Hey everybody,I know its been a while,my new tablet should be in by tomorrow,so that i can finish up my current queue. anywho for the next the next month im dropping the price tag on my art for you guys so that i can cover a serious personal financial emergency of mine,im taking 8 slots a day 10 for sketch art and 20 for full color, if you know anyone wanting pretty affordable art,feel free to share the news! I also feel that this will be a good way to kickstart my brain and try new things again,hopefully destroying this art block.

Queue

1.
2. (badge)-coloring
4. (badge)-prepping to mail out
5. sketching
6. -3 of 7
7.
8.

it really pains me but its kinda crucial for me to let him go right now
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15983685/
il have to take more pictures during the day but the head/tail/paws are going out for 400,i can even sketch a ref
feel free to rename the character or keep shen mew,he /shi whatever has never been used much or has much art honestly

new tablet thing should be in by the end of the week,sorry for the wait!

Well first things first,hey and how it going :P
secondly im trying to change a few things as i progress the next few years,first things first,I will open commission slots by journals now, same for YCH slots,there will be a set journal for it,but ill make a post submission for when im open,

Also,fur suit things that are apart from creature cafe will be on its own page(meaning im making a separate fursuit account for kotaru and wiess(the manticore)so fursuit pictures are going to be removed from this account to that one

also,i know ive pitched this many times but never fell through,there will be animations, and im working with for a comic that we are both going to be legit committed to, in order to do these things,stuff had to be swapped around,keep in mind, i cant upload like i used to (every second of the day) because i officially no longer have internet at home anymore and i have to upload elsewhere for a set amount of time to do things,and in between suits\etc etc at home i cant multitask like i used to,not to mention,i felt way beter when i could stream what im doing

but those are a few things so far,im taking pics but so that i wont get overworked i have to minimize some things ;w;

i haent been feeling to great,i fear my post gastro paresis has flaired back up again,i really hate that,this means there may be a period whre im weaker than normal and lethargic,but i fought it once, and hope i can fight it again,but i dont want anyone freaking out,im not going to die or anything my tummy is just not co operating

i loved it,it was amazing and the icecream didnt upset my stomach.
also,im calm and everythings going to be fine with the badges, i also had a NSFW badge in mind that a friend pitched to me.
Im going to sell climax badges,for exampe,a character badge that just looks like a normal wink and smile till you get under a blacklight and see why its there lol,thought that would be a pretty funny/cool thing to make,and also pretty discreet,when the paint isnt visible.

Also,on the subject of shipping my OCs, im fine with people wanting my character drawn with theirs as long as its SFW,i already have characters set aside for NSFW works,this means(for those that may not know) sexual content,unless its a character i sell,then do whatever you want to it because you bought it from me. There a personal reason I wont allow it anymore,when i look back on pictures i make like that,it makes me feel not awsome,but if you want to be drawn/or draw any of them keeping it real,doing funny things with other characters fine by me. Just keep it friendly and not intimate or close to it..
kotaru is mated to the pastel mouflon fox
the other will get theirs in time

so excited for fwa,you may catch me in the ally around 8ish on thursday,but ill do a where to possibly find me thing next week

Urgent notice- Sadly i have to say theres a chance i wont be doing badges this upcoming con like i had hoped to~ my lamina-tor completely crapped out on me,and theres also a chance i may need to get a replacement tablet pen...the joys of freak accidents happening before cons,but im not completely done for,im going to do pin ups and simple sketches atleast,so we will see how it all goes,again,im really sorry i was not expecting any of this to happen;w;

to make up for it,if you replied to the previous journal, can do a headshot for you~

If you are in fact leaving and want to follow me elsewhere,you can find me here and on

http://bullethoundx.deviantart.com/

https://www.tumblr.com/blog/furryterrorstar

https://twitter.com/misterbubbelz

http://www.pixiv.net/member.php?id=7066871

https://www.weasyl.com/~kotarumakara

https://inkbunny.net/kotarucyan

I dont really bring this up in journals at all but its really starting to get really weird,but ive noticed a trend in when i try to be more than a friend with a person,they usually vanish without a trace,still living XD! just gone as if nothing ever happened and we never met,I dont know,id like to think that im not doing anything wrong,I dont dive right in,I give it time,but the moment before i even admit to feeling like i may really like someone,they just up and leave without a word o.____o,
I mean, if i ever seem to be causing an issue I dont mind receiving feedback,im still pretty new to some feelings, so im honestly not surprised if i end up doing anything wrong,telling me wont make me mad,ill just try to fix it. I know im not a terrible person,inexperienced,yes,but we all gotta start somewhere.

Its something that ive been told its not something i should be used to by now,but Its happening to the point where id be really scared to lose someone i had as a good friend,if they decided to have a thing for me and then i slowly began to have a like for them,due to unknown reason nobody ever wants to state,that's so terrible that i have to be forgotten..Not all the time is it unknown circumstance,ive had three that were explained,it had nothing to do with me though,just their own personal things.

this doesnt make me mad,it just worries whenever someone admits to liking me,and the possibility of me liking them back or if i like someone that ive known for a while or for years,that theyll just go poof`~

so,after fwa im gonna take a break from drawing commissions,i feel like i should change things up,and even though i can do suits i mostly post works in progress.Me and my buddy blackjack are gonna do partials and fursuit parts if anyone is interested~i love making these and as many characters to have as examples,but suits take up alot of space lol, so the price really varies on how diffiicult the character,so they start around 3-400 and go from there,i can do regular toony faces and anime style stuff but this isnt until after FWA,not to worry though everything else will be complete that i already have,as far as drawing goes,i just need to switch things upbefore i burn out,and my wrist needs a break from paper lol i want to be able to focus into it to do an amazing job,Partials only for now though~that being said,only those serious,serious people that want a suit,and willing to give me a shot

*free fwa 2015 badges* these will be traditional,and there are some conditions,you MUST be ale to attend FWA or have a trustworthy person that can hand them to you, im doing these for the table to decorate and gradually be picked up,ill try setting up somthing if something freak occurs~1 per person though

this will be until march 30th
send me a ref and an element that descries you/your sona

im moving on with the animation idea,as you know its quite a lengthy process,~but i do want to make this a separate thing but i do want to make characters to use,just no species really come to mind,trying to branch just a little bit from what is normally expected, like a Necturus~http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Necturus~

Where are you staying?
Havent been briefed yet,still fairly early
What day are you getting there?
also a tad early XD early enough to have a day to bounce around in suit
How are you traveling?
carpoolin it
Who will you be rooming with?
,,
How is the best way to find you?
Im usually wondering in one of my two suits,or in the artist alley drawing
Are there any panels you might be attending?
I doubt it.may try to do abit more than last year

What do you look like?
ill do a how to find me picture later

Will you be suiting?
yup, kotaru the shark husky and knukka the skunk thing chow
Do you do free art?
close friends only
Do you do trades?
not at cons usually
Do you do badges?
yup
What is your gender?
Male pronouns please
How tall are you?
5'5
Can I talk to you?
Feel free to approach me,im not usually an initiator ><,bt pleas no saying i expected you to be taller lmao

Can I touch you?
hugs and pets in suit are ok,keep it above the waist >>

Can I visit your room?
I cant really regulate that XD though i doubt id be in much unless its family friend time

Can I buy you drinks?
I dont drink sadly

Can I give you stuff?
cookies are highly recommended

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Hugs are ok, snuggles are usally given invites,for close friends only XD

Are you nice?
I am,i am a nice shark dog

Do you have an artist table?
I am! digital will b debated,they may not be prints though, but traditional pieces definately

Will you be going to parties?
not sure XD,we may have some sort of room thing

Will you be performing?
sadly leavin sunday

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
go BLOOF BLOOF BLOOF,ill find you,or if u recognize my suits give me a tap,no tackle pleas X<

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
thursday suiting mostly,friday morning to afternoon artist alley,saturday,suiting

What/where will you be eating?
that nice foodcourt

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
As long as you are awsome

Can I look in your sketchbook?
sure

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
I encourage it :)

Can I take your picture?
In suit id prefer

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
NOT BE AS AWKWARD

still dunno net,but ive been pretty under the weather,as soon as im better ill get back up and running

being able to quicky draw and upload without inturruption,instead ofhaving to go elsewhere to upload ><

1. Are you single or taken?
single

2. Chocolate or flowers?
chocolate

3. Will you do anything special for Valentines Day?
eat festive junk food,or draw like always nothing too out there

4. Do you like anyone?
casually dating,a few crushes here and there

5. Were you dating anyone last Valentines?
nope

6. Who do you want to spend Valentines with?
hatsune miku...lol jk,

7. Do you make a big deal about Valentines?
its a day,and theres candy

8. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
I wouldnt be suprised

9. Would you ever write someone a love letter?
possibly,i can suck at writing sometime though

10. Do you believe in Cupid?
meh

11. Do your parents give you presents on Valentines?
hahahah no

12. Do you still send out Valentine cards?
not since kindergarden

13. Do you like candy hearts?
i used to hate em,now i can tolerate the minty taste


14. What is something you got last Valentines?
candy from my doctors office after i got a shot,there was also a condom XD

15. Is Valentines depressing?
If i over think it,but now its just another day for me,nothing special,except all the candy

16. How is your love life?
lol its..under maintenance

17. Have you ever been dumped on Valentines?
Nope


18. How many roses would you want?
5 but only if chocolate

19. Will you have a girlfriend/boyfriend this Valentines day?
er

20. Do you look forward to Valentines day?
only for the krispy kreme specials

21. Who was your last Valentine from?
teachers at my old shcool

22. Who do you expect to get a Valentine from this year?
i dunno,friends usually suprise me,but its a new year

23. Who would you most likely receive a Valentine from this year?
classified info O~O

24. How many Valentines will you be sending this year?
a few

25. Have you ever not received a Valentine?
aside from kindergarden, one

26. What was the most Valentines you received in a single year?
most that i bought for me

27. Have you ever received an anonymous Valentine?
nopee

28. Have you ever sent an anonymous Valentine?
Nopeee

29. Will you be sending an anonymous Valentine this year?
no?? or yes

30. What was the best Valentine gift you ever received?
cotton cAndy

31. What was the worst?
no candy

32. Have you ever started dating someone on Valentines day?
nope

well after i get set up,ill e doing commissions and things,due to some of the explicit nature of some pictures
this will be an 18+ stream
though its a maybe,i do want to stream really soon atleast a night

have to look into rl job things so im taking a small pause

wanting to animate a few full sequences,any ideas?

I have to take a small break,but im curious to know~what would you like to see more of?(as in art i can upload lol),also if i did manage my cartoon project, what type of content would you like to view~

he was made by me too

now that that day is over..
gona preorder my stuff soon~ill be there gain suiting/art table,this year! better prepared than last lol or atleast ill try,im taking chibi badge commissions for pickup at the con~ special traditional pucca style badges

if your interested let me know after new years,you get to be apart of decor AND you get to pickup,~if you want a digital printout badge instead that can be arranged too,my suit will be done up enough too,and i may use the excess fur for ears or somthing lol,so alot to look forward to :)

hope eeveryones day/holiday is going better than mine so far,though mine has just begun,i thought id be nice and surprise my parents,but i kinda see what this is all turning into,my little sis is pretty much the prized queen B in the house right now-no surprise there,they taught her pretty well since ive been gone, alot more than me. The rest of my family,and old high school friends are happy,but my parents are still under the impression that im still not all that great,not like worst kid ever,more like i havent changed since ive been gone and i dont love or care about them,since i don't really call them,and i usually try to avoid thier drama,and the attempts to make me feel stupid or like a bad person,like i dont try to help or do anything with them,when there IS nothing to do...it hasnt changed...and it wont

sorry been all over the place getting ready to go home for the holidays,maybe a stream while im home if i can as a gift to you awsome peeps~,still no web at home but hopefully soon

also for those going to FWA I have some pre order pick up/traditional badges coming up,Anthrocon to,but since FWA is first doing those~ill have info on that after new years.

Bear with me peeps,its been hectic with stuff away from all the work that has me kinda backed up,ill get everything in my queue done,before new years,

Next year will be exciting,revisiting some hobbys i never really had the opportunity to keep up with before,like simple games,3D models,animation,so yeah been looking out for those.Also comics!

but word of warning,tablet has been shorting out lately

Just wanted to let it be known that im still around,but wont be as active,internet is still out though this isnt a comcast issue,just things that need to be taken care of,im goin to try as hard as i can t keep everything up to date until further notice..if you need to contact me please dont be discouraged if it takes me a minute to get to you