Ill say it here since the original people are keeping it under wraps, because they want to avoid this person from getting bullied,but to be fair i think this person basically bailed anyway

The suits were just thrown out,the character owner sold them to a newfur in chicago,then the person didnt want them anymore, theres not much else to it.we were both shocked and devistated,them for seeing their character just be thrown away,and me for seeing something else i made just be dumped/trashed. so i got them in contact with the person that found the suits,so she could take the suits back home.

As for the future,after this fox head for my friend no more customs.i understand im basically a nobody so they probably saw no resale value with mine(not sure about the others) but that really fucked me up,especially after hearing about another thing i made get cut up and possibly thrown away?and people just bailing on me in general over comissions.so right now,no more customs after this last head,

Premades maybe,but even then i will be cautious,if they dont sell,instead of throwing them away just send them back to me,and ill alter it or whatever

Ive been thrown away and abandonded enough in my daily life and its wrenching to see my work be treated the same

Moved into an apartment,the years of being a nomad have finally subsided for now \●/

going up for a bit soon on a few things- https://picarto.tv/kotarutank

kinda sorta making some stuff for my patreon,psd files and speed drawings are availiable with the beef pak
https://www.patreon.com/bullethoundx ,also getting the ball rolling on some projects

also feel free to shoot me a kofi if you wanna support,but cant sub ;w; every bit helps going toward my surgery and stuff :;w;; https://ko-fi.com/Q5Q8C6CM
About streams
not my favorite thing to do in the world but im going to attempt to do more when i can,this newer laptop works 10x better than the old one,may it rest in peace picarto
https://picarto.tv/kotarutank

I have just been really busy trying to find a place to live, since getting out of an abusive situation with my parents,i apologize for any inconviniences or slow downs, Im not sure what will become of me from this point on but i will keep you all posted,mentally,just not doing to good right now.

just been busy r work and school

ill be around,probably going to be my last con till i finish up my semesters

Ive grown so muc over the years that ive started doing art,I went from doing shitty little comic strips of my Sonic AU and poorly drawn yaoi to doing full blown fantasy illustrations and caracters and worlds. Still to this day though I dont feel like im enough,theres still things out there to learn and soak up to blend into my tecnique,it feels great to learn somethng new,learn new programs, be able to now share with more people tha my buddies at school,and have a chance to inspire others,even though, im just the average broke college dude that draws good. I still love to draw,and i stil love to make things for people,(even though im still pretty shitty opening up and talking ,but im working on it XD) but lately I just been feeling ike an outcast a far as fandom art goes. Ive stopped publically doing artists alleys at cons because they just bomb now compared to when i really wasnt that good at drawing my first con, Ill typically do traditional at cons,Panck an extra bag of equipment then just be there xD..last FWA I had a few people that would just pass my and complain about how "grossy"defined I draw male characters,Or how I dont have enough straight art. Ive been accused of stealing my own work, torn down for idea choices, and in general just been feeling like my styles are really just too niche to be shared. Now even though I do still post my work i just have this paranoid feeling that peole are just giving me the stink eye ,especially when I show up at cons.

Ive tried adjusting to what other people want to see in the past,and to be honest it just wasnt really doing it for me,because it really wasnt me,if that makes sense. Aside from growth/cum inflation,tf,artistic nudes,plain sex and some vore stuff probably, I just dont really like alot of things.I may once every now and the go hey,lets see if i can draw x,if i dont draw it a bunch but thats still just me doing my own thing. Im not really sexually driven to draw furry art at all unless its my boyfriend or my fwbs,im not sexually drawn to illustration at all unless theres a physical person that Im close to that iI can mentally pin to it. I enjoy doing art for its shapes,forms,colorations ,shadings,and the feelings that they all collectively potray, Ive branched away from the fandom recently,pixiv/artstation/etc,starting small,but the growning support from just regular people,artist,(and suprisingly some developers) has been warming. Ive met some good people in the fandom though,some of my closest friends and fans,but Ive just been feeling like my work doesnrt really belong here anymore.

So this is my last year doing art comissions publicly,no announcements,no ych's,no adopts,no more vendoring

Instead,just come to me,talk to me,ask me about doing some work for you.Id be more than happy to chat about it

Holyshit i cant wait untill 3 and 8

please dont be intimidated about asking about payment plans(within reason),as a general update on life,its my second semester in college and its been sortof oky school wise,as far as being back in alabaama with parents its been less than savory,especially trying to find a job that would work with me being student full time ,and now kind of in a race against time so i can get this tooth infection under control,so lifes been amazing.

so if i am slow to reply between trying to find work,school,and health,i do apologize.Im thinking of going back to using dropbox updates for art so you guys can come back and refresh the picture as you please until i remove the watermark.that way,at least how i had it,i can kep aa steady flow.

i still want to do videos when im able too,but getting more privacy has been harder with some family issues taking place at the moment but im still managing.


i Want to thank the people that have stuck around annd wach me grow over the years,it means alot.i may try changing up things upi post soon since ive started getting attention outside of the fandom with the style i do now from certain people,who knows it may open doors. ahead of time im just going to apologize from the soon to be lack of porn and some deleted images XD

I try not to do the cutesy chibi style stuff often,im drawn and inspired by more mature anime designs,Kemono styled art can vary in influence,a character thats styled as a kill la kill character is pretty much the same as a lucky star looking one.

Since i have been asked a bit over the years and such,i was wondering if anyone would be interested in learning drawing stuff from me,an i dont just specifically mean drawing a picture really slow for you to follow, lol no i mean like
perspective,shading,giving shapes for,.etc etc,going to start from the small stuff before diving into the big stuff,though keep in mind(i do go to school,but im pretty ok on weekends)
time to dust off yee old youtube,

ill offer videos for free but the private class streaming sessions wont be free but also not expensive XD,honestly probably 10 dollars,and ill answer any questions and demonstrate stuff for you.

honestly things in al have been kinda meh,im in school,but ive also been trying to look for a better job since may(i work on call but theres not much to do in the area),and i just think that this would be something cool to do,teaching peeps makes me pretty happy

things have been kinda slow as i have started my first year o college~bear with me!

i just need a few moments to myself..

the answer is still no,and i honestly dislike being bothered about it,the characters I use with my characters are 99 percent of the time mine unless its a friend or i was requested to be apart of a comission,there is no "other person"

moving things around due to improvements-a good chunk of pieces will be in scraps

getting out of an emotional funk and will back back up and running

Hey you guys its been a while since i uploaed an update,wanted to let you guys now that im doing fine and trying too get back and active as you can probably tell

I have come along way through alot of misfortune an i want to make it up to ou guys,I have a lot of exciting things planned for you guys

First off digital badges,im back home,and my mom is going to let me use her office supplies so i can actually go about this and mail things

Animations-I have been working on some animations(nsfw and SFW) to have as examples,the price for these are on my commission list as 80 dollars for single character stuff,+10 per extra characters-be on the lookout!

25 dollar Streams- Its been a long time since I have been able to set up for some art streams,and i also know,some things on my price list will change,but one thing is for certain,this 25 dollar batch stream will stay 25 dollars-please note,this is for colored sketches.

Bigger and Better YCHs-I alwys try to push the envelope with my art,and i always find challenges exciting,be on the look out for some pretty hefty size character YCHs(and small ones too)

Fursuits-im always accepting quotes for those curious on receiving fursuits from me as well

this is onl a little step into things to come-also working pretty hard into graduating to dealers den for cons as well

off to a rocky start but ill be okay,tarted working full time an kinda been having a lot of bad luck

Hey ! jus an upate
i stared my new and first ever fulltime job at an animal hospital,ive also been doing suitwork!im hoping i can get all the art out before/on christmas

please listen to this journal carefully,as I can no longer pretend things are okay

I am currently looking for a place to stay,by technicality I am homeless by the end of october,right now I'm living with a friend of mine,but situations out of his control I will have to leave.I will be in dallas,but I will have very little money for personal needs/food,unless I can find a job

I'm sorry for making posts like this,if you know me I have not had a stable home/job for many years,I'm very tired,sick,and severely depressed. I just want to get up on my feet.i know how that can be a burden on someone,and I'm truly sorry,I also don't mean to come off as begging,I'd just prefer to not keep anyone out of the loop and im sorry if it felt that way,I've been just trying to find a job and get my life on track which is proving difficult day after day


if you have any leads or anything please,please pm me.serious pms please..
I'm currently in the southwest/east,sadly I don't have the money to go further

and more toniht,trying to draw myself into a good mood

if im running behind on any uploads i apologize,im looking for a place to stay because im not sure where ill be living by the end of the month and its been really taking a serious mental toll on me.

and sending things to customers

A bit of an update,im slowly but surely claring out my queue though sadly ive been getting hit really hard with depression,as som of you may know my living situations has been anything but pleasant and im barely scraping by. Ive been looking for part time work for months after getting kicked out of my dads place by his gf(who promised to help me get out of the funk that im back in now)finding a job hasnt been the hard pat per say,any time im close to being employed i have a run of bad luck,weather it be moving or having to relocate because of something beyond my control.I recently had an interview at a target,but im not even sure if ill be able to stay long or if they changed their minds.im sorry. I will continue to work but please,understand that im under alot of stress but i WILL be done. Im just to the point whre i just want somewhere that i dont have to move again for a few years and ctually MAKE money to live,but its getting harder and harder to stay afloat,especially when the people around you have either had crumbling lives or moving on to better things.my surrounding is at a unstable point that puts me in a constant worry,and i feel helpless no matter what i do :/