Lulsec and Anonymous are hacking groups who have targeted websites opposed to Wikileaks. Meaning visa, mastercard, paypal, several news outlets, the FBI, CIA, and police persons abroad. They do so, so they claim, to fight for the rights of free speech and anti-goverment. Their usual method of operation is something FA experiences from time to time called DDOS attacks, or denial of service by bombarding a web page with so many requests it crashes. A very simple to perform attack. But what stands out to me is basically they say we should be able to say whatever we want stop trying to silence us, if we don't like you we silence you.

They also don't understand just what they are doing, apparently. For example, when they attacked paypal, how many purchases were interrupted? Money transfers? Now granted most of these are for wants rather then needs, but many times I have sent my GF money for bills or for something we were doing. I know people who use it to purchase meds, to pay insurance, rent, ect. They attacked paypal because it stopped accepting donations for Wikileaks, it also accepts donations for less ignorant causes such as breast cancer, diseases that effect children, the Japan earthquake and subsequent tsunami. Visa, Mastercard, that's how my father get's his Diabetes medicine.

You aren't cool, you aren't an activist. You are a criminal. Just as Wikileaks is, who apologized recently for, oops, releasing documents that could get people killed. Anonymous' latest victim? A news website that published photos of those arrested from Anonymous, but they are all about freedom of information you see.

Kids these days.

Every time I check this web site and the submissions from the amazingly talented artists that I watch, there will be at least three or four herms and some gay art. These are immediately deleted for the most part by me, why? I have a penis. It is erotic to me to see a penis involved in the penetration of a female in a sexual manner. Or to see a beautiful female. Seeing a shemale, or female with multiple sex organs just isn't.

I understand that to some women/men a penis or lack there of is a sign of sexual empowerment and that the penis takes on more then just a sexual cogitation. To me, it's a penis. I understand that some people are born wanting to be another gender, or identifying with another gender or a gender that doesn't even exist. I do not. I am male who likes females, just females. Art allows free expression, there are no anthromorphic's running around and there never will be. There are no herm's, as illustrated by the artists here, running around boning everything and there never will be. I see no harm in an artist's expression, or in herms in general. In fact I love the creative freedom that something as simple as art provides.

All of this said, I have made it clear dozens of times that I am straight, Buck and I will not be involved in any homosexual art, nor will I be involved in Hermaphrodite art. I have nothing against either things, indeed I have friends who identify with different sexes then their own and who like sex with sexes of their own. What I do have a problem with is some of the retarded messages, emails, or comments I get because I am straight or I turn down wanting to be in a picture with you and your hermaphrodite with a 32ft long slong.

Not only will I continue to delete, block, or ignore such ignorant crap. But from this point forward, I'll share it with the rest of your peers so they can see just how retarded you are. Given the struggles that the LGBT community goes through on a daily basis due to bigoted idiots, I seriously doubt they will appreciate you harassing someone because they are straight.

Summer is ending, the leaves are starting to turn here and it gets cooler at night. As I am getting dressed for my run I actually grab my wind breaker. It makes me think what am I going to miss from summer this year, and in no particular order here it is:

Sex in the pool
Garage Sales
Driving with the windows down
The sun up late at night
Running without my nose being cold

Lost 6 150 year old oak trees in the hurricane, and was without power for five days. O boy.

Sept Workout playlist

song artist

It Wasn't Me Shaggy
E.T. Katy Perry
Moves Like Jagger Maroon 5
Walk Idiot Walk The Hives
Sexyback Poison
Pussy Liquor Rob Zombie
Music is my hot, hot sex CSS
LoveGame [Chew Fu Ghettohouse Fix] Lady GaGa
Let it Rock Kevin Rudolf& Lil Wayne

Were you recently hit by a 5.9 magnitude earthquake?

Why yes, as a matter of a fact 30 minutes ago I was.

So a few weeks ago took the girlfriend to the airport to fly back to her home so she can get stuff ready to come live with me. In the airport she sees this little indent in the wall near an emergency exit, since it is near time for her boarding she tugs me over there with the instance that we spend the next five minutes before she has to board making out. Deciding that no one can really see us there anyway, this is what we do.

:much kissing:

:old man walks by: Get a room

Random funny thing that happened to me.

So my girlfriend is apparently insane, she has decided she wants to move in with me and spend the rest of her days putting up with me and my sex drive. So she will be moving in with me, as such my activity level will take a dip.

Song Artist

Party Rock Anthem- LMFAO
Little Smirk- Theory of a Deadman
Everywhere I Go- Hollywood Undead
That's not my name- The Ting Tings
Tonight Tonight- Hot Chelle Rae
One more time- Draft Punk
Feel Good Inc. - Gorillaz
Light of the Morning- Band of Skulls
Everyday is exactly the same- nine inch nails
Run Rabbit Junk- GITS soundtrack
Fresh Blood- Eels

Amy Winehouse, famous singer of they tried to make me go to rehab. Former lover of infamous drug addict. Former patient of multiple drug rehabilitation programs, the latest in May. Self confessed drug user. Found dead of drug overdose.

USA Today describes the death as "Shocking." Makes article called "Celebs react to Amy Winehouse's Shocking death." In which celebs speak of their shock in tweets.

Thus proving that not only has the over glamorization of drug use fully infected the American and European Entertainment industry. But that Celebrities are easily shocked.

She was a good singer, and I feel for the family. But let's be realistic folks, and try to teach our little girls and little boys that drugs are bad mmkay. Not sing about them. She was 27 years old. As was Hendrix when he died, to guess what, drug OD 41 years ago. 41 years, and we are still losing artistic minds to this silliness.

Song Artist

The difference between us - The Dead Weather
99 problems - Hugo
U.R.A. Fever - The Kills
Pumped up Kicks - Foster the People
Another way to die - Jack White & Alicia Keys
Bad Boy for Life - Black Rob, Mark Curry, & P. Diddy
Living dead girl - Rob Zombie
Shake That - Eminem
Porn Star Dancing feat Ludacris - My Darkest Days
Uprising - Muse
She's a genius - JET
Rolling in the deep - Adele

So I watched Legend at 3 am the other day, with Tom Cruise and Tim Curry. The movie is actually older then me by a couple years, which was shocking, but what was more shocking is how the generation gap is there.

I mean Goonies, Legend, Spaceballs, Star Wars, Indian Jones, Rambo, Princess Bride, Romancing the stone, Rocky, Aliens these were things I grew up with. Kids these days get harry potter, and movies about vampires having feelings where the only important thing is apparently having a boyfriend.

I miss the days when Vampires killed people and were seductive, they didn't write diaries or talk about their feelings; And man, we need another movie with Tim Curry as the bad guy not Ryan Reynolds playing a smart ass for the 100th time in a different costume. I mean Tim Curry pulled off wearing horns and panties for christ sakes. What has your bad guy done lately? Wave a wand?

Don't get me wrong, I like Harry Potter, and I grew up with some of the first books. It's enjoyable. Yes, I even like some of the comic genre of late. But there is just something about those movies where acting, not special effects and explosions, was the key. A plot, was the key. You had great actors at work, I find myself hard pressed to find a movie in the last 5 years where I can say that was a great acting job. The closest thing I come to is the character Johnny Depp created in pirates, I mean stroke of genius but the whole gay pirate got old after the third movie (and now they are talking about a fifth).

I wonder if the days of acting is gone, replaced with what we can do with a computer or an explosion here or there. If so I will miss it.

Copied from  raikeira's journal, help out!


MISSING FROM THE VANCOUVER/PORTLAND AREA!

My 16 year old niece has been missing since May 25, 2011.
Please visit National Center for Missing and Exploited Children to view more information.

http://www.missingkids.com/missingkids/servlet/PubCaseSearchServlet?act=viewPoster&caseNum=1172977&orgPrefix=NCMC&searchLang=en_US


Rita was last seen wearing jeans and t-shirt with an orange and white hoodie that is a puzzle patterned.
There is concern that she may have met up with someone from online.



Also, Please pass this on. The more people who see this, the more chance someone will recognize her.

This just a random rant, and I had to look up the word to describe it. Snarking, is disgusting. This is the quickest way to my bad side. For those of you who don't know what snarking is, it's snide remarks, generally given because of insecurities.

Women seem to have created the fashion, but don't for one moment think guys aren't just as skilled at it. I have gotten use to the remarks over the years from other men, jealousy, insecurities, I am attractive and I have a decent life I understand where they come from.

But the snarking between women is beyond me sometimes. I have had the pleasure of enjoying quite a few different types of women, skinny, chubby, red headed, ethnic, tall, short, geeky, intelligent, dim, whatever. Every woman is beautiful in some way, every one satisfied me. Every one inspired lust and happiness in me, if even only for a time. You will not increase your standing with me by putting another down. Telling me her glasses are ugly, her ass looks flat, her apartment is small, she can't drive, she can't suck, her laugh is annoying, is not going to make me suddenly see how much better you are.

And guys, telling a girl well I wouldn't do x I would do x for you, while they are with someone, is pathetic. If you want a girl, whether she is with someone or not, don't push down someone else to build yourself up. Have confidence, have testicles. Say hey, you, I want you, and if you come with me, I'll ruin you for any other man. If they say no? Smile about it, who cares? It's better than spending 6 months trying to spit venom, spite, and hatred into their ear in an attempt to make them dump Johnny boy. It's up to them to decide whether or not the executive who baths is better than the guy with a gun tattoo and a dirt bike who doesn't, and if they can't make that choice? Go find someone else!

I readily call someone stupid if they are being stupid, if someone wants my true opinion I give it. But I know when to lie and say you know what, that is a beautiful color, or I know when someone doesn't need to be reminded someone is stupid...they tend to know it.

If you like your car, what does it matter that someone else doesn't? If you're boyfriend can't keep his hands off of you, what does it matter if Susan thinks you're not attractive? She's not sleeping with you. And if she is crying to you about how terrible her relationship is, and you are head over heels for her, if she turns you down. Tell her to cry to someone else, not how terrible Johnny is.

Don't snark, and don't feed snarkers. This concludes this public service announcement.

I am very flattered to have fans, I read every note I get, and I am very liberal with granting requests or cameos of Buck (or so I think.) The fact that you guys enjoy my character, my stories, and my ideas for art pieces is very exciting. But sadly I have to outline a couple of rules here given a recent spat of "bad apples."

1. Ask me, please. If you want to draw Buck, or have Buck in a story just ask me. Chances are I will say yes, and if I say no I will be clear as to why and make suggestions on how to fix that issue.

2. Do not post on my stories, my artwork, or anything else with "1st" if you are going to post, post something of meaning towards the subject. I will hide the post if it is that or some silly attempt at trolling.

Stolen from one of the plethora of journals that had it:

Four Jobs I've Had
- Hunting Guide
- Wood Cutter (pulp wood for a paper plant)
- Army ranger.
- Hydrallic repair man

Four Movies I Can Watch Over And Over
- Leon: The profesional
- The Hangover
- Live free or die hard
- Die hard

Four Places I've Lived
- Canton, NY
- Newbern, NC
- Richmond, VA
- OK city, OK

Four TV Shows I Love
- Firefly
- Good eats
- Iron Chef
- Cowboy bebop


Four Places I've Vacationed
- Leeray Caverns
- Orlando, FL
- NYC
- Ontario, CA

Four Of My Favorite Dishes
- Pickled deer heart
- Crab legs
- mac n cheese
- Walleye

Four Sites I Visit Daily
- FA
- Google
- news.aol.com
- cheaperthandirt.com

Four things I like to do in my spare time
- Workout, not run I detest running
- Clean guns/go to the range
- Gardening
- Writing

There is a new TV series coming out with William Shatner based on a twitter account called #*%^ my dad says. It made me think about my own father, and how he isn't really a man of words so much as he is a man of action. These things are entertainment to me, sometimes embarrassing to me, sometimes dangerous. I thought you guys might get amused and see where my personality, my life came from, and there for where Buck's life from. (In case you don't know, Buck is me with antlers, piercings, and a complete lack of inhibitions.)

So yesterday I went to the gun show here at the coliseum, and took my father with me. I had wanted to get him a 4 inch blued colt diamondback, which they didn't have. I did end up getting a RRA LRA-8 AR-10 clone, since I was missing an AR-10 clone from my collection.

But going on next to the gun show was a tattoo show, and they were getting ready for a little wayne concert later in the week. As my father and I were leaving we noticed this group of men around my age, early 20s, next to their car which was next to ours. Blasting their rap music, and being in general ignorant by spitting on the ground, I just sighed inside because I knew my father was going to say something. I shifted the empty soft case on my shoulder, and moved the hard case to my right hand while putting on my best "mean" face.

Sure enough, my father makes a bee line towards them. All of them have their underwear showing, and pants low. One is worse than the rest, with literally his belt holding his pants around just the top of his knees. He could not walk if he wanted to. It is this person my father approaches, and as he does so they all turn to face us. Reaching into his front pocket my father takes out of his wallet, removes a five dollar bill, and gives it to the man with his saggy pants before saying:

"Here son, buy some pants that fit."

At which point he turns, walks to our car, and we leave, to the stunned silence of the thug wanna bes.

There are a few interesting Buck commissions out there, mostly g rated I might add. So keep your eye out. If you desire to have Buck in a commission with you, merely note me and we can discuss details. Yes, however, he is sadly straight for most of you fans out there this is a problem. There will only ever be one commission that involves gay sex and Buck even in the picture, and it's a bit of joke/fan service I am sure you will enjoy.

The lack of straight, female (Actually female) role players is becoming depressing these days. Yes, I am straight. Yes, that means I don't like men sexually. Yes, this means if your chick has male gentials I am not interested.

I just want some decent straight erotica writing now and then, is it too much to ask?

Good news sports fans (to some of you), there may be a piece involving Buck and another male at some point, and there may be sex involved between Buck and the male, even if Buck isn't having sex with the male or the male with him. Odd stuff huh? Well not all of Buck's fans are women, so when one of said male friends has a day dream one never knows what might come up. What I can gaurantee is this will be the only image I ever ok of this, ever. It is a vain attempt to stop the flood of emails and notes I get requesting such.

I have 4 or so commissions out there in the works that involve sex. I wanted to get these things out of the way, ideas I have had, or gifts I wanted to give. But this will most likely not be the norm. Expect to see much in the way of bland g-rated in the coming months.

An ex turned me into a very satisfied anime nerd, to the point where I actually purchase anime blu-ray from time to time. So here is a quick review of some titles I recently took a look at. To start off the blu ray quality of all of them has been fantastic, and I may have a hard time watching anything other than this format. If you aren't interested in specifics you can just skip to the bottom for the grades. There is no spoilers here, everything available you would learn from the back of the package or even a glance at the cover.

Full Metal Panic, and Full Metal Panic second raid. These are two seperate series of the same story, second raid picking up where full metal panic left off. If you are a fan of mech's and political thrillers this is definately an anime for you. There is a bit of a sci-fi edge thrown in, but this mostly stays grounded in the theoretically possible world of tomorrows battle field. There is comedy, and quite a lot of panty shots, but there is also gore and adult ideas that make this quite the pleasing adult showcase. In a rating scale of 1 from 10, 1 being horrible and 10 being great, both are a solid 9. The third in the series, however, is full metal panic FUMOFFO and is pure stupidity, fully mangled into a ball and rolled down hill. I kept watching hoping it would return to what was established in the first two series, but nope it was just a fluffed attempt at terrible comedy, gone were all aspects of drama, suspense, political intrigue, violence. Replaced with anime faces and other such wastes. On it's own, having not seen the other two series and realizing what this bastardized, it may be a 3/10, watching the other two makes it a 1.

Eden of the East is set in the near future, and doesn't stray into any sci-fi routes. It is a drama that again adds twists of comedy, violence, and other adult themes. I love it, about a boy who shows up naked with a cell phone and a gun infront of the white house without any memory. There is a romance aspect to it, technological, and political issues currently undertaking the world. It too rates in at a 9.

Xam'd seasons 1 and 2 involves mechs, monsters, steampunk, and tragedy. It is far in the realm of sci-fi and starts out very quickly, with little explanation of what is going on. A boy is the victim of a car bombing which places in him the seed of a monster, which he turns into. Should he forget himself or be wounded too harshly he will turn to stone. It follows him, those that love him, those that meet him, and the world changing around him in a rather epic story. It has just about everything in it, and I would give it a 7 out of 10.

So to close:

Full Metal Panic 9/10, if you like anime and haven't checked it out do so.
Full Metal Panic: The second raid 9/10
Full Metal Panic: FUMOFFO 1/10, just don't bother
Eden of the East 9/10 A fairly short series with a movie coming out in March that is definately worth watching
Xam'd season 1+2 7/10 If you like sci-fi, steam punk, and mechs you'll like this. Don't expect a strong plot or to always be able to follow.

I like quotes, here are a few favorites from a certain movie I watched the other day.:

You're rather attractive for a beautiful girl with a great body.


I was born to love you / I was born to lick your face / I was born to rub you / but you were born to rub me first /... What do you say we take this out on the patio?


Remember Danny - Two wrongs don't make a right but three rights make a left.


So I jump ship in Hong Kong and I make my way over to Tibet, and I get on as a looper at a course over in the Himalayas.
A looper?
A looper, you know, a caddy, a looper, a jock. So, I tell them I'm a pro jock, and who do you think they give me? The Dalai Lama, himself. Twelfth son of the Lama. The flowing robes, the grace, bald... striking. So, I'm on the first tee with him. I give him the driver. He hauls off and whacks one - big hitter, the Lama - long, into a ten-thousand foot crevasse, right at the base of this glacier. Do you know what the Lama says? Gunga galunga... gunga, gunga-lagunga. So we finish the eighteenth and he's gonna stiff me. And I say, "Hey, Lama, hey, how about a little something, you know, for the effort, you know." And he says, "Oh, uh, there won't be any money, but when you die, on your deathbed, you will receive total consciousness." So I got that goin' for me, which is nice.

My family was never religious, but there was no event that matched Christmas. We hung garland, went cut down a tree, or in later years got it out of the box. Decorated in such a way that it took months to put up, and wasn't down until June. But what always made Christmas special was my parents, they would starve themselves, scrounge up, beg barrow and steal to ensure myself and my brother had a wonderful Christmas. Just one of many examples is the time I woke up Christmas morning to having a boat on the back porch, we lived on a lake I fished pretty much 24/7. It was little more then a dingy and made out of plastic but it was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen, I mean we didn't have the money for a television and here I got a boat and motor, and fishing lures that cost 5 dollars a piece. They bought a playstation 2 off the black market because they were sold out.

Christmas wasn't about the birth of Christ, it wasn't about the presents (though they were great). It was about this amazing thing, about my father working an entire week non stop, my mother packing him an entire pie in a lunch pale and him sleeping on the machines at new york airbrake inbetween, while my mother worked as a nursing aid at nursing home during the day and managed a 4.0 gpa at night getting her RN license. How my mother dressed my father from garage sales, my father drove a truck that had to be held together with twine, and they never had seconds so that my brother I could have seconds, so that we could shoot nerf arrows at eachother, and I could go fishing. It was about love for eachother, showing that love in ways that surpassed mere monetary value. So when you tear through the package infront of you, and maybe you get socks, or pajamas (I always did), or maybe you just get a card. Think about what went into it, who cares about three wise men and a star.

I am sure plenty of people disagree with me and think Julian Assange is a modern hero, I think he is an idiot who wanted fame and got it. The latest release of informaiton points to it, there is nothing being blown here beside his ego. No whistles from people concerned about illegal actions. What he essentially did was take the personal diaries of the United States political system, and post it online. This is our people behind close doors talking face to face with the representatives of foriegn countries, countries who were assured privacy so they can say things like what do we do if Korea becomes unified? Without fear.

What Assange, an Australian ex-pat hacker, has accomplished is to make the US look stupid. We said people could share a secret with us and we wouldn't tell their friends, we then wrote that secret down in a diary and let too many people get access. Just because a paper says top secret doesn't mean it has a great conspiracy, sometimes it's just sensative information that you frankly don't need to know. Those of you with a job who are in management, do you tell your employees everything you discuss? Do you share with them who you are thinking about firing, or who did a good job and who didn't? No, because they don't need to know, in fact they don't have a right to know. So if some person video taped your meetings discussing Mr. Smith's inability to meet deadlines and weighing the pros and cons of getting rid of him, not only would management be annoyed, I imagine Mr. Smith would be hurt. However in the next meeting, which wasn't recorded, they decide to keep Mr. Smith, something he doesn't see so on and so forth.

Then there is the matter that yes, Julian Assange is wanted for, and has been wanted for, rape. It has not gotten much press until now, mostly because now he is back in the press with his interviews and releases. He has been under investigation for it for some time now, multiple vicitims had come forward. They believe there is now enoug evidence to issue a warrant, and the hero, the poor helpless hero, has had lawyers on staff dealing with this for over a year because yes he slept with these multiple women, but claims it was conensual, and while they told him to use a condom he said he didn't have any and they said ok who needs condoms let's do this.

The guy is a creep, has been a creep, he use to spend his time sending worms and virus' to you but now because he picks on big brother people think he is a hero. He is for the freedom of information, the disclosure of everything...well, except where he is, except who his sources are, except why he only targets the US, except why he fled Sweden after only a week being there yet didn't rape the girls, except that his previous source is going to jail while Julian hides somewhere in the UK, except that has made millions off of the interviews he sells to publications ect. ect.

It's not great folks, it's stupid. The US is stupid for allowing so many people access to classified information, Julian Assange is stupid for being shocked that raping women and releasing goverment secrets gets you trouble, and anyone who donates to him and is American is stupid because you are appluading the weaken of your country. Would you share a secret, do a business deal, discuss another country with someone who has some Australian idiot running around yelling "Oooo Cause who the US thinks is hot in Social Studies!"

If you were on my watch list and no longer are, sorry, your art is still fantastic and amazing. But I just can't keep up with that many. Most likely you started posting censored images for paid websites in heavy abundance, or transitioned to heavy homosexual, or kink art, that just isn't my thing. Not to say it isn't great whatever it is.

Back from vacation, it was fun, hot. Walking 10 miles a day for a week is interesting stuff.