, for you 4 paticular furs, you all get eternal hugs and thanks from me ^^ *huggles*

hi fuzzy friends

i could really do with lots of huggles and snuggles right now as i'm struggling on a drawing that i felt like doing.
i wanted to draw  andryx and  jonas-puppeh hugging each other but it hasnt gone the way i wanted to and i'm getting all tearful coz i'm not a good artist again :'(
feel like i'm letting my friends down :(

hi my fuzzy friends.

i'm holding a competition over on deviant art.
if anyone is interested in entering please visit and read my journal entry here:

http://cartoonprincessml.deviantart.com/

thanks ^^

hi fuzzy friends.

i have a confession to make, its somthing thats really bugging me and affecting my life really really badly.

I'M A JELOUS TYPE OF GIRL!

there, i said it.

when i see the people i love most commenting on other peoples artwork it hurts and is one of the main reasons for me putting myself down all the time coz i dont get half as good comments as other people so how does one expect me to feel?

also another thing that really gets me down is when someone i like talks about good looking girls right in front of me like i'm not even there. any idea how that makes me feel? it makes me feel like a worthless peice of shit.

now you all know my reasons for putting myself down.

hi everyone.

OK, so......... i have a couple of picture ideas that i wish for friends to do for me, and in return i will draw a pic of your character.

my idea is to have my fursona valentina dressed in mens clothing, preferebly wearing a shirt like this:

http://www.newlook.com/shop/mens/me.....uctFind=search

or this:

http://www.newlook.com/shop/mens/me.....estSellerScore

i wrote a journal about it on deviant art about nearly 2 weeks ago but no one took interest i dont think.

also, today i had another idea for a picture, a picture of valentina turned monster energy drink addict. i want the colour of her fur to be black and green, preferebly having her muzzle, ears and paws green.

thats all for now, see u around my fuzzy furiends *hugs*

hi all.

ok, so i returned to fur affinity, and its quite cool to be back.

anyways i'm gonna start uploading some more stuff on here when i feel like it hehe.

hi all.

just to let you all know that i'm leaving fur affinity because i read about the baby fur law thing and i'm sorry but i'm not getting tangled up in this!

i'm a respectable furrie and dont beleive in baby fur porn, its just wrong!

so, i'm going, see ya.

hi everyone.

well, i dont come on here often so i dont post any drawings on here but if your interested in seeing my drawings they are all on Deviant art as that is my main website i like to be on.

http://cartoonprincessml.deviantart.com/

thanks :)

hi all.

i am vey pleased to announce that i have ordered my copy of ice age 3 on blu ray from play.com and i'm soooooo excited i cannot wait til it arrives :D

hi all.

well, as you know from my last journal entry i had been feeling rather down due to a bit of a dilemma between me and foxmantra.
i just want to say that we are now speaking again, i'm just glad i havent lost him as a friend. i'm very lucky to have a friend like him, as well as lucky to have other special friends like david and joe ^_^

so yeah, i'm feeling much better now ^_^

hi all.

well, i have not much to say. i feel very very down in the dumps, i just feel like i belong in a mental home right now because thats what i am MENTAL!