Were i work at we have advertisement through the radio, and today i meet with the dj and talked and all that jazz. But later during our advertisement He said my name! And helping them out is *CENSORED* there technician! my five seconds of fame on Spanish radio!

So i was thinking. Most work weeks i get two days off monday and thursday and usally try and draw then. But i was thinking to start to draw in the the mornings . Get up 1/2 and hour early and stay up and hour later just so i can get through all your guys request. I fell really bad not getting it everyone's request done sooner. But i think this way gonna help me get better at art, and u guys get ur art faster!

well after the shit storm yesterday i went to town today. Got a laptop. Toshiba chrome book. May not be a macbook but gotta start somewere! So this is gonna help my art prudcutivity alot! Its a win-win for everyone. More free art to you guys and a laptop for me! I got to thank everyone that told me to follow my dreams, and looks like im getting on the path! Thanks to everyone that gives me supprort!

This week was really hard on my body. 100° weather and me working outside for 13 hour days is not good. But today I got a chemical burn my hand, so the refrigerant I was using to charge an AC thread got suck and my gloves couldn't handle it and it ended up going to my skin. So I got a narrley Mark on my middle knucle and index and middle finger. Kinda looks like a ghost XD! But to the really fun part. Well I came out as a atheist to my religious parents. It was bad, to sum it up. My mom won't look at me and my abuela the same way. So I locked myslef in my room and gonna draw all weekend! Life gonna suck cuz my boss (uncle) is taking we of my abuela and my mom talks allot to her when shit hits thst fan. So probably gonna get sum big long speech on how I need god next week during?work. Fml is an understatement!

For the past couple of day I haven't been able to draw. Im struggling with bodies, face and I cant even do a simple tag! Even my own ideas that I work the side are just so terrible! U guys have any way of getting over Artist block? Really do need it since I have 2 more days off and I wanna draw!

Through tedious thoughts and deep emotional reasons, im most likely giving up my dream of being an animator. Through put down after put down from my parents im giving it up to work at a job I hate for the rest of my life. Im not giving up on art in general, or my furry art here online but it's gonna be on hell of a bumpy road from here. Idk, what do u furs think?

Well bad new all u wonder ppl that have request with me. Today my backpack as token from me this moring. All my stetck books, styluses, drawing gear and epically thumb drive. So my plan was to do a mass uploading of all everyone's request by Monday night. Looks like the douche that stole it got sum good shit, including a Ai of Portland bag, my dope ass hawwian sunset print backpack and my iPhone charge .But I will get everyone request up as soon as I can, there's only one person that got spared of the shit storm  Cig1 his is on file on my tablet. We'll hopefully the staff keeps and eye out for that and the Staff here at Ai will find it soon!

So tomorrow morning im leaving on vacation. So everyone that has a request, they will ll be posted up by next Monday! I'll still be online, but not going to be able to upload till then! So talk to ya'll later!

Airport help

Well I finally got enough money to fly over to Portland for a week! Im taking a class at the Art institutes for animation. But to my point, this is my first Airplane trip so I have no idea what to expect or do. So if u got any info or tips that can help me out I really would appreciate it! So that means I get to devote myself to my artwork for a week! No worring if someone bust in my room when im drawing.


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 Cig1- Detailing and clean up
 freiheit7 - Background and shading
 Jesse220 - Outing and coloring
 Hafiye - outlining
 Tobias2287 - outlining

Im sorry for taking sooooo frickin long on request. I've been working 6 days a week for the past 3 weeks. I'm trying to get as much money to get to a week long animation class at Art Institutes. it's really hard to do NSFW art when your computer is in open view of my family so im trying on my tablet. It a little bit slower but I can work in my room.

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 Freiheit7 outlining and coloring

 Jesse220 coloring

 Cig1 coloring and background

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Finally went through with it

I had it! Never getting appreciate for the long 3 years. So today I I finally quit my job. My former boss embraced me in frot of the homeowner on several occasions, belitted me and challenged my intengence. So while he was in the attic, he gave his last insult, and I dropped my tool bags, told him I've had it and knocked over the ladder, got in my truck and left. Probably the most ballsiest thing I've one in years. Bastard called and wanted me back saying how I was the ''best'' employe he's ever had, and how he was having a bad day. But I've been Turing the other check for 3 years and I couldn't take it.looks like im gonna be strep for cash till I get another job. Gonna cancel cable, New summer clothes to keep my internet!o fuck, sucks not having a job!

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BULLYING

Anyone that different that everyone else knows how it feels to be be accepted. Being bisexual in hiding wasn't fun, always hiding the real me. So I decided to come out. Boy did sh** hit the fan.I knew I that thing weren't gonna be the same and im glad I didn't come out as a furry too. I lost all of my freinds, got bullied at school and no one looked at me the same. When I walk down the hallways, I hear jokes about ''loving dick'', and annal. one kid made it mission to bring me down. ''Hey fag! Suck any dick today!'' Always bring up the same shit, soon I was outcasted by my teammates in football.I was nominated lineman of the year and MVP, but I quit 3/4 in the season , never bothered with wrestling even though I was promisked to be on varsity. The one person that I thought would ever turn his back on me just laughed his ass off, and said ''that's funny! You're joking right'' Then he stopped laughing, and a serious look goes over his face, '' you aren't joking are you?'' I didnt say anything. Then he just left, and he hasn't talked to me since. Now im dealing with these problem alone. I cant turn to my parents due to there extreme homophobia, and deep Catholic roots and my abusive dad. I started to dabble in drugs : acid and bud. Without the drugs my suicidal thought might just come true. Im posting this just to get help, I have no one to turn too.